His bdae present is still with me... dunno when then can i pass it to him... y did i buy it in the 1st place?? haiz... i wanna meet him b4 CNY to give it to him... but he didnt want.. i oso dunno y... he always has his own wierd reasons. he asked me to 4get his bdae... coz he dun celebrate bdae.. so to him, bdae is not impt... i dunno y he got such a rxn.. i happily go find sth suitable for him. happily ask him how shld i pass him his present... he gave me this kind of rxn...

i was really pissed!! the 1st time ever i got so fed up n wish to get this person out of my life once n for all.... i told him.. might as well 4get him as a fren... he said he dun mind... if it was few mths back... i'd treat it as him joking... n i'll make noise... n bicker with him.. but tt day.. i was tired.. damn tired.. i had no rxn... i was angry.. i dun feel like toking... i'm totally disappointed... in him, in me... i dunno wat really happen... i dunno wat the hell he is thinking.. wat i noe is i damn tired of everything!!!!!!!

where is the person who noe it when i stress; who will make me laugh when i nt happy; who will console me when i'm sad? that person is gone... gone long time ago... so y m i still so stupid.. holding on?? i told ppl ard me.. i'm going to give the present to other ppl... but i noe i wun. coz this is a gift for him... n only for him.. if it's with other ppl.. it is juz nt suitable ba... haiz... feel like send it to his hse thru post... then mark the end of everything.. treat it as i never noe this person b4...

can i do it??? haha.. i dunno... 人是矛盾的，不要想起，却不舍得忘记。