Wooo.... ATTENTION! THERE IS A NEW SHOP UP!!!

SIN (Shopping Is Not a SIN) is the shop name....

It has interesting things from tops to bottoms, jackets and pullovers, bags and accessories and of coz leggings...

There is more... CALLING FOR ALL MOMMIES TO BE/Frens of Mommies to be... there is a special SINmummies.... having materntiy clothings to new born rompers...

so wat u all waiting for?? Click on the link beside on the detail page... or the link at the begining of this entry..

Happy Chinese New Year!!! 2 days of new year over juz like tt... i haven enjoy enough!!! sadz.... anyway, i shall update later on my new yr holidays....

i wanna present my new room image!! hahaa...


My new letter holder....


My whole family....erm... ok, the big one is missing...


My self-made dressing table....


This is hw it look like inside...


yes, the big one has return to my bed... hahahahaa...

My life in 2009 till nw is like...ROLLER COASTER? 15 days into 2009, i've experienced happiness, sweetness, tenderness, gladness, sadness, bleakness, hopelessness, and finally numbness.... exciting rite? nt many can experience so many feelings in juz 15days into a new year leh....

1. I was stunned by ur actions, u never will do tt to me! but u did, on the 1st day into the yr. I was totally lost.... where is ur T.L.C? suddenly, u seems very far away.... (sad, disappointment)

2. I met up with u on the 2nd day into the yr... u made my day. ur innocence, honesty and ur sincere actions made me laugh and 4got tt i was actually in a foul mood... u made me dun wanna let the night end.... u sent me back even though we were near ur place... u made me smile by juz thinking of ur rxns (happy, sweet)

3. i chose the wrong time to tok to u, i made the wrong choice of insisting u to ans my qns. i'm wrong to show my concern to u at the wrong time. everything i did is juz wrong... WRONG! so if i'm so wrong and u hated me soo much... well, i'll juz SHUT THE F*** UP! tt's the exact words u said to me... it hurts... it's wrong to worry abt ur headache, it's wrong to worry abt ur chest pains.... i really wonder... mayb we r juz 2 very different ppl... i cried the whole night... but i promised myself... THIS IS THE LAST TIME! (despair)

4. I received news that OFM is leaving for good (erm,,, i heard applaud? or sigh of relief? or did someone say FINALLY?)... he tendered his resignation letter...hw did i feel when i 1st heard the news? i dunno... felt nth... (numb)

5. It's confirmed that OFM is leaving on 6th Feb. He is getting married on the 14th Feb (this, he didnt tell me... i was told by the others... some say it's better to dunno than to noe)... ppl tot i'll be too sad... all tried to come and console me... i smiled and say i dun feel anything.. but still glad to be loved by so many... (glad, touched)

6. I met up with u once more for ur bdae... u told me u got a gf... i was dumbfold... then u told me u bluff me... u only wanna make me angry... i nearly strangled u.... but u were replying her sms whole night!!! i was soooo annoyed! then we had a tok, u held me tightly and said though we can never be tgt... u will never leave me... (this is kid's tok... but still. nvm... we r gd fren zhong de gd frnes.. hahaa) u will be there for me if i needed u... ur tenderness melted me... broke down all my defences... i cried once again in ur arms... everything tt had been supressed in me ever since the start of the yr... OFM's leaving, the other person's coldness... stress and unhappiness @ work.. everything... u didnt say anything.. u sang the song to me softly, with ur warmth and sincere.. is my greatest consolation... thanks... (touched, grateful)

Here i'm numb once more... wahaha.. erm... it is late @ night.. i think i'm nt in the clear head stage liao.. juz one more update
Abott - QC (12 hr, shift work, contract) asked me for a 2nd interview, if it is successful... will start work soon.. they working out a package for me... but i will nt accept it if it cant cover the income i lost shld i give up my tuition for this job..
Went for interview in Yeo's... pray hard for them to call me for 2nd interview!! hehee

I'll be jobless after 31st Jan 2009! hahahaa...

ok... eyes damn pain liao.. shld sleep le...

My Latest Fav

江语晨 - 我太乖
From her album 晴天娃娃, she was the girl tt acted in Jay Chou's SECRET, the 'real life' girl....
She is also rumoured to be Jay's latest gf....

