The time table is out.
wooo... and it is getting nearer and nearer to my dream of getting a degree...

It is so exciting yet scary...


the 1st lect/test is BIOCHEM by TSA!!! haiz... make me wonder....biochem is my killer!! TSA is my killer lect! haven start yet, i see my 死期... hw?! hw??

TYL, u can de.. jia you jia you jia you!!!

Have been clearing my desk, re-arranging my lecture notes during poly time... and I found this - an assignment for Effective Communication Skills - Journal Practice.

My Regret

I have a very good male friend. He was always there for me when I needed him. He accompanied me when I was lonely; he listened to all my grumbles; he made me laugh when I was too stress up; coaxed me to sleep in sleepless nights; gave me a warm hug when I was helpless. I felt that I was fortunate to find someone who was so nice to me.

One day, he told me that he wanted to go and stayed over at his friend's house for overnight computer games, so he could not accompany me the day after. The first thing that came to his mind was that he wanted to join his friends as they were all staying over for a night of games. He felt that cancelling our meeting that day was not a big deal. But I lost my temper the moment he told me he was cancelling the meeting, as the first thing that flashed in my mind was that I was less important than his friends; that I was nothing to him. I shouted at him, saying that he only came to me when he needed my help and all sorts of accusations. He tried to reason with me, explained to me. However, I was too angry to think rationally. I refused to listen to him and even hanged up on him.

In the end, he stopped contacting me for a few days. Actually, he did not contact me because he knew that I was still mad and nothing he said could get into my head, so he let me cool down first before he contacted me. At that time, my mind was telling me that he really did not treat me as a special friend; I was just a normal friend to him. He did not care if I was hurt or angry. I could not control myself, so I called and scolded him for being heartless, and insensitive. I told him that I was stupid to think that I was important to him. I was very unreasonable.

He was angry, and shouted at me. He asked why I was so unreasonable. Why I was putting so much to the situation? If I was not important to him, why would he bother to be there for me whenever I needed someone? I kept quiet because I was scared as he never shouted at me before. I realised that I was too irrational; I did not cool myself down to think properly. I let my automatic thoughts rule me and caused the fight. I apologised. He told me that my words were hurtful, and I should think about his feelings too.

After that incident, we were back to normal. Too bad, I did not really learn from this mistake, similar incidents happened a few more times. We are not close anymore.

Now, I have learned that I should not let the illogical me to rule me. I should have cooled myself down, clarified things with him in a peaceful manner. I should not have accused him and should not assume things. If I had thought first before I acted, I would tell him that I was not stopping him to be with his friends. It was just that I felt hurt when he cancelled the meeting that was decided a few days ago because his friend invited him last minute. Maybe thing would not have turned so ugly.

After reading this, the 1st thing i tot... WAH, I HANDED THIS TYPE OF WORK IN?!??! OMG!

1. The English sucks (and I realised that there were a few mistakes that my tutor didnt mark me down), i'm like marking my student's work, which i would blow my top! and to think tt my tutor gave me 74%. wahaha

2. How childish can I be?! OMG!! just coz of this incident.. i can create such a big woo haa!? wah!! Amazing!

but well... these are the memories that are so close to ur heart.. wahaha.. if not for this entry... i dun think i would even remember this had happened(till now i still cant recall exactly hw this incident happened). hmmm... i muz have felt terrible at tt time ba...

this oso proved one thing.. no matter hw hurtful/painful at tt pt... u will 4get eventually.. this entry was 4-5yrs ago.. wahaha...

I noe i'm slow... it has been more than a yr since she 1st started out as a contestant in Taiwan's SuperIdol 2008 (超级偶像2008), and nw her 2nd album 《相反的我》is already out.

I knew that there is this particular singer tt had created a big woo haa throughiut the contest, however i wasnt really into it, and the only song i noe was 《黑裙子》, ending song of 《敲敲爱上你》. Ivan was the one who 1st intro this song to me, and i was attracted to her vocal (i tot it was a guy initally), but again, i didnt really research on her. only noe that she is not those girly type.

