I'm fed up! i'm damn piss!! i say i dun wanna care le!! i say as long as she happy.. i dun care who she wanna be with le!!!
but then.. still i was totally disappointed! angry?! i dunno... i dunno how to describe how m i feeling now... partly i'm hurt by wat my mom said to me.. she said i unreasonable, i'm ba dao... she said u think u very big ar? who r u?! u r nth to her.. so how can u interfer?
suddenly i woke up,... i'm nth to her... really all these yrs.. being sisters for life... coz of a guy.. i'm being labelled as nth to her..

another part is tt i cant see the fact y she still wanna go back to him?! i noe i really cant do anything... i noe she happy can le.. but i juz dun wanna be hurt again... i dun wanna her go thru tt hurtful experience once more.. i care abt her,.. i love her.. in fact i love her more than i love my bro n my sis... but then... haiz.. suan le lah..now then i noe... it wrong to care for one.. it's wrong to feel hurt for one... i give up... i sian le.... mommy say ppl so happy.. he bought her levis jeans for her.. give her this give her that... wao... so giving expensive gifts is show of loving her!? now then i noe... ok... then so be it... even her family oso can accept.. who m i to object? ppl wanna go out with who no need my approval!

wat mommy say is correct.. how can i be sure tt she'll be hurt by him once more?? mayb they will be very xin fu.. n happy forever... MAYBE... ok lor... if tt's the case.. i'll be happy for her... go ahead n be with him...

to whoever reading this, YES i'm ureasonable! i'm 霸道！hate me if u want.. dun like it.. LEAVE ME! DUN COME NEAR ME! i'm juz an idiotic person who have all the bad pts in the world... i nobody.. i'm nth... i'm nth to everyone.... so get away frm me b4 u hit one of my unreasonable waves!