Woo.. Xmas is over... new yr is coming.... had an enjoyable during xmas....

24th Dec - 25th Dec
Went over to GK for lunch with my ex-colleagues cum current frens... as usual... there will be non-stop laughter de lor... miss the days when we went crazy in office... hahaa..

Then after that, JX, Harris, Jason and I went over to Furama Riverfront to meet up with YP, WY, YH. We had a crazy time in the room and had a game of Spongebob Monopoly in the room. in tag teams, (TYL + NYP), (Jason + CJX) and (OYH + LWY).... Harris slept... Then WK and LY joined us.... After that XH joined in...

We had our pizza dinner and pillow fights (i'm victimised!!!!) then of coz Zachary appeared!!! hahaha... Chat with him for awhile... then they started the game of twister... Harris didnt play due to aching arms... as for me.... getting sick on the eve of xmas... hehee... runny nose... due to lack of sleep.. hehee... (interesting photos r in facebook)

at the strike of 12... we gave a toast! and of coz exchanged of presents!!! hahaha.... COOL!!!!
at 3am... most of us concuss le... but all didnt really sleep alot lah... but kept rotting...

then abt 1sth or 2... i went over to big aunt's hse for xmas party... ah mei jie jie they all r back for this festive seasons.... my two boys r sooo tall now... and cute!!!! and handsome!! hahahaa... the hse nw filled with 4 boys!! can u image the noise level... tyx cannot tahan lor... she say headache.. mommy say she is lousy with kids.. hehee

26th Dec
Official Off day in office... but we still went back to work... to clear some stuff then go back home... after tt i went to do sth to my hair... hahaa... nw is a different hairstyle... hehee... though nt my fav hair style... but still... haha.. it is different!! hehee...

27th Dec
spent the day with mr hjm... the BZ man... went for dim sum brunch and then movie AUSTRALIA!!! Damn Long show lor.. abt 2hrs 45mins... actually frm my pt of view... it is not a bad show... it is quite nice and touching... it touched me lah... and has a fair bit of humor..

The at midnight... went out with my 'rotters', WYT and Ivan... went orchard for a midnight coffee. Gave Ivan the hamster.. n he went crazy with it... juz like Jx went crazy with hamster like tt... hahahaa

28th Dec..
Slept till 2pm... coz too much actions recently... then went to SBW Park for BBQ... My family had a BBQ over there to celerate one of my ang mo boy's bdae... hehee...

Now in office... no govt... so blog lor... hhehee... i only need to work for 2 and a half days this week... COOL!!! ROX!

OK... i'm back frm BKK... had a great time... n No.. BKK Was not AT ALL dangerous... and yes, i saw my sunflowers and yes, catch up with my frens, and yes... got my leather sandals... and wat else?? wait till photos are uploaded b4 i say more abt my trip ba.... coz i wanna emo again!!!

I'm juz tired of my life? It's my life! y shld i go ard pleasing everyone?? i'm juz plain tired of explaining and thinking of solution!

i'm tired of treating ppl good, yet being told off...'dun treat me so good. i'm nt used to it'

i'm damn irritated when u need me, u call me, tok to me, ask me out... n when u dun need my help... *blink* u disappear... or better still... tell me tt u r nt free for the whole mth... i'm juz plain tired tt i have to take the initiative to call u or wat!!

i'm tired of entertaining frens whom i tot i understand well... end up... they tot tt i'm juz being mean and biased!! so be it! i'm mean and biased and i dun give a damn to hw ppl feel!!!

wat's the use of being sensitive? i always tot i got high EQ and always tot tt i can understand ppl de feeling and the situation they are in... but... end up.. i was labelled as i hurt ppl!! ya, i admit, i'm shelfish at times, and can be unreasonable... but who will not?! human beings have flaws... no one is PERFECT!!!

actually i dun quite like going out in big grps... i think 4 ppl is the maximum when going out.. anything more is a crowd... n will be divided into smaller grps de... so wat's the pt of going out tgt? and the more ppl, the more opinion and more ideas, more problem... then end up... an outing will become an unhappy event..

sianz leh...mayb i shall be AS one day....

Wah.. it seems like a long time since i last blogged!! I'm juz too lazy to blog...

Anyway, wat's going on with my life?? nth!! i'm going to BKK soon... (provided nth happen in these few days)....

5th of dec - the day u dragged most! CP went back to China. His leaving marks the ending of the grp? CP have been the pillar of the grp... nw the pillar is no longer here... i think we will juz scatter ard esp with tt OFM (who dun even bother abt anything) and ah du (who juz like being alone)... haiz... so wat if me n yan r organising outings??? sianz...

CP told me nt to send him off... coz he dun wanna the tears he had kept for 10 over yrs to come out... but still i went... n yep... he cried.. but nt if front of me.... he hugged us le... n went in.. n yan told me he was crying in there.. i nearly wanna laugh lor... coz i successfully made him tear!!! , haha.. ok lah... not me lah... i think he bu she de yan yan more... wahaha... ok... i oso forcing myself nt to tear... yan yan no tear mah.. so of coz i cannot tear... i noe yan yan is miserable... but i think she is much stronger than me... amazing!! admire her!!!

yan, if really need someone to tok... tyl is here de... :)

yesterday, i recieved a sms tt made me smile the whole day.... i told him i'm leaving for BKK on thurs... he replied 'be careful hor, take care'.... yep... maybe he juz replied as a form of courtsey... but still.. i feel warm... :)

I dun understand... when one is in love, is it that no matter wat is happening to the whole world... there is only love in his/her eyes?

i juz cant understand... haiz... i'm wondering... izzit tt i'm jealous? tt ppl have a love one to think of, so tt they can 4get the world or izzit coz i feel neglected.... it is a looong time since we last meet up... but i guess it means nth to tt person ba.... actually is i gave up organising meet ups... i mean... one or twice de rej.... i still can take it... it is like dunnO hw many time de rej... i actually quite sian liao...

wat happen to those late nights gossips? wat happen to those long hrs confessions? wat happen to those rotting hrs??? wat happen to the bitching times?

I'm juz glad tt when yt found her love.. she didnt 4get me (or shld i say i die die oso make her cant 4get me)... though i kept complaining abt her fussing over her darcy.. n fighting with darcy for her attention (tt is wat she say) and also jealous over darcy (she say de oso)... she is still there leh... we still have our rotting time (shorter of coz, with frequent calls back home to see if her darcy is in shape), we still gossips and lame each other....oh ya... n bitch ard... n of coz... she will cry with me if i cry... (provided the reason for me crying is valid, i dun think she will cry with me if i'm crying over some novels.. hahahaa)...
though the topic most of the time is revolving round darcy, when it is time for me tok, she listens (ok, if i start toking abt my crazy ideas such as meeting fei lun hai, jay chou, show luo in person, her mind will go back to her darcy...) she is still there when i'm feeling down or emo.. she will still scold me if i do anything tt is 'morally' nt correct..

juz tt mayb during some of these gossips, rotting, bitching, confessing times, u will see a crazy dog running to u, trying to snatch away the rag tt is under ur feet or trying to ambush u frm behind.. or trying to see upskirt (if u r wearing a skirt)....

though she keep comparing me with her darcy... i know she still loves me.... hahaa... n she still likes to irritate me from time to time and i like to irritate her from time to time....

hey, i like to complain abt u over loving darcy, or say things tt might upset u (i dun mean it de), I still LOVE u n DARCY de ok? still it hurts me to see tt ur once beautiful perfect hands is nw filled with scratches frm darcy teeth..... dun so violent lah...

juz hope tt when u find ur REAL love (human being).... u will nt change... i still can tok to u, irrtate u or lame u... hehee...

of coz lah... i dun expect ur LOVE (human being) will snatch the rag under my feet or ambush me frm behind or see upskirt lor... wahaha....

ok... i emo ok liao.. juzz nw was reading sth,,, then abit disappointed... so come emo abit... but when start toking abt my yt n her darcy... i guess all disappointments and upsets can be 4gotten de.... hehee....

Ok. i hate to admit... but darcy is sooooooo DEVILY CUTE!!!!

Well... ok.. i long time no update le... hee... too lazy lor... sianz... feel like sleeping... though i juz woke up at 12 noon.. hehe...

waiting for all my kakis to finish exams lor.... haiz...

actually got a chance to go JJ party de new song mini concert @ Max Pavilion this sun de.. got free tix.... but my cute and blur yp.. she 4got where she put the tix... and think she lost it.. wahahaa... so end up i no go lor... shall get yan yan to go shopping tgt again... we have been going shopping tgt recently.. hehee...
but i cannot anyhow spend lor.. no $$ le.. still going thai.. then no job somemore... I NEED A RICH BF!! wahahahaa

ok lah.. i wanna go see new Northpoint got things to see mah.. then go help my newphew to source for his new sec sch.. he got his PSLE results le.... i'm amazed tt RSS really become Raffles of the North... coz the cut off pt is 231 lor... to think 12 yrs ago was 188... faint....

*Amended* coz my ah bob nt happy i didnt mention her.. so here's the amended de...