I only REALLY get noe to her when i watched 娱乐百分百(100% Entertainment) recently. She was cute, shuai, funny... wooo... then i did an intense research on her. Starting to get to noe more abt her, and followed her clips during her contest. SHE WAS SUPERB during the contest. Now i understant y she was the 人气王 and sebsequently the Champion! She cried when she tok abt her ex and dedicate a song 《黑色幽默》to the ex... she showed ppl the 'Man' side of hers, the 'gentle' side, the 'cute' side, the 'Rocker' side, the 'funny' side... she is juz someone i looking out for for a BF!! wahahaha...

Oops.. i 4got to tell you who is she...

相反的我宣传照

Name: Zhang Yun Jing (Jing)
Chinese: 张芸京(original name 张芸菁)
Nickname: 京爷、阿京
DOB: 6/9/1983
1st album - 2009 《破天荒》
《破天荒》，《黑裙子》，《让我照顾你》 are a few songs i like in the album.
2nd album - 2010 《相反的我》
currently i like《坏了》, wait till i finish listening to the whole album! wahahaha...

So, she is my latest idol! my latest obession!!! wahahahahaa

Information from Chinese Wikipedia-Zhang Yun Jing
New Album《相反的我》can get from haoting.com - Zhang Yun Jing

Woo.. bdae is over...haiz... sadz... but i've enjoyed myself sooooo much... thank you everyone who made it happened and oso those who remembered and left a msg somewhere... wahahaha...

i went to sooooo many different rest.. tasted so many different kinds of food for this bdae....

29th June - outing with my office gang - Kelvis, yan, lihua, tricia, bingxiong. and TYX (she seems to appear in most of the celebration outings... wahahahaa)

Had our dinner @ SBW Bai Mi Fen (it is nice.. go try.. close on Wed)

Then we brought our Uncle Kelvis to MOF for desserts... wahahha...

This is wat my gang get for me.... :)

8th July - start of the official celebration... Steamboat dinner @ Fat Fish Rest on top the SBW hill... Old Nelson rd with 5G1u and YT... yes.. my fave gang.. as usual... it was filled with fun and laughter... just love spending time with them... anything will taste nice... :p

9th July - Out with dinner with my cute family. We had dinner @ Pu Tian Rest in JP. Yes, the food is nice, service is nt bad. and Thank lyn for ur bdae gift. :)

TYX was busier than me. We had Seoul Garden with Harris in the afternoon, then she went to JP for Ice Cream, then had dinner with us. See... i think it is more of her bdae.... wahahahhaa... :p

This Esprit Collection watch is DAMN EXPENSIVE is from my beloved TYX and TYW... Thanks darlings.... This is an automatic watch... it is juz soooooo coool.... wahahahaa...

10th July - TYX (see.. she is the fixed Guest of most of the celebrations) and I went down Taka to take a look at the booth Lion City have selling smoothie and some GK products... then met up with Kelvis and went to have a late lunch @ Kelvis and TYX's latest fave - Geylang 田鸡粥...

then after tt we met up with HJM, Cheryl for dinner @ Tampopo at Liang Court. It is super nice.... we had our fair share of Black pig there.. wahahahaa....

Then we went chilling out @ Helipad... cool place.. but nt really high enough wo... but the company counts!!! hehehee

Then we went back home for cake cutting session... so many ppl was at my hse... my bro's frens, colleague and his daughter... so nice of them.... THANKS everyone... then HJM stayed to watch World Cup 3rd placing match (Germany won!!!!!) wooooooo

11th July (actual day) - We went for our long awaited KTV @ Clementi Party World.... cool leh... wahahaha... then yp came in with bdae cake.. actually come to think of it... we RARELY meet up each other le.. everyone so bz with everything....

anyway, after tt we attended yingxiu's wedding... our yingxiu is the 1st to get married in our poly gang!!!! she was sooooo gorgeous... wahahhaa...

That almost wrap up my bdae celebration... hahaha

Oh ya... recieved a special sms frm Simon (GK), he 自弹自唱 Happy birthday song for me... so nice of him... hehehee..

he always will send me a song sang by him.... it is juz so nice.. it is like he will noe hw i felt at tt pt of time.. 他的歌有时真的有疗伤的作用。。。 :)

Life after the offical off...

