CNY holidays are over! Time flies when u r enjoying!!! toopid! gotta go back work tml, i mean today... haiz... n starting frm today, i cannot be late for work anymore! i muz do it! i can de...

1st of all, i wanna tell my beloved sis: I LOVE U!!! u've changed in ur attitude, i noe is difficult.. but u r doing well, n we can really see ur effort!! soooo cool!! u r juz my amazing sis... muackz...

ok.. back to the normal... new year is the same as previous yrs.. juz tt didnt go uncle hse and went to my colleague (simon) hse... gambled abit.. but well.. i lost quite a lot... i dun have gambling luck.. haiz... next, sent off wy to Aust... she will be studying there for a yr... then xh going back to NZ oso... everyone going off to study.. making me wonder... my decision of nt going to study... izzit rite or wrong?? haiz...

anyway, sth happened tt keeps me thinking.. thinking abt a lot of things.. n wonder hw guys mind works... i really dun understand... i starting to feel tt i dunno guys at all.. even the closest ones beside me... i'm tired of this guessing, waiting and fighting game... i'm tired...really tired....