我太乖
作词∶陈镇川
作曲∶陈少荣 (rumored tt it is Jay's pen name, so as to minimised rumor of whole album written by him, and trying to minimise the chances of putting his n her name tgt... bt he denied... so nobody know the truth except for the ppl invloved)


手机挂满了色彩 对话却是一片灰白
线上匿称是期待 等的人却总是离开
答应他 我会乖
奖品却是在发呆
你们说的我不信 我心里都明白

关上门倒数等待 世界只为他而打开
过程或许有伤害 却仍相信苦尽甘来
我不傻 我不呆
故事总会有意外
我看得到他的好 值得我去爱

如果我太爱猜 太爱怀疑 太爱责怪
换来 谎言相待
我选择 安安静静 像个小孩
反而显得无害
别 再为我担心 我不怕摔
这是我的爱情 我的未来

是不是我太乖 看不见他的坏
可是他的眼神 偏偏想依赖
也许是我太乖 偶尔被忘了宠爱
才学会孤单的勇敢

关上门倒数等待 世界只为他而打开
过程或许有伤害 却仍相信苦尽甘来
我不傻 我不呆
故事总会有意外
我看得到他的好 值得我去爱

如果我太爱猜 太爱怀疑 太爱责怪
换来 谎言相待
我选择 安安静静 像个小孩
反而显得无害
别 再为我担心 我不怕摔
这是我的爱情 我的未来

是不是我太乖 看不见他的坏
可是他的眼神 偏偏想依赖
也许是我太乖 偶尔被忘了宠爱
才学会孤单的勇敢

是不是我太乖 看不见他的坏
可是他的眼神 偏偏想依赖
也许是我太乖 不怕被忘了宠爱

谁说 男人坏 女人才爱

A very meaningful song... like the lyrics... :P

Juz came back frm 五月天新歌飙唱会!
And IT ROX!!! Thanks to Asmine tt we got 2 tix to enjoy this wonderful, extremely high concert!

It was sooooo high thru out lor... with them singing their old songs to the new songs in the latest album, 后青春期的诗
Too bad Guan You wasnt here.. as his father in law juz passed away... so poor thing... ah xin made the whole audience to shout 'GUAN YOU JIA YOU!!!!'

Anyway, listening to MayDay live is pure enjoyment! they will make you high fun tian sia!!! so i dun mind going to watch their concert on the 29th Aug 2009, even if i'm gonna pay for it.. wahaha....
hwever, anyone who is interested to help me pay... u R VERY WELCOME!! best if u can help me n my sis pay lor.. wahahah....

I think my sis oso going for the concert.. so i nw asking anyone interested to join us? Erm... those who dunno hw to high or cant high or cant stand screaming, shouting and jumping... pls DUN join us... coz u WILL hate it!! hehee other than tt.. ALL R WELCOME!! hee...

HAPPY NEW YEAR!! It is once again a brand new year... hope that 2009 is a much much better yr for everyone....

Come to think of it... time flies... i mean... last yr at this pt of time, leaving GK had NEVER came across my mind de lor.. nw... i've resigned for almost 5 mths le...
wat do i achieve this yr? i oso dunno.. seems like i pass this yr dreaming lor...

Let's go thru it slowly:

Work: I left the company i loved yet i noe i cant stay... then nw still in search for a new job....
New Year resolution: I shall work harder to find a better job... or mayb upgrade myself... if enough $$

Studies: Was rejected by Massey Uni... quite disappointed... but well... mayb is juz fate....
New Year Resolution: Gonna consider carefully to take a FULL time food tech degree or part time mktg degree

Family: Things had nt been well... air ard the hse is wierd.. all members r nt united... haiz... but i saw improvements!! andd tt is grate!
New Year Resoultions: To stay home more and pray hard tt things go well for the family in the year 2009!

Frens: Alot of different grp of frens... yet the most understanding frens are those who nOe me 10+ yrs de... some frenships had weaken, some had strengthten.... tt's part and parcel of life... so juz accept it... i've been hurt... and hurt ppl in return... i was disappointed... yet i noe some frens are disappointed in me.. things were nt tt well during 2008
New Year Resoultions: Pray tt things go well in 2009, using the most open minded and huge heart to accept everything and anything...

Love: THIS SUCKS! haha... ok.. for this yr, my love life is in a mess... say tt i shld meet the right one here le... where???cant find... yet keep repeating hurt by the same ppl... juz being toopid and really totally have no faith in guys and in marriage... so sianz...
New Year Resolution: Enjoy my life... to hell with marriage!!! hahaa

Anything else?? hmmmm... this yr:
I shall - spend less
- sleep early
- stay at home more frequently... hhahaaa

well.. this is sth i every yr say de.. seems like nt working... hahaa

anyway, juz changed my playlist... NICE SONGS... most of the songs de lyrics r damn meaning... esp some to me... hhehee

Woo.. Xmas is over... new yr is coming.... had an enjoyable during xmas....

24th Dec - 25th Dec
Went over to GK for lunch with my ex-colleagues cum current frens... as usual... there will be non-stop laughter de lor... miss the days when we went crazy in office... hahaa..