2nd day, went for my long awaited hair treatment + hair cut.... (i got a new hairstyle... and a new color.. wahahaha),
I wanted Hebe short hairstyle, but my hairstylist told me.. Hebe got professional to help her maintain, and for my character, i will not maintain it de... so she decided to give me a similar, yet easy to maintain (dun even need to comb my hair after wake up! hahahaa) style...

so half of my day is spent sitting in the saloon, highlighting my hair, then scalp treatment then cut hair.... she asked her assistant to help to hightlight my hair 1st. He is cute... if u really go observe him, he will sometime give tiny tiny expression... which made him even cuter (ok... i got soft spots for guys whose actions are cute)... anyway, initially i kept quiet and read my book (and took occassional looks at him)... but i think he was those chatty type.. he started to tok to me... i entertained him initially... slowly it became a chat..

when he washed my hair.. he was gentle... making sure i was comfortable... and water temp is ok for me.. and he didnt wet my own tee... these are juz normal service provide by any saloon... nth to ooooo and ahhhh over rite?? there are more....

I was doing my hair treatment... coz this treament they use is very cooling.. will make u feel very cold de... he told me if i feel cold muz tell him... i told him i'm ok... i was freezing cold... n i think he noticed my goosebumps.. he told me once he finished applying, he will give me an apron...
he took the apron, then blow it with the hair dryer (i tot he was blowing off the loose hair on it... but NO! he blew it, so the apron will be warm when he covered it around me!!! coz he did it twice.. the 2nd time he did the same thing with a new apron) soooooo sweet rite??

then he told me he changed a warm tea for me.
then i heard it... someone called him... guess wat is his name... he is called DESMOND! hahaha.... of all names.... anyway, he seems like a playful boy.. he will distrub his colleagues.. his smile... his gentle tone.... *meltz*

after my stylist finished cutting my hair... she went to attend to other ppl, he came n helped me brushed off the loose hair... then he went and get a piece of tissue paper for me... to brush off the loose hair on my face.... so 贴心... hahahhaa...

I'll go there more frequent for my treatments liao.. wahahahahhaa

Ok... as requested... 5g1u meeting CONFIRMED! hehehee

PS PS... it is really abit small.. hopefully this is big enough... abit blur though... :p

It is the time of the year! The year's biggest event is just round the corner! Book ur dates early... not necessary 1st come 1st serve.... wahahahaha... Please look at the dates tt are being booked currently....

I’ve found a song specially dedicated to all my frens who were being hurt in love….
It is from SHE’s new album – SHERO, 爱就对了 (Just Love)

Click here to play the song

Below are the lyrics, juz in case some of my ‘potato’ frens need help in explaining the lyrics… I will do a direct translation….my ‘england’ not tt good.. I will still try my best lah.. wahahaha

总是要流一些滚烫热泪
we always need to shed some tears
才能换来对于爱的体会
in order to understand love
你看 世界没有毁灭 心也没有碎
you see, the world is not destroyed, your heart didn’t shuttered into pieces
其他的就交给时间解决
others, just let time to settle it

你当然可以重新再爱
of coz u can love again
受过伤的更懂怎样爱与被爱
u will noe better hw to love or to be loved after being hurt
所以 别再理有他的回忆 有空再回忆
so dun care about memories with him, think abt it when u free
离开你的只有他 但是爱还在
he left u, but not the love

听我说 爱是对的
listen to me, love is right
错的是我们还没学会爱
the problem is that we haven learn all about love
就急着爱人 而爱错人
then eager to love someone, in the end loving the wrong one
可是 爱就对了 遇到下一个
but just love, when u meet the next one
爱上就爱了 痛苦或快乐 都是获得
just love, happy or misery, it is still sth for us

我当然经历过你现在的感受
of coz, I’ve been thru the feelings u r feeling nw
我想那是人必经的折磨 Yeah~
I think this is a necessary torture we need to go thru in life
也许每个人都该是某个人 成长的助手
mayb everyone is someone’s aid to grow up
受一点苦痛 帮助她成熟
abit of pain and hurt, help her to be more mature

听我说 爱是对的
listen to me, love is right
错的是我们还没学会爱
the problem is that we haven learn all about love
就急着爱人 而爱错人
then eager to love someone, in the end loving the wrong one
可是 爱就对了遇到下一个
but just love, when u meet the next one
爱上就爱了痛苦或快乐 都是获得
just love, happy or misery, it is still sth for us

