wah... amazing... 2 entry for the mth of April... too lazy to type... and oso too bz... i mean wokr till so sian liao... so to type an entry... quite tiring.. hahaa...

today.. i mean yesterday (28th April 2007) attended RSS 20th Anniversary... time flies... to think tt 10 yrs ago.. when i was in Sec1.. i attended the 10th Anniversary... Saw a few teachers... Ms Tan (Physics teacher) still rememeber me!!! omg!!! she say... Yanling... i of coz still remember u... i stunned... then Mrs Liau... and Ms Elaine Tan... all remember me.. coz i have been appearing in RSS mah.. but surprisingly.. they all remembered LCM!!!! and Mrs Liau even ask me to tell LCM to appear lah.. wahaha... think mayb shld invite her to one of our annual gatherings... wahaha... let her see her LCM.. haha.. she is nw the VP of West Spring...

After tt, we went to Eski Bar... with ben, marie, tyx, tyl, jx, jason, yt, wk n gf, harris... it is a cold cold place... haha.. but the drink wise.. nt very fantastic...like the icy cold room though... but still prefer Mt Faber the Jewel box to chill out.. hehe... Here r some of the photos we took..


Cute little TYX.. hate to admit it.. but she is cute n pretty... PROUD OF HER!


Some of the stuff we ordered...


They say they are cold....believe?


Juz me n my sis during sane n normal times...


Longg time since we had such a loving pose. wahaha....


Personally, i really like this... so natural... so sweet.. so... dunno... wahaha.. juz like it... juz tt the lighting wasnt very good..

1st post in April... Time really flies leh.. in company for one yr plus le... Knowing my china guys... also one yr le.. tt day was still discussing with FM... he was amazed tt we had known each other for a yr plus le... soo fast....

tt day (7/4) went KTV with my china guys... coz CC bdae... enjoyed most of it.. small hiccups happened... which made me, CC, FM and CP quite 尴尬. FM n CC were drunk... though CC say he wasnt drunk...

We actually went shopping 1st... FM was asking me y i didnt bring another girl along... to acc CC.. coz he's bdae boy... he said 'get a girl for CC lah... i dun want... whole night i'll be urs..' i stunned... but well... things didnt turn out as wat he said....

We sang and went crazy in the room... Shen Tong crazy... sing a lot of songs.. say dedicate to my sis de... we all heck him... he is crazy over my sis lor... omg!!! but i nt tt stupid let him get near my sis lor... my sis will not be interested anyway... juz let him be crazy lor... wahaha....

then we were singing Jolin and David de Jin Tian Ni Yao Jia Gei Wo.. i oso dunno and 4got i sang with who at 1st.. i only remembered final part is me n FM sing... wahaha... it was soooooooooo sweet... okok... i noe i'm crazy... but then when we sang together.. we truly enjoy ourselves.... everyone were looking at us... saying we r soooo xing fu... wahaha... (i dun even noe at tt pt of time was he drunk anot)...

after tt.. things started to went out of hand.. coz there was a girl... CP's niece... very close to FM.. they started playing and went crazy.. flirting... which i admit i was not comfortable... but still heck... i noe tt at one pt.. CP went to tell CC tt i dun seems to be happy... tell CC to go ask FM to tried to be discrete... well... FM was too drunk le lah... then when i wanna go off... CC got angry.... he say he noe wat i was thinking the whole night (he tot tt i was nt happy coz FM and tt girl was flirting and he negelcted me)... well... i tried to tell him i wanna go off was not an excuse.. but nth seems to go into him... still i went off... with CC feeling angry.. FM still drunk and enjoying himself... n CP seems to be in a difficult position... still.. i went off...

I went to meet daddy they all.. go geylang makan... wahaha..

well... after the whole thing.. i guess we tried nt to tok abt it.. esp FM n the girl... coz FM didnt bring up.. nor CC... we r juz like normal again... with tons of secrets... hopefully things will clear up soon ba...

TMD!!! I WAS TYPING FOR ALMOST MORE THAN HALF A PAGE!!!!! n i dunno wat i pressed... n the whole thing was gone!!!!!!!!!! kaoz...

haiz... as i say.. bad things come in bulk... this weekend was a damn damn pissed, warm n dunno wat heck day....