Then after that, JX, Harris, Jason and I went over to Furama Riverfront to meet up with YP, WY, YH. We had a crazy time in the room and had a game of Spongebob Monopoly in the room. in tag teams, (TYL + NYP), (Jason + CJX) and (OYH + LWY).... Harris slept... Then WK and LY joined us.... After that XH joined in...

We had our pizza dinner and pillow fights (i'm victimised!!!!) then of coz Zachary appeared!!! hahaha... Chat with him for awhile... then they started the game of twister... Harris didnt play due to aching arms... as for me.... getting sick on the eve of xmas... hehee... runny nose... due to lack of sleep.. hehee... (interesting photos r in facebook)

at the strike of 12... we gave a toast! and of coz exchanged of presents!!! hahaha.... COOL!!!!
at 3am... most of us concuss le... but all didnt really sleep alot lah... but kept rotting...

then abt 1sth or 2... i went over to big aunt's hse for xmas party... ah mei jie jie they all r back for this festive seasons.... my two boys r sooo tall now... and cute!!!! and handsome!! hahahaa... the hse nw filled with 4 boys!! can u image the noise level... tyx cannot tahan lor... she say headache.. mommy say she is lousy with kids.. hehee

26th Dec
Official Off day in office... but we still went back to work... to clear some stuff then go back home... after tt i went to do sth to my hair... hahaa... nw is a different hairstyle... hehee... though nt my fav hair style... but still... haha.. it is different!! hehee...

27th Dec
spent the day with mr hjm... the BZ man... went for dim sum brunch and then movie AUSTRALIA!!! Damn Long show lor.. abt 2hrs 45mins... actually frm my pt of view... it is not a bad show... it is quite nice and touching... it touched me lah... and has a fair bit of humor..

The at midnight... went out with my 'rotters', WYT and Ivan... went orchard for a midnight coffee. Gave Ivan the hamster.. n he went crazy with it... juz like Jx went crazy with hamster like tt... hahahaa

28th Dec..
Slept till 2pm... coz too much actions recently... then went to SBW Park for BBQ... My family had a BBQ over there to celerate one of my ang mo boy's bdae... hehee...

Now in office... no govt... so blog lor... hhehee... i only need to work for 2 and a half days this week... COOL!!! ROX!

OK... i'm back frm BKK... had a great time... n No.. BKK Was not AT ALL dangerous... and yes, i saw my sunflowers and yes, catch up with my frens, and yes... got my leather sandals... and wat else?? wait till photos are uploaded b4 i say more abt my trip ba.... coz i wanna emo again!!!

I'm juz tired of my life? It's my life! y shld i go ard pleasing everyone?? i'm juz plain tired of explaining and thinking of solution!

i'm tired of treating ppl good, yet being told off...'dun treat me so good. i'm nt used to it'

i'm damn irritated when u need me, u call me, tok to me, ask me out... n when u dun need my help... *blink* u disappear... or better still... tell me tt u r nt free for the whole mth... i'm juz plain tired tt i have to take the initiative to call u or wat!!

i'm tired of entertaining frens whom i tot i understand well... end up... they tot tt i'm juz being mean and biased!! so be it! i'm mean and biased and i dun give a damn to hw ppl feel!!!

wat's the use of being sensitive? i always tot i got high EQ and always tot tt i can understand ppl de feeling and the situation they are in... but... end up.. i was labelled as i hurt ppl!! ya, i admit, i'm shelfish at times, and can be unreasonable... but who will not?! human beings have flaws... no one is PERFECT!!!

actually i dun quite like going out in big grps... i think 4 ppl is the maximum when going out.. anything more is a crowd... n will be divided into smaller grps de... so wat's the pt of going out tgt? and the more ppl, the more opinion and more ideas, more problem... then end up... an outing will become an unhappy event..

sianz leh...mayb i shall be AS one day....

Wah.. it seems like a long time since i last blogged!! I'm juz too lazy to blog...

Anyway, wat's going on with my life?? nth!! i'm going to BKK soon... (provided nth happen in these few days)....

5th of dec - the day u dragged most! CP went back to China. His leaving marks the ending of the grp? CP have been the pillar of the grp... nw the pillar is no longer here... i think we will juz scatter ard esp with tt OFM (who dun even bother abt anything) and ah du (who juz like being alone)... haiz... so wat if me n yan r organising outings??? sianz...