别探听他的线索 别等待他会回头
no need to noe hw is he, dun wait for him to turn back
爱~ 不喜欢看人软弱 L
OVE ~ dun like to see ppl weaken
别继续把心封锁 别躲在伤心里头
dun lock up ur heart, dun bury urself in misery
爱来了别错过
dun miss out love

听我说 爱是对的
listen to me, love is right
错的是我们还没学会爱
the problem is that we haven learn all about love
就急着爱人 而爱错人
then eager to love someone, in the end loving the wrong one
可是 爱就对了 遇到下一个
but just love, when u meet the next one
爱上就爱了痛苦或快乐 都是获得
just love, happy or misery, it is still sth for us
听我说 爱是对的
listen to me, love is right
错的是别人自以为懂爱
ppl tot tt they know love, but they are wrong
才会又爱人 又伤害人
that’s why they will love the person in one hand, yet hurt that person on the other
可是 爱就对了
but just love
爱了就值得 爱这门功课
is worth it... Love, this kind of assignment
艰深但快乐 爱就对了
strong and deep but happy, just love

听我说 爱是对的
listen to me, love is right
错的是别人自以为懂爱
ppl tot tt they know love, but they are wrong
才会又爱人 又伤害人
that’s why they will love the person in one hand, yet hurt that person on the other
可是 爱就对了
but just love
爱了就值得 爱这门功课
is worth it. Love, this kind of assignment
艰深但快乐 爱就对了
strong and deep but happy, just love
爱来了就别错过
dun miss out love

Suddenly the song is not as nice after adding in the english part... quite 'chui' leh.. wahahahaha.. the chinese lyrics really meaningful... try reading it ba... :)

I went out shopping @ JP on Sat with Yan yan... she cant find a suitable pair of shoes... or shld i say she got no luck.. coz every shoes she tried.. they were either not her size, or didnt have stock.... tough luck...

yes, in the process of accompanying her... i found a pair of sandals tt i like... so i bought it.. yes.. i shld be saving $$$... but then i really need sandals.. coz i dun have any left!!! :p
then we each bought a watch..... *i need watch too, mine all spoilt*

the next day, i went Batu Pahat (i 4got hw it spelled, but i guessed most of u will noe.. ivan's fave place), then i got another 1 sandals and 1 heels (cant help it... it was cheap.. n sponsored by my parents)....

New Watch

My 3 pairs of new sandals

Then coz ate too much and too oily the day b4... my stomach was giving me trouble on mon, thus i was on MC... went to the doc, then to CWP meet yt for lunch... she changed her hp (Finally)... but i think yx was more excited than her... anyway, we were walking ard looking at diamonds.. and fall in love with some of them... erm.. yt asked me to buy for her.. in order for me to buy for her, i need ppl to buy for me 1st.. wahahaha... anyway, THE DAY is near liao... can start thinking le leh...

Both are from Citigems - Perfect Love series $158 and $398 respectively... nice nice rite?? hmmm.. i was telling everyone, i got no $$ to buy.. so look at the pics... hehe... or else now GSS leh.. i sure buy one de... i bought 2 for myself le... :X ever since i started work... :p

This is from Gold Heart Rosella, nice rite? but i 4got the price le.. i think is quite steep... wahahahaha...

Finally, this is wat TYX likes.. hahaha.. i helping her to advertise to ppl oso.. :p

SG Food Expo is finally over... This yr seem extremely tired and shag.. y? no energy, no fun, no excitment, no alcohol, no team spirit, no sales....

07, 08, 09 (09 was the peak) were so much fun and laughter and craziness... those were the days... the team spirit.. i dun think any of the vendors there could fight.... but this yr... promoters r demure... and dun dare to push nor play... so end up leaving me, tyx and kelvis who were crazy... can u imagine hw bad it was??? even kelvis and steven came out to sell!!!

Normally they were juz hanging ard inside waiting to top up stocks... or to prepare samples... this yr, they were out to sell!!! can u imagine hw bad sales were? and the new promoters totally dun have team spirit... and some of them juz cant play!!!

