I HATE HIM!!! I HATE HIM!!!
Two weeks ago, he msg me on MSN asking me abt sth.. 2 weeks later...i msg him on MSN using the same nick, same acct same email tt i've been using for years... he come n ask me who m i?! funny rite?

He called me on fri... which was 4 days ago... telling me he is sian.. wanna tok to me... telling me he still owe me a meal and movie.. n will do it b4 he go into NS.. ask me abt a song.. ask me to send him...
4 days later... today... i decided to send him the song.. i msg him on MSN.. he come n ask me who m i... wah.. amazing rite?? is this call fren??

m i such a failure as fren? or he is a failure?? haiz...

ppl told me may be a misunderstanding.. mayb his bro using his acct... well.. i dunno n dun care... too angry le!!!!!!!!

It's quite sometime since i last updated.. wahaha... n i'm back!!!! wahahaa.. i sounded happy??? yes!!! i'm!!! coz... i had a huge huge huge crush!!! omg!!! i'm being hua chi again... but wat to do!??! wahaha.. TYL mah... hee

ok.. wat's with the crush?? actually... long time got crush on him le lah... juz recently become BIG!! haha.. who?? Fei Min lor.. who else.. my Toro look alike... he so handsome lor... wao lao.... we had become very close.. coz i eveytime go up pdtn disturb them mah..and he got my no... n occassionally sms me.. n blah blah blah.. wahhaa..

recently he got his annual leave approved and wanna go back China... for 3 weeks.. so wanna me help him to check out air tix... n try to get air tix... tt day, he waited for me outside my tuition center... he is SOOOOO HANDSOME!! more handsome than he looked at work.. when he wears the company polo tee... waahaha... he was wearing a white collared tee... n jeans.. standing outside my center smoking.. waiting for me to knock off... (he passing me his air tix money)... so cool lor (ok.. minus the smoking part).... he dun have the typical 'china man' looks lor... satisfy my xu rong xin... wahaha... my boss came out saw him.. ask me 'ur bf ar?'... how i wish i say yep.. wahhaa... ok.. DREAM ON! wahaha..
we went off... then he treat me makan at 888 de coffeeshop.. then we bicker... n tok.. hahaa...

today he poor thing lor... normal 2nd storey pdtn got 3 ppl de... today 2 MC.. only left him.. alone.. so i kept running up pei him.. i call him my Ou ye ye... (his surname is Ou).. he call me gui sun zi.. (haiz... coz i like wu gui lor..) wahaha.

Sat, went to YH hse for a swim.. hahaa... wdl go habourfront for a swim.. i think only i so stupid.. wahhaa.. but there no ppl... somemore.. even the public showers got warm water de lor.. 1st time ever after a swim i no need to have a cold shower.. wahaha.. me, yp n wy decided next next week will go his hse swim again.. then we shall try the suana... wahaha...

poor yp... ku ming yuan yang... haiz... but i see roland.. he nt bad... though sth bad muz happened or else y her sis so violently object it??? but still.. she shld tell yp wat happen.. n let yp judge tt person herself.. n nt force her mah... i believe in yp.. she noe wat she is doing.. n she is the most zi ai girl i noe... so wat's there to worry.. yp is nt a baby.. she can judge a person... she noe wat is danger.. wat is not... dun see her like nua nua like tt.. she is actually a tough n stubborn girl.. y cant juz let her have a chance to make her own choice n decision?? even if it's a wrong choice.. at least she tried... n learn sth frm it lor... yp.. 我挺你！ hahaha... we all here support u..

Today went to watch 'The Lake House' with wy and yp. It's a great movie, and very touching. This story originates from a South Korean Movie 'Il Mare'(meaning 'The Sea" in Italian) (???, siworae) starring Lee Jeong Jae, Jeon Ji-hyeon in yr 2000.

I watched the Korean version a few yrs back on TV. Not tt i noe of this show then.. i was juz too bored... was flipping channels then i came across this movie.. call it fate! haha... Story is tt the male lead and the female lead was communicating to each other thru mails. but they are in 2 different time. they are 2 years apart. the similar thing is that they satyed in the same house, using the same mailbox... the storyline are similar.. though some small little parts are ddiffernt.. cant exactly say where.. coz a few yrs back le.. but still.. my two fav shows!! hahaa....

the different between the korean and the warner bros flim is that korean show, the house is by the sea... and the english version, the hse is by the lake... both houses are beautiful, and the scenery.... left me speechless... how i wish.. i can have a hse like tt.. hahaa... oh ya.. the dogs r different oso.. wahahaa...