Guess wat,... i can use comp at work!! hee.. so can come online.. coz big shots all not in... anyway, very fast lor.. almost worked here for 2 mths le... actually came to like it here lor... as for the other jobs i applied... seems like no news or rej me... (my fave job (auditor) didnt even shortlist me for interview... coz i no degree... sadz...)

anyway, tues went to meet simin n jul... long time no meet them le... come to think of it.. we have known each other for 7 yrs le (me n jul abt 10 yrs.. hahaa).... we realised tt the age of simin's little bro = the no. of yrs we know each other... haha...

simin is getting married!!! during sch dayz she told me i'll be the 1st to marry... she sure nt marry b4 me.... hahaa... well... see... u never noe wat will happen in future!! haha...

i've recieved 2 wedding invitations and 1 pending wedding invitation for these 2 mths.... scary rite? hahaa

15 Nov 2008 - Pey Huey going to get married in Msia... didnt go..
8 Dec 2008 - My dear Simin going to change her martial status from single to married... wahaha
31 Dec 2008 - Mr Erin Yap is going to have his wedding of the yr...

ppl ard me...
Cheryl is happily attached to her dear dear
Juliana is in honey moon period
Yee Pei is doing research for wedding bands and wedding packages
OFM is engaged
LCM is working hard for his wedding in 3 yrs time
HJM is going on slow n steady with his girl
Lynette is happily married with a cute daughter and 2 big girls
Huixin's r/s is still going strong and steady after 7 yrs... n getting married 2 yrs later every yr
Huizhu, the workaholic is oso attached
Rochelle is married, every weekend is occupied to accompany hubby
Irene and Jimmy is legally labelled as husband and wife
Liyun and Weekeong are walking hand in hand into the unknown future
Yanting's time is occupied with her darling Darcy and DSLR
Ivan got his 'wife' and recently juz decorated 'her' with lotsa stickers
PYH is occupied with his photography and FYP
Wenying and Yihang are rumored tgt... n Both are married to their degree course
Yanxin got a lot of ppl after her.. but all weirdos... then she is blissfully married to her MP3007, so nw she is as dumb as C-program (pls refer to her blog entry on 3rd Nov, then u will understand)

OMG! What m i doing?!?! everyone seems to have sth to be occupied with... everyone has one thing or another beside them, be it a human being, animal or a thing... me leh??? what do i have? i dun have a pet, nor a camera, nor bf nor sch work/work nor money!!!! What i have nw is a broken, hurting heart, a tired mind, 0ne antique lappy (quoted from Ben), i dun really love de hp. I M EMOING!!!!!!!

Ok.. STOP emoing! hee....
actually not tt ke lian lah... i got a very cute family who will make u cry n laugh at then same time, a bunch of wonderful frens who will be there when i need them and accept me as who i'm, and suan me till i oso dunno wat r they suaning (this is the minus pt... but seems like it is their greatest pleasure.. haiz...)...

eeeekkk... i shall stop writing le lah... if nt i cont'd emoing.... eeeeeeekkkkkk

The weekend will be over in another few hrs!! haiz..

Today went for a Vitamin C Facial @ Beautehub International. Free of charge, however, of coz they did try to psyco me to top up $88 for anOther type of facial to mend the holes on my face... well... tyl will fall for it?? haha.. i dun think so lah... quite stingy when come to this.. hehee

Thanks to IVAN! MUACKZ!!! he acc me frm wdl to raffles place, and waited for me to finish facial le.. then go back to wdl again... he is sooooo wonderful and sweet rite?? haha,.. 旧爱还是最美... haha... i shall openly confess my feelings for u, IVAN!!! I LOVE U!!! MUACKZ!!... hehee...

(u noe.. ivan will have this rxn, "eh yer... u dun be disgusting lah... go away lah...") haha...

after tt, we went to rot in CWP (as usual, it is our 2nd home).... with my all time fav rotter, yt and once a rotter, nw a bz woman, xin jie... we were at Toast Box (which was once starbucks 10 yrs ago).... I LOVE spending my sundays rotting like tt... though xinjie will say is waste of time.. coz she got A LOT of thingss to do.. but xin jie, u laughed the loudest juz nw lor.. so u did enjoy rotting!!! ahaha...

yep... we were laughing (mostly coz they were laughing at me... :(..... sadz)..and chit chatting... brought me back to 10 yrs ago... when we were sooooo young, have nth but time!! haha... 10am we'll meet in starbucks and sit till 10pm.... dunnO hw come we got sooooo much stamina.. hahaha...

10yrs later, we still have a lot of things (problems, stress, work, age, but still no money (at least is true for me lah... hahaa)).. but no time... so this is a rare chance to sit n rot whole day! (note: is rot WHOLE DAY with XINJIE, coz normally me n my all time fav rotter, sometime with ivan will rot a few hrs during the week... but is rare tt xinjie join us)

i'm amazed tt there is still so much to tok abt.. ok, sometime is coz i too entertaining... n made xin jie wanna poke my nostrils with straws and stuff my mouth with big bao... (abusing me rite?? haiz...)

oh ya... today i think i was too high with sugar... i did something tt for 12 yrs of my life... I NEVER dare to do... i got smacked a "bulldog's" buttocks... ok.. i initially wanna smack... but angle and strenght miscalculation... it became 'touching'... n as expected... was kana chased and poke by the bulldog.. wahah... n was damn funny lah.... laugh till my stomach muscles ache lah... i guess a few more times like tt hor... can tone up my tummy sia... wahaha...

after tt we went to Mos Burger and rot again... our xinjie say sit too long at one place, butt pain... so muz go walk ard 1st b4 sitting down again....

This is bliss.... I LOVE THIS SUNDAY!!! hee....

I've changed my blog songs again!! hee... this time round are all my latest fav songs... includes new album of JJ Lin, Mayday, Jay Chou.

I would like to specially intro a song in my playlist - 明天以后 by 林峰 (tt Handsome HK actor) and Vincy (泳儿).

Some interesting facts abt Vincy: She was one of the top 24 Constestants of Project Superstar season 1 (same batch as Kelly, Derrick). She was 陈家欣 then. After she was eliminated from Project Superstar, she went back to HK and continue her singing career with a changed of a name to 泳儿. Since then she was the hot fav singer in HK....

Back to this song... Take note of the lyrics (i like the song is coz of the lyrics... so as long as the lyrics are meaningful... i like... it is a good song)... it is sooooooo close to our life....
You met a guy/girl, became very gd frens... n start to depend on him/her. everytime u r down, u noe tt he/she will be there. He/She understands u FULLy and you understand him/her. At times, you will feel tt he/she is more impt than ur own gf/bf... u have the feelings and no matter hw close u all are.... u just nOe that u cant be tgt... coz u dun wish to hurt him/her n both of u nOe very well tt LOVE HURTS! so u all choose to be frens (closer than ur gf/bf tt kind)....
When u see tt he/she is with someone else... u smile and give them ur blessing.....

Haiz... so 无奈, yet it is happening everywhere... it is sooo closely related to me... seems like all my possible r/s, all turn out to be like tt... shld i be happy or not?????

Well.... enough of emo-ing.... enjoy the song... read the lyrics... (erm.. i'm quite lazy to type the han yu pin ying.. coz a lot... those who chinese nt fantastic de.. next time i sing for u k? haha)

林峰&泳儿 - 明天以后（国）
曲/词：伍仲衡/冯颖琪
改编词：姜忆萱

泳:在你的记忆里面有一个我
在你最痛苦的时候陪你度过
难过过了 天晴朗了 我就走

林: 你拯救我的寂寞 我的痛我的梦
在你的面前 我不必保留
还来不及对你说 迟到的我的心动

泳:你的好 你的坏

林: 我的脾气你最懂

泳:我不要你心疼我（林: 我不要你离开我）

合:明天的以后我们会懂 失恋的挫折让人变更成熟
泳:我对你 感觉胜过爱情
林: 因为有你 给我勇气给我用不完的运气
林: 其实也想好好爱你 泳:只怕到最后不小心 让你伤心 （林: 我不怕会伤心）

合: 对不起 我对你 再好再亲密都不能在一起
林: 最后看你在别人怀里
泳:有天我会找到我的唯一（林: 我并不是你的唯一）

合: 还微笑祝福你

林: 你拯救我的寂寞 我的痛我的梦
在你的面前 我不必保留

泳:我从来没对你说 压抑的 我的心动

林: 我的好 我的坏 我的脾气你最懂

泳:我不要你来心疼我

合:明天的以后我们会懂 失恋的挫折让人变更成熟
泳:我对你 感觉胜过爱情
林: 因为有你 给我勇气给我用不完的运气
林: 其实也想好好爱你
泳:只怕到最后不小心 让你伤心 （林: 我不怕会伤心）

合: 对不起 我对你 再好再亲密都不能在一起
林: 最后看你在别人怀里
泳:有天我会找到我的唯一（林: 我并不是你的唯一）
合: 还微笑祝福你

泳:爱情总让人折磨
林: 所以我们才选择
合: 做比情人更好的朋友

泳:我对你 感觉胜过爱情
林: 因为有你 给我勇气给我用不完的运气
林: 其实也想好好爱你
泳:只怕到最后不小心 让你伤心 （林: 我不怕会伤心）

合: 对不起 我对你 再好再亲密都不能在一起
林: 最后看你在别人怀里
泳:有天我会找到我的唯一（林: 我并不是你的唯一）
合: 还微笑祝福你

WOOO!!!! I'm juz back from Singapore Hits Award 2008. Thanks to Ivan... (ivan... MUACKZ... hehee) then i got a chance to attend this event... n saw some of my fav stars!!!! COOL!