CP told me nt to send him off... coz he dun wanna the tears he had kept for 10 over yrs to come out... but still i went... n yep... he cried.. but nt if front of me.... he hugged us le... n went in.. n yan told me he was crying in there.. i nearly wanna laugh lor... coz i successfully made him tear!!! , haha.. ok lah... not me lah... i think he bu she de yan yan more... wahaha... ok... i oso forcing myself nt to tear... yan yan no tear mah.. so of coz i cannot tear... i noe yan yan is miserable... but i think she is much stronger than me... amazing!! admire her!!!

yan, if really need someone to tok... tyl is here de... :)

yesterday, i recieved a sms tt made me smile the whole day.... i told him i'm leaving for BKK on thurs... he replied 'be careful hor, take care'.... yep... maybe he juz replied as a form of courtsey... but still.. i feel warm... :)

I dun understand... when one is in love, is it that no matter wat is happening to the whole world... there is only love in his/her eyes?

i juz cant understand... haiz... i'm wondering... izzit tt i'm jealous? tt ppl have a love one to think of, so tt they can 4get the world or izzit coz i feel neglected.... it is a looong time since we last meet up... but i guess it means nth to tt person ba.... actually is i gave up organising meet ups... i mean... one or twice de rej.... i still can take it... it is like dunnO hw many time de rej... i actually quite sian liao...

wat happen to those late nights gossips? wat happen to those long hrs confessions? wat happen to those rotting hrs??? wat happen to the bitching times?

I'm juz glad tt when yt found her love.. she didnt 4get me (or shld i say i die die oso make her cant 4get me)... though i kept complaining abt her fussing over her darcy.. n fighting with darcy for her attention (tt is wat she say) and also jealous over darcy (she say de oso)... she is still there leh... we still have our rotting time (shorter of coz, with frequent calls back home to see if her darcy is in shape), we still gossips and lame each other....oh ya... n bitch ard... n of coz... she will cry with me if i cry... (provided the reason for me crying is valid, i dun think she will cry with me if i'm crying over some novels.. hahahaa)...
though the topic most of the time is revolving round darcy, when it is time for me tok, she listens (ok, if i start toking abt my crazy ideas such as meeting fei lun hai, jay chou, show luo in person, her mind will go back to her darcy...) she is still there when i'm feeling down or emo.. she will still scold me if i do anything tt is 'morally' nt correct..

juz tt mayb during some of these gossips, rotting, bitching, confessing times, u will see a crazy dog running to u, trying to snatch away the rag tt is under ur feet or trying to ambush u frm behind.. or trying to see upskirt (if u r wearing a skirt)....

though she keep comparing me with her darcy... i know she still loves me.... hahaa... n she still likes to irritate me from time to time and i like to irritate her from time to time....

hey, i like to complain abt u over loving darcy, or say things tt might upset u (i dun mean it de), I still LOVE u n DARCY de ok? still it hurts me to see tt ur once beautiful perfect hands is nw filled with scratches frm darcy teeth..... dun so violent lah...

juz hope tt when u find ur REAL love (human being).... u will nt change... i still can tok to u, irrtate u or lame u... hehee...

of coz lah... i dun expect ur LOVE (human being) will snatch the rag under my feet or ambush me frm behind or see upskirt lor... wahaha....

ok... i emo ok liao.. juzz nw was reading sth,,, then abit disappointed... so come emo abit... but when start toking abt my yt n her darcy... i guess all disappointments and upsets can be 4gotten de.... hehee....

Ok. i hate to admit... but darcy is sooooooo DEVILY CUTE!!!!

Well... ok.. i long time no update le... hee... too lazy lor... sianz... feel like sleeping... though i juz woke up at 12 noon.. hehe...

waiting for all my kakis to finish exams lor.... haiz...

actually got a chance to go JJ party de new song mini concert @ Max Pavilion this sun de.. got free tix.... but my cute and blur yp.. she 4got where she put the tix... and think she lost it.. wahahaa... so end up i no go lor... shall get yan yan to go shopping tgt again... we have been going shopping tgt recently.. hehee...
but i cannot anyhow spend lor.. no $$ le.. still going thai.. then no job somemore... I NEED A RICH BF!! wahahahaa

ok lah.. i wanna go see new Northpoint got things to see mah.. then go help my newphew to source for his new sec sch.. he got his PSLE results le.... i'm amazed tt RSS really become Raffles of the North... coz the cut off pt is 231 lor... to think 12 yrs ago was 188... faint....

*Amended* coz my ah bob nt happy i didnt mention her.. so here's the amended de...

Guess wat,... i can use comp at work!! hee.. so can come online.. coz big shots all not in... anyway, very fast lor.. almost worked here for 2 mths le... actually came to like it here lor... as for the other jobs i applied... seems like no news or rej me... (my fave job (auditor) didnt even shortlist me for interview... coz i no degree... sadz...)

anyway, tues went to meet simin n jul... long time no meet them le... come to think of it.. we have known each other for 7 yrs le (me n jul abt 10 yrs.. hahaa).... we realised tt the age of simin's little bro = the no. of yrs we know each other... haha...

simin is getting married!!! during sch dayz she told me i'll be the 1st to marry... she sure nt marry b4 me.... hahaa... well... see... u never noe wat will happen in future!! haha...

