Wooo.... ATTENTION! THERE IS A NEW SHOP UP!!!

SIN (Shopping Is Not a SIN) is the shop name....

It has interesting things from tops to bottoms, jackets and pullovers, bags and accessories and of coz leggings...

There is more... CALLING FOR ALL MOMMIES TO BE/Frens of Mommies to be... there is a special SINmummies.... having materntiy clothings to new born rompers...

so wat u all waiting for?? Click on the link beside on the detail page... or the link at the begining of this entry..

Happy Chinese New Year!!! 2 days of new year over juz like tt... i haven enjoy enough!!! sadz.... anyway, i shall update later on my new yr holidays....

i wanna present my new room image!! hahaa...


My new letter holder....


My whole family....erm... ok, the big one is missing...


My self-made dressing table....


This is hw it look like inside...


yes, the big one has return to my bed... hahahahaa...

My life in 2009 till nw is like...ROLLER COASTER? 15 days into 2009, i've experienced happiness, sweetness, tenderness, gladness, sadness, bleakness, hopelessness, and finally numbness.... exciting rite? nt many can experience so many feelings in juz 15days into a new year leh....

1. I was stunned by ur actions, u never will do tt to me! but u did, on the 1st day into the yr. I was totally lost.... where is ur T.L.C? suddenly, u seems very far away.... (sad, disappointment)

2. I met up with u on the 2nd day into the yr... u made my day. ur innocence, honesty and ur sincere actions made me laugh and 4got tt i was actually in a foul mood... u made me dun wanna let the night end.... u sent me back even though we were near ur place... u made me smile by juz thinking of ur rxns (happy, sweet)

3. i chose the wrong time to tok to u, i made the wrong choice of insisting u to ans my qns. i'm wrong to show my concern to u at the wrong time. everything i did is juz wrong... WRONG! so if i'm so wrong and u hated me soo much... well, i'll juz SHUT THE F*** UP! tt's the exact words u said to me... it hurts... it's wrong to worry abt ur headache, it's wrong to worry abt ur chest pains.... i really wonder... mayb we r juz 2 very different ppl... i cried the whole night... but i promised myself... THIS IS THE LAST TIME! (despair)

4. I received news that OFM is leaving for good (erm,,, i heard applaud? or sigh of relief? or did someone say FINALLY?)... he tendered his resignation letter...hw did i feel when i 1st heard the news? i dunno... felt nth... (numb)

5. It's confirmed that OFM is leaving on 6th Feb. He is getting married on the 14th Feb (this, he didnt tell me... i was told by the others... some say it's better to dunno than to noe)... ppl tot i'll be too sad... all tried to come and console me... i smiled and say i dun feel anything.. but still glad to be loved by so many... (glad, touched)

6. I met up with u once more for ur bdae... u told me u got a gf... i was dumbfold... then u told me u bluff me... u only wanna make me angry... i nearly strangled u.... but u were replying her sms whole night!!! i was soooo annoyed! then we had a tok, u held me tightly and said though we can never be tgt... u will never leave me... (this is kid's tok... but still. nvm... we r gd fren zhong de gd frnes.. hahaa) u will be there for me if i needed u... ur tenderness melted me... broke down all my defences... i cried once again in ur arms... everything tt had been supressed in me ever since the start of the yr... OFM's leaving, the other person's coldness... stress and unhappiness @ work.. everything... u didnt say anything.. u sang the song to me softly, with ur warmth and sincere.. is my greatest consolation... thanks... (touched, grateful)

Here i'm numb once more... wahaha.. erm... it is late @ night.. i think i'm nt in the clear head stage liao.. juz one more update
Abott - QC (12 hr, shift work, contract) asked me for a 2nd interview, if it is successful... will start work soon.. they working out a package for me... but i will nt accept it if it cant cover the income i lost shld i give up my tuition for this job..
Went for interview in Yeo's... pray hard for them to call me for 2nd interview!! hehee

I'll be jobless after 31st Jan 2009! hahahaa...

ok... eyes damn pain liao.. shld sleep le...

My Latest Fav

江语晨 - 我太乖
From her album 晴天娃娃, she was the girl tt acted in Jay Chou's SECRET, the 'real life' girl....
She is also rumoured to be Jay's latest gf....