As for the results... pls go to Ivan's blog to see.. i too lazy to say... but juz to comment... some ppl juz dun deserve the awards!!!! dun understand y he can get so many award... appearance wise - he is nt as cute as yoga, singing skills - he is nt as good as jam, talent - he is no where as compare with JAY!!! y can he beat all of them to get so many awards?!?! heard tt his attiude is nt good oso lor... a newbie still so zhuai... yucks!! anyway, suan liao...

anyway, MAYDAY ROX!!! hearing them sing live is really SHIOK!! i think their concert sure very high de... guess i dun mind paying to go see their concert lor!!!

As i say, Yoga is CUTE!! he is blur till cute lah... he got tt blur blur look.. then like little boy boy... hee.. ok... i got soft spot of cute little boys (Note: is CUTE LITTLE boys)... hahaa.... Jade Liu Li Yang is cool... her vocal is powerful... and hearing her sing live oso damn nice... hehe....

Da Zui Ba (大嘴巴) is oso cool!! Aisa damn sexy lor... i think cheryl will love their performance.. hehee....

I did take photos.. but i dun think they are nice enough to be posted up... hahaa... n i'm quite lazy now.. hehe...

u noe... i always see yt posting entries on BLISS IS.... i shall do tt oso... hehe...

Bliss is....

1) when you rot with 2 of ur frens... with ur fav food (CHOCOLATE) and coffee... and tok abt anything and everything in the world... and laugh

2) when you noe you always have someone there for u to rot with, to cry with and to laugh with... even though he/sh seems to be occupied with some other things... like a new pet dog...

3) when you are sitting at the back of the car... leaning in between the 2 front seats.. even u r nt toking... u noe tt u r nt alone...

4) sleeping in the car beside the driver u noe u can depend on... u always noe tt he will be extremely careful... though he hates it when i sleep.. n will try to wake me up... hehee

5) when u noe no matter hw un-glam u are... hw un-demure u r or hw ugly u are... there are still ppl who likes u for who u r...

i think tt's all for nw.. when i think of anything else i will juz add.. hehee...

Farewell is inevitable (from Ivan's Blog) make me wanting to post this....

I noe tt one of these fine days... my PRC frens will leave me... i mean, this is nt their hometown wat... so of coz, eventually they will go back home... haiz.... i juz cant handle goodbyes....

CP told me he is resigning and going back in Dec... this was a BIG surprise... he was only planning to go back got a visit in Dec.. hw come become resigning? haiz.. then i realised.. he was somehow being 'forced' to resign.... reason: boss dun like him...

the company is like tt de.. once boss dun like one person.. dun ever think of staying there for long... no matter hw capable u r... oso no use... MOREOVER, NEVER talk back... if u talk back.. u oso kana black listed... haiz... n CP was just all above 2 pts mentioned...

He wanted to go back for 3 weeks and prepared to come back on 10th Jan to celebrate bdae with yan... planned so well liao... last min come tell me he is resigning... both me n yan were stunned... n sad... but we noe it is best for him to resign... boss didnt wanna approve his leave... told him tt either he dun go back or he resign... tt leave him with no choice wat!?!? everyone is entitled to go back for a social visit after 1st 2 yrs... he worked nearly 3 yrs le.. didnt even go back.. nw he wanna go back... nt wrong wat...

say wat scare he nt coming back... gonna run away!? come on lah... everyone is working for a living... who is toopid enough to run away?! somemore we had sooooo much plans after he come back... hw wld running away comes into his mind????? then oso his sis and dad r here... he still run away for wat?!??! like tt.. he cant come back to SG.. isnt tt toopid?! eeeeeeek!!!

really dun understand wat bosses r thinking... the reason y i cant be a boss.. mayb is coz i dun have a mind like them ba... haiz...

this is dunnO hw many person being 'forced' to resign le... haiz... who will be next??!

sianz... i think nw i shall spend more time with my CP ge ge... coz once he go back... there wun be many chances to meet up le... mayb 3 yrs down the rd.. we will 4get each other??? haiz... 1st WD started the ball rolling... then CP.. who is next.. my grp is breaking up le... sadz....:'(

Tuesday morning (14/10), she smsed me

"Go buy Zao Bao, I'm on newspaper"

The 1st few things came into my mind were
"Wat the hell!? Wat did she do?
Had she done sth stupid, (like pouring water into her ears juz to get the water tt was already stuck in her ear out) and was candid shot?
Had she beaten her neighbours up?
Had she gone to the monkey god tree (under her blk) juz to pray to get a bf?
OR WORSE,
she got caught murdering the guys out there using her voice????? "

To make matter worse, she refused to tell me wat was it abt... made me wonder the whole day...
So after work... i managed to get the 2nd last set of Zao Bao from Clementi Newspaper Kiosk. Zao Bao = Morning paper... I bought it in the evening...so i'm consider lucky!!
I cant wait to find the article abt her... so even on the squeezy train... i oso used the smallest movement possible to flip thru the pages!!! and

WALA!!!
BOOM! That's the article on her!


It is on the Overseas Uni with SG POLY collabrate to give a degree course... and in this case is on our food tech course with SP and Massey U (NZ). She was the one who quitted her Aust degree course after 1 sem juz to come back and study this. HAHA... read the article urself.. for those who dunno hw to read Chinese... erm... nvm lah.. nth impt anyway... juz look at the pic can liao....

Juz in case some still cant recognise HER! she is nOne other than our BELOVED WENYING.... AH YI!! wahahaah.... ok lah... she is prettier, swetter, chio-er (if there is such a word)...but stull as slow, as lame, as weird... hahaa.. guys interested in meeting her, pls contact me... i'll be her manager... i can arrange appt with her for u.. however, plse send in ur latest photo for screening... and also pls bear in mind.. SHE IS EXTREMELY BUSY... with her sch work... ahaha... advance booking is required.... as for autograph... juz send it to me... i'll help u get it!!

I got back my phone!! Finally! though my phone wasnt my LOVE... i kinda of missed it when it was in hospital over the past weekend!!

went for an interview on wed... i took half day leave.. then it was still early, i went to rot at Bugis! and.. and... and .... 1st time ever TYL went into TCC ALONE and had a nice cup of coffee and a book! Actually quite relax and enjoyable... starting to like the feeling of being ALONE??? though still feels tt ppl r giving me weird looks... haha.... Once a fren told me, a book is single women's best fren.... so wherever i go.. i will have a book with me... come to think of it.. yt darling oso rite? hahaa...

Wanna tell Yt abt me rotting in TCC alone when i saw her de... but guess i was too excited abt sth else so i 4got... haha...

Went for interview at KFC (headquaters) in Kallang,,, far rite?? haha... anyway, is Pizzahut R&D dept hiring... and i told them i'm interested in the QA position... meaning i gotta be on call anytime the resturants are opened and also doing audits in the resturants... haha...
if not doing audits, the official working hrs are 0900-1800...KALLANG!!! hahaha.... we'll see how.. mayb they dun want me?

On the side note... i LOVE taking the bus 183 frm The Galen @ sci park 3 @ ard 1715... coz the bus driver is SHUAI!!! he looks young... and is on my fave number 183!! hehee... Ok... i'm juz being lame and crazy.... and hua chi.... hehe.. time to sleep.. too tired....

I've changed my blog songs again!!! SHE's new album! 我的电台 FM SHE!
Is cool lah.... SHE Rox! so wat if got ppl commented tt the album is nth much... not exciting... ??? haha... S.H.E is juz cool lah... hee...

Oh yeah... btw regarding the previous post.... it is on OFM!!! nt anyone else... haha.... dun misunderstand wo.... coz it will cost my life....

I've tok to OFM le... n settled le... yep... we r still frens! always be frens...

haiz.. seems like i always a gd fren....
'U r always my best fren' said guy A
'U r my most impt fren' said guy B
'U r my best female fren!' said guy C
'U r my closest fren.. i dun wanna lose u,' said guy D.....

See! so many yrs... wat i always heard is this (regardless in which language)... so i can conclude.. no matter wat i do.. i can only be a gd fren! i'm juz a gd fren material... haiz... ok lah... suan liao lor... i shall be a FREN to all lor... haiz.. no... i shld be happy... hahaa...

Ok... i'm crazy le... coz too sleepy le... time to sleep....

Hey ppl, here's the announcement...

IT IS OVER! EVERYTHING IS OVER! have been torturing myself for the past few days! damn moody... it doesnt help with the big event on sat and some kind soul who actually acted angry for 3 whole days!!!!

I've made up my mind! time for me to face the reality... it still hurts.. but i will survive! who is he anyway?! rite? there isnt any ending in the 1st place... wat's there to be 可惜？He said he dun wanna hurt me.... he told me he wanna me be his gd fren 4eva, he told me i'm his only Female good fren! Can i juz say they are all BULLS***! haha...

he expect me to give him my blessing.... juz coz he treat me as his gd fren!!! have he ever consider hw i feel? i'm a HUMAN BEING! i got feelings... i have the right to be angry, sad or happy... so wat if i dun like tt girl?! i've to smile and say 'ok.. good...'... IT IS SOOOOO FAKE LAH!