i've recieved 2 wedding invitations and 1 pending wedding invitation for these 2 mths.... scary rite? hahaa

15 Nov 2008 - Pey Huey going to get married in Msia... didnt go..
8 Dec 2008 - My dear Simin going to change her martial status from single to married... wahaha
31 Dec 2008 - Mr Erin Yap is going to have his wedding of the yr...

ppl ard me...
Cheryl is happily attached to her dear dear
Juliana is in honey moon period
Yee Pei is doing research for wedding bands and wedding packages
OFM is engaged
LCM is working hard for his wedding in 3 yrs time
HJM is going on slow n steady with his girl
Lynette is happily married with a cute daughter and 2 big girls
Huixin's r/s is still going strong and steady after 7 yrs... n getting married 2 yrs later every yr
Huizhu, the workaholic is oso attached
Rochelle is married, every weekend is occupied to accompany hubby
Irene and Jimmy is legally labelled as husband and wife
Liyun and Weekeong are walking hand in hand into the unknown future
Yanting's time is occupied with her darling Darcy and DSLR
Ivan got his 'wife' and recently juz decorated 'her' with lotsa stickers
PYH is occupied with his photography and FYP
Wenying and Yihang are rumored tgt... n Both are married to their degree course
Yanxin got a lot of ppl after her.. but all weirdos... then she is blissfully married to her MP3007, so nw she is as dumb as C-program (pls refer to her blog entry on 3rd Nov, then u will understand)

OMG! What m i doing?!?! everyone seems to have sth to be occupied with... everyone has one thing or another beside them, be it a human being, animal or a thing... me leh??? what do i have? i dun have a pet, nor a camera, nor bf nor sch work/work nor money!!!! What i have nw is a broken, hurting heart, a tired mind, 0ne antique lappy (quoted from Ben), i dun really love de hp. I M EMOING!!!!!!!

Ok.. STOP emoing! hee....
actually not tt ke lian lah... i got a very cute family who will make u cry n laugh at then same time, a bunch of wonderful frens who will be there when i need them and accept me as who i'm, and suan me till i oso dunno wat r they suaning (this is the minus pt... but seems like it is their greatest pleasure.. haiz...)...

eeeekkk... i shall stop writing le lah... if nt i cont'd emoing.... eeeeeeekkkkkk

The weekend will be over in another few hrs!! haiz..

Today went for a Vitamin C Facial @ Beautehub International. Free of charge, however, of coz they did try to psyco me to top up $88 for anOther type of facial to mend the holes on my face... well... tyl will fall for it?? haha.. i dun think so lah... quite stingy when come to this.. hehee

Thanks to IVAN! MUACKZ!!! he acc me frm wdl to raffles place, and waited for me to finish facial le.. then go back to wdl again... he is sooooo wonderful and sweet rite?? haha,.. 旧爱还是最美... haha... i shall openly confess my feelings for u, IVAN!!! I LOVE U!!! MUACKZ!!... hehee...

(u noe.. ivan will have this rxn, "eh yer... u dun be disgusting lah... go away lah...") haha...

after tt, we went to rot in CWP (as usual, it is our 2nd home).... with my all time fav rotter, yt and once a rotter, nw a bz woman, xin jie... we were at Toast Box (which was once starbucks 10 yrs ago).... I LOVE spending my sundays rotting like tt... though xinjie will say is waste of time.. coz she got A LOT of thingss to do.. but xin jie, u laughed the loudest juz nw lor.. so u did enjoy rotting!!! ahaha...

yep... we were laughing (mostly coz they were laughing at me... :(..... sadz)..and chit chatting... brought me back to 10 yrs ago... when we were sooooo young, have nth but time!! haha... 10am we'll meet in starbucks and sit till 10pm.... dunnO hw come we got sooooo much stamina.. hahaha...

10yrs later, we still have a lot of things (problems, stress, work, age, but still no money (at least is true for me lah... hahaa)).. but no time... so this is a rare chance to sit n rot whole day! (note: is rot WHOLE DAY with XINJIE, coz normally me n my all time fav rotter, sometime with ivan will rot a few hrs during the week... but is rare tt xinjie join us)

i'm amazed tt there is still so much to tok abt.. ok, sometime is coz i too entertaining... n made xin jie wanna poke my nostrils with straws and stuff my mouth with big bao... (abusing me rite?? haiz...)

oh ya... today i think i was too high with sugar... i did something tt for 12 yrs of my life... I NEVER dare to do... i got smacked a "bulldog's" buttocks... ok.. i initially wanna smack... but angle and strenght miscalculation... it became 'touching'... n as expected... was kana chased and poke by the bulldog.. wahah... n was damn funny lah.... laugh till my stomach muscles ache lah... i guess a few more times like tt hor... can tone up my tummy sia... wahaha...

after tt we went to Mos Burger and rot again... our xinjie say sit too long at one place, butt pain... so muz go walk ard 1st b4 sitting down again....