On Sat (24/3), i have to go back to work... which i dun mind... but i was in charge of mentoring session on tt day!!! n dun wanna disappoint the students... i tot can ask tyx to help me take over.. she agreed... but guess wat.. she overslept and didnt turn up!!! (1st aeroplane take off!)... lucky mentoring not only her sia... i was damn pissed le.. plus the weather... damn hot.. make me double pissed!!!

when i reached office... surprise tt ah seng was there oso.. then went ard surprising ppl tt i was in factory... then went tok cock with cc and cp... then went up disturb fm and st... Asmine bought me bfast.. then whole day i was running up and down lor... playing mostly.. wahaha..

then me n cc n cp actually agreed to meet after work to go orchard de.. so i went up ask fm wanna go mah.. he say he going to help st move hse so cannot... i keep nagging st dun move hse tt night... juz to go orchard..

anyway, i was too tired.. so went home early... to sleep and ask cc n cp to sms when work finish.. who noes... at 630 both of them sms me... tell me tt cp got sth on and cc wanna acc him go,.. n cant acc me go orchard.. (2nd aeroplane take off!!)... i was so angry... i refused to reply their sms.. TYL can tolerate everything... but dun evert try to put aeroplane lor... CP called and apologised.. i heck care him... then i sms fm tell him everything... he still can say he support me... muz be angry with them.. he really tiao bo li jian lor... but hor... Intentionally or not... tt day fm replied me in a way tt kept making me burst into laughter..reminds me of HIM.. HE always noe how to make me laugh when i was not happy...
anyway, i realised that except for CC, the other 2 are experts in coaxing girls lor... wahaha...

anyway, the heat was unbearable.. i went to lib.. and drag jx there oso.... after tt on my way home, i sms jm to tell him wat time to meet the next day (sun)... who noes he say he was abt to sms me and tell me tt he cant make it tml as it was his dad bdae... i stunned!!! (3rd aeroplane!!!!).... i was sooo soo..angry till i went to make konneyaku and agar agar... my mommy damn cute lor.. she go tell tyx to make me angry frequently so she everyday got agar agar eat... (-__-!!!)

On sun, i wasnt in one of my best moods... then again.. the weather was sooo hot... i went out to meet qq and ph.. coz qq say wanna treat us dinner.. then on my way out... HE called!! he called to ask if i free for movie.. well i didnt.. i nt free mah.. too bad sia.. noe it is juz mere coincidence... but he really made my day le lor... juz like last time... HE appears when i needed someone.... LAST TIME... memories..

Things have been so havco recently... so many shipments.. then the shipping person resigned.. a new girl took over.. n i need to help her.. coz she nt familar with the products... and oso cant speak chinese meaning tt i need to help her communicate with the production... so end up.. i`m involve with shipping oso...
then nw purchasing oso leaving.. n it`s me again to help (if there is a new person, if nt.. i really die!!!)... haiz... very stress lor... different countries with different reqiurements.. one wrong move.. whole container will be back to ur side with u bearing all costs.. then boss will start blaming everyone..

then audit coming.. next, they chasing me with the new pdt.. and and.. wat else?? haiz... seems like i involve in everything except the accounts part sia... sometimes i wonder... wat exactly is my post sia.. i enjoy working here... love the ppl... so is still ok... but sometime juz nt very balance lor.. y everything muz be tyl? very stress de.. esp when u having a big responsibility... when everyone tot u can do it de.. a slight mistake oso cannot be tolerated de lor... n sometime really emotionally drained till i dun feel like doing anything during weekends... but i still got mentoring to worry abt...

i wanna slowly let go of mentoring.. but then again... i cant... coz it seems like nobody helping out... n i really bu fang xin sia.. but.. if i everything wanna worry hor.. i sure die at young age sia... wahaha.. sianz...

Today is the day!!! The day when truth come to light... wahaha.. What happen??? Well let's start frm a week ago.... no... shld be a mth ago.... Yp approached me.. asking me how shld we celebrate the bdaes... 21st birthday of our 2 dearest frens... Liyun and Wenying... We cracked our brains... think of a special and unforgettable bdae for them... and... after much discussion and we decided on a bdae 'surprise' for them... i mean a 骗局

Date: a week ago... coz in order to make the whole thing look very real... we already start to sow seeds a week b4 the actual day (today 11th March 2007)...

i met wy... and chat with her.. telling her the recent gossips and my life... n of coz purposely say something very very ji bao... such as... i got a bf le... n he is no other than Fei min... and we are in an underground relationship... and of coz much more...

and as expected she go tell yp (who already noe the whole ting le)... Yp very very pei he... say tyl this time jia lat le.... wan guo huo le... then for the whole week.. my so call relationship was in the chat topic on n off....