However, i dun wish to see tt we cant even be frens... coz he is a great guy (as a fren) so.... well... i'll get my directions right... hehee... wait n see lor... hahaa.. (erm... i hear groans?? relax....hehee)

Oh yea... and one more thing! dun say i like PRC k?? juz happen tt he is prc doesnt mean tt i like prc... and of coz... juz coz i got prc frens... doesnt mean i will be crazy over prc guys lor.... it is juz pure coincidence tt he is one!..

ok... if u see me in one of the moods... it is a passing phase... i will get over de... I WILL SURVIVE!

erm... Erin, shwuyann... thanks a lot... thanks a million, thanks a zillion... really... dun worry.... u will get ur tyl back in no time.... :)

My 1st day of work...
Not as bad... preparing premixes for ice cream and is a LAB enviorment lor... i mean a REAL lab... wahaha... i like it... mayb i will get bored soon... but at this moment... i'm excited!!! with pasturesation (damn it! i 4got the spelling le), homogensation, ageing... then tml got freezing the ice cream.. wahaha... then got HUGE dishwasher and a HUGE drying cabinate.. once was my dream for GK.. nw is Erin's dream.. wahaha... ok... my work wise... is nth much interesting... juz tt when the whole world is recalling back ice cream... we r doing a lot of ice cream.. hehee...

yesterday (21st Sep), went bugis with YT.. when we walked past the Photo Stickers shop, i commented tt i was sad.. coz left only bugis have.. then she say... let go in n take... i stunned!! wah.... but still soooo happy!! wahahaa... but it is funny... 2 LADIES... went in n take photos like little girls... but then again... WE R STILL YOUNG!!!!



btw, i found something interesting when i was browsing thru my past photos.....
I think some ppl will juz kill be by posting this photo up.. but then i cant help it... coz is damn funny lor... i muz say... this is call the forever BEST frens pose... wahahaa... ALL FRENS WHO WANNA NOE EACH 4eva... MUZ pose this way!! hee...



Disclaimer: If u find familiar faces.. they are ur imagination... coz the 2 on the LHS will NEVER admit tt it is them... so.... they ARE NOT yanxin and kelly... as for the 2 on the RHS... well.... we r 4eva 21 (oops... i helping ppl to do advertising.. haha... )

Ok... LAME enough le... have to sleep liao.. if nt.. i cant wake up tml le...

This is to update my latest empolyment status.

TYL will be starting work on 22nd Sep at Danisco (Temp Lab Technician) for 3 mths @ $1900 per mth. It is my dreamwork! coz no paper work... juz lab work... ALL hands-on... and also is in the ice cream and UHT milk plant... wahaha...

The venue will be at Science Park and 0800-1700... ok.. i noe a lot of ppl say i cant wake up in time de... hee... but then again... it is my fav work leh... wahahaa... I WILL try my best to wake up.. or shld i say.. I MUST wake up in time.

There is a shuttle bus at JE MRT stat to pick us up.. as for wat time.. i nt very sure... but definitely nt late de lah... wahaha...

In any event if i got a perm job, i can quit anytime giving 24 hrs notice. So before anyone offer me a perm job, y i rot my life away? might as well work in Danisco, get some exp and oso some $$$, so i can go my BKK AGAIN in Dec and hopefully to Taiwan next yr!!!

Currently working as a promoter to promote MY BABY at Shop n SAVE West Mall!!! From 17 Sep - 19 Sep is me, TYL. Then 20 Sep - 21 Sep, darren aka Yonghui will be there. COME SUPPORT!!! Support my baby, or Support me. or support darren.. at the same time can see hw handsome he has become!!! wahahaaha

I cannot let Jimmy down!!! so PLEASE!!! come down find me/darren and buy from me/darren!!!!! then let the sales go up!! so jimmy wun be always grumbling n he will be happy.... Everyday see him so nt happy... then irene oso sad... will make me sad too de leh... hee.....

Ok... i realised tt i lonnnnng time never tokabt my LOVE.. 5566... to tell u the truth.. i LOVE their songs in the previous albums... but nt the recent de...

n of coz.. my playlist nw are changed to my fav songs of 5566.... dun ask me y suddenly 'huai jiu'... juz say tt recently i'm emoing... so... aiyah dunno lor... so many things seems like happening... n so many things tt i finally see light in.... n so many things made me realised more things!!! EEEEEK!!!! tooopid!!!

too free liao... so start to emo le... think gotta start work next week.. haiz....

Ok... This song was out for a long time.. n was once a top hit.... this is a song by Fan Fan 范玮琪
It is in her 2006 album 《我们的纪念日》。

It is a nice song.. The lyrics are meaningful, n i wish to tell all my frens ard me... I have my flaws, not as perfect... but still I am at least 70% of the fren that is written in this song.

Sometimes when i'm pissed... i'm pissed for at most a day (normally a few hrs ok le), then i will 4got wat made me pissed le.. so dun brood over too much if 1 day u found me being pissed!

i'm a human being.. i have 喜怒哀乐, so of coz at the moment of any incident... i will show my different feelings... BUT that doesnt mean tt i dun understand or anything like tt... haiz... i really quite lazy to explain myself de leh... but i guess sometime ppl juz dunno wat m i thinking.... so.. well...

Btw, i really wanna u all to be happy... i may complain.. i may feel lonely... but tt doesnt mean tt i gonna hate u all 4eva... i dun need u all to spend all the time u got with me.. ultimately.. if u all are happy, i will be happy too.. nt necessary to meet every day/ every week juz to prove tt this frenship exist..

aiyah.. i think the more i say, the more mistakes i gonna make, n i dunno this time round who m i gonna hurt again... toopid rite.. i dun wanna hurt my frens... yet sometime the things i did to prevent them getting hurt hurt them...haha hw ironic...

enjoy the lyrics below ba...


《一个像夏天一个像秋天》

第一次见面 看你不太顺眼
谁知道后来关系那么密切
我们一个像夏天一个像秋天
却总能把冬天变成了春天

你拖我离开一场爱的风雪
我背你逃出一次梦的断裂
遇见一个人然后生命全改变
原来不是恋爱才有的情节

如果不是你我不会相信
朋友比情人还死心塌地
就算我忙恋爱把你冷冻结冰
你也不会恨我只是骂我几句

如果不是你我不会确定
朋友比情人更懂得倾听
我的弦外之音我的有口无心
我离不开darling更离不开你

你拖我离开一场爱的风雪
我背你逃出一次梦的断裂
遇见一个人然后生命全改变
原来不是恋爱才有的情节

如果不是你我不会相信
朋友比情人还死心塌地
就算我忙恋爱把你冷冻结冰
你也不会恨我只是骂我几句

如果不是你我不会确定
朋友比情人更懂得倾听
我的弦外之音我的有口无心
我离不开darling更离不开你

你了解我所有得意的东西
才常泼我冷水怕我忘形
你知道我所有丢脸的事情
却为我的美好形像保密

如果不是你我不会相信
朋友比情人还死心塌地
就算我忙恋爱把你冷冻结冰
你也不会恨我只是骂我几句

如果不是你我不会确定
朋友比情人更懂得倾听
我的弦外之音我的有口无心
我离不开darling更离不开你

Recently... CP came up with this phrase.... "只能开花，不能结果".... he told Erin this... n Erin is so excited tt he kept repeating this phrase... wahaha... i think this phrase will be in both my head and yan yan's head for quite some time sia... wahahaa..

ok.. so nw is like 2am liao.. i'm still online blogging... coz nth better to do... wahaha... juz went ktv... i siao liao... no work.. still can go KTV sia.. wahahaa.. i told jx tt now my resource is limited, so muz plan properly.... everything can be sacrificed, be it food, clubbing, alcohol, movie... the only thing tt cannOt be sacrifice is KTV!! wahahaa...

Went Ktv with Erin and Shwu Yann... well.. i found anOther grp of KTV kakis le lor.. wahaha... quite fun lah.. tt Erin... didnt noe he can sing and rap all Jay de song lah.. muz let him n yx 切磋切磋... hehe... yan yan need to destress... coz in office she bz till siao lah... so many things... and ppl play tai ji... so she faint lor... Jia you yan yan!!!

Almost 2 weeks into my jobless life... erm.. to tell u the truth... i'm still enjoying it!! wahaha... ok.. b4 anyone who will start scolding me... i've been faithfully sending my resume out... and waiting for ppl to call me lor....

Just today i recieved a call frm my fren, she told me danisco is looking for ppl to work on the sudden increased in proj for 3 - 6 mths... maybe i will take up this job... idea rite?? coz waiting for firmenich or givaduan call me, i think my neck will grow longer... (good thing rite? hahaa)...

Ok.. so hw did i pass my two weeks of jobless life?? hehee... sleep till 1000 - 1200 (depending on wat time i sleep the day b4.. ranging frm 0000-0400)... then eat, watch tv, play comp... sometime meet my ex colleagues for lunch or dinner.. hahaa....

on 220808... celebrated jiu ai de 1/4 century old bdae... of coz.. in ktv.. hw can tyl nt be crazy?!?!?! wahahaha... anyway, here are some photos for tt night... more crazy photos.. pls go on facebook see lor... hehee...



on 240808 went Batam and spent like a millionnare... the currency is BIG lah... we tok in terms of thousands and millions... OMG!!! and i had a VERY hard time calculating... went polo house bought A Million worth of polo tees... haha... i mean a million rupiah lah... hehee...
Anyway, i love the SEA!!! hahhaa... n imagine.. actually my humble digital cam oso can take some nice photos de leh...



OFM went off on 30 Aug and is coming back 21 days later... the night b4 we met for dinner and of coz.. had a crazy night... ofm the big chef of the day cooked the noodles tt i like best... n was the most popular dish... see... n everyone agreed tt he really can cook... haha... nw... to think of tt.. i miss him already.. HOW!!!?? wahahaaa

Ok... TYJ called me... this time round they counter offer me. $1950

but then again... these are the employees benefits

1. 10 days AL with 2 days incremental for each service year till max 14 days. For Managers level & above, max is cap at 18 days.
2. Bonus is 1 mth. Variable bonus will be as per KPI points. Bonus are given b4 CNY.
3. $200 medical limits for each calendar year. Another $200 for no MC taken for the year.
4. Annual adjustment is usually conducted during the 3rd quarter of the year.
5. Our probation is 6 mth across the board. However if your performance is good, your HOD will consider for an earlier confirmation even b4 6 mth is due.

so so so... wat shld i do?!?!?!? i really hate making decisions!!!