This is bliss.... I LOVE THIS SUNDAY!!! hee....

I've changed my blog songs again!! hee... this time round are all my latest fav songs... includes new album of JJ Lin, Mayday, Jay Chou.

I would like to specially intro a song in my playlist - 明天以后 by 林峰 (tt Handsome HK actor) and Vincy (泳儿).

Some interesting facts abt Vincy: She was one of the top 24 Constestants of Project Superstar season 1 (same batch as Kelly, Derrick). She was 陈家欣 then. After she was eliminated from Project Superstar, she went back to HK and continue her singing career with a changed of a name to 泳儿. Since then she was the hot fav singer in HK....

Back to this song... Take note of the lyrics (i like the song is coz of the lyrics... so as long as the lyrics are meaningful... i like... it is a good song)... it is sooooooo close to our life....
You met a guy/girl, became very gd frens... n start to depend on him/her. everytime u r down, u noe tt he/she will be there. He/She understands u FULLy and you understand him/her. At times, you will feel tt he/she is more impt than ur own gf/bf... u have the feelings and no matter hw close u all are.... u just nOe that u cant be tgt... coz u dun wish to hurt him/her n both of u nOe very well tt LOVE HURTS! so u all choose to be frens (closer than ur gf/bf tt kind)....
When u see tt he/she is with someone else... u smile and give them ur blessing.....

Haiz... so 无奈, yet it is happening everywhere... it is sooo closely related to me... seems like all my possible r/s, all turn out to be like tt... shld i be happy or not?????

Well.... enough of emo-ing.... enjoy the song... read the lyrics... (erm.. i'm quite lazy to type the han yu pin ying.. coz a lot... those who chinese nt fantastic de.. next time i sing for u k? haha)

林峰&泳儿 - 明天以后（国）
曲/词：伍仲衡/冯颖琪
改编词：姜忆萱

泳:在你的记忆里面有一个我
在你最痛苦的时候陪你度过
难过过了 天晴朗了 我就走

林: 你拯救我的寂寞 我的痛我的梦
在你的面前 我不必保留
还来不及对你说 迟到的我的心动

泳:你的好 你的坏

林: 我的脾气你最懂

泳:我不要你心疼我（林: 我不要你离开我）

合:明天的以后我们会懂 失恋的挫折让人变更成熟
泳:我对你 感觉胜过爱情
林: 因为有你 给我勇气给我用不完的运气
林: 其实也想好好爱你 泳:只怕到最后不小心 让你伤心 （林: 我不怕会伤心）

合: 对不起 我对你 再好再亲密都不能在一起
林: 最后看你在别人怀里
泳:有天我会找到我的唯一（林: 我并不是你的唯一）

合: 还微笑祝福你

林: 你拯救我的寂寞 我的痛我的梦
在你的面前 我不必保留

泳:我从来没对你说 压抑的 我的心动

林: 我的好 我的坏 我的脾气你最懂

泳:我不要你来心疼我

合:明天的以后我们会懂 失恋的挫折让人变更成熟
泳:我对你 感觉胜过爱情
林: 因为有你 给我勇气给我用不完的运气
林: 其实也想好好爱你
泳:只怕到最后不小心 让你伤心 （林: 我不怕会伤心）

合: 对不起 我对你 再好再亲密都不能在一起
林: 最后看你在别人怀里
泳:有天我会找到我的唯一（林: 我并不是你的唯一）
合: 还微笑祝福你

泳:爱情总让人折磨
林: 所以我们才选择
合: 做比情人更好的朋友

泳:我对你 感觉胜过爱情
林: 因为有你 给我勇气给我用不完的运气
林: 其实也想好好爱你
泳:只怕到最后不小心 让你伤心 （林: 我不怕会伤心）

合: 对不起 我对你 再好再亲密都不能在一起
林: 最后看你在别人怀里
泳:有天我会找到我的唯一（林: 我并不是你的唯一）
合: 还微笑祝福你

WOOO!!!! I'm juz back from Singapore Hits Award 2008. Thanks to Ivan... (ivan... MUACKZ... hehee) then i got a chance to attend this event... n saw some of my fav stars!!!! COOL!

As for the results... pls go to Ivan's blog to see.. i too lazy to say... but juz to comment... some ppl juz dun deserve the awards!!!! dun understand y he can get so many award... appearance wise - he is nt as cute as yoga, singing skills - he is nt as good as jam, talent - he is no where as compare with JAY!!! y can he beat all of them to get so many awards?!?! heard tt his attiude is nt good oso lor... a newbie still so zhuai... yucks!! anyway, suan liao...

anyway, MAYDAY ROX!!! hearing them sing live is really SHIOK!! i think their concert sure very high de... guess i dun mind paying to go see their concert lor!!!

