I'm back to my lazy mode... no update for quite sometime. JX say dead again.. i say his blog oso dead lah.. wahahaa...

haiz... life haven been nice recently... i dunno how to put it.. juz feeling terrible? aiyah, dunno lah... juz tired lor... mayb i shall stay at home, n not going out... heck care everyone and be alone.... dun wanna go out.. dun feel like doing anything... dun wanna entertain anyone, dun wanna tok to anyone!

I'm lousy in toking, esp will it come to bickering. rarely, i will win anyone, this is the reason... i dun feel like toking.. watever i say, i will end up losing... being shoot back and i dunno hw to fight back... home is like tt, work is like tt... frens ard me is like tt... even ofm oso like tt... sianz lor... suan liao... dun tok lor.. gd thing is ofm noe hw to pacify me after tt....

BTW, I M NOT GOING CHINA!!!!!!!! haiz.... so wat if we r close... the time the went back china, frenship is still there... but nt anything more! please give some credits on my taste of guys. OK.. i noe tt the guys i liked or used to like are not TOP quality and not wat ppl deems as Mr. NICE GUY or watsoever... but then again... i wun joke with my future. Whatever is happening now is the for the fun of it. I like being with them.... coz they treat me the way i wished ppl ard me will... (but none done tt)... yes, i behave like a kid, so what? everyone bound to have the 'kid' in ur heart, is juz tt i'm more barve to show it up front!!! nth to be ashame of lor...

haiz.. suan liao.. i dunno wat m i toking abt... so can heck care everyhting... juz remember I NOT GOING TO CHINA!!!!

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It is a day of tai tai lifestyle. It is a girls' day out with yp and wy (ly was sick today). We went AMK hub.... sometimes... it is really nice to have a girls ony outing... where we can bitch ard.. and gossips and see shuai ges.. wahaha...

well.. 1st, we had a late late lunch at New York New York... as usual.. chocolate fondue is never out of the pic. We ate and gossip and rot... then wy she wanna go O2 Skin to buy skin care pdts... so we went... and looked at the products.. of coz.. i oso bought a new nail polish color and sticker... marie.. i got butterfly for u.. but no pink de.. u come my hse see.. hehe...

then after wy spent $150+... we went shopped ard... then i suggested pedicure or ktv... yp say ktv is so common.. we everytime go.. we shall do sth different.. so pedicure... we went to the nail spa in AMK hub... it was fully booked and quite ex... so decided to forgo.. and went to shop ard amk town center.

we happened to walk past this shop, manicure and pedicure de.. newly open.. we went in.. n 2 hrs.. we were in there.. doing full pedicure service... haha.. ticklish sia.. me n yp were trying hard nt to burst out laughing...but our dear wy.. still can very relax... sit there enjoying the process.. hehe... $160 for 7 sessions.. package..


Our feet after pedicure


A closer look....

After tt, we decided to make sure it is extremely dry b4 we made our way back.. we went coffee bean, sit down and chat... then we discussed till xmas celebration.. we are planning it le!!!! hahaa...

we decided tt... we like tt come out pamper ourselves once in a blue moon is cool!!! hehehe...

Wy told me tt she is leaving to study in Aust next yr Jan... with XH in NZ, WY going to be in Aust... me leh? shld i go for further study oso?!? haiz.. even if i want oso difficult... 30k... where to get the money?!?! haiz.. when i tok to mommy abt tt.. she didnt even care... it hurt me.. i mean... i really wanna study... is juz tt i noe tt we cant afford .. so i told them is ok.. but.... suan liao lor... haiz... i shall see wat else can i do.. other than study to get my pay increase higher.... quite difficult though... SG is such a 'paper' coutry... no skill nvm.. muz got 'paper'... companies are willing to pay more to brainless idiots who got 'paper' than those who are skilled but no 'paper'.... haiz...

WHO WANNA SPONSOR ME?!??! mayb i shall get myself a rich husband... wahahaa...