Keanu Reeves is HANDSOME... Lee Jeong-jae.. ok lor... Sandra Bullock is BEAUTIFUL... Jeon Ji-hyeon is also BEAUTIFUL... hahaa

Here are the pics from both the movies... say... which is better?? hahhaa


The Lake House


Il Mare


The house by the sea


The House by the Lake


The Lake house


The Sea

A new song by Van 范逸臣
His new album 不说出的温柔... got this song... Track 10.. if i'm not wrong... 算了
Nice.. i think.. lyrics oso cool.. hahaa....

作词:磐子
作曲:陈奂仁
编曲:invisible mem

天哭了 地湿了
我孤单了 人呢
该哭呢 该笑呢
还是该忘了 算了
算一算我也该醒了
不如撤一撤把心掏空吧
谁说的 谁说我该伤心呢
想一想你也该闪了
不如笑一笑通通忘掉它
算了吧 也不用等着你回答

不敢睡 不要醒
怕又痛了 夜里 都懂了
你走了怎么又乱了呢
乱了 算一算我也该醒了
不如撤一撤把心掏空吧
谁说的 分开就要心碎吗
想一想你也该闪了
不如笑一笑通通忘掉它 算了吧
就当我伤心的太傻

等到翻到简讯某一篇
才会发现 你早已经在那天
让爱情分裂

算一算我也该醒了
不如撤一撤把心掏空吧
谁说的 谁说我要伤心呢
分开就要心碎吗
想一想你也该闪了
不如笑一笑通通忘掉它 算了吧
是我伤心的太傻
也不用等着你回答

It's a long time since i last updated.. hahaa. coz no mood... coz work there stress building up, tuition there work le not happy.. haiz.. life... sianz rite?

1st the mktg manager resigned... meaning her job have to divide among us.. guess wat.. i have to do all the packaging design and stuff... recently export there got prob.. say tt we did not declare milk proteins in our pdt.. so may have to recall... n tt is a whole container of goods.. omg... haiz... then now have to change the design of the various packaging AGAIN!!! AVA did not give us a good time either.. due to some they deemed as 'misleading' claims.. meaning... i have to change the content of the packaging... our packaging got lotsa languages.. so change one meaning have to change for the other languages.. haiz... dutch, french, jap, korean, german.... omg!!! i spend the past few days looking at languages i dun even understand... trying to add the ingredients in... haiz... n pdtn there wanna the packaging to be ready FAST!! or else cant go on producing.. haiz...

then tuition there... my boss damn stingy... i combined one class with mine... coz the teacher was absent.. n they still considering whether to gimme the extra class pay anot.. kaoz.. tt 2 classes... not tt easy to teach lor.. they arent angels... though both classes add together is abt 10 over students... which is normal... but 1st... i'm teaching 2 different lvls... n 2nd.. my p3 kids r not excellent students...n need my 100% attention.... the p4... they arent any good either lor... coz got slightly slower students who need attention oso mah... i ran here n there.. n trying to make teach n settle the class... almost dead lor... n now they tell me might not get tt extra class de money!!!! wat the hell!? everytime last min call me, wanna me relief this class or tt class... or tell me do all the admin job.. collecting fees for my classes there.. wanna me promote the classes.. wat the hell.. haiz.. i'm considering to quit or not... but the supervisor.... very gd leh... haiz... she fighting with me to get tt extra pay!!!! SIANZ !!!!!!!

sianz rite.. so many things happened.. need someone to be with me.. listening to me whine... gimme a hug.. telling me everything will be fine.. i can make it de... but.. well.. kao zi ji ba... depending on ppl is NO USE!!
recently realise i dun have much frens.. online nobody to tok to... yihang n yt dunno y oso... everytime msn no reply, yp not online, jm too bz... cheryl got lotsa things to do oso... tok to cm... scare if i start whining..he buay tahan... start to quarrel again.. the last thing i want is to quarrel... i'm toooo tired.... then the china guys in my work place.. can make me laugh n allow me to 4get things TEMPORARY.... but still they are still not those who can trust entirely de mah.. (not tt i discriminate.. but... haha.. ).... then online recently got jx to crap... still... oso dunno how to say lah.. coz he is like a little boy to me mah.. lame each other.. crap each other nia...

m i becoming like xian?? getting deression?? becoming a loner?! i dun want!!!! argghhhhh...