As i say, Yoga is CUTE!! he is blur till cute lah... he got tt blur blur look.. then like little boy boy... hee.. ok... i got soft spot of cute little boys (Note: is CUTE LITTLE boys)... hahaa.... Jade Liu Li Yang is cool... her vocal is powerful... and hearing her sing live oso damn nice... hehe....

Da Zui Ba (大嘴巴) is oso cool!! Aisa damn sexy lor... i think cheryl will love their performance.. hehee....

I did take photos.. but i dun think they are nice enough to be posted up... hahaa... n i'm quite lazy now.. hehe...

u noe... i always see yt posting entries on BLISS IS.... i shall do tt oso... hehe...

Bliss is....

1) when you rot with 2 of ur frens... with ur fav food (CHOCOLATE) and coffee... and tok abt anything and everything in the world... and laugh

2) when you noe you always have someone there for u to rot with, to cry with and to laugh with... even though he/sh seems to be occupied with some other things... like a new pet dog...

3) when you are sitting at the back of the car... leaning in between the 2 front seats.. even u r nt toking... u noe tt u r nt alone...

4) sleeping in the car beside the driver u noe u can depend on... u always noe tt he will be extremely careful... though he hates it when i sleep.. n will try to wake me up... hehee

5) when u noe no matter hw un-glam u are... hw un-demure u r or hw ugly u are... there are still ppl who likes u for who u r...

i think tt's all for nw.. when i think of anything else i will juz add.. hehee...

Farewell is inevitable (from Ivan's Blog) make me wanting to post this....

I noe tt one of these fine days... my PRC frens will leave me... i mean, this is nt their hometown wat... so of coz, eventually they will go back home... haiz.... i juz cant handle goodbyes....

CP told me he is resigning and going back in Dec... this was a BIG surprise... he was only planning to go back got a visit in Dec.. hw come become resigning? haiz.. then i realised.. he was somehow being 'forced' to resign.... reason: boss dun like him...

the company is like tt de.. once boss dun like one person.. dun ever think of staying there for long... no matter hw capable u r... oso no use... MOREOVER, NEVER talk back... if u talk back.. u oso kana black listed... haiz... n CP was just all above 2 pts mentioned...

He wanted to go back for 3 weeks and prepared to come back on 10th Jan to celebrate bdae with yan... planned so well liao... last min come tell me he is resigning... both me n yan were stunned... n sad... but we noe it is best for him to resign... boss didnt wanna approve his leave... told him tt either he dun go back or he resign... tt leave him with no choice wat!?!? everyone is entitled to go back for a social visit after 1st 2 yrs... he worked nearly 3 yrs le.. didnt even go back.. nw he wanna go back... nt wrong wat...

say wat scare he nt coming back... gonna run away!? come on lah... everyone is working for a living... who is toopid enough to run away?! somemore we had sooooo much plans after he come back... hw wld running away comes into his mind????? then oso his sis and dad r here... he still run away for wat?!??! like tt.. he cant come back to SG.. isnt tt toopid?! eeeeeeek!!!

really dun understand wat bosses r thinking... the reason y i cant be a boss.. mayb is coz i dun have a mind like them ba... haiz...

this is dunnO hw many person being 'forced' to resign le... haiz... who will be next??!

sianz... i think nw i shall spend more time with my CP ge ge... coz once he go back... there wun be many chances to meet up le... mayb 3 yrs down the rd.. we will 4get each other??? haiz... 1st WD started the ball rolling... then CP.. who is next.. my grp is breaking up le... sadz....:'(

Tuesday morning (14/10), she smsed me

"Go buy Zao Bao, I'm on newspaper"

The 1st few things came into my mind were
"Wat the hell!? Wat did she do?
Had she done sth stupid, (like pouring water into her ears juz to get the water tt was already stuck in her ear out) and was candid shot?
Had she beaten her neighbours up?
Had she gone to the monkey god tree (under her blk) juz to pray to get a bf?
OR WORSE,
she got caught murdering the guys out there using her voice????? "

To make matter worse, she refused to tell me wat was it abt... made me wonder the whole day...
So after work... i managed to get the 2nd last set of Zao Bao from Clementi Newspaper Kiosk. Zao Bao = Morning paper... I bought it in the evening...so i'm consider lucky!!
I cant wait to find the article abt her... so even on the squeezy train... i oso used the smallest movement possible to flip thru the pages!!! and

WALA!!!
BOOM! That's the article on her!


It is on the Overseas Uni with SG POLY collabrate to give a degree course... and in this case is on our food tech course with SP and Massey U (NZ). She was the one who quitted her Aust degree course after 1 sem juz to come back and study this. HAHA... read the article urself.. for those who dunno hw to read Chinese... erm... nvm lah.. nth impt anyway... juz look at the pic can liao....

