I didnt realise i'm so bz till i consulted my dairy. N to my horror! CNY is next week!!!! omg!!! haiz... i still got so many things to do b4 new yr... haiz..

Have been giving tuition almost everyday frm mon- thurs... quite tired actually... but well... nvm lah....

i have a pair of sisters having tuition together.. i dun understand and cant understand hw come sisters can hate each other soooo much..

I mean i have a sister.... as attitude, as spoilt, yes... i really dun like certain aspect of her but tt doesnt mean i dun wanna see her 4eva... i WILL NOT wish tt she will disappear 4eva.. in fact i'm afraid of losing her... no matter wat.. she is still my sis wat... i love her... no matter hw sucky her attitude is... but then.. the elder told me tt she wishes tt the younger de will disappear 4eva.. and i really shock!!! n this made my teaching them together a big big chore...

i tried toking to them, but the elder de is at adolescent period... where they are most rebellious... n is damn stubborn lah.. no matter wat i say was turn to deaf ears...

i feel tt it is funny lor... here i'm trying to solve the prob between the 2 sisters... when i cant even help to solve the prob between my family members... *helpless* haiz....

damn sianz lor.. seeing my family got some prob.. yet i dunnO wat to do, then need to face 3 girls in my 4 days students which 2 are damn attitude, stubborn and 1 is damn restless during tuition... n my mom every moment is blaming me on nt going home often.. then work there, boss pressuring me to give them things tt is nt within my control and i'm quite fed up of the nagging n blaming... n frens there... I G N T S... but i'm wondering wat have i done this time? y m i getting all the attitude ppl? or i, myself getting more n more attitude??

i dun normally get angry doesnt mean i dun have temper... juz tt i HATE quarrels! so i tolerate.. no pt fighting n hurt one another... then ppl juz tot my tolerance lvl unlimited?! arrghhhh!!! WHAT's THE USE OF BEING a GOOD GUY!?!??!?!?

aiyah.. juz feeling very fed up... i oso dunno wat m i typing... kaoz... damn!