2009 was the peak... we can actually finish everything by 7... and packed up... while others trying to sell and earn the last few bucks... those were the days.. where salesmen and promoters tgt have the fighting spirit... where the mgmts give worker the motivation to fight on... things changed over 1 yr...

Food Expo 2008....sometimes.. we juz cant win time..

Food Expo 2009

There are changes every min and sec... so wat can we do?? juz learn to accept and adapt... life still goes on....

I drank almost 8 cups of milk tea ( UNWILLINGLY), causing me now wide awake!!! damn!

anyway, i recieved a piece of good news.. Yingxiu is getting married! and guess wat? her wedding day is on my bdae!! hahhaha... so cool rite??? BUT 1 big prob... SHLD i go anot? this is the qns...

y i dun feel like going?
1. I'm broke
2. It's my bdae! (though tyx said NO ONE will ask me out tt day!)
3. I dun wanna see him

Y i wanna go?
1. Coz she is the 1st in SP Clique to get married
2. coz i can meet up with frens i didnt meet for quite some time
3. Coz i got a dress for her wedding (hahaha yes.. i noe it she getting married tis yr.. so bought a dress durning CNY)
4. if i dun go, wy will not go, ly sure not go.. then seems not nice...

well... i was giving advice to ppl ard me when it come to matters of heart.. yet i myself am facing this prob... toopid rite?

Oh ya... another thing.. WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON IN GUYS' MINDS!?!? On the same day, i got some rxn frm two guy buddies of mine tt made me sooo damn annoyed!

1. i was at SP collecting my offer letter and stuff with tyx. then we had lunch in SP juz so happen tt it was the same place where my two buddies were having lunch. Female buddy noe i was there.. and was so excited tt came by a few times juz to make some noise.

Male buddy was no where be seen, so i decided to call him( he ALWAYS sounded excited when i was in sch). he didnt sound happy tt i was near him, nor he sounded excited... me, being me... i juz feel tt mayb he had a bad day.. and was having lunch with some big shots... so cannot sound too informal... so i juz brushed off the feeling of being 敷衍.

then he was almost near my table when he went to take some food... he didnt even bother to come by and say hi... which was sooooooo not him.. i didnt take it at heart actually.. but then when i left the place, the more i recall tt scenerio, the more disappointed i'm... so.. even a hi is a chore to him? well... suan liao lah..

2. I sms this guy buddy, he didnt reply (ok, he might be bz); then i called him ah hr later after i smsed.... (he didnt pick up, which was soooo not him. HE WOULD NEVER MISSED A CALL UNLESS HE WANNA DO IS PURPOSELY.) again, me being me, i juz think tt he left his phone on his desk, and he was somewhere else... but he didnt return call or reply sms (which he NEVER did tt to me)...

i got a strong feeling someone told him sth tt is nt true tt caused his rxn.. i cant say i noe this buddy inside out.. but i def noe hw he reacts to certain things... DAMN HIM! hw can he so nt trust his buddy, me!?!? i tot we r always partners in crime!? n i totally no image in front of him de lor... if there is possibility.. WHY THE HELL AM I NOT CARING MY IMAGE!?
toopid man! eeeeek.. 让别人有机可乘！真是个笨蛋！让人挑拨！
TYL will not be so toopid like u lah!

Found this on my Chinese Blog... this is 生命的无奈？ hahahaa,..

世界上最远的距离
不是 生与死的距离
而是 我站在你面前 你不知道我爱你
　　
世界上最远的距离
不是 我站在你面前 你不知道我爱你
而是 爱到痴迷 却不能说我爱你
　　
世界上最远的距离
不是 我不能说我爱你
而是 想你痛彻心脾 却只能深埋心底
　　
世界上最远的距离
不是 我不能说我想你
而是 彼此相爱 却不能够在一起
　　
世界上最远的距离
不是 彼此相爱 却不能够在一起
而是 明知道真爱无敌 却装作毫不在意
　　
世界上最远的距离
不是 树与树的距离
而是 同根生长的树枝 却无法在风中相依
　　
世界上最远的距离
不是 树枝无法相依
而是 相互了望的星星 却没有交汇的轨迹
　　
世界上最远的距离
不是 星星之间的轨迹
而是 纵然轨迹交汇 却在转瞬间无处寻觅
　　
世界上最远的距离
不是 瞬间便无处寻觅
而是 尚未相遇 便注定无法相聚
　　
世界上最远的距离
是鱼与飞鸟的距离
一个在天，一个却深潜海底

today went to Hotel 81 Selegi with Ivan.... (ivan say muz finish the whole sentence)... to acc him to get shirt frm a tailor... wahahahhaa...

