Dreamystace's Life

Dreamystace's Life
The ppl who make my life complete!

Thursday, February 23, 2006

This is an interesting website minghui intro de... hahhaa... though ppl think is bo liao.. i still think is fun.. wahahaa

Arena

(known to self and others)

adaptable, cheerful, silly, tense

Blind Spot

(known only to others)

able, caring, dependable, energetic, extroverted, friendly, happy, helpful, idealistic, intelligent, kind, knowledgeable, logical, loving, mature, modest, patient, reflective, responsive, searching, self-conscious, sentimental, trustworthy, warm, witty

Fa?ade

(known only to self)

accepting

Unknown

(known to nobody)

bold, brave, calm, clever, complex, confident, dignified, giving, independent, ingenious, introverted, nervous, observant, organised, powerful, proud, quiet, relaxed, religious, self-assertive, sensible, shy, spontaneous, sympathetic, wise

Dominant Traits

68% of people agree that tyl is cheerful
56% of people think that tyl is friendly

All Percentages

able (6%) accepting (0%) adaptable (6%) bold (0%) brave (0%) calm (0%) caring (31%) cheerful (68%) clever (0%) complex (0%) confident (0%) dependable (18%) dignified (0%) energetic (18%) extroverted (12%) friendly (56%) giving (0%) happy (18%) helpful (50%) idealistic (6%) independent (0%) ingenious (0%) intelligent (18%) introverted (0%) kind (18%) knowledgeable (12%) logical (6%) loving (12%) mature (18%) modest (6%) nervous (0%) observant (0%) organised (0%) patient (12%) powerful (0%) proud (0%) quiet (0%) reflective (6%) relaxed (0%) religious (0%) responsive (18%) searching (6%) self-assertive (0%) self-conscious (6%) sensible (0%) sentimental (37%) shy (0%) silly (31%) spontaneous (0%) sympathetic (0%) tense (6%) trustworthy (25%) warm (18%) wise (0%) witty (6%)

Created by the Interactive Johari Window on 23.2.2006, using data from 16 respondents.
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Friday, February 17, 2006

After going thru 2 interviews.. 1st with the HR manager, then the BIG BOSS (MD lah)... i got the job... 16th mar will start work.. wahaha.. at Gold Kili - the company tt comes out with beverages..it's a new challenge... she told me i muz be independent... n able to take stress... hmmm m i up to it?? i dunno... juz hope everything will go smoothly...

met him for dinner today.. to pass him tt long belated bdae present... he cut his hair.. neater... nicer... i shld be happy... i WAS happy initially.. coz i really missed him.. but the moment i saw him... my mood was dampened.. 他给我的感觉淡了。though we chat, we tok.. he suan me.. i complained he bullied me.. but still... nt the same anymore... the feeling is not there anymore... i cried once again.. this time nt due to anything he say or wat he did.. juz feel sad.... sad by a fact tt hit me so hard tt i felt pain even deep inside my heart... he is no longer the one who give me the warmth and care like he used to... the care n warmth he gave... r juz memories... memories...

still can remember once he told me... when i was still healing frm the previous wound... '我不能像他对你那么好,但我能给你的是快乐的时光.' which is true... he had given many happy moments.. sweet moments... but still.. haiz.. he hurt me in the end too...

i realised sth today... i'm in too deep.. so deep till it scares me... how come?? i tot i wun... haiz.. i'm so stupid... y cant i juz get up.. 4get everything once n for all?! wat yanxin told me is correct.. i'm worse than huixian.. at least after giving.. she gotten back at least a status... at least sth... but me?? wat i got?? nth.. juz hurt n more hurt... so y m i still holding on?? m i going to take a long time to heal this time?? haiz.. drag so long le... i still cant get myself out of this mess!!!

anyway, this shld be the last time meeting him le... at least for me.. is the last time i took the initiative.. we r nw 最熟悉的陌生人。

Monday, February 13, 2006

PQM test down! EIC test down!! tml will be flavours pract test... we have to name the unknown.. n describe how it smell... juz by looking, smelling or tasting the samples.. haha... hope tt wun die till too ugly....

Past few days were nightmare! 1st IA had to rush finish. almost every night stayed till 4am... then reports tt we owed... must all hand in by last fri... coz teachers need to key in the marks... stress stress... this is call last min work lor...

8th feb was the farewell party... interesting programmes... finally can see matthew they all dance live de le.. whahaa... took lotsa pics... still waiting for ppl to send....enjoyed... hehee... then after farewell, me, yp n ly went jp to find gift for kg... though need to go back rush IA report.. but still wanna get sth for him mah...