Fast fwd to today (11/03/07)... i sms yp last min.. tell her i nt joining them le.. coz i going out with FM... expected wy n ly to be angry.. coz we already set today aside for them le.. how can got bf then fly them kite... wy didnt believe it.. coz she say i will nt like tt fly them kite de... but ly believed.. coz she already stunned how come i suddenly got a bf... then i added in by saying bf angry... so have to acc him... wahaha...

then while eating... they kept bombarding me with qns (mostly ly... coz she didnt noe the whole thing).... at this pt of time.. muz say Pai sei ar... xiao hua n daniel.. no time to explain to u all.. so u all oso kana pian... wahaha... anyway, the story... (50% turth)was amazing real lor... (i really proud of myself.. shld go n be script writer sia.. wahaa)... coz all taken in... YP gave them the present... each got 2 pcs of underwear... wahaha... can u image.. 8 ppl sharing tt 2 panties... wahaha... n they believe tt we only give them tt.. wahaha....

then while we eating ice cream... i suddenly become very quiet... tt's juz to pei yang qing xu for the show later on... wahahaa... btw my cute yp.. wanted to sms me.. end up sms ly.. scare us big time sia... wahaha..

anyway, while we were shopping around.. i came up with an excuse of need to meet FM.. seems like sth no good is happening.... coz he insisted tt i go meet him... so... i went off... in actual fact... i went to buy cake and go find a place to wait for them... then.. when all is done.. i call yp... here.. i muz say it a pity tt mediacorp didnt get us as actress sia... wahaha.. daniel say i'm best actress and yp is the best supporting actress.. wahaha.. wat do we do?? nth... juz a simple tele conversation...

TYL call YP
TYL: i'm done le.. walk to somewhere near them.. make sure they can hear ur conversation..
(YP walked towards wy...)
YP: you sonuded weird.. you ok?? i tot u suppose to be in orchard meeting Fm?
(TYL at this pt of time is laughing like mad... still give instruction to yp..)
TYL: i still in marina... he came and find me... and he told me CC....
YP: YL, dun cry.. wat happen? tell me wat happen... slowly...
(WY walked towards Ly and tell her wat happen.. all crowd ard to hear wat happen)
YP: Dun cry, wat did he say? wat did CC do?
TYL: Say tt CC created more trouble... making FM really feels bad... (Really dramatic sia)
YP: FM wanna a break up?? YL, u dun cry... where r u? i come find u...

all of them come out n find me... on the way ly still worry later wat shld she say.. coz i crying till like tt,, (sorry lah ly... make u worry for nth.. hee... ).... then when they see me smiling with a cake there.. they stunned... and of coz... shouted pian ju!! then i smile... and tell them there is more to come... wahaha.. then i took out the REAL present for them.. - Chomel choker, earrings and hairpin set for Ly and Sovil Titus watch for Wy... they were surprise...

Then we tell them all abt the whole thing was juz to pian they all... their expressions was.... PRICELESS sia... wahaha... and poor wy... kana pian for more than a week.. wahaha... and she say we bully her.. dunno is my story so real and acting skills superb... or she is juz toooo... erm... innocent? wahaha...

LY and WY, pei sei lah... but really hope this is an unforgettable bdae for u all.. hee... HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY!!!!

Btw.. during Jul... i'll be going India or Russia to find JM lor... depending on where he go... Coz b4 i went home juz now.. wy and ly say tt they will be back for revenge.. so.... for my safety i better disappear 1st... JM, july i go find u!!!!! wahahaa... :p

Recently, have not been posting.. y?? too bz lor.. bz with wat... watching show lor.... wahaha.. LATEST SHOW: 花样少男少女 by Ella (SHE) and Wu Zun and Jiro (Fahrenheit)... cool show.. NICE!!!

Fri night watch till Sat morning 6am.. then Sat night watch till Sun morning 3am... coz is soooooo cool and shuai and sweet and... anyway, ok.. i noe i'm crazy.. coz now i'm back to panda again lor... but WORTH IT!!! tml shall be the day.. coz i think last episode.... I even change my blog song to the ending song of tt show.. is by Tank - 专属天使 a nice nice song lor...

ok.. so wat i did in the day.. i didnt sleep lor... On Sat, i went NTU with xiaoling, yt to support JM!! His retirement match... actually... really pai sei to say tt.. noe him for soooo long... never see him 'fight' b4 lor... noe tt he is in TKD for a looong loong time... but never see him in action b4.... sso his retirement match.. how can i not be there?? if i nt there... i think i'll have regrets sia..