We went to have our dinner at Victor's Kitchen.. This is actually one of my fave place for dim sum... it is REALLY nice... but coz it seems to be out of place and have not been there for quite sometime... i didnt mention it to anyone else until today.

Yes, it was LCM who brought me to this place... and i fall in love with it... the dim sum IS NICE... esp the carrot cake.. and yes.. LCM did da bao all the way back to wdl for me,... juz coz i called him and said i was hungry... hahaha.. i told ivan abt it.. come to think of it.. i was quite demanding then.. ehehehe... hahhaa.. LCM, if u r reading this.. PS lah.. for being so demanding then.... ivan told me... can see tt he is good in his own ways... but well.. hahaha... being frens is still a better choice...

Look at the food we ordered.. nice nice... of coz... the company oso plays a part....

Love toking to Ivan...with him... i can tok non-stop... he allows me to be toopid.. to dream (but he will tell me to stop dreaming), he listens to my most inner tots without condemning me... i can juz tell him everything and anything!!!! wahahahahhaa...

IVAN, LISTEN! u can change everything on u, ur looks, ur voice, ur hairstyle, ur size! but not the inner IVAN i noe... NEVER k?!?! coz i dunno who can allow me to speak so freely liao.. wahahhaa...

btw i found a happy place... it is the soft toys machines arcade @ Marina Sq.... no need to buy or play... juz walk ard... i feel happy.... (ivan say i very easily man zhu... )...

25th anniversary is finally over!!! great! today everyone is on leave... TYL is the only one working in the 1st floor office.. no pdtn today... aiyo... damn sian damn sian damn sian... toopid meeting...

Ppl say no matter what happen outside... u can always fall back onto ur family.. they are ur support... they are the only ones who dun betray u... they are the ones who always be there for u... i never doubt this sentence.. i always have a lovable, supporting family... in fact a lot of ppl envy tt i have such a family... cute daddy mommy, caring bro... lovable sis... wat more can i ask for rite?

BUT u noe... human changed... even ur flesh and blood kin changed... i was looking thru some old photos... i realised tt how happy we were last time... me n my bro were so close... i think we were buddies... even when my sis was born... she didnt break our bond... things changed as u grew up...

we no longer close... we no longer can chat... we are juz merely taking turns to speak... it is so hurtful... i was trying to care... but he doesnt care... i noe he is tired.. he need to work for long hrs... and need to take care a lot of things... but HE is the ONLY one tired??? he work for more than 12 hrs everyday... yep... it is taxing and tiring....but all he thinks tt he is tired? The stress i faced at work, when i need to go tuition straight frm work without dinner...then be stress by students' parents... and worried abt then students... when i have to work at home till wee hrs... this is not tiring.. coz to him.. i'm juz rotting on FB, going out with frens.. lazing ard.... I M ENJOYING LIFE!! while he is slogging all the way... to him, we r juz lazing and wasting our life away, while he is the only one working hard...

i can ask hw is he.... coz he will juz snap at me... i cant concern abt him... coz to him i'm juz digging and nagging and trying to get him into trouble... he seems sick.. juz asked if he is ill... mayb i can cook /made some herbal stuff for him... but wat did he say!?!?! he snap at me!!! i saw tt he anyhow spend money...i nagged at him... he ignored me... m i in the wrong?!?!

i'm here trying ways and means to save and to earn more for my studies... he juz spend his HARD EARNED money like money is juz a few pieces of paper... so i'm in the wrong..
i sensed tt sth is wrong.. i tried to ask... end up... the look on his face... i'm in the wrong again...
i shldnt ask, i shldnt care.. i shldnt do anything... i juz shut up and mind my own business..

so y shld i be sad and lost tt i have a fren who is no longer close to me.. even my own bro oso like tt liao... so i guess... it muz be sth wrong with me... i'm not a gd fren.. i'm nt a gd sis... i'm someone who cant live up to anyone's standards...

