So many things happen.... n was so terrible, was so hurtful, was so disappointed.

all the while, she led me ( or shld i say US) the wong way.. making me (US) hate the wrong person. the whole thing turned out to be like this.. is coz of HERSELF! she herself is only to blame!

looking at the whole thing... we seems like a fool... we always tot she is the victim... WTF! she is the player! n we r juz some stupid figurines then she played with.. to think we were so hurt when she cried... we so angry with him... come to think of it... how stupid of me tt i cant see the whole thing...

she create so much drama, so much trouble.. cause the family to have sleepless nites... cause ppl who concern abt her to run ard... to try their best to help her.. giving up their personal time... end up... all r juz shows! a show she directed! she said sorry.. she made pormises... yet.. her sorry is worthless... coz she said it.. but dun mean it... her promises... r empty... she is worse than those guys i noe... at least those guys.. sometime fulfill their promises... she leh.. NOT EVEN ONE PROMISE SHE KEPT!

She made everyone utterly disappointed in her.. giving up on her.. once she was surrounded by ppl who truly concern abt her.. but she do stuns, she gave attitudes... create dramas... nw.. every1... even me! si xin le! no use wasting time on such a person... i chose to believe her, to trust her in watever she say in watever she do... n wat she did to my trust to her? she broke it! she lied even to me! she made promises to me... n broke it! even the person who most teng her... dun even bother to tok to her anymore!

i'm hurt by u... u broke the trust i had in u... i'm disappointed... u said sorry.. but u did it again... nw u said sorry again.. how much it worth? do u noe how worried ur family were? do u noe tt night u didnt go home, ur mom didnt sleep.. not even a wink... she was out whole night OUTSIDE LOOKING FOR U!! i didnt noe u r such a 无情无义、没有心、狠心的 idiot!

how old r u now? i mayb childish.. but i sure noe how to think... ur actions... r not an adult actions.. u r behaving like my 14- 15 yr old kids! no.. i shld say my 14 - 15 yr old kids r more mature... nw how to thin better than u! so dun ever say tt i'm childish! 因为你没资格！

u r a disappointment! please! go 反省反省吧！u've disgrace urself in the public n in front him... HE, someone u deem as impt! wat wld he think of u? wah... u love him so much.. he gan dong.. n be with u? U R WRONG! he think tt u r a disgrace.. a woman i shld say a girl... with no dignity, no pride, n shameless! someone who dun even spare a tot for others! u think he'll fall for u?! FAT CHANCE!

the person i noe.. who will always put others b4 self... who was sweet, nice, caring is gone... gone le.. wat left is someone i dunno... someone none of us noe...

i dunnno when she'll read this entry... but i still write lor, hopefully she'll come across this entry... n i noe the consequence of posting this entry.. coz she may nt be the 1st to read it.. it shld be another person who might read it 1st...

i muz apologise to my best fren.. i'm sorry i didnt tell u anything.. i dun wanna u be worried, yet cant di anything.. i dun wanna u feel as helpless as me.. many times i wanna tell u.. but i cld nt bring myself to.. coz dun wanna dampen ur happy mood... dun wanna u to think too much... sorry...