Another 12 hrs+ i'll be on my way to Bangkok, Thailand. Excited!! a break! finally! frm everything... haven been in the best of moods recently.. partly is coz of the study thingy... n of coz... i'm stuck to go or to stay... haiz.. sianz...

Asmine wanna me to relax myself and think abt to go or to stay in the comapny... alot of ppl wanna me juz relax.. come back then think again... aiyah... dunno lah.... my life seems... luan... or has it always been messy!?! i wonder....

to make matter worse... i fall out with ofm... reason being... i oso dunno.. juz tt when i need him, he is nt there or unwilling to be there... we seems drifted apart... n i still thinking wat had happen.. mayb it is his way to prevent each other frm getting hurt if 1 chose to leave? or mayb juz wanna to put a stop to this ai mei r/s??? no matter wat... i really lazy to think le...

I shall enjoy!!! hehee.. dun miss me too much!!! i'll be back!

I got rejected! It hurts! Hurts more than when a guy u like reject you straight away. i told myself there is nth to be sad.. the most try again the next time round. I still have more time to work and to REALLY save up more. but y?? y everytime someone ask me abt the outcome, my tears came bursting out.. i REALLY dun wanna cry.. i mean it is nth big anyway... it is not as if i never being rejected b4....

Mayb this time round, i've too much confidence.. mayb i'm juz want it soooo much... or mayb coz it hurts my pride n ego? i mean.. TYL being rejected by a University?! It seems like a joke... mayb i shld not look fwd to it too much... nw it's time to look for a new job.... coz i dun wanna stay in tt company anymore... though asmine still refuse to acknowledge my resignation letter.. n yes, i submitted... n stated that the last day will be 31st July 2008. i noe she would wanna ask me to stay... but i really dun want.. sick n tired of the job... so to go study is juz an excuse to get out....

i'm weak...i admit... even though i'm mentally prepared tt i might not get in.. but the news is still a blow to me... i read the letter.. a typical rejection letter.... i force back my tears... i talk to my parents normally... i chat with ivan they all... n frankly speaking... it was the conversation with xin jie n ivan stop me frm crying in front of the lappy... coz it was damn funny to cry.. haha... but when i hear jm's voice... i broke down... dunno y... then i wanna him bring me out... jm n yt acc me out... n we chatted.... n i realised... i still very dependent on them... btw, yt n jm (if ever u read it)... even though we seems like bz with our own stuff... n have different grp of ppl to hang out with.. ultimately... u r still tt person who go thru tears n laughter with... someone i noe i cannot go without in my life.. U R MINE!! wahaha... both of u... hehe.. k. tt's childish... but still... Thanks... MUACKz

n wy... if u r reading this... PLEASE dun feel bad... i told u b4 le... ok.... treasure this chance... :)

I decided to change song, someone say my blog very nosiy... anyway, this is Elva Hsiao's new album, new song.

Album: 三面夏娃 (san mian xia wa)

歌曲:之后(zhi hou)

歌手:萧亚轩(Elva Hsiao)

换季前夕的阵雨
huan ji qian xi de zhen yu
像远行前依依不舍 最后 巡礼
xiang yuan xing qian yi yi bu she zui hou xun li
没能一起看成的那部电影
mei neng yi qi kan cheng de na bu dian ying
在重播的深夜让我想起你
zai chong bo de shen ye rang wo xiang qi ni
答应自己 没有你 也要努力过下去
da ying zi ji mei you ni ye yao nu li guo xia qu

变成友谊的爱情
bian cheng you yi de ai qing
藏在心里 忘了时间 还继续 前进
cang zai xin li wang le shi jian hai ji xu qian jin
从没刻意对你的消息回避
cong mei ke yi dui ni de xiao xi hui bi
朋友还是礼貌的只字不提
peng you hai shi li mao de zhi zi bu ti
她属于你 我之后 的爱情
ta shu yu ni wo zhi hou de ai qing

我之后的你 在她的爱里
wo zhi hou de ni zai ta de ai li
真的确定 过去都已过去
zhen de que ding guo qu dou yi guo qu
你之后的我 比较爱自己
ni zhi hou de wo bi jiao ai zi ji
也决心 一个人练习
ye jue xin yi ge ren lian xi
不那么想你
bu na me xiang ni

难以解释的心情
nan yi jie shi de xin qing
下次遇见在同一条街上 也许
xia ci yu jian zai tong tiao jie shang ye xu
你已不在意介绍新的恋情
ni yi bu zai yi jie shao xin de lian qing
听你说再次见面感觉温馨
ting ni shuo zai ci jian mian gan jue wen xin
只怕你发现 还没有人 走进我生命
zhi pa ni fa xian hai mei you ren zou jin wo sheng ming

