I cried.. Finally i can cry.. i can still remember how to cry... dunno for how long le.. i didnt cry... coz i 4got how to cry.. coz grow up le.. cannot be like cry baby.. coz cry cant solve anything... nowadays i juz laugh it off... tt's y.. to poly ppl, i'm a strong girl.. who can keep cool when problems arise... actually mah... is coz circumstances made me to the way i'm now.. coz if i dun keep my head clear.. every1 oso kan jiong.. how to get work done?? who tell me to be older?? hahaa

actually have been accumulating le... ever seems last week or the week b4... when i started to rush all reports n fyp draft.. every night oso nt enough slp.. then of coz mood no gd le lor... then dunno where to vent... last time still got him to let me sha jiao.. though nw got yihang.. listen to all my grumbles... sometime oso suay suay kana suan or scolded by me for no reason ( for this.. muz apologise, sorry ar yh, n thanx).. but still feeling different... n nw got wj oso.. online crap with me.. listen to me... acc me till late nights (though i think most of the time, is pong qiao he there de.. haha.. but muz thank him anyway.. hehee).. sometime let me suan.. hahaa,, still.. HE IS not HIm... hahaa,, as for yp.. a lot of things cant tell her.. coz it will only stress her even more... yt n cm.. dun wanna them worry abt me.. so only grumble... but never cry in front of them coz i too stress... so accumulate.. till today my bro said sth wrong.. i bursted!! haiz.. my poor bro.. he is always the one who kana one of my those moods.. hee.. oso muz say sorry...

anyway, e-learning week start le.. a lot of assignement... *faint* sian diao... btw, will put all the assignment up in this blog.. feel free to use as check list.. hahahaa

Today we got our class gathering... very fun lor.. hahaa,, zac n yp.. no drink oso can high lor.. hmmm.. no no no.... zac got drink coke.. drink coke then he damn high le.. hahaa.. hyperactive.. took lotsa stupid photos... n of coz made wj take photo oso hee.. :p... muz thak you mr ng n his wife.. for letting us go their hse there bbq.. heee.. so nice.. wahahaa... actually whole thing was fun crazy.. n abit R21?? hahaha...