为什么人总要等到失去了才懂得珍惜？为什么要等到某人离开了才发现他是最重要的？人都是这样吧。都不会也不知道珍惜。

Juz read a novel... story is similar.. she left.. he then realised tt he liked her all the time.. he left.. she then realised he is the most impt person... normally when some1 realised tt... is already too late... this is wat happen in the story... she fall for another person.. he then realise he liked her.... too late le.... 常常叫人一定要珍惜身边所拥有的一切，但有几个人真地做得到呢?

got someone asked abt my past relationships... i told them is very complicated.. so complicated till i too lazy to think.. so too tiring... Officially.. i got 1 r/s... but strictly speaking i got 2.. so how to define??? i oso dunno...

i got an unofficial yet hard to 4get de r/s.... the sweet times, the happy times... till nw.. i can still remember clearly.. nw.. when both of us r like strangers... i treat it as i dunno this person... but i still can remember everything... like it juz happened yesterday... his smile, his warmth, his hands, his crap, his childish behavior... i no longer expect to see this person again in my life.. but the memories... is sunk deep in my head...

i got an offical yet painful r/s... this is a typical example of timing... i've waited for so long for a response frm him.. yet wat i got back was hurt n more hurt.. finally.. i tot i got wat i longed for.. he realised my presence.. finally.. but... it came late... i was no longer waiting... i didnt realise it till much later... we tried.... end up... i cant give him wat he want.. he cant give me wat i want... but i never regretted... coz at least we tried... then i noe he is nt the one.. nw... we r still frens.. i'll never give him up as a fren... he is a great fren...

well dun even noe y i wanna write this.. juz feel like writing liao.. i wanna sleep le.... ever since start working... really very tiring lor.. cant tahan till late nights.. esp nw.. everyday bz like hell... due to the audit... haiz.....

Now is lunch time at work.. haha.. nobody in office.. except for me, ayhua and kelvis... dun feel like doing work nw lor.. abit sian...

last night was toking to xh on the phone... we r both working.. in the same position... though her comp bigger, so she got subordinates... then yp oso.. she got a job.. n guess wat...she is doing the same thing as me n xh...

Anyway, after chatting..i realise how much i.. no.. is WE missed sch days... sch days.. nt happy... dun go sch... cant wake up.. then go late lor.. 10 am class start.. 1030 then walk in.. whaha...go sch got ppl crap... got ppl lame... everyday is a new experience... coz surly got one cute chap, be it zac, yh, wj or kg... or even yp or ly or wy or xh... sure give one stunning move that can make us laugh or cry the whole day lor

Really miss the times when we y gangz work on an experiment together.. me n yh fighting... debating wat is rite.. or yp n yh being kan jiong spiders... or we 3 laming one another or laming teachers... wahahaa...

then miss the whole grp of 9 ppl.. where zac, kg, wj always suan each other.. then kg always self-destruct... then yp, zac laming... then sometime ly or xh suddenly lame ppl..tt stunt eveyone... wahaha... then if sad or nt happy or stress.. sure very fast 4get de...
haiz.. nw we all at different places... no meet everyday... miss them soooooo much.. haiz....

ok.. ppl come back liao... i better start working... wahahaa

almost one week no update le... haha.. tt chun chen still in the night shift... haiz.. sianz... then nw the only person i go crap is feimin lor.. wahahaa...

tt yp.. say how come she here cant find any shuai ge... but when i went thru the files... both of them were already here when she tt time worked here lor... hmmm.. either she dun bother to look at the guys here (coz think tt they all cannot make it.. coz she dun like..... haha) or mayb they at night shift.. so never saw them... or mayb.. she dun find them shuai... wahaha...

anyway, I M SICK!!! sianz rite? haiz... sick on a public holiday... then never mind... till nw still nt ok!!! kaoz... coughing like hell... haiz.. (though still went singing on Sun.. wahaha) JM scolded me lor.. sick till like tt still go sing.. wahaha... but wei le ktv... si dou yuan yi.. wahaha... damn blocked nose... sleep oso cannot sleep properly.. then very tired lor.. sometime how i wish got someone beside me let me whine.. wahahaa...but... haiz... suan liao.. haha

started on the idol drama Ai Qing Mo Fa Shi by 183 club de... this show yp they all long time ago already started to be crazy over it le.. i was not free mah.. so nw then start.. sure enough.. I M ADDICTED!! nw i noe... i still in love with 183... i never 4get them lor... haven bian xin... wahaha... MING DAO, SHAO WEI!!! SHUAI DAI le...

I said got 2 China guys in pdtn.. one is that fei min.. (Toro look alike) and the other is chun chen (always at warehse de).. i think alot shld noe by nw esp zac... if i starting say tt guy shuai.. n start to go crazy abt him.. i wun be very gd with him de...

so this is the case here... i only say hi n smile.. occassionally, tok to him only... nt as close as compared to chun chen... hahha... chun chen is my kaki in warehse sia.. go down there sure fight with him.. or bicker... or he bully me... so i like to go down there if i bored.. haha.. see him climb up n down like a monkey.. wahahaa...

fei min is a yr younger than me... shld be more than a yr lor... then chun chen is same yr as me... but he is a jan baby.. another capricorn.. wahahaa....

but.. haiz.. he was being transferred to night shift.. sadz lor... downstairs no one crap with me le... then this morning... he was preparing to go home le.. coz overnite shift.. i was downstairs waiting for water to boil to make acup of espresso fpr tasting.. he told me he kana sacked... i go kicked him.. then he heard me sneeze non-stop.. tell me flu muz drink ginger tea.... i faint.... then he give me tt *hehehe*smile.. (he noe i hate ginger tea lor).. i go kick him again..then he serious face tell me he is serious... wanna me go drink ginger.. or else flu got worse then jia lat... i made a face to him..he come bish me... haiz..see lah.. kaki not downstairs liao...bored to death le...

Work starting now.. but abit lazy sia.. sianz.. tired..
juz nw got war.. management VS salesman... juz coz of a joke.. haha.. haiz...
got nth to do nw actually...

haiz... drag till lunch time then can finish typing...

juz nw went downstairs crap with the workers again.. then hor... they bully de lor.. humph.. esp chun chen.. a guy who is same age as me lor... see me always knock my head... though i always go kick him lah.. wahahaa...
mommy say if i like tt crazy.. they sure nt respect me.. so wun listen to me... but i think otherwise *hopefully*.. hee...

tt day rot in cwp with wy n yp... hahaa... lame one another till dunno like wat... haha... like the feeling...girls.. next time come out more often hor.. to release all the lames tt accumulate in us at work... wahaha... at work hor.. no one appreciate the lame jokes de... hee..

feel like sleeping le... haiz.. nt eating lunch.. coz too lazy to eat... can imagine tt?! haiz.. guess wat they having today? KFC!!!! i still can say no...this is how lazy i'm.. wahaha...
sian liao...my whole office shake sia..like earthquake... coz downstairs roadworks i think...haha