Juz in case some still cant recognise HER! she is nOne other than our BELOVED WENYING.... AH YI!! wahahaah.... ok lah... she is prettier, swetter, chio-er (if there is such a word)...but stull as slow, as lame, as weird... hahaa.. guys interested in meeting her, pls contact me... i'll be her manager... i can arrange appt with her for u.. however, plse send in ur latest photo for screening... and also pls bear in mind.. SHE IS EXTREMELY BUSY... with her sch work... ahaha... advance booking is required.... as for autograph... juz send it to me... i'll help u get it!!

I got back my phone!! Finally! though my phone wasnt my LOVE... i kinda of missed it when it was in hospital over the past weekend!!

went for an interview on wed... i took half day leave.. then it was still early, i went to rot at Bugis! and.. and... and .... 1st time ever TYL went into TCC ALONE and had a nice cup of coffee and a book! Actually quite relax and enjoyable... starting to like the feeling of being ALONE??? though still feels tt ppl r giving me weird looks... haha.... Once a fren told me, a book is single women's best fren.... so wherever i go.. i will have a book with me... come to think of it.. yt darling oso rite? hahaa...

Wanna tell Yt abt me rotting in TCC alone when i saw her de... but guess i was too excited abt sth else so i 4got... haha...

Went for interview at KFC (headquaters) in Kallang,,, far rite?? haha... anyway, is Pizzahut R&D dept hiring... and i told them i'm interested in the QA position... meaning i gotta be on call anytime the resturants are opened and also doing audits in the resturants... haha...
if not doing audits, the official working hrs are 0900-1800...KALLANG!!! hahaha.... we'll see how.. mayb they dun want me?

On the side note... i LOVE taking the bus 183 frm The Galen @ sci park 3 @ ard 1715... coz the bus driver is SHUAI!!! he looks young... and is on my fave number 183!! hehee... Ok... i'm juz being lame and crazy.... and hua chi.... hehe.. time to sleep.. too tired....

I've changed my blog songs again!!! SHE's new album! 我的电台 FM SHE!
Is cool lah.... SHE Rox! so wat if got ppl commented tt the album is nth much... not exciting... ??? haha... S.H.E is juz cool lah... hee...

Oh yeah... btw regarding the previous post.... it is on OFM!!! nt anyone else... haha.... dun misunderstand wo.... coz it will cost my life....

I've tok to OFM le... n settled le... yep... we r still frens! always be frens...

haiz.. seems like i always a gd fren....
'U r always my best fren' said guy A
'U r my most impt fren' said guy B
'U r my best female fren!' said guy C
'U r my closest fren.. i dun wanna lose u,' said guy D.....

See! so many yrs... wat i always heard is this (regardless in which language)... so i can conclude.. no matter wat i do.. i can only be a gd fren! i'm juz a gd fren material... haiz... ok lah... suan liao lor... i shall be a FREN to all lor... haiz.. no... i shld be happy... hahaa...

Ok... i'm crazy le... coz too sleepy le... time to sleep....

Hey ppl, here's the announcement...

IT IS OVER! EVERYTHING IS OVER! have been torturing myself for the past few days! damn moody... it doesnt help with the big event on sat and some kind soul who actually acted angry for 3 whole days!!!!

I've made up my mind! time for me to face the reality... it still hurts.. but i will survive! who is he anyway?! rite? there isnt any ending in the 1st place... wat's there to be 可惜？He said he dun wanna hurt me.... he told me he wanna me be his gd fren 4eva, he told me i'm his only Female good fren! Can i juz say they are all BULLS***! haha...

he expect me to give him my blessing.... juz coz he treat me as his gd fren!!! have he ever consider hw i feel? i'm a HUMAN BEING! i got feelings... i have the right to be angry, sad or happy... so wat if i dun like tt girl?! i've to smile and say 'ok.. good...'... IT IS SOOOOO FAKE LAH!

However, i dun wish to see tt we cant even be frens... coz he is a great guy (as a fren) so.... well... i'll get my directions right... hehee... wait n see lor... hahaa.. (erm... i hear groans?? relax....hehee)

Oh yea... and one more thing! dun say i like PRC k?? juz happen tt he is prc doesnt mean tt i like prc... and of coz... juz coz i got prc frens... doesnt mean i will be crazy over prc guys lor.... it is juz pure coincidence tt he is one!..

ok... if u see me in one of the moods... it is a passing phase... i will get over de... I WILL SURVIVE!

erm... Erin, shwuyann... thanks a lot... thanks a million, thanks a zillion... really... dun worry.... u will get ur tyl back in no time.... :)