My sis kept asking me... izzit true? izzit true tt she is going to attend a 'China' Wedding? Well, nw not only sh eis askng actually.... a lot of ppl are guessing rite? okok... Let me tell u.... a Wedding? is impossible... i think... as for anything other than that.. it MAY be possible... wahaha.. i say MAYBE nia...



Tt day we were toking abt leaving the company... he told me if we both leave at the same time... sure got ppl say we elope wahaha... then i told him i shall go 1st.. then when his permit expires he go off... he refused... he muz leave b4 i do... i smiled.. n tell him.. 'coz u cant live w/o me rite???' he smiled and walked away......



he asked me again if i will go send him if he really going back... i asked if i can say i dun wanna go.... he kept quiet for awhile.. then replied, 'i think it is better u dun go too.. if not...'



i immediately finished the sentence for him.....

'see me start crying le.. u dun bear to leave le, rite?'



He replied he will juz say.. 'cry ba... i go le...' :p



anyway, watever happen... it is juz for the time being... sure no future de mah.. hee... ppl can say i wasting my time... or watever... but juz...dun care.. for fun, laughter, peace n joy.. hehee

I'm crazy.. really crazy...

Love his beautiful eyes... love to see him serious at work... he is so charming at tt pt of time... love his smile... esp when tt smile is only meant for me!! and love it when he wana act cool.. yet cant help smiling.... love him when he smile, toouch my head and scold me '白痴' when i'm juz being silly... Love to see him getting jealous when i'm close with other guys... Love to see tt he try all means to protect me frm any possible harm...

tt day, i was happily toking to other ppl... n neglected him (normally he gets my 100% attention)... he walked away... n stayed in one corner... then i realised... i went up to him... n tease him of being jealous... he smiled... n pinch me on my cheeks and said... 'hw come ur skin so thick??' i juz tell him... his eyes betrayed him.. :p

i'm going hua chi again!!!! wahaha... well.... we shall create a beautiful memory... at least b4 he leave.. hee...

*serious* yp... i noe sth very impt n stressing is happening... but remember.. no matter wat.. we r always here giving u the fullest support!!! fight till the end!! anything come find me... tok to me... thrash it out to me oso can... juz dun keep everything to urself.... nt good for ur health de.... 要记得！不管怎样，我们一定会支持你！！！！！！坚持到底！！！！

Stupid lah!!! My toe pain over the weekend... then finally nt so pain le... this morning, i go kicked the toilet door... PAIN!!!!! then nvm, juz nw.. was standing in front of my colleague's table... i 4got my toe is in pain.. i go tap my foot on my shoe.. then PAIN!!!! then start bleeding again!!! *sob* *sob*... wao lao... pain!!!!!!! PAIN!!!! *WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~!!!!*

Then i used my doraemon plaster....but still pain!!!! *SOB* *SOB*!!!!

Early in the morning.... i injured myself!!!! sianz... today, alot of ppl on bus. i was up on bus, then when the bus break... my leg slide and hit the heels of the woman standing in front. n at 1st i tot normal pain lor.... then i felt sticky... i looked down... blood oozing out frm my toenail... i almost fainted on the spot!!! aloot of blood lor!!! then wanna cry liao.. but bus so many ppl.. dun dare to cry....

This is how my leg looked like.. after wiping off some blood... YUCKY!!!!!!



scary rite??? i went show off to everyone... then tt OFM.. mei niang xin... still wanna go poke it!!!! stupid man!!!! then cc n cp say hw can i be so careless.... then i go complain to cc tt ofm still wanna step on my foot.. cc say.. ofm wanna die ar.. hahaa.....

nw i feel so cold... oh no!! i shivering!!! ~~~~brrr....~~~~ jia lat!! kana infected!! oh no!!!

Your EQ is 120

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick! 51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese. 71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely. 91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that. 111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt. 131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. 150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

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I'm at work blogging again. Every morning, come work will slack till 10 sth 11 then start work... then on n off slacking.. haha.. i think if i change job.. i might not use to it sia.. coz no slacking... wahaha..