Anyway, didnt noe tt he can be sooooo shuai!!!! he is in my shuai ge list le... when he is in action.. omg.... damn mi ren lah... n i tell u.. his popularity is not anyhow say de lor... so many supporters... haiz.. i not his only fan club liao.. sadz... but then again.. i'm his special fan club!!! (i say de... my mommy gonna say i thick skin again.. wahaha)
He was soooo cool lah... thrash ppl... 7 nil in semi and finals... 7 is the game pt... he reached 7pts b4 time out... yx say he shi lian ar... so fierce... wahaha... and of coz... in the end he is champ!wahaha... as i say.. he is always my champ!!!!! hee.. anyway, coz yt wanna go off... n i feel weird if i stayed in NTU alone.. so went JP rot with WY... and shun bian wait for him to finish his match... so.. actually.. i missed his finals... jm asked me how come i didnt stay to watch till finals... well.. i told him my tortoise got watch can le... (send him my tortoise pic to support him juz b4 his finals.. haha) :p...

long time no meet wy le lor... so rot.. then chat lor... tok cock.. gossip... wahaha.. i think we r really san ba sia... hee...

today, went to jason hse... gamble whole day.. at 1st lose till very jia lat.... but slowly... keep winning.. but overall still lost... very funny de lor... jason bro.. whole day gamble with us... then alot of action and pattern, reminds me of Jin Xiu Yi in the show... n guess wat... he tot i'm 18/19.... till jason told him tt he muz call me jie jie... shld look at his stunned expression!!! Jing dian sia... wahaha.. really lor... i'm actually 3 yrs older than him... wahaha... coool lor.. stun ppl like tt... heee....

today i shall sleep early... tml work le.. (sianz).... below is the lyrics of the song 专属天使... meaningful n nice wo...

我不会怪你 对我的伪装
天使在人间 是该藏好翅膀
人们愚蠢鲁莽 而你纤细善良
怎能让你为了我被碰伤
小小的手掌 厚厚的温暖
你总能平复 我不安的夜晚
不敢想的梦想 透过你的眼光
我才看见 它原来在前方

没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望

小小的手掌 大大的力量
我一定也会 像你一样飞翔
你想去的地方 就是我的方向
有我保护 笑容尽管灿烂

没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望

要不是你出现 我一定还在沉睡
oh..绝望的以为 生命只有黑夜

没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!! soooo fast.. a yr passed... was so bz, ever since a week b4 new year.. coz all working.. then come home do this do that... wah... n coz too little sleep... i fall sick juz b4 eve!!! i was having fever lor... kaoz...

Anyway, last day at work was fun... coz all washing up.. so i mostly go ard playing lah... hee... help them wash pdtn... here and there... and that CC.. say i yue bang yue mang.. n refuse to let me help him!!!! see lah.. hao xin mei hao bao... humph... anyway, after the washing, we got lucky draw. actually i wanted the vacuum cleaner de.. mommy needs one lor.. or the steamboat oso good.. coz ours very old le... but then all i didnt get... instead i got $100 robinsons voucher... well, good oso lor.. wahaha...

1st day of new yr... as usual... went ah ma hse... then like market like tt liao lor.. sometime i'm really amaze... coz we actually dun have a lot of ppl.. yet we can make noise tt is higher than any of the markets sia... this is a speciality of my family...

after that went to ah pei hse.. there i really dun feel at home lor.. though his family is consider our close de.. coz dad's bro mah.. but... i rather stay at my mom's side de relatives lor... ah pei there.. so... dunno lah.. juz feel tt all so fake.. dun like...
and hate it when they give me a feeling tt they look down on us... yes... we are def nt well to do.. so what!? we dun do anything illegal and anything tt harm ppl de lor... not like some ppl... in front of ppl act saint.. then behind stab ppl... my aim now is to earn enough money... then open a shop let my parents look after the shop!!! and get out of there fast!! so ppl wun think we r eyeing for tt stall!!! it is losing money anyway... wat so great?!

Anyway, there we stay awhile then go off le... n good lor.. there got a man... he gave my bro n sis angbao.. n HE DIDNT GIVE ME!!! i dun care he give how much or wat... it's not the money problem.. but is my mian zi lor.. kaoz... i looked married mah?! KAOZ!!

Change the blog song to Cao Ge's new song... in his Superman's Album --> Ni Shi Wo de Bao Bei (你是我的宝贝)
it is a song he wrote for a girl.. when he call this girl and tell her abt this... n even sing for her.. end up.... still kana rej lor.. sad lor... if he sing for me... i of coz say yes de... coz he wrote personally de lor.. how many guys will be so talented?! hee

Ok.. enjoy the song.. it is nice...

Very fast.. we are into the 2nd mth of 2007. Time really flies... I'm also gonna work for a yr liao... Amazing..

Ever since the start of 2007, every weekend, there bound to be sth on... mommy say i very bz... wahaha.. okok.. this week.. sat.. went for Mentoring's Meet the parents sessions... didnt really get much sleep actually.. coz was making the movie till 5am, woke up at 8am... well.. the movie turn out to be well recieved (i hoped)... then not enough sleep oso worth it de..

