this week Phan came to SG for 3 days. he came on mon, left on wed.. i dun even have the time to meet him lor... so end up on tues, after 10, went to meet him for supper with my parents.. hahaa.. so happy to see him...

he is not very tall... but think got 175 lah... hahaa.. he oso has a big built... his shoulders r broad.. he is one yr older than me... wahaha.. anyway, he got a gf... n tt gf is my thai fren too.. jo...

he is like one big bro beside me.. taking care of me.. bullying me... letting me his shoulders, giving me his warm hug.. haha.. but yh they all say is i bully him,.. nt the other way round... wahahaa..

tt day, when i sent him back to his hotel after supper... i felt abit sad lor.. coz he leaving le mah.. n i no time meet him le...he left giving me a hug... his hugs always so secure n warm... anyway, the next day when he was in airport, he called... n tell me tt he had already checked in.. asking me to take care of myself.. i was very touched.. really...

then ard 10 sth he called using his thai hp.. telling me he reach thai le.. again remind me take care of myself... haha... suddenly i feel so xin fu.. wahahaa... got a big kor kor like tt care for me... hee...

i realised tt i'm someone who needs a person beside me... giving me warmth n security... no matter who u r... as long as u let me feel comfortable, warm.. i no need to link to u romantically.. frens will do.... (like tt like very shui bian hor? hahaa) mommy dun like this part of me.. say if i cont'd behave this way... next time my bf sure buay tahan... coz i so close to ppl.... well.. tt's y i dun wanna a bf.. waahaha.. though when my precious guy frens... even girl frens... got partner le... all 4get abt me le.. :P but.. happy can liao. hehe