我太乖
作词∶陈镇川
作曲∶陈少荣 (rumored tt it is Jay's pen name, so as to minimised rumor of whole album written by him, and trying to minimise the chances of putting his n her name tgt... bt he denied... so nobody know the truth except for the ppl invloved)


手机挂满了色彩 对话却是一片灰白
线上匿称是期待 等的人却总是离开
答应他 我会乖
奖品却是在发呆
你们说的我不信 我心里都明白

关上门倒数等待 世界只为他而打开
过程或许有伤害 却仍相信苦尽甘来
我不傻 我不呆
故事总会有意外
我看得到他的好 值得我去爱

如果我太爱猜 太爱怀疑 太爱责怪
换来 谎言相待
我选择 安安静静 像个小孩
反而显得无害
别 再为我担心 我不怕摔
这是我的爱情 我的未来

是不是我太乖 看不见他的坏
可是他的眼神 偏偏想依赖
也许是我太乖 偶尔被忘了宠爱
才学会孤单的勇敢

关上门倒数等待 世界只为他而打开
过程或许有伤害 却仍相信苦尽甘来
我不傻 我不呆
故事总会有意外
我看得到他的好 值得我去爱

如果我太爱猜 太爱怀疑 太爱责怪
换来 谎言相待
我选择 安安静静 像个小孩
反而显得无害
别 再为我担心 我不怕摔
这是我的爱情 我的未来

是不是我太乖 看不见他的坏
可是他的眼神 偏偏想依赖
也许是我太乖 偶尔被忘了宠爱
才学会孤单的勇敢

是不是我太乖 看不见他的坏
可是他的眼神 偏偏想依赖
也许是我太乖 不怕被忘了宠爱

谁说 男人坏 女人才爱

A very meaningful song... like the lyrics... :P

Juz came back frm 五月天新歌飙唱会!
And IT ROX!!! Thanks to Asmine tt we got 2 tix to enjoy this wonderful, extremely high concert!

It was sooooo high thru out lor... with them singing their old songs to the new songs in the latest album, 后青春期的诗
Too bad Guan You wasnt here.. as his father in law juz passed away... so poor thing... ah xin made the whole audience to shout 'GUAN YOU JIA YOU!!!!'

Anyway, listening to MayDay live is pure enjoyment! they will make you high fun tian sia!!! so i dun mind going to watch their concert on the 29th Aug 2009, even if i'm gonna pay for it.. wahaha....
hwever, anyone who is interested to help me pay... u R VERY WELCOME!! best if u can help me n my sis pay lor.. wahahah....

I think my sis oso going for the concert.. so i nw asking anyone interested to join us? Erm... those who dunno hw to high or cant high or cant stand screaming, shouting and jumping... pls DUN join us... coz u WILL hate it!! hehee other than tt.. ALL R WELCOME!! hee...

HAPPY NEW YEAR!! It is once again a brand new year... hope that 2009 is a much much better yr for everyone....

Come to think of it... time flies... i mean... last yr at this pt of time, leaving GK had NEVER came across my mind de lor.. nw... i've resigned for almost 5 mths le...
wat do i achieve this yr? i oso dunno.. seems like i pass this yr dreaming lor...

Let's go thru it slowly:

Work: I left the company i loved yet i noe i cant stay... then nw still in search for a new job....
New Year resolution: I shall work harder to find a better job... or mayb upgrade myself... if enough $$

Studies: Was rejected by Massey Uni... quite disappointed... but well... mayb is juz fate....
New Year Resolution: Gonna consider carefully to take a FULL time food tech degree or part time mktg degree

Family: Things had nt been well... air ard the hse is wierd.. all members r nt united... haiz... but i saw improvements!! andd tt is grate!
New Year Resoultions: To stay home more and pray hard tt things go well for the family in the year 2009!

Frens: Alot of different grp of frens... yet the most understanding frens are those who nOe me 10+ yrs de... some frenships had weaken, some had strengthten.... tt's part and parcel of life... so juz accept it... i've been hurt... and hurt ppl in return... i was disappointed... yet i noe some frens are disappointed in me.. things were nt tt well during 2008
New Year Resoultions: Pray tt things go well in 2009, using the most open minded and huge heart to accept everything and anything...

Love: THIS SUCKS! haha... ok.. for this yr, my love life is in a mess... say tt i shld meet the right one here le... where???cant find... yet keep repeating hurt by the same ppl... juz being toopid and really totally have no faith in guys and in marriage... so sianz...
New Year Resolution: Enjoy my life... to hell with marriage!!! hahaa

Anything else?? hmmmm... this yr:
I shall - spend less
- sleep early
- stay at home more frequently... hhahaaa

well.. this is sth i every yr say de.. seems like nt working... hahaa

anyway, juz changed my playlist... NICE SONGS... most of the songs de lyrics r damn meaning... esp some to me... hhehee