Have i grown up? i'm wondering.... wat do i exactly want in life? wat m i doing here? i hate growing up.. i hate all the problems i'm facing nw.. i hate everything!!



i'm 26 this yr (the whole world is reminding me) and i have no goal in life? wat do i wanna do? wat is my goal? WAT I EXACTLY WANT? y m i hovering here n there? m i leading an aimless life? do i even noe wat am i doing? do i didnt put in enough effort to look for a job? do i have to send resume to no interest, no link jobs then consider put in effort? m i staying in my comfort zone?

ppl dun wanna reply my application, ppl rej my application, ppl dun even gimme a chance to go interview... is it due to me nt trying hard enough? hw then we consider try hard enough?

y? y do we have so many things to think? as we grow older,.. there are more things for us to think ver it.. more problems for u to solve... n i hate it!!! y cant i juz lead the life i want? but then again.... wat kind of life do i want?? WAT DO I WANT!!!!?????????

argghhhhhhh.. I HATE MAKING DeCiSIONS!! esp big ones that will affect ur future!! haiz... sianz!!!!!