Wao.. after 3 days of battling with the legislation n analysis.... TML is THE DAY!! hmmm... how confident m i? i oso dunno... coz i normally dun memorise... i always use my own words.. but then when i use my own words.. teacher like dun seems to understand my pt.. hhaa... well nvm.. juz pray hard... score on calculation part... then can liao.. hehee hmmm... i must not be late tml!!!
this sem.. i've got changes in my studying pattern... no longer go sch study everyday... oso didnt go wdl lib.. everyday rot at home.. sit in front of comp.. study... y? i oso dunno.. mayb coz nobody acc liao ba.. yr 1 sem 1 still got xin jie acc at wdl study... then yr 1 sem 2, yr 2 sem 1 i everyday go sch lib study.... yr 2 sem 2, in wdl lib n sch lib... depending on where i please... everytime always got ppl acc de.. yr 3 sem 1.. i stay at home study.. coz very tired of going sch... very sian of going wdl lib.. dun ask me y.. coz me myself oso dunno y... juz tt study at these places... i'll be extremely depress... n end up no mood study... i always took initiative to ask ppl out to study together... but then this time round.... very sian to ask ppl liao lor... so might as well stay at home.. till ppl jio me lor...
n i've no more strength to nag ppl ard me to remember to study... it's their prob anyway. y shld i be worry for them when they themselves r not worry????
change in TYL.... gd or bad.. i oso dunno.... muz wait for frens ard me to comment... i no longer spend too much time worrying for other ppl... wat for?? some ppl juz dun appreciate... y 自讨苦吃? i no longer go ask ppl if they need help... they need help, they will auto come find me de... no longer take the iniative to organise big events, to ask ppl out for a big study grp or anything like tt... coz wat the use when u dun get response? No longer silently sit there n let ppl vent their anger on me? starting to feel tt i'm not as caring/gd as b4 liao.. coz when ppl not in gd mood... i still dun allow ppl vent their fustrations.. haha.... izzit coz now i more dao? or i last time too stupid??
well... enough liao... muz go revise one more time then go sleep liao... or else sure late for tml's paper... then jia lat le....
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