After tt went town shopping with Jx and Jason... JX wanna shop for his clothes mah.. guys!! buy things hor.. really fast de lor... aiyo... went to shop ard to see if i can get any nice shoes... but was either too ex or nt nice.. haiz... sianz..

anyway, after tt we went to meet yt and jul... went TCC (again)... for coffee.... then they all wanna choose the sofa seat.. who nOes.. the sofa seat damn cold lor.. freezing sia.. so nt very comfortable oso lah.. wahhaa...

In the evening went to Ponggol there to meet Xh and went attend KL's Bdae celebration. He ar.. as usual... having a big red nose... which is y we include a box of Lemsip for him in his present... wahaha...

This yr... ALL my poly kakis all 21st bdae lor... every week seems like got a celebration.. omg... broke liao lor... haha...

Toking abt bdaes... come to think of it.. every yr i'll definitely got a bdae celebration or surprise, be it big or small... coz i got a bunch of wonderful frens.. who noes tt i really 重视 bdaes... n no matter how bz they are or wat.. they will definitely squeeze some time out.. sooo... I M SOOOO XING FU!!!! wahaha... i love all my frens sia... muackz... hee.. be it u frm sec sch, jc or poly.. ahaha... or even mentoring... wahaha..

Oh ya.. btw, cheryl, if u r reading this.. HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY!!! :p

A lot of things happen... till i really dunno how i shld react... i'm tired... i wanna heck care everything... but i noe i cant... i see her... my heart aches... but at one pt.. i'm very angry with her... angry y she dun wanna help herself... y cant she juz walk out of her own.. y she wanna make everyone ard her to be sad, worry, and tired???

mommy told me semms like i'm very impt to her.. n my presence make a great deal of difference... but i noe i muz be strong in front of her... but the moment i heard her voice... i already wanna break down le... so it will be worse when i see her.. i need to be strong 1st... haiz...

she told mommy that i was very fierce when i tok to her.. but did i?? ok.. i sounded firm.. coz i wanted her to get herself out of tt shit... mommy say i shld occassionally tok to her...

nw i decided to 4get everything.. my main aim and objective is to help her.. to get her out..

Lazy to work... went read other ppl blog... then come across the quiz in marie's blog... decided to do it.. wahaha..

You've Changed 68% in 10 Years

Compared to who you were ten years ago, you've changed a great deal.In fact, you're probably in a completely different phase of your life - and very happy about it!

How Much Have You Changed in 10 Years?

You Are 32% Spoiled

You're barely spoiled. You may have some nice things, but you never let them go to your head. You appreciate each gift you're given - and you don't dwell on what you "deserve" to have.

Are You Spoiled?

Wah.. 2 weeks.. into 2007.... these 2 weeks.. bz bz bz... coz work... then play.. then work... wah... then hor end up nt enough sleep... so body very heaty.... nw abit sore throat liao lor... my boss tell me to go drink chrysanthemum... he is so proud of his chrysanthemum... wahaha... so wat happen these 2 weeks??????

6th Jan (Sat) - SPinnovex
Went SP with JX to see yx's proj... tt chair tt cause tons and tons of problems and complains to Dream Home.. wahaha... tt YX hyperactive de lor... say she wanna keep low profile.. this type of pattern.. how sia?? next life lah... kaoz....

Then JX and I went to meet YT, Cheryl and Jul for dinner... Korean food.. all spicy... n conclusion... i'm not suitable for korean food... wahaha... yt ordered Korean Beer try... nt tt bad... then tt JX.. dunno how to drink de oso drink... end up...

does he look drunk????

After tt we wanted to go St James Power Station.. but min age is 21.. n our cute JX is only 17+!!!! haha... so cant lor.. (i dun understand wat we doing with this 6 yrs younger de little boy.. wahaha)... we finally decided to go Mt Faber - The Jewel Box for a drink. Knowing tt JX cant drink...i ordered a mocktail for him (see where to find so gd de ppl??? aiyo...).. but he still drunk anyway, coz he tried all our drinks.. which all have alcohol content... and he lost in game... wahaha..
The 3 women....

9th Jan (Tue) - Cheryl flew off to HK
Took leave... then woke up early in the morning juz to go airport send cheryl off... quite amaze tt i could wake up... wahaha... Yong hui, LCM, Yt and me... send cheryl off.. then LCM and yh went ot sch... me and yt went to town... cute yt... were so tired tt.. when we were having bfast at taka delifrance... she slept... then when shops opened le.. she like one dragon like tt.... amazing... how the opening of shutters can make wonders.... Raining heavily...

after tt i went JB with my parents juz to eat... then sleep all the way... wahaha... till time for dinner...

13th Jan (Sat) - Steamboat dinner @ TYL hse
Had mentoring meeting in the morning... then quite fed up with someone... but well... suan liao le... after tt me, jason, jx and yt went buy stuff for dinner... then go my hse rot... had dinner... then gave jason a surprise bdae celebration... hope tt he feels happy abt it.. wahaha...