Ok.. B4 jiu ai and lyn spam my taggy for updates.. here is the update of my life recently..

1. I'm OFFICIALLY UNEMPLOYED! wahaha... last day was 20th Aug, Though i went back on the 21st to help out (i owed company half day anyway..), then the start of rotting my life away... hehee... ok.. i'm currently looking for jobs.. so dun worry... i'm nt really those slackers tt dun work de...

2. I went to Prima for an interview for a lab tech position yesterday. They dun believe tt i will be able to work in lab.. esp since i have been given authority to certain things in my previous job. They felt tt technician position is like a U-turn for me... n wonder y i dun ahead.. but u-turn.. i tried to get my pt across tt I WANT TO handle the machines myself.. i LOVE those analytical machines... but they were telling me.. last time my job was to wait for results... this time job will be ppl chasing me for results... i was 'sweat'.. haiz.. so i think.. this job more or less dun have le.. haha... nvm.. i have my fair share of info... so is ok de...

3. As i said.. i had a crazy night on 150808... tt was my company's (my ex company) 7th mth praying session... as everyone shld noe by now... my company is a DRINK company... meaning... any event, any time.. we DRINK! wahaha.. n it was my official last event with them.. i was being 'forced' to drink quite a few glasses... ok.. b4 everyone start shooting me on hw i shld nt drink.. blah blah blah... i admit i wasnt right in drinking so much... n decided to give up gluping alcohol... and nt drink slowly... this time i really mean it... REALLY!!!!

ok... ofm was drunk... cp n yan n i were high... had a crazy night... below is some pics taken when we were 'awake'.. wahahahaa... more photos in facebook...


4. after 15th episode... we went out tgt on the 17th (me, ofm, cp and yan)... had a great time... pulling them to take photo stickers with us... later WD joined us... wahahaa...






Finished with the updates of the week.. till next time!! heeee

Life have been crazy recently... last night was the crazy of the crazy.. but of coz... i shall dun tok abt it 1st lah... i go get photos 1st... wahahaa....

it have been a week since our Singapore 43rd bdae... tt day i went to marina sq with jiu ai and my ex dear lor... wahaha... (WAH! nw then i realised, both are my EXs!!! OMG! wat m i doing!?!? keep holding onto my ex ex ex... wahahaa).. ok... 1st we met le, go ROCKY Master?? or rocky mountains or rocky monster? i 4got wat's the name le... jiu ai's cousin working there.. we went there to eat... the chocolate cake is... YUMMMMMMY!! the pizza oso nt bad lor.... nice place to go....


then after we saw the parade squad marched in... b4 they went into the actual parade ground... i saw Euguene (YH's fren) marching with the ppl at the back.. i presume he is somekind of usher? or guard or watever... anyway, it was grand...

after tt we wanna went to Shears Bridge to take photo... who noes... it was damn squeezy lor.. hot... omg!! then got a lot of ppl... body stick to body... if shuai ge.. mayb can close one eye... but then... well.. nvm.. expected tt oso..

fianlly we got down frm the bridge, and watch the fireworks from the park (dun ask me where... i have no idea oso... )... then took photos (ex dear main motive to be there squeezing)..

My tiny little camera oso can take sth like tt.. hehee... notice tt ghostly hand... guess whoes hand.. hehe


after tt we went to rot at coffee club, serene oso joined us.. then too high on chocolate.. so... wahaha... driving jiu ai nuts.. hee... waiting for ex dear to upload those photos... hee...

Chocolate Delice... my latest fav!!!!


Mud Pie... YUM!!!

Juz a random pic... proudly presents.....

My sunflower at my hse!! look at wat the wind did to its petals? STYLO leh....

Ermmm TYJ called and offered me the job today... i mean yesterday (080808).
This is what i was offered:

Work in the subsidary of TYJ call T&T, a joint venture of TYJ and TLGrp. It is like wat Ace is nw to GK lor... it is gonna to be like a one man show AGAIN. Doing the same thing, audit and development. However the food i incharge is dim sum.

Salary offered $1800, 6 mths probhaition, upon confirmation, MAY up to 2k depending to capability.

Working times: 5days week, 0810 - 1800...

My rxn: SIANZ half... Firmenich, CALL ME!!!! wahahaa

Went for seventh mth dinner juz nw at 888...the coffeeshop invited GK, boss dun wanna go... so we went with simon, irene, jimmy, yeo, shwu yann, de hua, kelvin, steven and tony. it is a RARE sight that steven joined us... and simon told me is coz of me.. so all turn up... leaving soon le... 11 more days, 8 more working days... so all gimme face... wahahaa... well.... as simon say we can still go out after i leave de.. juz like tony.. is still one of them de lor....

they drank quite abit... i noe most of them are abit high le... well.. it is usual for them de... i guess after i leave this company i shall quit drinking le.. i mean nt to drink like this lor... drink alot and fast.. coz i think health deterioting coz of alcohol?!? wahahaa.. i got allergy anyway...

Effects of alcohol nw: too tired.. wanna sleep le... zzzZZZZzzZZzZZZZzzz

OK, for those who were waiting excitedly.... TYJ DIDNT CALL!!! haha... as i say part of me really hope tt they didnt call... well... i will cont'd my job search....

Ok, back to my last few days of work in GK... things are chaotic! coz TYL's work is now separate to let 4 ppl take over!!

New Guy - QC (includes Audit) + R&D
Elaine (Purchaser) - Take over arranging samples packing for overseas customers/ exhibitions
Cheryl - Take over ALL my designs and marketing aspects of work (which i DUN and NEVER will agree to it!)
OFM - Take over the checking and odering of stuff needed in production, which includes hair nets, masks, gloves (he is still nt agreeable.. but seems like no choice)

OFM say my GK hates me... coz new guy comes in with a higher pay (our most approx guess, as he owes a car and with exp and oso a degree holder.. who will be satisfied with TYL's pay which is below 2k????), and lesser job! haiz... i ren ming lor...

they wanna me transfer ALL designing work to cheryl and coordinating of designers to her too!!! they siao lah.. she have to deal with overseas customers, settle her Corniche products, get in sales... nw wanna do designing and coordinating with designers?!?! superwoman oso nt like tt use de lah!

YES, i admit i was nt good at planning and time mgmt... and YES, i'm nt serious at my work (to them lah...)... tt y a little work load, i cant take it le... (they say all lies in me nt noeing how to plan and manage my time... ) Cheryl is always the better worker (my bosses say de), but THAT DOES NOT MEAN SHE CAN HANDLE EVERYTHING LAH!!! kaoz... nw i pulling all handbrakes of handing over my work lor... and even 私邸下discuss with kelvis tt the designing of special promotion tag will give to him do.. Cheryl juz to guide him hw to use photoshop...

Juz damn unhappy lah.. though i still left with 13 days minus 4 days (sat n sun) and 1/2day (due to 7th mth celebration), mommy say i should juz guai guai finish my work and go... but i juz cant see this going on lor... cheryl is a perfectionist lah... everything given to her, she would wanna finish de lor... then she love giving herself stress... she lost her confidence in her previous job.. my objective to get her in here is to help her build back her confidence... nw this.... eeeeeeeeekkkkk... suan liao.. i shall finish up wat i gonna finish tml.. n arrange the design stuff nicely and see how!!!! but then bosses love her.. so mayb things will turn out well!??!

Ok... i'm lazy to update... wahahaa.. well... let me see... on 28th Jul (Mon), i think... due to some unforseen circumstances, i was being flew aeroplane LAST MIN.. which i noe i NEED to be undersatnding... so juz... well... nvm...

My beloved Jiu Ai and Ex dear (she wanna divorce me..:'(... but i not she still loves me.. ), both came save me... we went to Botak Jones at Woodgrove to have dinner... erm.. to be exact.. acc me have dinner... i was wondering... if both of them attached le... will they still come 'save' me last min?? haiz... most prob wun... they will need to have their own life too de lor... well... suan le... i understand...

enough of the 'depress' part... jiu ai or was is ex dear, saw sth very cool on the reciept...



Saw tt??? I MISS TYL!! cool rite? wahahaa.... hehee...

on the 3rd of jul.. went to Elieen's hse... Baby bash for her son Xanthus (i got it rite ba.. i hope... ), cool lor.. a baby boy... ALL MOMS are beautiful... hw i wish..... nvm.... wahaha... anyway, here are some photos using my inferior camera (as compared to my ex dear de DSLR).... for nicer de pics.. guess i wld wait for her to send me.. then post it up on my face book.. hehee...




Cute baby boy rite?? hehe.. xing fu de woman... hehee...

i have oso changed my playlist... as u would realise some songs are OLD... these are my long time fav songs.... and some new fav... includes some thai songs... and a jap song and acapella.... some of the songs were those i sang during choir days and fall in love with them de...
Recommendations
KIMI O NO SE TE... it is a jap song... sang by a sec sch choir... we once sang in YJC choir.. and it was the BEST performance we had!! was really touched by the song.. when u hear live....