i'm hurt.. but .. i have to smile infront of everyone... i'm juz so tired....... really... who noes the stress i'm facing.. the fear... the unforseen future??? sometime i really juz wanna hide in my own shell.. never to come out..

i found a tiny note book, it was a long 4gotten notebook... reading thru it... i realised i had written some meaningful phrases when i read a chinese book. interesting.... muz share share... ehehehe

1. 爱情是一朵在悬崖绝壁边上的花，想摘取就必须要有勇气 ~ 莎士比亚

2. 信，可以挂号；爱情不可能挂号；等久了，人家就不收了。喜欢别藏在心底，一定要大胆告白

3. 不是不爱你，只是懒得说。因为除了爱你，还有更多更多的甜言蜜语，太多太多；所以放在心底，等着你慢慢发现。一举一动里都藏着我的真心，只是懒得说爱你。

4. 人总是有那么几分劣根性，得不到的东西总是最好的。再珍贵的宝贝，等到一拿到手，就被视为破铜烂铁了。

5. 选择你所爱需要成熟的智慧；爱你所选择需要建东的意志。

6. 人与人之间最远的距离不是生死，而是我在你身边你却不知道我的存在。~ 原∶张小娴but it is widely used everywhere

7. 所谓梦想这种东西，是人一辈子也放不了手的

8. 勇气并不会凭空出现，而等待或许会出现好时机，但是更多的时候，是自己创造出来的

9. 喜欢一个人，最好的结果，或许是跟对方在一起；但是在某些情况下，两个人在一起并不一定会幸福，所以他们选择退出、选择遗忘、选择回忆、选择守候。~ one of my faves

10. 记得，别随波逐流的等着幸福来找你，与其往后只剩下回忆，不如现在就拿出勇气

11. 当你发现所喜欢的人喜欢上自己的好朋友，不要退让，而是尽最大的努力试着打动他的心，然后让他做选择，这样，即使心碎，也绝不会后悔。

12. 在感情上，你所要学习的或许是如何使自己更自私的去爱；爱情一旦经过无私的退让或友情的赠与，往往就会因此变质。

13. 难过总会消失，而一定会有某些重要的东西，会永远留在你的记忆里。

14. 天堂不是个地方，它是种感觉。有人并肩牵手、互相陪伴关怀、踏实温暖的感觉

15. 遗憾像是把刀在心底割出一道伤痕；一道无法痊愈的伤痕，总在夜深人静时滴着血。那道伤痕，就叫悔恨。

16. 回忆之所以苦涩是因为思念。因为相思的苦，还有想念的涩。

17. 选择逃避或遗忘过去的伤痛，也许是最好的办法。但是只有选择面对才能成长。

18. 有些东西，即使破损得很严重，或者你认为它根本不再存在了，但这世界上，它永远是那么独一无二、无可取代。~ This is another of my fave

19. 谈恋爱就象写一篇作文，一开始，心里总有自己的架构和计划，只不过，除非动笔，不然你永远不知道，在空白的纸上等待自己的，究竟是什么过程、什么结局。

Woooo.... it has been a bz mth sia... everyday was filled with new 'surprises'.

FHA (Food Hotel Asia) 2010 is on nw tilll Fri.... @ Expo.... yep.. i juz came back frm Expo... and yep, i will be there on the last day too.. 1st day and last day... y? coz i nt pretty lor... tt's y my kelvis kor kor BEARs to let me do ALL the manual work... i got such a wonderful kor rite? wahahahaa

Ok.. Nw the updates.... I've withdrew my part time Adv. Dip. Course... wait... dun start screaming.... coz i got in!! got into Massey Uni! 2 yrs of crazy, no life, stressful (ok, exp + lect frm this course told me, the word stressful is still nt enough to describe it), no money, no nth... only reports, exams and more reports and more exams....

It is a change after 5 yrs.... m i prepared for it? i think i'm .... but u never noe...

the biggest challenge is the money.. 1st i need to save for sch fees, then having no income mthly... i cannot eat watever i like, buy watever i fancy...

yes, i'm excited... and looking fwd... this is gonna be a turning pt in my life.... i no need to wonder shld i go study EVERY YEAR when the application opens...

