OK... i'm back frm BKK... had a great time... n No.. BKK Was not AT ALL dangerous... and yes, i saw my sunflowers and yes, catch up with my frens, and yes... got my leather sandals... and wat else?? wait till photos are uploaded b4 i say more abt my trip ba.... coz i wanna emo again!!!

I'm juz tired of my life? It's my life! y shld i go ard pleasing everyone?? i'm juz plain tired of explaining and thinking of solution!

i'm tired of treating ppl good, yet being told off...'dun treat me so good. i'm nt used to it'

i'm damn irritated when u need me, u call me, tok to me, ask me out... n when u dun need my help... *blink* u disappear... or better still... tell me tt u r nt free for the whole mth... i'm juz plain tired tt i have to take the initiative to call u or wat!!

i'm tired of entertaining frens whom i tot i understand well... end up... they tot tt i'm juz being mean and biased!! so be it! i'm mean and biased and i dun give a damn to hw ppl feel!!!

wat's the use of being sensitive? i always tot i got high EQ and always tot tt i can understand ppl de feeling and the situation they are in... but... end up.. i was labelled as i hurt ppl!! ya, i admit, i'm shelfish at times, and can be unreasonable... but who will not?! human beings have flaws... no one is PERFECT!!!

actually i dun quite like going out in big grps... i think 4 ppl is the maximum when going out.. anything more is a crowd... n will be divided into smaller grps de... so wat's the pt of going out tgt? and the more ppl, the more opinion and more ideas, more problem... then end up... an outing will become an unhappy event..

sianz leh...mayb i shall be AS one day....