I dun understand... when one is in love, is it that no matter wat is happening to the whole world... there is only love in his/her eyes?

i juz cant understand... haiz... i'm wondering... izzit tt i'm jealous? tt ppl have a love one to think of, so tt they can 4get the world or izzit coz i feel neglected.... it is a looong time since we last meet up... but i guess it means nth to tt person ba.... actually is i gave up organising meet ups... i mean... one or twice de rej.... i still can take it... it is like dunnO hw many time de rej... i actually quite sian liao...

wat happen to those late nights gossips? wat happen to those long hrs confessions? wat happen to those rotting hrs??? wat happen to the bitching times?

I'm juz glad tt when yt found her love.. she didnt 4get me (or shld i say i die die oso make her cant 4get me)... though i kept complaining abt her fussing over her darcy.. n fighting with darcy for her attention (tt is wat she say) and also jealous over darcy (she say de oso)... she is still there leh... we still have our rotting time (shorter of coz, with frequent calls back home to see if her darcy is in shape), we still gossips and lame each other....oh ya... n bitch ard... n of coz... she will cry with me if i cry... (provided the reason for me crying is valid, i dun think she will cry with me if i'm crying over some novels.. hahahaa)...
though the topic most of the time is revolving round darcy, when it is time for me tok, she listens (ok, if i start toking abt my crazy ideas such as meeting fei lun hai, jay chou, show luo in person, her mind will go back to her darcy...) she is still there when i'm feeling down or emo.. she will still scold me if i do anything tt is 'morally' nt correct..

juz tt mayb during some of these gossips, rotting, bitching, confessing times, u will see a crazy dog running to u, trying to snatch away the rag tt is under ur feet or trying to ambush u frm behind.. or trying to see upskirt (if u r wearing a skirt)....

though she keep comparing me with her darcy... i know she still loves me.... hahaa... n she still likes to irritate me from time to time and i like to irritate her from time to time....

hey, i like to complain abt u over loving darcy, or say things tt might upset u (i dun mean it de), I still LOVE u n DARCY de ok? still it hurts me to see tt ur once beautiful perfect hands is nw filled with scratches frm darcy teeth..... dun so violent lah...

juz hope tt when u find ur REAL love (human being).... u will nt change... i still can tok to u, irrtate u or lame u... hehee...

of coz lah... i dun expect ur LOVE (human being) will snatch the rag under my feet or ambush me frm behind or see upskirt lor... wahaha....

ok... i emo ok liao.. juzz nw was reading sth,,, then abit disappointed... so come emo abit... but when start toking abt my yt n her darcy... i guess all disappointments and upsets can be 4gotten de.... hehee....

Ok. i hate to admit... but darcy is sooooooo DEVILY CUTE!!!!

Well... ok.. i long time no update le... hee... too lazy lor... sianz... feel like sleeping... though i juz woke up at 12 noon.. hehe...

waiting for all my kakis to finish exams lor.... haiz...

actually got a chance to go JJ party de new song mini concert @ Max Pavilion this sun de.. got free tix.... but my cute and blur yp.. she 4got where she put the tix... and think she lost it.. wahahaa... so end up i no go lor... shall get yan yan to go shopping tgt again... we have been going shopping tgt recently.. hehee...
but i cannot anyhow spend lor.. no $$ le.. still going thai.. then no job somemore... I NEED A RICH BF!! wahahahaa

ok lah.. i wanna go see new Northpoint got things to see mah.. then go help my newphew to source for his new sec sch.. he got his PSLE results le.... i'm amazed tt RSS really become Raffles of the North... coz the cut off pt is 231 lor... to think 12 yrs ago was 188... faint....

*Amended* coz my ah bob nt happy i didnt mention her.. so here's the amended de...

Guess wat,... i can use comp at work!! hee.. so can come online.. coz big shots all not in... anyway, very fast lor.. almost worked here for 2 mths le... actually came to like it here lor... as for the other jobs i applied... seems like no news or rej me... (my fave job (auditor) didnt even shortlist me for interview... coz i no degree... sadz...)

anyway, tues went to meet simin n jul... long time no meet them le... come to think of it.. we have known each other for 7 yrs le (me n jul abt 10 yrs.. hahaa).... we realised tt the age of simin's little bro = the no. of yrs we know each other... haha...

simin is getting married!!! during sch dayz she told me i'll be the 1st to marry... she sure nt marry b4 me.... hahaa... well... see... u never noe wat will happen in future!! haha...

i've recieved 2 wedding invitations and 1 pending wedding invitation for these 2 mths.... scary rite? hahaa

15 Nov 2008 - Pey Huey going to get married in Msia... didnt go..
8 Dec 2008 - My dear Simin going to change her martial status from single to married... wahaha
31 Dec 2008 - Mr Erin Yap is going to have his wedding of the yr...

