Wah.. it seems like a long time since i last blogged!! I'm juz too lazy to blog...

Anyway, wat's going on with my life?? nth!! i'm going to BKK soon... (provided nth happen in these few days)....

5th of dec - the day u dragged most! CP went back to China. His leaving marks the ending of the grp? CP have been the pillar of the grp... nw the pillar is no longer here... i think we will juz scatter ard esp with tt OFM (who dun even bother abt anything) and ah du (who juz like being alone)... haiz... so wat if me n yan r organising outings??? sianz...

CP told me nt to send him off... coz he dun wanna the tears he had kept for 10 over yrs to come out... but still i went... n yep... he cried.. but nt if front of me.... he hugged us le... n went in.. n yan told me he was crying in there.. i nearly wanna laugh lor... coz i successfully made him tear!!! , haha.. ok lah... not me lah... i think he bu she de yan yan more... wahaha... ok... i oso forcing myself nt to tear... yan yan no tear mah.. so of coz i cannot tear... i noe yan yan is miserable... but i think she is much stronger than me... amazing!! admire her!!!

yan, if really need someone to tok... tyl is here de... :)

yesterday, i recieved a sms tt made me smile the whole day.... i told him i'm leaving for BKK on thurs... he replied 'be careful hor, take care'.... yep... maybe he juz replied as a form of courtsey... but still.. i feel warm... :)