Me and my 3 boys....


R they gays???

Life's back to normal.... holiday is over.. back to work again.. today boss happily gimme a few proj again lor.. haiz... hopefully i can do it.. i realise i alone.. i dun have the motivation to do it sia.. i need my Y-gangz... wahaha... hang... yp.. where r u?????? wahaha..

anyway, went to daniel's bdae celebration on the 1st Jan 2007... 21 yr old le!!! big guy le... wahaha.. got him a neckalce, boxer and a car air freshener... but too bad.. i 4got to take pic of it 1st.. wahaha.. the car air freshener is damn cool.. wahaha.. anyway, hope he like it... wahaha

tt day, i saw a nice rainbow at his hse.. so nice.. so clear.. so wonderful... saw two rainbows... one outside the other.. soo cool lor.. never seen such clear rainbow before lor... i showed jx.. then he told me he once saw one big round de.... so meaning it is possible to see a big round rainbow... so i decided my dream is to see the big round rainbow... wahahaa...



Can see the two rainbows? one is fader...



Nearly wanna Daniel to chop down tt coconut tree.. Blocking my view.. haha

Happy New Year!! Everyone is doing some sort of New Year Resolutions... i was wondering... actually.. how many really go towards the resolutions they made? wahaha... coz i definitely not someone who can make it. wahaha... but for the fun of it... i oso wanna make some New Year Resolutions.

1. Spend Less, Save more.
2. Sleep Early
3. Come out with my very own formulation of beverage.
4. Dunno le... see how... wahaha

2006 passed... so fast... to think tt i was still bz with my spinnovex at this time of 2006.. seems like yesterday lor... 2006 de Jan was havco... crazy.. yet fun... thinking back... sch is still a better place.. though hate exams... wahaha... nth dramatic happen in 2006... at least nt directly connected to me de lah... but 2006... got a lot of dramas for me to see... to think.. to be angry with...

2006... the starting of my working life... so fast rite??? learn a lot of things... attitude towards certain thing have changed.... n thousands of things change... be it good or bad..

well... 2007 is here.. juz hope tt it will be a better yr... as it is PIGGY year!!! wahaha...

It has been a busy week sia... fun filled and excitement and tiring... wahaha.. now i'm juz like a zombie... n need to sleep.... but when can i really fully recover all my sleep?? wahahaa...

here's my whole week...

22nd Dec
i decided to bake a bdae cake for HJM, so went to buy ingredients after work. at 1st tot no one acc me... so get JX come out acc me... who noes end up my colleague oso wanna join coz she oso wanna bake cake. Go out with JX very gd de.. auto will help u take things de... so i think guys with elder sis are really gd de lor.. they noe wat they shld do... wahaha... but then again... jason and weekeong oso dun have sis lor.. but they really noe how to take care of girls lor... mommy say.. 'gentleman' comes naturally in a guy.. be it he is a young boy or a man... so i cant juz help someone to give an excuse for his ungentlemanly act as coz he is still young... mommy say, 'look at jason, wee keong and JX, 3 of them younger than him leh.. (ok... she has someone in her mind tt she feels tt he is a lousy guy)... so can u still tell me coz he is young?' then i gt nth to say le.. wahaha...

Anyway, i reached home.. rot and wait for cheryl and yh to come.. by the tme both reached my hse.. n we start to bake cake... both come coz wanna see how to bake cake... then we tok, baked.. till 4am... n create a mess in my kitchen...

yh went back home after helping me clear up.... cheryl slept on my sofa...


the left over.. after decorating the main cake...

23rd Dec

slept till quite late... rot whole day at home with xian... then went ktv at night with HJM.. tt HJM... happily sleep till 4get my appointment with him... call him never picked up... i dunno to be angry or to be worried sia.. xian said if he is a gd fren... then be angry... if he is ur bf... then be worried... wahaha... anyway, coz the cake quite ugly.. so i made him come my hse n eat cake.. i refuse to bring it out... wahaha... then he has to come lor..
this is how the cake looks...

he waited for my parents to come home to bring him sth to eat.. then eat his cake.. then acc me, no shld say wait for me to finish watching saiyuki relaod 1st... b4 driving him back.. n tt was already 2am... come back home already 3am... i was online chatting till 5 am...

24th Dec

Slept till 11, then rot... then went shopping last min in junction 8 to get the necessary xmas gift and huijing's present.. get a thomas the train white board for bing bing... i already bought a game CD-rom for dylson le... then went big aunt hse... give the gift... rot till yx willing to come out... then go changi for huijing's chalet... abt 10 sth.. my bro 'gay frens' all come le.. we bbq.. suan each other.. then at 0000.. we cut cake... her bdae falls on 25th Dec... we got her a big powerpuff girls cake... n think she love it... did she? wahaha.. dunno... nice?

anyway mommy was scolding me.. say 21st yr old i go buy cartoon cake... but the thing is tt... u like tt cartoon.. no matter how old u still glad to see sth de mah... wahaha then we sit there play black jack till 5am.. slept at 6.. i think...

