I dun understand... when one is in love, is it that no matter wat is happening to the whole world... there is only love in his/her eyes?

i juz cant understand... haiz... i'm wondering... izzit tt i'm jealous? tt ppl have a love one to think of, so tt they can 4get the world or izzit coz i feel neglected.... it is a looong time since we last meet up... but i guess it means nth to tt person ba.... actually is i gave up organising meet ups... i mean... one or twice de rej.... i still can take it... it is like dunnO hw many time de rej... i actually quite sian liao...

wat happen to those late nights gossips? wat happen to those long hrs confessions? wat happen to those rotting hrs??? wat happen to the bitching times?

I'm juz glad tt when yt found her love.. she didnt 4get me (or shld i say i die die oso make her cant 4get me)... though i kept complaining abt her fussing over her darcy.. n fighting with darcy for her attention (tt is wat she say) and also jealous over darcy (she say de oso)... she is still there leh... we still have our rotting time (shorter of coz, with frequent calls back home to see if her darcy is in shape), we still gossips and lame each other....oh ya... n bitch ard... n of coz... she will cry with me if i cry... (provided the reason for me crying is valid, i dun think she will cry with me if i'm crying over some novels.. hahahaa)...
though the topic most of the time is revolving round darcy, when it is time for me tok, she listens (ok, if i start toking abt my crazy ideas such as meeting fei lun hai, jay chou, show luo in person, her mind will go back to her darcy...) she is still there when i'm feeling down or emo.. she will still scold me if i do anything tt is 'morally' nt correct..

juz tt mayb during some of these gossips, rotting, bitching, confessing times, u will see a crazy dog running to u, trying to snatch away the rag tt is under ur feet or trying to ambush u frm behind.. or trying to see upskirt (if u r wearing a skirt)....

though she keep comparing me with her darcy... i know she still loves me.... hahaa... n she still likes to irritate me from time to time and i like to irritate her from time to time....

hey, i like to complain abt u over loving darcy, or say things tt might upset u (i dun mean it de), I still LOVE u n DARCY de ok? still it hurts me to see tt ur once beautiful perfect hands is nw filled with scratches frm darcy teeth..... dun so violent lah...

juz hope tt when u find ur REAL love (human being).... u will nt change... i still can tok to u, irrtate u or lame u... hehee...

of coz lah... i dun expect ur LOVE (human being) will snatch the rag under my feet or ambush me frm behind or see upskirt lor... wahaha....

ok... i emo ok liao.. juzz nw was reading sth,,, then abit disappointed... so come emo abit... but when start toking abt my yt n her darcy... i guess all disappointments and upsets can be 4gotten de.... hehee....

Ok. i hate to admit... but darcy is sooooooo DEVILY CUTE!!!!