Almost Over You by Sheena Easton - My long tim fav, ever since Meteor Garden 1 (by F4 de).. it was in the OST... i love the lyrics and her vocal....

Acapella songs by Boyz II Men - i always think tt they are the god of acapella... LOVE IT!! whenever i heard thier songs i will miss simon more (PLEASE NOTE, the simon i'm referring to is NOT my GK salesman.. ahaha.. is my YJC choir Chairman of 2000 or 2001? 4got le.. wahahaa)... hope he will inform me abt his perfomance..

ok.. i wanna sleep le... hee... if i got good news tml... will post it up de.. but then again.. HALF of me HOPE tt i DO NOT get this job... hee,... coz i wanna firmenich!! hehee... okok... market is bad.. cannOT be choosy... see hw ba.. :p

Went for the interview le... Personally i think it went well... i've done my best.. though nt my dream job... but still... nt bad lor.. see how lor... depends on luck le...

The company is BIG!!! realy big lah.... the reception area is as big as my current office le lor... then office on the 7th floor... once u go in... the lift lobby looks like a Traditional JAVA style hotel lobby... it cool lah... BIG is not equal to GOOD... but is a totally different culture... btw my job is Food Technologist.. wahaha.. then job scope is almost the same, juz tt i'm not a one man show anymore....

They are looking for ppl who noe BRC (a certification juz like ISO... but more strigent), and in SG, there are not many companies got it, so BRC skills are rare... Fortunately GK was one of the 1st companies to get BRC certified and luckily for the 3 yrs i lead the audit, we all got grade A... so the interviewer was quite impress, telling me tt either we are REAL good or SGS auditors are too relax... well...i kept quiet.... hehee... no comments....

next wed will get ans from her... no need 2nd interview... weird rite? anyway, i have wat they want.... however if i cant get the job, mostly due my lack of experience handling frozen food.. or i'm still 'fresh'? wahahaa... well.. as i say... it is really nt my DREAM job... but i dun mind to work if i got it.. coz i'm familar with the work, it is near my hse, there is opportunity to work overseas... hehee.. coz they got offices in china and US.. hehee... see how ba... 听天由命

Woo.. end of Jul... tt's fast.. counting down to my last day of work... I've decided to leave this place where i have tons of memories, where ppl here care for me and love me and i'm like a part of family... i leaving a place where i have lotsa kor kors and jie jies and mommies and daddies... if nt for the DAMN IDIOTIC work and organisation structure and the job scope... i wun wanna go ba.. i'm TOOO comfortable here... n it is soooo flexible here... wahaha...

Anyway, i got my 1st call to ask for an interview today... *looking at the clock* shld be yesterday... tyj foods (Tee Yih Jia aka Spring Home aka 第一家) called and asked me for an interview on Wed... juz for your info, they are dealing with frozen stuff like spring roll pastry, tang yuan, samosa etc....
actually i wasnt really keen on this job as it is almost the same thing i'm doing here... juz tt i no need to bao dao wan *hopefully*... juz sent for the sake of sending.... who noes.. they call me 1st among the others!!! well, i will juz go and see hw gd is their offer and this time round i shall weigh INTEREST or MONEY?!? i hate it when the 2 cant exist tgt.. haiz.. but it is REALITY...

but i like the position - Food Technologist or QA/QC manager (COOL LEH)
i 4got which one i apply le... but the 2 posts de jobe scope almost the same.. was wondering y the post is as 2 positions... they have overseas offices in USA, China, Malaysia... cool leh.. n their factory got security guard and is BIG.. wahahaa...

Anyway, go nia... if really got then say... though i still hoping one of the flavour houses will contact me *pray hard*... hehee... My future finally got abit of light le... *blink blink*

Woo... more on my bdae celeration!!! Yep... haven finish.. wahaha.. one last grp... heeee

Date: 20th July 2008
Ppl Present: OFM, Chen Ping, Wei Dian, Ah Du, Shu Yann and me!!
Venue: Wdl Party World

We went for ktv, it is a long time since we go KTV together... wahaha.. had lotsa fun... a lot of funny things happen lah.. well... they are crazy oso mah.. esp after drinking.. hehe.. we drank abt 15 bottles of beer (small de lah) with OFM drank 7 all by HIMSELF!!!


My 4 guys in GK!!!


Hw can we dun take photo tgt de!?!? hee


New formed Grp.. wahahaa...


Wei Dian and I love acting cute.. with my ge in the middle!


he cute mah??

wahahaa.. ok.. better get back to work before i kana caught blogging.. heee... sianz... i gotta go keep things le.. muz clear le..

Wooo... went City Square juz nw.. Cool... things r nt ex... of coz nt as cheap as Thai.. but then... still spent quite alot lor... guess wat... got 8 pairs of shoes!!! erm... dun stun.... nt all are mine... 4 r my mommy's, the other 4 r mine... let see our 战利品!!!!!!

The 8 pairs of footwears!!!!!


7 shirts (polo tees, tees)... of which, 2 r dad's, 4 r mine, 1 mom's.

Got clips and my pedicure stuff... then oso found dragon hp chain... we got so many stuff... the total amt spend is still less than wat my bro bought!!!!!

he bought 2 shirts (one short sleeves and one long sleeves) and a bag (more like a briefcase which can both be sling and hand carry, Polo Ralph)...

This cost RM239, which is equivalent to SGD100.... this is after a 50% discount.. the 2 shirts he bought is abt RM90++.. so u see... more ex then our stuff!!!

btw HJM, if u read this, go city sq see... got a lot of nice nice de bags.. heee... i dun acc u go.. hee..

Oh Ya... i got my dragons oso... thanks for those who tried to help me find.. cant find nvm... i got it le...

The drawing was my dad n bro went Genting ask the ppl there draw de... tt hp chain is juz nw i went msia find de... hehee... nt exactly wat i want.. but still quite cute leh.. heee...

Wah.. i felt like a shopping crazy queen... hehee

Wahaha,... i got no mood to work... so done a personality test which BOTH YP and WY done le... wahahaa... i wanna sleep sia... damn! Shld have taken MC... toopid!!!! anyway, this is the result....

Advocating Inventor

You are an Inventor

Your imagination, self-reliance, openness to new things, and appreciation for utility combine to make you an INVENTOR.

You have the confidence to make your visions into reality, and you are willing to consider many alternatives to get that done.

The full spectrum of possibilities in the world intrigues you—you're not limited by pre-conceived notions of how things should be.

Problem-solving is a specialty of yours, owing to your persistence, curiosity, and understanding of how things work.

Your vision allows you to identify what's missing from a given situation, and your creativity allows you to fill in the gaps.

Your awareness of how things function gives you the ability to come up with new uses for common objects.

It is more interesting for you to pursue excitement than it is to get caught up in a routine.

Although understanding details is not difficult for you, you specialize in seeing the bigger picture and don't get caught up in specifics.

You tend to more proactive than reactive—you don't just wait for things to come to you.

You do your own thing when it comes to clothing, guided more by practical concerns than by other people's notions of style.

You are Advocating

Being social, empathic, and understanding makes you ADVOCATING.

Some people find being around others exhausting—but not you! You are energized by spending time with friends, and you are good at meeting new people.

One of the reasons you enjoy conversation as much as you do is that you often learn about yourself while talking things out with a friend; you realize things about your own beliefs while
discussing them with others.

You have insight into what others are thinking and feeling. This ability allows you to be happy for others, and to commiserate when something has gone wrong for them.

You are highly compassionate, and being conscious of how things affect those close to you leaves you cautious about trusting others too hastily.

Despite these reservations, you are open-minded when it comes to your worldview; you don't look to impose your ways on others.

Your sensitivity towards others' plights contributes to an understanding—both intellectual and
emotional—of many different perspectives.

As someone who understands the complexities of the world around you, you are reluctant to pass judgments

I've done it in a dreamy state.. so may nt be in the most accurate ans... hehee.... :p

OMG! i re-read my previous post, reaslied that it make no sense at the end of the entry....

Conclusion: NEVER blog when u are dozing off.. wahaha..

ok.. dun understand nvm.. juz see pic.. i lazy to edit le... i'm trying to find time to uplad the pics to facebook.. hehee....

OK... my bdae is over... but celebration is still on... left the last grp and one last person to meet... hee... cant imagine.. my bdae stretch for abt 2 weeks lor.... amazing.. wahahaa.... ok.. here is the long awaited update on my bdae celebrations... hee...

Date: 4th July 2008
Ppl Present: YT, Cheryl and Me
Venue: Admiral Bar & Grill

Met yt for dinner at the Admiral Bar & Grill (did i get it correctly??). nvm... i noe where can le... it is on the hill top beside sun plaza... the Western food is nice.. then after eating, u can chill out at the bar, sing ktv... they even got ktv rooms... hee.. anyway, my yt darling was leaving for perth the next day n wun be back till 12th jul.. which was after my bdae.. so she meet me for dinner 1st lor...

i dunno y.. but i got a feeling tt day i was kana conned... coz when i went to tt place with yt, then i was told tt it was fully booked... i sian half.. so decided to go to the bar and sit.. then the waitress told me tt one guest had juz called to cancel booking.. so i'm very lucky to have a seat.. all along yt was behind me.. following me ard... at 1st i really tot i so lucky sia....

but when we were singing in the bar... then there was a cake... for me.. i stunned.. coz yt was with me all along... i didnt see her bringing any cake... then cheryl reached later empty handed too... i asked who bought.. yt said she came up b4 she met me... then i suddenly remember abt the tables incident.... the more i think.. the more i got a kana conned feeling...

anyway, the cake was DAMN NICE!!! yummy lor... chocolatey with sour strawberries and crunch in the middle of the cake.. i think yt got it frm Canelé (if i got it correctly....)... we were full... but we cant help it but to finish 3/4 of the cake... didnt get to take nice pic.. coz no camera... make do with my hp camera... wahahaa....