Soon TYL will be officially become a POOR STUDENT (穷学生), so kind-hearted souls out there.... pls make ur donations to TYL Funding Organisations... any amt oso can.. it is the tots tt count.. wahaha...

Gd bye KTVs, Gd bye Cabs, Gd bye nice food, Gd Bye late night movies, Gd Bye Chilling, Gd by shopping, Gd by overseas trip

Hello Reports, Hello Assignments, Hello exams, Hello no life.... :)

Today 6th April 2010, Ae is in SG, i took off to go meet up with him and we went Universal Studio SG @ Sentosa!

For someone whom NEVER been to any of these kinds of theme parks anywhere (Disney Land/Universal Studio/ Waner Bros etc) except for Genting Theme Park, Escape Theme Park. THIS IS COOL!!! it is a cool place, with wonderful rides and of coz beautiful place!

if not for Ae, i dun think i would have the motivation to go. The tix are so damn ex... but after going today, i DIDNT regret, and i find it WORTH!!!!

ok....1st thing 1st...

Today is a weekday, so the ticket is $66 per pax. However, due to the soft opening, DBS card has promo with them, so a discount of $6 per pax, which made our tickets $60 each. then, they gave us each a $10 cash voucher for food and $5 cash voucher for souvenirs. No minimum purchase needed. use as cash. so we no need to pay for anything when we r in there. ALL rides are inclusive

Frm Madagascar, to Far Far Away Land to Jurassic Park and Lost World to The Mummy in Ancient Eygpt to Sci-Fi City to New York City to Hollywood... It is filled with surprises... ok.. it is a pity that some rides are still not open yet, esp Battlestar Galactica™, but still is good...

The ride in Ancient Eygpt was surprisingly and amazingly good... tt we went for it twice... then oso the 4D movie, is cool.. plus the weather was ULTRA sunny today (TYX and I got a sunburn on our nose.. wahaha.), so didnt miss out much except for those tt r still closed...

i shall not spoil all the fun.... go and experience it urself!!!!

i dun understand y SP made us go ALL the way down juz to take the admission card? At 1st i tot there was a series of process to go thru, tt's y when they told me my enrolment day was on 27th Mar, 0915, i 认命.. i cant avoid it.. i have towake up early.

but due to some circumstances, i was only back home at 4am on sat morning. hahaha... ok, i'm NOT blaming anyone.... this is really NOT intentional... things juz happen... wahahaha... it sounds wrong.. time flies when u enjoyed the company... nvm.. anyway back to reaching home at 4am, i only got to sleep at 5am. i woke up at 8am, and went out fast, hoping to reach at 9.15am.

I was slightly late, i went into the enrolment center, saw a familar guy. I knew is him... but then... i went ahead with my enrolment without calling out. i went over to hand in my letter of offer, then went to a counter, where the person asked me to filled up a survey form and she gave me my admission card and told me that, that's the end of the enrolment, i can check my time table one week before the term starts. i blur... tt's the end? and they made me all the way down juz to get tt card??? y cant they juz sent to me?? aiyo... i was suppose to meet yan and lh @ 12noon, but i was already free by 9.30am!!!!!

i went out... walked ard wondering where shld i go to rot my time away till it is time to meet them. (they were either slping or finishing some work, so cant come out early). i walked back to the station, once again i saw the familar figure walking otwards the car park... he got into a car and drove off...

suddenly, i was wondering... hw long we have not contacted each other? he got his driving licence during this period? he told me he didnt wanna learn driving. he say motorcycle was more practical... wooooo... things changed... well... it doesnt concern me anyway... hahahaha

anyway, i rot my time away in LJS in clementi. when it was almost time, i realised tt there was no longer any shuttle bus to ikea frm clementi, so we changed then meetin place to Queenstown.

we 3 girls, went to ikea then anchor pt then queensway shopping center even though ALL of us didnt get much sleep the previous night. but we ddint stay out too night.. so by evening, we went back home le.. and guess wat... our uncle called me at 9pm, asking if we r still otuside.... uncle said he is an owl, out only at night... but the truth is... uncle dun wanna go otu with us in the day!!! :p

Tt's my dreamy Sat... time to slp... WEEKENDS FLY!!