9th feb was KG bdae.. tt idiot man!! i was totally pissed tt day lor... coz y.. i spent the whole night to wrap the present in layers... n think of sth for him to do each layer.. n of coz wanna he unwrap in front of us... as a little celebration for him.. who noes.. the whole day cant find him!!! guess wat... he in IR!! tt make me more piss lor... y guys dun seems to appreciate wat ppl do for them??? treat them as fren.. tt's y spend so much effort de mah.. if dun treat them as fren... i dun even care lor.. kaoz!!!! i was angry.. n i tell myself.. never to celebrate any of the guys who born in the year 1986 de bdae!! dun bother abt the sms.. dun bother abt the present... waste of time, money and brain cells only! till nw, i still quite sore lor.. but of coz lah.. nt tt xiao qi de.. esp since he apologised le...

10th feb... i spent the whole day in sch to finish up IA.. me, ly and yp.. tot xh still got a lot of reports to do.. so dun dare to stress her somemore... did till 4am. then 11 sth went to sch... do all the way till 6pm... no drink no eat.. juz do.....after 6... then me n ly realise we had not eaten... n was damn hunrgy.. wahaha.. went get wafer.. n made my way to RSS.. took leave to attend the mentoring meet the parents session... as i say.. i never regret of taking leave for mentoring de...coz sure enjoy de lor.. all my beloved mentees become mentors... then the sec 2 ( nw sec 3 de).. all see me stun.. coz i wasnt wearing specs.. wahaha.. then i suddenly got 2 sons.. one is syzwan and the other is hydayat... wahhaa... yt.. jealous mah?? wahaha.. syzwan leh... hehee... syzwan is the cute boy.. hydayat is the boy who always wanna get back at me.. coz i sabo him go on stage once.. wahaha....

haizz... exam starting le... sianz... muz study... sianz sianz sianz

Monday, February 06, 2006

His bdae present is still with me... dunno when then can i pass it to him... y did i buy it in the 1st place?? haiz... i wanna meet him b4 CNY to give it to him... but he didnt want.. i oso dunno y... he always has his own wierd reasons. he asked me to 4get his bdae... coz he dun celebrate bdae.. so to him, bdae is not impt... i dunno y he got such a rxn.. i happily go find sth suitable for him. happily ask him how shld i pass him his present... he gave me this kind of rxn...

i was really pissed!! the 1st time ever i got so fed up n wish to get this person out of my life once n for all.... i told him.. might as well 4get him as a fren... he said he dun mind... if it was few mths back... i'd treat it as him joking... n i'll make noise... n bicker with him.. but tt day.. i was tired.. damn tired.. i had no rxn... i was angry.. i dun feel like toking... i'm totally disappointed... in him, in me... i dunno wat really happen... i dunno wat the hell he is thinking.. wat i noe is i damn tired of everything!!!!!!!

where is the person who noe it when i stress; who will make me laugh when i nt happy; who will console me when i'm sad? that person is gone... gone long time ago... so y m i still so stupid.. holding on?? i told ppl ard me.. i'm going to give the present to other ppl... but i noe i wun. coz this is a gift for him... n only for him.. if it's with other ppl.. it is juz nt suitable ba... haiz... feel like send it to his hse thru post... then mark the end of everything.. treat it as i never noe this person b4...

can i do it??? haha.. i dunno... 人是矛盾的,不要想起,却不舍得忘记。

Friday, February 03, 2006

Sch started after long break of CNY... yet we all still in holiday mood sia... no mood study de lor.. go class juz for the sake of attendance only.. wahahaa...

after sch, we went lib to find some info for report,... then go flavors lab see others doing their beverage.. wahaha.. n taste losta drink till mumb sia.. wahaha.. we, y-gang helped zac's grp to taste their yoghurt drink.. fun sia... wahaha.. tt food lab is juz like our 2nd home like tt le.. hee...

after that went PS to watch movie.... with yihang, zac, yipei, wenying.. we watched FEARLESS.. nice show.. wahhaa... action packed.. with jet li.. he really old le.. can see he aged alot sia... but still cool lor.. fearless is based on a true story of the chinese wushu hero huo yuan jia... ending quite sad.. coz he died... tt YP!!! she cried non-stop sia!! the 1st time yp cry i laugh.. wahaha... the 1st time i see someone watch action pack movie can cry till dunno like wat... wahaha...

she say very touching... which is true.. esp those words he said b4 he died.. but still nt to the extend of crying till so jia lat leh... after show in toilet.. she still cry lor.. wahhaa.. yp really a very very kind n emotional soul lor..

then today, me, ly, yp, xh, th, yh n ter went watch Zodiac... SG productions.. think this is the 1st time they doing animation... not bad for a 1st timer ba... but if u r looking for 3d effects n excellent animation, then better dun watch it... coz will be disappointed de lor.. still nt up to the standard ba..

Lucky this time round... yp no cry... yh said she may cry coz she feel sad for cow, coz cow shld win n not mouse... wahaha... ok lah.. dun bully yp le.. hee... tml no sch.. so slack.. n hopefully can finish all my stuff