It's a long time since i last updated.. hahaa. coz no mood... coz work there stress building up, tuition there work le not happy.. haiz.. life... sianz rite?

1st the mktg manager resigned... meaning her job have to divide among us.. guess wat.. i have to do all the packaging design and stuff... recently export there got prob.. say tt we did not declare milk proteins in our pdt.. so may have to recall... n tt is a whole container of goods.. omg... haiz... then now have to change the design of the various packaging AGAIN!!! AVA did not give us a good time either.. due to some they deemed as 'misleading' claims.. meaning... i have to change the content of the packaging... our packaging got lotsa languages.. so change one meaning have to change for the other languages.. haiz... dutch, french, jap, korean, german.... omg!!! i spend the past few days looking at languages i dun even understand... trying to add the ingredients in... haiz... n pdtn there wanna the packaging to be ready FAST!! or else cant go on producing.. haiz...

then tuition there... my boss damn stingy... i combined one class with mine... coz the teacher was absent.. n they still considering whether to gimme the extra class pay anot.. kaoz.. tt 2 classes... not tt easy to teach lor.. they arent angels... though both classes add together is abt 10 over students... which is normal... but 1st... i'm teaching 2 different lvls... n 2nd.. my p3 kids r not excellent students...n need my 100% attention.... the p4... they arent any good either lor... coz got slightly slower students who need attention oso mah... i ran here n there.. n trying to make teach n settle the class... almost dead lor... n now they tell me might not get tt extra class de money!!!! wat the hell!? everytime last min call me, wanna me relief this class or tt class... or tell me do all the admin job.. collecting fees for my classes there.. wanna me promote the classes.. wat the hell.. haiz.. i'm considering to quit or not... but the supervisor.... very gd leh... haiz... she fighting with me to get tt extra pay!!!! SIANZ !!!!!!!

sianz rite.. so many things happened.. need someone to be with me.. listening to me whine... gimme a hug.. telling me everything will be fine.. i can make it de... but.. well.. kao zi ji ba... depending on ppl is NO USE!!
recently realise i dun have much frens.. online nobody to tok to... yihang n yt dunno y oso... everytime msn no reply, yp not online, jm too bz... cheryl got lotsa things to do oso... tok to cm... scare if i start whining..he buay tahan... start to quarrel again.. the last thing i want is to quarrel... i'm toooo tired.... then the china guys in my work place.. can make me laugh n allow me to 4get things TEMPORARY.... but still they are still not those who can trust entirely de mah.. (not tt i discriminate.. but... haha.. ).... then online recently got jx to crap... still... oso dunno how to say lah.. coz he is like a little boy to me mah.. lame each other.. crap each other nia...

m i becoming like xian?? getting deression?? becoming a loner?! i dun want!!!! argghhhhh...