I'm back to my lazy mode... no update for quite sometime. JX say dead again.. i say his blog oso dead lah.. wahahaa...

haiz... life haven been nice recently... i dunno how to put it.. juz feeling terrible? aiyah, dunno lah... juz tired lor... mayb i shall stay at home, n not going out... heck care everyone and be alone.... dun wanna go out.. dun feel like doing anything... dun wanna entertain anyone, dun wanna tok to anyone!

I'm lousy in toking, esp will it come to bickering. rarely, i will win anyone, this is the reason... i dun feel like toking.. watever i say, i will end up losing... being shoot back and i dunno hw to fight back... home is like tt, work is like tt... frens ard me is like tt... even ofm oso like tt... sianz lor... suan liao... dun tok lor.. gd thing is ofm noe hw to pacify me after tt....

BTW, I M NOT GOING CHINA!!!!!!!! haiz.... so wat if we r close... the time the went back china, frenship is still there... but nt anything more! please give some credits on my taste of guys. OK.. i noe tt the guys i liked or used to like are not TOP quality and not wat ppl deems as Mr. NICE GUY or watsoever... but then again... i wun joke with my future. Whatever is happening now is the for the fun of it. I like being with them.... coz they treat me the way i wished ppl ard me will... (but none done tt)... yes, i behave like a kid, so what? everyone bound to have the 'kid' in ur heart, is juz tt i'm more barve to show it up front!!! nth to be ashame of lor...

haiz.. suan liao.. i dunno wat m i toking abt... so can heck care everyhting... juz remember I NOT GOING TO CHINA!!!!