Anyway, met a supplier yesterday. She told me abt Mrs Ngann's FRIC (or FRCI or dunno lah... juz noe consist of these few letters). Mrs Ngann needs ppl to work there in SP, in the labs....with full facilities... this really make me excited leh.. feel like applying a job there... i was telling my supplier.. i shall get back all my grp members and work there.. hehe... then it will be like the good old days... stress... yet fun... hw i miss those days....

so YP!!! WY!!! LY!!! YH!!!! XH!!! hw hw?? wanna go back work there??? hehehe.. is also pdt development.. but more professional ba... well, at least in SP, no pdtn workers to complicate matters.. wahaha... but oh no.. got xiao di di!!!! those studyin in SP de... wait they too shuai!! OH NO!!! everywhere oso got complicated matters sia... wahahaha....


Btw, the WHOLE of my pdtn thinks that I'm with OFM!!! n the thing is that we didnt deny it... wahahaa... okok... Dun be crazy liao.... if we really together, think a whole lot of ppl will kill me for tt.... no... i think they all will heck care me.. n i'll be left friendless sia.. wahaha....

Mayb i shld really go off after i got my bouns next yr.. quite tired le... I'm more n more sure that I HATE QA stuff!! but recently, my boss kept sending me to ISO, HACCP, Risk mgmt courses leh... haiz..

Dream~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Dream~~~~~~~~~~~~

不该结束
演唱∶南拳妈妈 专辑∶藏宝图

窗外的雨停了天空还是灰的
因为爱情也停止了
回忆在播放着在笑容里停格
画面会永远留着

给多的是付出 少给的不算输
感情不需要胜负
我给了你全部
你还是想结束
我说你永远幸福

快乐的开始不该悲伤的结束
付出多才会了解什么是幸福
快乐的开始 祝福的结束

快乐的开始 不该悲伤的结束
走到了末路还是会留下祝福
我会牢牢记住你给的
全部的全部

窗外的雨停了天空还是灰的
因为爱情也停止了
回忆在播放着在笑容里停格
画面会永远留着

给多的是付出少给的不算输
感情不需要胜负
我给了你全部
你还是想结束 我祝你永远幸福

快乐的开始不该悲伤的结束
付出多才会了解什么是幸福
快乐的开始 祝福的结束

快乐的开始 不该悲伤的结束
走到了末路还是会留下祝福
我会牢牢记住
你给的全部喔~

快乐的开始不该悲伤的结束
付出多才会了解什么是幸福
快乐的开始祝福的结束

快乐的开始不该悲伤的结束
走到了末路还是会留下祝福
我会牢牢记住你给的
全部的全部

Personally, I like the lyrics. Very meaningful. For the sake of those who cannot understand Chinese (I mean too chim de), I'm going to translate DIRECTLY!!! but of coz not till like wat yp and yx and jx always do de... still got meaning de...

The lyrics is about ending a r/s ->
Giving less doesn't mean losing in a r/s
There is no win or lose in a r/s
I've given u everything, yet u still wanna end it
I'll give you all my best wishes

Started happily, dun end it sadly
Those who give more will then understand the meaning of HAPPINESS
Start with smiles end it with wishes

Started happily, dun end it sadly
We've walked till end,
what's left are well wishes,
I'll always remember everything u've given to me

Pardon me for the weak command of English. This is BO BIAN!!! coz got ppl complain i put everything in Chinese... n they either take a very long time to understand or dun understand... just too bad... ppl ard me eat potatoes.... INCLUDING my OWN sis!!!! *sianz*

Finally! It is alive once again!!! have been neglecting my blog... partly coz juz plain lazy to update.. wahaha..

Then when this JX... suddenly wanna start a blog... he tempted me to work on my bog once more.... so nw... with the new look, it is up again!!!!

Ok.. background song is 南拳妈妈 new song: 不该结束, very nice and has very meaningful lyrics. Enjoy!!

It is 2 am nw... n I've got work later... so it is better for me to shut up nw.... and sleep....
wahahaa!!!!

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