Woo.. Xmas is over... new yr is coming.... had an enjoyable during xmas....

24th Dec - 25th Dec
Went over to GK for lunch with my ex-colleagues cum current frens... as usual... there will be non-stop laughter de lor... miss the days when we went crazy in office... hahaa..

Then after that, JX, Harris, Jason and I went over to Furama Riverfront to meet up with YP, WY, YH. We had a crazy time in the room and had a game of Spongebob Monopoly in the room. in tag teams, (TYL + NYP), (Jason + CJX) and (OYH + LWY).... Harris slept... Then WK and LY joined us.... After that XH joined in...

We had our pizza dinner and pillow fights (i'm victimised!!!!) then of coz Zachary appeared!!! hahaha... Chat with him for awhile... then they started the game of twister... Harris didnt play due to aching arms... as for me.... getting sick on the eve of xmas... hehee... runny nose... due to lack of sleep.. hehee... (interesting photos r in facebook)

at the strike of 12... we gave a toast! and of coz exchanged of presents!!! hahaha.... COOL!!!!
at 3am... most of us concuss le... but all didnt really sleep alot lah... but kept rotting...

then abt 1sth or 2... i went over to big aunt's hse for xmas party... ah mei jie jie they all r back for this festive seasons.... my two boys r sooo tall now... and cute!!!! and handsome!! hahahaa... the hse nw filled with 4 boys!! can u image the noise level... tyx cannot tahan lor... she say headache.. mommy say she is lousy with kids.. hehee

26th Dec
Official Off day in office... but we still went back to work... to clear some stuff then go back home... after tt i went to do sth to my hair... hahaa... nw is a different hairstyle... hehee... though nt my fav hair style... but still... haha.. it is different!! hehee...

27th Dec
spent the day with mr hjm... the BZ man... went for dim sum brunch and then movie AUSTRALIA!!! Damn Long show lor.. abt 2hrs 45mins... actually frm my pt of view... it is not a bad show... it is quite nice and touching... it touched me lah... and has a fair bit of humor..

The at midnight... went out with my 'rotters', WYT and Ivan... went orchard for a midnight coffee. Gave Ivan the hamster.. n he went crazy with it... juz like Jx went crazy with hamster like tt... hahahaa

28th Dec..
Slept till 2pm... coz too much actions recently... then went to SBW Park for BBQ... My family had a BBQ over there to celerate one of my ang mo boy's bdae... hehee...

Now in office... no govt... so blog lor... hhehee... i only need to work for 2 and a half days this week... COOL!!! ROX!

OK... i'm back frm BKK... had a great time... n No.. BKK Was not AT ALL dangerous... and yes, i saw my sunflowers and yes, catch up with my frens, and yes... got my leather sandals... and wat else?? wait till photos are uploaded b4 i say more abt my trip ba.... coz i wanna emo again!!!

I'm juz tired of my life? It's my life! y shld i go ard pleasing everyone?? i'm juz plain tired of explaining and thinking of solution!

i'm tired of treating ppl good, yet being told off...'dun treat me so good. i'm nt used to it'

i'm damn irritated when u need me, u call me, tok to me, ask me out... n when u dun need my help... *blink* u disappear... or better still... tell me tt u r nt free for the whole mth... i'm juz plain tired tt i have to take the initiative to call u or wat!!

i'm tired of entertaining frens whom i tot i understand well... end up... they tot tt i'm juz being mean and biased!! so be it! i'm mean and biased and i dun give a damn to hw ppl feel!!!

wat's the use of being sensitive? i always tot i got high EQ and always tot tt i can understand ppl de feeling and the situation they are in... but... end up.. i was labelled as i hurt ppl!! ya, i admit, i'm shelfish at times, and can be unreasonable... but who will not?! human beings have flaws... no one is PERFECT!!!

actually i dun quite like going out in big grps... i think 4 ppl is the maximum when going out.. anything more is a crowd... n will be divided into smaller grps de... so wat's the pt of going out tgt? and the more ppl, the more opinion and more ideas, more problem... then end up... an outing will become an unhappy event..

sianz leh...mayb i shall be AS one day....

Wah.. it seems like a long time since i last blogged!! I'm juz too lazy to blog...

Anyway, wat's going on with my life?? nth!! i'm going to BKK soon... (provided nth happen in these few days)....

5th of dec - the day u dragged most! CP went back to China. His leaving marks the ending of the grp? CP have been the pillar of the grp... nw the pillar is no longer here... i think we will juz scatter ard esp with tt OFM (who dun even bother abt anything) and ah du (who juz like being alone)... haiz... so wat if me n yan r organising outings??? sianz...

CP told me nt to send him off... coz he dun wanna the tears he had kept for 10 over yrs to come out... but still i went... n yep... he cried.. but nt if front of me.... he hugged us le... n went in.. n yan told me he was crying in there.. i nearly wanna laugh lor... coz i successfully made him tear!!! , haha.. ok lah... not me lah... i think he bu she de yan yan more... wahaha... ok... i oso forcing myself nt to tear... yan yan no tear mah.. so of coz i cannot tear... i noe yan yan is miserable... but i think she is much stronger than me... amazing!! admire her!!!

yan, if really need someone to tok... tyl is here de... :)

yesterday, i recieved a sms tt made me smile the whole day.... i told him i'm leaving for BKK on thurs... he replied 'be careful hor, take care'.... yep... maybe he juz replied as a form of courtsey... but still.. i feel warm... :)