I drank almost 8 cups of milk tea ( UNWILLINGLY), causing me now wide awake!!! damn!

anyway, i recieved a piece of good news.. Yingxiu is getting married! and guess wat? her wedding day is on my bdae!! hahhaha... so cool rite??? BUT 1 big prob... SHLD i go anot? this is the qns...

y i dun feel like going?
1. I'm broke
2. It's my bdae! (though tyx said NO ONE will ask me out tt day!)
3. I dun wanna see him

Y i wanna go?
1. Coz she is the 1st in SP Clique to get married
2. coz i can meet up with frens i didnt meet for quite some time
3. Coz i got a dress for her wedding (hahaha yes.. i noe it she getting married tis yr.. so bought a dress durning CNY)
4. if i dun go, wy will not go, ly sure not go.. then seems not nice...

well... i was giving advice to ppl ard me when it come to matters of heart.. yet i myself am facing this prob... toopid rite?

Oh ya... another thing.. WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON IN GUYS' MINDS!?!? On the same day, i got some rxn frm two guy buddies of mine tt made me sooo damn annoyed!

1. i was at SP collecting my offer letter and stuff with tyx. then we had lunch in SP juz so happen tt it was the same place where my two buddies were having lunch. Female buddy noe i was there.. and was so excited tt came by a few times juz to make some noise.

Male buddy was no where be seen, so i decided to call him( he ALWAYS sounded excited when i was in sch). he didnt sound happy tt i was near him, nor he sounded excited... me, being me... i juz feel tt mayb he had a bad day.. and was having lunch with some big shots... so cannot sound too informal... so i juz brushed off the feeling of being 敷衍.

then he was almost near my table when he went to take some food... he didnt even bother to come by and say hi... which was sooooooo not him.. i didnt take it at heart actually.. but then when i left the place, the more i recall tt scenerio, the more disappointed i'm... so.. even a hi is a chore to him? well... suan liao lah..

2. I sms this guy buddy, he didnt reply (ok, he might be bz); then i called him ah hr later after i smsed.... (he didnt pick up, which was soooo not him. HE WOULD NEVER MISSED A CALL UNLESS HE WANNA DO IS PURPOSELY.) again, me being me, i juz think tt he left his phone on his desk, and he was somewhere else... but he didnt return call or reply sms (which he NEVER did tt to me)...

i got a strong feeling someone told him sth tt is nt true tt caused his rxn.. i cant say i noe this buddy inside out.. but i def noe hw he reacts to certain things... DAMN HIM! hw can he so nt trust his buddy, me!?!? i tot we r always partners in crime!? n i totally no image in front of him de lor... if there is possibility.. WHY THE HELL AM I NOT CARING MY IMAGE!?
toopid man! eeeeek.. 让别人有机可乘！真是个笨蛋！让人挑拨！
TYL will not be so toopid like u lah!