ppl ard me...
Cheryl is happily attached to her dear dear
Juliana is in honey moon period
Yee Pei is doing research for wedding bands and wedding packages
OFM is engaged
LCM is working hard for his wedding in 3 yrs time
HJM is going on slow n steady with his girl
Lynette is happily married with a cute daughter and 2 big girls
Huixin's r/s is still going strong and steady after 7 yrs... n getting married 2 yrs later every yr
Huizhu, the workaholic is oso attached
Rochelle is married, every weekend is occupied to accompany hubby
Irene and Jimmy is legally labelled as husband and wife
Liyun and Weekeong are walking hand in hand into the unknown future
Yanting's time is occupied with her darling Darcy and DSLR
Ivan got his 'wife' and recently juz decorated 'her' with lotsa stickers
PYH is occupied with his photography and FYP
Wenying and Yihang are rumored tgt... n Both are married to their degree course
Yanxin got a lot of ppl after her.. but all weirdos... then she is blissfully married to her MP3007, so nw she is as dumb as C-program (pls refer to her blog entry on 3rd Nov, then u will understand)

OMG! What m i doing?!?! everyone seems to have sth to be occupied with... everyone has one thing or another beside them, be it a human being, animal or a thing... me leh??? what do i have? i dun have a pet, nor a camera, nor bf nor sch work/work nor money!!!! What i have nw is a broken, hurting heart, a tired mind, 0ne antique lappy (quoted from Ben), i dun really love de hp. I M EMOING!!!!!!!

Ok.. STOP emoing! hee....
actually not tt ke lian lah... i got a very cute family who will make u cry n laugh at then same time, a bunch of wonderful frens who will be there when i need them and accept me as who i'm, and suan me till i oso dunno wat r they suaning (this is the minus pt... but seems like it is their greatest pleasure.. haiz...)...

eeeekkk... i shall stop writing le lah... if nt i cont'd emoing.... eeeeeeekkkkkk

The weekend will be over in another few hrs!! haiz..

Today went for a Vitamin C Facial @ Beautehub International. Free of charge, however, of coz they did try to psyco me to top up $88 for anOther type of facial to mend the holes on my face... well... tyl will fall for it?? haha.. i dun think so lah... quite stingy when come to this.. hehee

Thanks to IVAN! MUACKZ!!! he acc me frm wdl to raffles place, and waited for me to finish facial le.. then go back to wdl again... he is sooooo wonderful and sweet rite?? haha,.. 旧爱还是最美... haha... i shall openly confess my feelings for u, IVAN!!! I LOVE U!!! MUACKZ!!... hehee...

(u noe.. ivan will have this rxn, "eh yer... u dun be disgusting lah... go away lah...") haha...

after tt, we went to rot in CWP (as usual, it is our 2nd home).... with my all time fav rotter, yt and once a rotter, nw a bz woman, xin jie... we were at Toast Box (which was once starbucks 10 yrs ago).... I LOVE spending my sundays rotting like tt... though xinjie will say is waste of time.. coz she got A LOT of thingss to do.. but xin jie, u laughed the loudest juz nw lor.. so u did enjoy rotting!!! ahaha...

yep... we were laughing (mostly coz they were laughing at me... :(..... sadz)..and chit chatting... brought me back to 10 yrs ago... when we were sooooo young, have nth but time!! haha... 10am we'll meet in starbucks and sit till 10pm.... dunnO hw come we got sooooo much stamina.. hahaha...

10yrs later, we still have a lot of things (problems, stress, work, age, but still no money (at least is true for me lah... hahaa)).. but no time... so this is a rare chance to sit n rot whole day! (note: is rot WHOLE DAY with XINJIE, coz normally me n my all time fav rotter, sometime with ivan will rot a few hrs during the week... but is rare tt xinjie join us)

i'm amazed tt there is still so much to tok abt.. ok, sometime is coz i too entertaining... n made xin jie wanna poke my nostrils with straws and stuff my mouth with big bao... (abusing me rite?? haiz...)

oh ya... today i think i was too high with sugar... i did something tt for 12 yrs of my life... I NEVER dare to do... i got smacked a "bulldog's" buttocks... ok.. i initially wanna smack... but angle and strenght miscalculation... it became 'touching'... n as expected... was kana chased and poke by the bulldog.. wahah... n was damn funny lah.... laugh till my stomach muscles ache lah... i guess a few more times like tt hor... can tone up my tummy sia... wahaha...

after tt we went to Mos Burger and rot again... our xinjie say sit too long at one place, butt pain... so muz go walk ard 1st b4 sitting down again....

This is bliss.... I LOVE THIS SUNDAY!!! hee....