25th Dec
Merry Xmas... woke up at 8... coz tyx need to go for tuition... we made our way back.. tyx go tuition.. i go home sleep.. but dunno y.. i only slept for an hr or so.. then wake up liao.. juz lie in bed.. nth to do...
evening... went airport fetch yt.. my darling is back for gd le!!! wahaha... excited lor... my dad oso excited sia.. call me and ask me 'kidnapped' her down to his stall.. wahaha... then again... drag.. rot..chat... by the time i sleep was already 2am.. and i got work next day!!!

then rest of the week.. i slept at ard 2 am lor.. so whole week really like zombie... then realise one whole week no see yp.. finally... last night met her for dinner.. whahaa... one whole week no meet.. coz she change job.. no see her online..

my this weekend is filled with programmes again.. n hopefully i get enough sleep.. wahaha...

Juz came back from camp... 15 Dec - 17 Dec 2006 is our yearly mentoring camp.. got new mentors join in and of coz old mentors went crazy.. we had our fun times, exciting times, heart warming times, angry times, and of coz.. scary times... lotsa things lor... typed one whole day oso cannot finish.. on the whole... quite enjoy the camp... coz love to cook for whole lot of ppl.. then oso like to take care of ppl... wahaha... esp when i have to take care of my 'big kids' such as jason, wee keong, jian xing and yanxin... wahaha... overall.. camp was... smooth sailing.. wahaha..

Tues, went to Tampanies safra for dinner... then go TM shop. Saw my doraemon cup again.. really wanna buy.. but.... when i was still there thinking of buy or nt to buy... my nice bro bought it for me le... so good hor...he say he wanted me to buy sth tt is over 70 bucks de... dun mind buying me tt doraemon... tt cup cost only $7.90 lor.. so kind of bro... wahaha


Went watch movie juz nw with JX... I FOUND A HORROR MOVIE KAKI le!!! finally!! wahaha... cool lor... got ppl acc me watch horror movie le.. no need jm drag himself go liao lor.. wahaha... we watched 'Cinderella' the korean horror movie on plastic surgery de.. nt bad lah... hee

change my blog song to 183 de song.. their new album de song... though their album out for quite sometime... recently then i really go listen lor.. then fall in love with this song '为你征服全世界' .. is very nice... the melody like olden english song... nice nnice... wahaha

183club -为你征服全世界

忘了他 我说
真的不值得你难过
越忘记 从前的你快乐而且自信
就像是夜晚 你红着腮
连笑起来都是那么自然
迷人的双唇和眼神 如今却不在

就算有天他不在你身边 请你记得曾经的少年
因为那是独一无二的美 可以为你征服全世界

睡了吗 沉睡的你如此beautiful
忘了他 彻彻底底不再为他痴狂
我是这么乖 像个小孩
静静做着功课等着你的回来
你会带个糖果给我 谢谢你的爱

当你的心一点点地打开 让我还有资格去比赛
难免受伤难免有些遗憾 至少有天爱你会明白
我希望你会记在心里 你永远都是那么地美
不管对爱多失望 没忘记你是谁

don't you don't you lost my words no baby
你的背影胜过全世界 情给情的包是你的笑颜 可以为你征服全世界
把你的心一点点地打开相信 有天你一定会明白

睡了吗 沉睡的
你如此beautiful

Yesterday, went Junction 8 shopping. Mr Ben lah... ppl now is car salesman, then must wear nice nice.. can go out see ppl de.. and say need cuff links... n guess who paid? ME!!! we spent $95+ for his belt and cuff links... to think tt i only wanna pay for his cuff links... he lah... haiz.. my BROTHER!!! good rite??

Belt and Cuff Links ($95)


Cuff Links ($63+)


Belt ($31+)

Then went shopping... leather slippers got buy 2 get 1 free... so.. me, yanxin and huijing each bought a pair lor..

guess which is mine, which is tyx? hee...

Then saw a big doraemon cup... tall tall de.. with cover and spoon.. cost $9.90... but still thinking to buy anot.. haha...

Next 2 weeks will be a very bz week sia... 1st going for mentoring camp frm 15th - 17th... really looking forward.. then 22nd baking cake, 23rd meet jm, 24th go huijing chalet celebrate her bdae till 25th.. wahaha...