我之后的你 在她的爱里
wo zhi hou de ni zai ta de ai li
终于确定 过去都已过去
zhong yu que ding guo qu dou yo guo qu
你之后的我 比较爱自己
ni zhi hou de wo bi jiao ai zi ji
偶尔想你 也未必 是不可理喻
ou er xiang ni ye wei bi shi bu ke li yu

有些困难的事情 等时间处理
you xie ku nan de shi qing deng shi jia chu li
我渐渐听见了心里的声音
wo jian jian ting jian le xin li de sheng yin
原来真正的幸福 那么容易
yuan lai zhen zheng de xing fu na me rong yi
懂得了祝福 只要你爱得 再也不犹豫
dong de le zhu fu zhi yao ni ai de zai ye bu you yu

我之后的你 在她的爱里
wo zhi hou de ni zai ta de ai li
终于确定 过去都已过去
zhong yu que ding guo qu dou yi guo qu
你之后的我 比较爱自己
ni zhi hou de wo bi jiao ai zi ji
陪回忆写完了日记
pei hui yi xie wan le ri ji
告诉自己停止再想你
gao shu zi ji ting zhi zai xiang ni

我之后的你 终于确定
wo zhi hou de ni zhong yu que ding
过去都已过去
guo qu dou yi guo qu
你之后的我 懂得爱自己
ni zhi hou de wo dong de ai zi ji
让回忆不留痕迹
rang hui yi bu liu heng ji
我会自己停止再想你
wo hui zi ji ting zhi zai xiang ni

Finally my interview is over... personally, i feel tt it didnt go smoothly....

1. I got 2 interviewers looking at me... and those who went on the other day got only 1

2. 2 interviewers expect me to eleborate on everything, whereas the one interviewer juz wanna the general idea

3. interviewers asked me a lot of qns... and the interviewer on the other day didnt...

4. 'what is the difference between research and pdt development?' this is the qns being asked at the end of the interview...

dun ask me hw i ans.. coz i oso 4got le.. but i remember the reply

"well, there is no right or wrong for this ans, but u did have a unique ans" (this is wat is being said out loud)

What he didnt say out "wah.. weird ans, u sure u understand the qns?" (ok... it is my imagination.. but then sure got other meaning de lor...)

5. end of it... he juz tell me, 'we'll reply u shortly. good luck for ur future'

see... hw high my chances can be????? *pray hard*

I've got shortlisted into the Degree Course i've applied, and is asked to go for an interview on 19th June 2008. Yihang oso got interview... so excited.. wish me luck!!!!! hahaaa

Went Dragonfly with my boss, mr andy and audrey and kelvis. Me, yx and kelly and yt went over 1st with audrey, then andy, kelvis and vincent joined us later. IT WAS FUN! i felt like i was having my own concert. (shld see tyx when SLY sang Huo Yuan Jia, she oso like as if she is holding her own concert)...

IT WAS COOL! and i think this wun be the last time u hear me going there.. though my mom dun quite allow... so PYH, HJM... next time bring me go.. i think i can get my permit easier ba.. hahaa... btw, my sis, TYX the geek has a hidden talent! she is a cheongster in NATURE! wahahaa... nw then i realised.. AMAZING!


The four girls.....


Kelvis and the 3 little girls


Starting to go crazy


The act cute trio


5 babes!


Who is she?? does she looked drunk?

28/05/08 - a mth b4 my Thailand trip... haha ok.. i noe it is nt impt....
It was a big day for Jimmy and Irene.

They were registering for thier marriage on 28/05/08. CONGRATS! Poor Jimmy, he had been standing for 12 hrs for the past 5 days... coz of EXPO Fd Fair.. n the very next day, was his BIG DAY! hahaa...

On tt day, my 2 bosses n their wives, me, Irene's parents, n Jimmy's eldest bro and his wife were present to witness THAT MOMENT! sooo romantic... haha... took a lot of photos... n shall make a nice nice movie for them... coz i LOVE both of them.. hee.. though tt jimmy always like to quarrel with me lah! still they treat me like sis like tt... so... hw can i disappoint them? haha...



Then, i love i'm zi nian... n jimmy was complaining.. it was their big day, n i shld take photos of them... n nt myself.... but then agian... camera in my hands.. very difficult nt to take photos of myself lah.. hahaa...



They say 恋爱中的女人最美丽, so can you tell who is in love and who is not? look at my tt dark eyes... a result of nt sleeping well for the past 5 days due to Expo fd fair... Cant deny, when one is 幸福, it is written all over one's face...

I hereby wish tt Jimmy kor kor and Irene Jie jie 幸福一辈子！早生贵子！！