My 1st bdae cake for 2008

Date: 5th July 2008
Ppl Present: Cheryl, ShuYann, Irene, Jimmy, Kelvin, Yeo and his family, TYL
Venue: Grand Plaza Park Hotel

Initially Cheryl booked me for tt day... i tot it was a dinner for the both of us... ever since she got her boy boy, she is more bz than ever... so it is a rare sight tt we can have a proper meal tgt with no disturbance... well.. it is life... hey... i'm NOT complaining.. wahaha...

But as days went by... i got a feeling tt i'm nt only meeting her... coz the guys...(nt ah yeo.. he is always 状况外) is the other guys... keep smiling.. n say ur bdae coming rite? or do sth tt i will suspect de lor... (cheryl... u can blame on the guys.. heee)... so i noe sth is brewing... but juz dunno where n wat...

so when i was reached the hotel.. (it was the hotel tt irene n jimmy had their ROM dinner).. so i nOe sth will happen... well... sure enough... yan, irene, jimmy and kelvin were already there... then 3 more empty seats... actually though i'm prepared... i was still surprise... surprise tt kelvin is there and is early.. n nt the one who spoil the fun.. wahaha.. (i expected irene, jimmy and yanyan to be there de..) then ah yeo brought his wife and son along.. hee.. ok.. i was abit disappointed... coz simon wasnt there... but well.. nvm lor... we had fun wat...

They got me a doraemon cake!!!!! hee... is cool lah... my 2nd cake for my bdae.. hee.... nt as nice as the 1st one... but coz it is a DORAEMON CAKE!!! heee... after buffet dinner.. we went to Central Pub... to meet Dehua, n had a crazy night out.. wahahaa...




My 2nd cake (DORAEMON) for 2008


Thanks cheryl... for everything!!!


Irene is actually MAFIA in disguise?! OMG! Poor Jimmy! wahahaa...

Date: 10th July 2008
Ppl Present: Cheryl, Paul, Yonghui, Choonming, my whole family
Venue: My hse

Yh asked me where i wanna eat... had alot of BIG feast le... so decided to have a nice. cosy steamboat with my BESTEST FRENS!!!! ok... the gang is nt full force.. our pretty yt was in Perth... anyway, NTH beats having YH n CM both preparing for a steamboat... They are my BEST COOKS/BEST ORGANISER... hee.. with them ard... no need to worry de... though they gave me a scare lah.. by showing me all different kinds of mushrooms!!!! n say tt we'd juz have mushroom tt night...

this grp of frens somehw or rather had become part of my family le.. so it is sooo cosy.. hee... plus my hse is a best place for steamboat.. wahaha... nice nice...

the got me a 3rd cake for this yr bdae.. SWENSEN's ice cream cake.. hee... yum yum... with a CUTE baby winnie the pooh and frens.. n i got lotsa comments lah.. like 'so old liao.. still wanna cute stuff...' 'aiyo.... hw old liao.. still buy this type of cake'... HEY! ppl, there is no law stating tt 20+ cannot have cute cakes... n i requested the cute cute cake... dun blame on the person who bought it.. wahaha...they gave me a Guess wallet.. nt exactly wat i want.. but is nice lor.. hee....

ya,, muz thank tt TYX oso... though she is heartless enough to watch tv instead of coming to airport to fetch me... still.. i think she planned with lcm n pyh oso ba... n she did help out... thank god... she didnt mess it up...




My Bdae gift frm all of them... the Guess Wallet


TYL and the 2 BESTEST Guy FRENS!!! who has become more like a family...


TYL's 3rd Bdae cake for 2008!

Date: 11th July 2008 (MY BDAE!!!!)
Ppl Present: Cheryl, Irene, Asmine, Kelvis, TYL (lunch)
My Family (Dinner)
Shuyann, Simon and TYL (Late night)
Venue: Yishun Industrial Park (Lunch)
Suntec Tony Roma (Dinner)
Party World Chinatown

1st, in the morning... Chen Ping told me he got sth to give me... then he gave me a SK jewellry bag... and say.. is from him n OFM... I WAS SOOOOO HAPPY!! hee... though OFM didnt even say happy bdae.. didnt even say anything... but then.. nvm.. wahahaa...


then after tt.. ah du (chun cheng)... he gave me his present... hee.. is a four leaf clover.. he seems to 4get tt i like stars.. wahaha.. he gave me a moon.. but well.. nvm... it is pretty lor.. hee...


Wat surprise me most is tt Kelvis, he gave me Ang Bao... n inside is nt condoms!!! OMG! he treat me soo well.. i stunned...

Lunch time.. Asmine brought us to have lunch at the thai food there... the one in sbw shopping center de... nw at the industrial park... nice food.. hee.. yum yum...

then at night... i went down to suntec to meet daddy, mommy for dinner at Tony Roma... actually not fantastic... normal lor... but very expensive... didnt take pic.. coz 4got to bring.. hee...
after tt, went to meet yan yan and simon for a ktv session till 3am... wahaha.. yep... my mommy gonna kill me for tt... but i juz LOVE going ktv with simon mah... juz to listen i oso gan yan... wahahaa... with him.. i no need scare kana force drink de.. he wun de.. he juz drink his beer.. we drink our tea.. heheee

Date: 12th July 2008
Ppl Present: TYL, Yeepei, Liyun, Jason, Harris, Jianxing
Venue: Holland V

Actually wanna meet yp and ly at marina 1st de... but end up i woke up too late... so cannot... i met them at dover stat in the evening...
had dinner at Wala Wala... food is nt bad.. but very big share.. so cant really finish it.. damn full.. the photos with yp...

wanted to go the bar upstairs with live band.. but age limit was 20.. n jx they all still 19.. so decided nt to... we went coffee club instead.. got ouselves nice nice desserts.. and beverages... chat and gossip thru'out..


nice nice chocolate cake


Chocolate fondue...

then yp tot of yh... so we suggest tt yp shld sms him and tell him tt i'm crying... yh came down str away DRVING! omg!!he is such a nice guy... wahahaa... when he reached.. we tok cock again
gossip.. wahaha... miss those y-gangz times.. wahahaa... yp.. we have alot of things to discuss wo... heheee...

Date: 13th July 2008
Ppl Present: TYL, Ivan, Lynette, Elena, Cythia, Rochelle, YT
Venue: East Coast Park

I was late.. we supposed to meet at 10 am.. i woke up at 10am.. ivan they all cant find me.. coz i off my hp.. he called my hse.. to wake me up... we went cycling in East Coast park....
HEALTHY life sia... wahaha... long tiem since dunno when...
my legs were aching, buttocks pain... n sun burnt!!! to think who suggested tt idea de???
think ivan got sth planned for me.. but didnt carry out... i feel soooo wonderful.. scary lor...

the sun was sunny so bringhtly.. then after awhile.. it rained heavily.. then sunny again... crazy weather.... we had alot of fun.. chasing the one infront on a bike...taking alot of photos... some are still at toher cameras... hee....



for more photos.. please go my facebook.. coz i think there is too much pics... will take very long time to load.. so in kana le... hee,, IAVN!!! go get a facebook!!!... haiz... i nw half asleep le...so... decided.. if i cont'd to type.. i will get more typo... so shall end here... tentatively.. hehe...*yawn*...

YL bdae celebration will pause awhile.. hehee

Suddenly, i'm relax.. i've made the decision.. a decison maybe some of u wun agree on.. but i guess it is the decision i want...

it has been tough.. coz partly is tt i haven found a job yet.. so actually ppl wanna me to stay till i got a job... but at tt time.. i will struggle again on to stay or go.. so might as well make this decision now... i still got a mth plus to find a job... n my resumes are sent out le... so i guess... shldnt be a prob ba... i wanna have a change in environment... i wanna face new challenge... i dun wanna in this comfort zone...

but of coz.. mayb years later.. i'll be back!??! hehee...

Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to TYL!! hahaa.. i've got a week long (or 2 weeks) of celebration.. will update sooon i got all the photos...

To all my frens/dears/darlings.... thank you for everything... the things u all plan, the gift, the cakes... THANKS!!! muackz.. heee

For Ivan's request, here are some photos on my BKK trip!!! hee... nice nice photos wo.. thanks to Mr Peng's DSLR! and his skills lah... though i like to suan him on his skills... but cant deny the fact tt he got liao de.. wahaha... juz let him practice a few more times... i think we'll have a qualified photographer le.. hehee

Ah Peng... dun say i didnt promote for u hor..

PPL!! if u are looking for photographer... yet dun feel like hiring those pros... whose charges are damn high.. hire Mr Darren Peng, please look at the pics he took.. nt bad lor... can try can try... let him earn some pocket money.. he is just a normal Uni student who is living on limited income.. juz contact me to get his contact.. for more of his works, please msn me... i'll give u his link... n for more of my bkk photos... go my friendster / facebook lor.. heee....

BTW the food photos look delicious!!!! and taste wonderful!!! GO SEE!!!!!!





and.. ya... i went to suan ming.. n tt person say i cannot get married tooooo early... so nw is still not time to get married... jiu ai... so i have wait and look for job.. hee... n support myself... hehee



Juz one more... yummilicious... wahahaa,, tongyam in coconut... heheee....

