A lot of things happen... till i really dunno how i shld react... i'm tired... i wanna heck care everything... but i noe i cant... i see her... my heart aches... but at one pt.. i'm very angry with her... angry y she dun wanna help herself... y cant she juz walk out of her own.. y she wanna make everyone ard her to be sad, worry, and tired???

mommy told me semms like i'm very impt to her.. n my presence make a great deal of difference... but i noe i muz be strong in front of her... but the moment i heard her voice... i already wanna break down le... so it will be worse when i see her.. i need to be strong 1st... haiz...

she told mommy that i was very fierce when i tok to her.. but did i?? ok.. i sounded firm.. coz i wanted her to get herself out of tt shit... mommy say i shld occassionally tok to her...

nw i decided to 4get everything.. my main aim and objective is to help her.. to get her out..