It's once again a long time since i last updated... a lot of things happened recently.. too much till i really cant breathe... I wanna break down soon....

1st.. expo was tiring... then immediately after tt was my audit.. tt week... i muz say.. so stress so tiring... then audit tt day... i nearly lose my temper... and actually quarrelled with FM... though we made up later.. still i felt bad.. coz i shouted at him...

after audit... tot i was really looking forward for my break to BKK.. but then.. things are normally wat we tot... sth big happened.. made me have to cancel my trip... cancel my leave.. i dun blame anyone.. coz nobody wanna it to happen.. the weekend.. was the longest weekend i ever had... i was feeling so terrible... started crying the moment somebody started to tok abt it... i dun mean to make ppl worry.. but i juz cant control my tears...

some may think i'm juz being too over reacting... well.. i'm like tt... i cry when i feel like it... those who noe me for a few mths only already noe tt i'm like tt.. so i dun see y ppl who noe me 10-20 over yrs dunno... of coz... crying cant solve anything... but it's a way for me to vent my fustrations, to let out my emotions... cant possibly tell me to put everything at heart.. i cant de lor...

i wanna thank everyone who gave me the support thru out the whole thing... my darling yt... there for me... as usual... and acc me cry... n listen to me... yh n cm... 4eva there for me.. as a support... i noe i can lean on... yp and co... i noe u all worry abt me.. n yet i didnt tell u all anything.. well... nw i really feeling better le... sorry to make u all worry... and of coz.. one most impt person... tt is xian... she is there for me... juz like last time... n this is the time when i need her support... i noe she has her own prob... she herself also need support... still.. she is brave to stand up.. n lend me all her support... really thanks dear... and of coz... all my relatives n frens who gave me n my family the support thru out the whole thing.. n thank u for believing us... and nt those stupid reports...

frm the incident.. my bro say we muz learn sth... him - think b4 act... me - to be independent and strong... i'm still learning...