I'm back... haiz... 5 days of escapade.... so fast end le... SIANZ!!!!!!! y does enjoyable time end up so fast??

anyway, didnt buy much things this time round... nt very interesting leh... well... juz to apologise... if u didnt get anything frm me.. coz i really cant find anything special.. wahhaa.. meaning it is time nt to go BKK anymore... i shall save up and go some other places... hehee

anyway, met up with my thai frens... I MISSS THEM!! they all owned their cars, open their own travel agency, moving on to Masters... haiz... wat m i doing!??!?! neither here nor there... kaoz....

TELL ME! wat shld i do?!?!!!?!?!

SaWadee Ka!!!
TYL is in THAILAND, an unknown internet cafe with a faulty keyboard. Ineed to BANG on it to have a space. so can image hw difficult it is to type this entry. pls forgive me for typos.. hahaa....

anyway this is the end of my 3rd day and start of the 4th day in BKK... haiz...time flies when u r enjoying life. SLEEP, EAT, SHOP, DRINK.... life can be any better... pics will be up when TYL, PYH and Cheryl come back.. got alot of nice nice photos.....

Things here r nt as cheap as b4... but still cheaper. cheryl, the shopaholic.... got soooooo many things,... (photos as prove once i got back)....

i shall go off nw... more updates when i go back... my hands.. i mean thumbs are sore HITTING on the spacebar.... type anymore, i'll have a thumb with double the original size....

Another 12 hrs+ i'll be on my way to Bangkok, Thailand. Excited!! a break! finally! frm everything... haven been in the best of moods recently.. partly is coz of the study thingy... n of coz... i'm stuck to go or to stay... haiz.. sianz...

Asmine wanna me to relax myself and think abt to go or to stay in the comapny... alot of ppl wanna me juz relax.. come back then think again... aiyah... dunno lah.... my life seems... luan... or has it always been messy!?! i wonder....

to make matter worse... i fall out with ofm... reason being... i oso dunno.. juz tt when i need him, he is nt there or unwilling to be there... we seems drifted apart... n i still thinking wat had happen.. mayb it is his way to prevent each other frm getting hurt if 1 chose to leave? or mayb juz wanna to put a stop to this ai mei r/s??? no matter wat... i really lazy to think le...

I shall enjoy!!! hehee.. dun miss me too much!!! i'll be back!

I got rejected! It hurts! Hurts more than when a guy u like reject you straight away. i told myself there is nth to be sad.. the most try again the next time round. I still have more time to work and to REALLY save up more. but y?? y everytime someone ask me abt the outcome, my tears came bursting out.. i REALLY dun wanna cry.. i mean it is nth big anyway... it is not as if i never being rejected b4....

Mayb this time round, i've too much confidence.. mayb i'm juz want it soooo much... or mayb coz it hurts my pride n ego? i mean.. TYL being rejected by a University?! It seems like a joke... mayb i shld not look fwd to it too much... nw it's time to look for a new job.... coz i dun wanna stay in tt company anymore... though asmine still refuse to acknowledge my resignation letter.. n yes, i submitted... n stated that the last day will be 31st July 2008. i noe she would wanna ask me to stay... but i really dun want.. sick n tired of the job... so to go study is juz an excuse to get out....

i'm weak...i admit... even though i'm mentally prepared tt i might not get in.. but the news is still a blow to me... i read the letter.. a typical rejection letter.... i force back my tears... i talk to my parents normally... i chat with ivan they all... n frankly speaking... it was the conversation with xin jie n ivan stop me frm crying in front of the lappy... coz it was damn funny to cry.. haha... but when i hear jm's voice... i broke down... dunno y... then i wanna him bring me out... jm n yt acc me out... n we chatted.... n i realised... i still very dependent on them... btw, yt n jm (if ever u read it)... even though we seems like bz with our own stuff... n have different grp of ppl to hang out with.. ultimately... u r still tt person who go thru tears n laughter with... someone i noe i cannot go without in my life.. U R MINE!! wahaha... both of u... hehe.. k. tt's childish... but still... Thanks... MUACKz

n wy... if u r reading this... PLEASE dun feel bad... i told u b4 le... ok.... treasure this chance... :)

I decided to change song, someone say my blog very nosiy... anyway, this is Elva Hsiao's new album, new song.

Album: 三面夏娃 (san mian xia wa)

歌曲:之后(zhi hou)

歌手:萧亚轩(Elva Hsiao)

换季前夕的阵雨
huan ji qian xi de zhen yu
像远行前依依不舍 最后 巡礼
xiang yuan xing qian yi yi bu she zui hou xun li
没能一起看成的那部电影
mei neng yi qi kan cheng de na bu dian ying
在重播的深夜让我想起你
zai chong bo de shen ye rang wo xiang qi ni
答应自己 没有你 也要努力过下去
da ying zi ji mei you ni ye yao nu li guo xia qu

变成友谊的爱情
bian cheng you yi de ai qing
藏在心里 忘了时间 还继续 前进
cang zai xin li wang le shi jian hai ji xu qian jin
从没刻意对你的消息回避
cong mei ke yi dui ni de xiao xi hui bi
朋友还是礼貌的只字不提
peng you hai shi li mao de zhi zi bu ti
她属于你 我之后 的爱情
ta shu yu ni wo zhi hou de ai qing

我之后的你 在她的爱里
wo zhi hou de ni zai ta de ai li
真的确定 过去都已过去
zhen de que ding guo qu dou yi guo qu
你之后的我 比较爱自己
ni zhi hou de wo bi jiao ai zi ji
也决心 一个人练习
ye jue xin yi ge ren lian xi
不那么想你
bu na me xiang ni

难以解释的心情
nan yi jie shi de xin qing
下次遇见在同一条街上 也许
xia ci yu jian zai tong tiao jie shang ye xu
你已不在意介绍新的恋情
ni yi bu zai yi jie shao xin de lian qing
听你说再次见面感觉温馨
ting ni shuo zai ci jian mian gan jue wen xin
只怕你发现 还没有人 走进我生命
zhi pa ni fa xian hai mei you ren zou jin wo sheng ming

我之后的你 在她的爱里
wo zhi hou de ni zai ta de ai li
终于确定 过去都已过去
zhong yu que ding guo qu dou yo guo qu
你之后的我 比较爱自己
ni zhi hou de wo bi jiao ai zi ji
偶尔想你 也未必 是不可理喻
ou er xiang ni ye wei bi shi bu ke li yu

有些困难的事情 等时间处理
you xie ku nan de shi qing deng shi jia chu li
我渐渐听见了心里的声音
wo jian jian ting jian le xin li de sheng yin
原来真正的幸福 那么容易
yuan lai zhen zheng de xing fu na me rong yi
懂得了祝福 只要你爱得 再也不犹豫
dong de le zhu fu zhi yao ni ai de zai ye bu you yu

我之后的你 在她的爱里
wo zhi hou de ni zai ta de ai li
终于确定 过去都已过去
zhong yu que ding guo qu dou yi guo qu
你之后的我 比较爱自己
ni zhi hou de wo bi jiao ai zi ji
陪回忆写完了日记
pei hui yi xie wan le ri ji
告诉自己停止再想你
gao shu zi ji ting zhi zai xiang ni

我之后的你 终于确定
wo zhi hou de ni zhong yu que ding
过去都已过去
guo qu dou yi guo qu
你之后的我 懂得爱自己
ni zhi hou de wo dong de ai zi ji
让回忆不留痕迹
rang hui yi bu liu heng ji
我会自己停止再想你
wo hui zi ji ting zhi zai xiang ni

Finally my interview is over... personally, i feel tt it didnt go smoothly....

1. I got 2 interviewers looking at me... and those who went on the other day got only 1

2. 2 interviewers expect me to eleborate on everything, whereas the one interviewer juz wanna the general idea

3. interviewers asked me a lot of qns... and the interviewer on the other day didnt...

4. 'what is the difference between research and pdt development?' this is the qns being asked at the end of the interview...

dun ask me hw i ans.. coz i oso 4got le.. but i remember the reply

"well, there is no right or wrong for this ans, but u did have a unique ans" (this is wat is being said out loud)

What he didnt say out "wah.. weird ans, u sure u understand the qns?" (ok... it is my imagination.. but then sure got other meaning de lor...)

5. end of it... he juz tell me, 'we'll reply u shortly. good luck for ur future'

see... hw high my chances can be????? *pray hard*

I've got shortlisted into the Degree Course i've applied, and is asked to go for an interview on 19th June 2008. Yihang oso got interview... so excited.. wish me luck!!!!! hahaaa

Went Dragonfly with my boss, mr andy and audrey and kelvis. Me, yx and kelly and yt went over 1st with audrey, then andy, kelvis and vincent joined us later. IT WAS FUN! i felt like i was having my own concert. (shld see tyx when SLY sang Huo Yuan Jia, she oso like as if she is holding her own concert)...

IT WAS COOL! and i think this wun be the last time u hear me going there.. though my mom dun quite allow... so PYH, HJM... next time bring me go.. i think i can get my permit easier ba.. hahaa... btw, my sis, TYX the geek has a hidden talent! she is a cheongster in NATURE! wahahaa... nw then i realised.. AMAZING!


The four girls.....


Kelvis and the 3 little girls


Starting to go crazy


The act cute trio


5 babes!


Who is she?? does she looked drunk?