为什么人总要等到失去了才懂得珍惜？为什么要等到某人离开了才发现他是最重要的？人都是这样吧。都不会也不知道珍惜。

Juz read a novel... story is similar.. she left.. he then realised tt he liked her all the time.. he left.. she then realised he is the most impt person... normally when some1 realised tt... is already too late... this is wat happen in the story... she fall for another person.. he then realise he liked her.... too late le.... 常常叫人一定要珍惜身边所拥有的一切，但有几个人真地做得到呢?

got someone asked abt my past relationships... i told them is very complicated.. so complicated till i too lazy to think.. so too tiring... Officially.. i got 1 r/s... but strictly speaking i got 2.. so how to define??? i oso dunno...

i got an unofficial yet hard to 4get de r/s.... the sweet times, the happy times... till nw.. i can still remember clearly.. nw.. when both of us r like strangers... i treat it as i dunno this person... but i still can remember everything... like it juz happened yesterday... his smile, his warmth, his hands, his crap, his childish behavior... i no longer expect to see this person again in my life.. but the memories... is sunk deep in my head...

i got an offical yet painful r/s... this is a typical example of timing... i've waited for so long for a response frm him.. yet wat i got back was hurt n more hurt.. finally.. i tot i got wat i longed for.. he realised my presence.. finally.. but... it came late... i was no longer waiting... i didnt realise it till much later... we tried.... end up... i cant give him wat he want.. he cant give me wat i want... but i never regretted... coz at least we tried... then i noe he is nt the one.. nw... we r still frens.. i'll never give him up as a fren... he is a great fren...

well dun even noe y i wanna write this.. juz feel like writing liao.. i wanna sleep le.... ever since start working... really very tiring lor.. cant tahan till late nights.. esp nw.. everyday bz like hell... due to the audit... haiz.....