I'm on leave today, juz to watch the show 'The Leap Years'. Cool reason to take leave? wahaha.. I wanna sleep badly, that is y i took leave and also, my two boys are going into army liao... so decided to rot with them one last time lor.

Anyway, my 2 darlings (cheryl and YT) went to watch 'The Leap Years' and heard that they cried till dunno like wat. To be exact, Cheryl cried the most. Well.. after watching it, i only cried at the last part, i mean only teared... Sometimes i wondered, have i lose the ability to cry? I've watched a few movies that was supposingly touching, and i didnt even tear... what is happening to me? I'm no longer one who can even cry when watching idol dramas!

Maybe nw, love stories dun touch my heart anymore. What's more, i'm treating Love as a game! Love, to me, is no longer special, no longer heart warming. From frens ard me, frm my exp, i concluded tt love hurts! The more u love, the more u will be hurt. so y love?!

Of coz, i cannot be so extreme. I saw happiness.. i saw blissful couples. They are just the extremely lucky bunch of ppl who enjoyed the happiness. How many of us are THAT lucky? Well, I sincerely hope tt ALL my frens and family ard are THAT lucky. Coz i noe, i'm NOT THAT lucky.

Btw, after watching the show, makes me think, r we always waiting? A fren told me before, Life is a waiting game. Which is true.

Every morning, we waited to get the use of toilet, then wait for bus/mrt to work, wait for work to start. By lunch time, we wait for our food to be served, then wait for work to end. We'll wait for dinner served, then wait for bedtime to come. In the bank/or any govt bodies, we'll wait for our turn to get our things done. If u need any replies, we muz wait for at least 2 weeks. We are waiting all our lives.

Ppl wait for that special one to appear, wait for ppl to treasure them, wait for everything. Have anyone ever ask, y do we wait? for better life? Happier life? but what if the wait makes u lose it? juz like Li Ann and Jeremy in the movie. It took them 12 yrs to realise that they are for each other. 12 yrs, if they choose not to wait, will they nt lost tt 12 yrs of their life waiting and guessing? Instead can live happily for 12 extra yrs? or things will turn out differently? Like they will never be together if they didnt choose to wait. Chim rite? coz no one will noe the ans... and i decided not to think anymore, too taxing on my simple little brain in my head. I shall go and sleep more!!!!