I'm free! free from tuition le.. wahaha.. quitted tuition center de job le.. coz very sianz.. dun wanna teach le... nw only got 2 pte tuitions.. enough le.. wahaha..

a week passed.. all the guys POP le..my life.. still the same lor.. work, sleep, work, sleep.. boss go china today.. next whole week wun be back.. then bryan (boss kid) came office these few days... then always come 'bully' me.. see!!! a 3 yr old oso bully me.. sad rite.. wahaha..

i got a surprise.. pleasant or not.. i dunno... he is back. he come find me.. as expected coz wanted sth... haiz... how shld i feel? how shld i response? haiz.. suan liao suan liao.. dun think dun care..

btw, my bro - ben starts selling cars.. 2nd hand or parallel import. Interested can contact him at 92778681 . Let him give u best service.. wahaha...

It's a long time since i last update wo. coz no mood... or shld i say lazy.. sianz lor.. coz every night come back so late le.. then watch tv, bathe.. then can prepare go sleep le. suddenly feel tt old liao.. coz by 0000 will feel damn tired.. then wanna sleep... cannot tahan till 1 or 2 le.. wahaha.. partly oso coz every night read book.. then lazy to come online.

I've quitted my tuition centre job.. so now only teaching pte tuition.. 2 nights nia.. not tt taxing le... ermm.. i mean more time to go out le.. wahaha.... nw sat n sun.. can see me at home everyday.. haha.. coz nth to do.. no one acc me out mah.. so might as well.. stay at home.. save money.. wahaha...

Have been reading chinese novels again.. then came across sth very meaningful... 《思念不只三天两夜》by 深雾
this is not novel.. is short stories... each story is a touching, sweet, yet sad de love story..and make ppl think it is closely related to reality.

“只要我还是想着你，不论是春夏秋冬，也都是四年的季节”
“当你自以为已经成功摆脱四年的时候，它已经偷偷从生活的细节中入手，慢慢，慢慢的进占你的每一天。”
“因为寂寞，所以想你。但是，我发觉，我越想你，就越寂寞。”
I love this: “到了今天，我已经不知道，我是因为寂寞而想念你，还是因为想念你而感到寂寞。”
dunno y.. when i saw tt phrase... i fall in love with it... mayb coz is closely related to me? haha.. dunno...

Was at JE tt day... a place i didnt go for a looooong time.. ever since i graduated? in fact, i didnt go the west side (including west mall, JP, JE) ever since i left SP... or mayb earlier... y... juz dun feel like going lor... mayb subconciously.. i dun wanna go there ba.. unless meeting yp they all.. i rarely go there le.. every corner there reminds me of lotsa things.. esp bukit batok and je mrt stat.

If i say i've forgotten everything... 我是在骗人，也在骗我自己吧。毕竟那是一段难忘的回忆。也许我真的忘了他的样子（说真的，他在我脑海里的样子真的很模糊了。），但那感觉仍然存在着，那温暖，让我觉得现在很冷。

好多时候，我以为其实那些是不久前发生的，仔细一想才发现已过了两、三年了。我们算是选择性的失去联络，只能在此说：“好好照顾自己”

today went sing again. this time with yp, wy, ly... hahhaa... when i say i wanna go out. my mom ask me.. 'with ur china guys again ar?? i told u how many times dun be so close with them y u dun listen?' haiz.. this is my mom...

anyway, yp facing such a big prob.. n of coz with her character. i dun think she able to tahan... haiz... poor thing rite?? cry everytime tok abt work... softer than me sia... as i say le... i nt flooder le... i learnt to be stronger... NO TEARS... whahaaha...

as for my work here.. suddenly very bz.. got alot of things to do lor... work for almost 9 mths le... very fast.. n started to hate boss.. hate the sight of my boss... wahaha... but wat to do.. he gimme salary de... so have to tolerate all his suaning... and insults... well.. i realise tt work in here... really muz be strong sia.. or else... boss say one thing jiu break down.. i think i've briken down dunno how many times le... i'm lucky to have lady boss behind me and of coz my china guys.. wahaha...

ppl are worried abt me.. coz i too close with my china guys... particularly OFM!! whahaa... yx even come ask me he got chance mah.. well.... i learnt NEVER say NEVER.. so... nobody noes wat will happen..if he got chacne... muz depends on how much he willing to sacrifice lor.. wahaha.. say as if real... he hates SG.. i dun like CN.. so quite hard lah... wahaha...

i only fa hua chi nia.. coz he is cool, funny.. he is cute and strong... he noe how to tok... and most imptly... he is someone to lean on.. when i really tired emtionally or physically.. though he dun understand wat i vexing over... ahaa.. but dun worry.. once bitten twice shy... i wun be like wat happened two yrs ago.. i will try my best nt to let history repeat itself...