It is a long time since my last post. Too bz.. or shld i juz say i'm juz pure lazy to post it. Now i'm in office, refusing to start work. It is raining heavily outside, so i cant go out to my 2nd floor pdtn... n i've sore throat and coughing badly. Feel so weak....

Anyway, life have been exciting i guess. every weekend is filled with programmes. Juz came back from chalet last week with YP and Co. plus my 2 boys, WK and JX, my poly boys and LY frens. Well, it wasnt that bad. But frankly speaking, if not for tt 2 boys, i guess that whole night muz be quite tense? wierd? but anyway, with JX and WK ard.. never a dull moment. Unless JX is his attitude mode or sleepy mode and WK in his sleepy mode.

before the chalet, went to watch 2 movies. Harry Potter and Secrets.
Harry Potter - YP, WY and TYL
Secret - Jimmy, YT and YL.

Harry Potter, as usual is a very exciting show yet sad... i cant wait for the next to come out. this is the only fantasy show i'm addicted. wahaha...
Secret is a very nice show. Very romantic... the twist is so unexpected. YX told me it is quite absurd, coz she cant see the beauty in it. Jay is sooo talented!!

Let me intro the new guy in my life.. wahahaa... Jimmy - a salesperson from Lion City. A guy who is 9 yrs older than me.. n he is a person who everyday will come suan me, then we will argue everyday. Argue till like tt lor.. i now label him as DA HUAI DAN!!! so he always bully ppl. Well, dun read too much into it... coz he is NOT interested in me, and NEITHER am i. He is interested in somebody else (though i still have doubts and i dun really trust salesman.. haha)...

Well.. boss is here.. time to go back work liao.. SIANZ!!!!

It is quite some time since i last update. Well, very fast, my bdae is over. my company family is over.. FUN, FUN and FUN have stop for the mth. Time to get down to serious work.

my bdae celebration stretched for the whole week starting from 07/07/07 to 14/07/07. Well, a big thank you to everyone who remembers my bdae. Be it a sms or a celebration.... i'm very happy le.

07/07/07 - Jason finally can book out, so we meet up and have dinner at Fish & Co, The Glass House. The whole grp of us - JX, Harris, WK, YX, YT, YL, Jason.

10/07/07 - JX, Harris, WK, Cheryl and YX planned a surprise bdae for me at home. and my 3 boys (JX, Harris and WK) each gave me a cute doraemon. SO CUTE!!!! Please go to my mulitply page and see... i lazy to upload it here. wahaha.. I heard tt this bdae party is planned by my darling YT de, but she got dance tt day... cant make it. still muz thank her.. *big hugz* and i noe JX planned till very pek chek oso... but he still got tt heart to plan... oso * big hugz* hehe...

11/07/07 - recieved a lot of sms, the one tt surprise me the most is from JM. His bdae wish came from far far away Russia. I MISS JM!!!! and if jm is in front of me, i will give him a big big hug.. wahaha.. then in the evening met Cheryl, YT and xian for dinner at The Hot Pot in Suntec. It is a steamboat buffet dinner, though is not cheap, the food there is not bad.

12/07/07 - Dinner @ Heeren Sakae Sushi with 5G1U. A long time since the whole grp had met up. That day, the whole grp is present. and i realised tt, with tt grp, i'm the ONLY ONE who is till SINGLE and very much AVAILABLE!!!!! WAH!!!! shld i be stress?? wahaha.. suan liao... i too lazy le.. hehe...

14/07/07 - Dinner @ IMM AjiTei with my china clique. I forced them to eat Jap and enjoy the green tea ice cream with me!!! hehehe.. and OFM say he owe me a bdae present, but he dunno wat to buy for me, so he decided to treat me to eat my fav - sakae sushi (he dun like sushi, so it is a big sacrifice... wahahaa.... )

The only clique i didnt meet this time is YP, LY, WY& XH... and my guys... with XH in NZ... the rest of us r bz (r we? or is it me only??) still... YP! WY! LY!!!! APPEAR!!!!

then from 20 - 22/07/07 is Gold Kili Family Day 2007 @ NSRCC. Had lotsa fun!!! 1st realised tt my salesman can sing REAL well.. really enjoy singing with them!!! Then spent the night with OFM, CP and CC... wahaha.. drink a lot (as usual.. drinking is a tradition in this company.. haha) dun worry, i was not drunk tt night.. so nth happen... hehe...

Anyway, would like to intro SHE new song. It is the last song in their latest 'PLAY' album. Lyrics and music is written by SHE themselves. Lyrics by Selina, Music by Ella. It is not the zhu da, and it is not tt attract attention type of song. but when i heard this song, i feel tt it is sooo close to my heart. It is a song abt frenship between girls... being so close tt dunno wat can we label each other as... reminds me of TYL and WYT.. yes, we have our difference, we have our disagreement, yet we laugh together, cry together.. ( n yes we really CRY!!! though at the end of the day, we wonder wat we r crying for)... wahaha... we care for each other... n giving each other support whenever we need (though i think she is the one who is giving me the support, coz i too dependent?) juz to tell yt.. THANK YOU for being there for me for 10 yrs!!! you r more than juz fren nia... u r my LAO PO!!! wahaha.. btw, the title of the song is LAO PO!!! hee...

作词:任家萱(selina) 作曲:陈嘉桦(ella)

从昨天到今天 还有明天
感谢老天 让你们陪在我身边

爱的心痛的心 等待的心
因为有你们的拥抱
我很放心

当初见面的不安 彼此的探索
也许有些茫然迷惑
朝夕相处才发现这世界中
没有人比你们更懂我

朋友姐妹都已不够来形容
我们的默契骄傲 扶持与包容

老婆 老婆 我们一起打勾勾
请记得约定的旅程到永久

STUPID!! WAT THE HELL!!!! KAOZ!!!! wao lao!!!!!!! i dunno wat to say liao... i'm fustrated!!!! stupid idiot!!!

1st ppl keep spreading rumors tt fm got himself a new gf... then though he didnt admit.. he oso didnt deny.. but woman instinct tell me... he got one... well.. fine.. i didnt expect much frm him either...

then come back... ALONE at home.. still ok... nvm... tot online got ppl tok... CJX dunno wat happen.. refuse to tok... one of his moods again... then still nvm.... was discussing to go out for dinner on wed.... MY BDAE!!!! i happily ask LCM to join!! i mean... my bdae is impt to me.. n i wanna those frens who r impt to me to celebrate with me... ivan they all longed booked me le... then yt oso.. then cheryl...i juz wanna him to join!!! it is a long time since we go out have dinner together le... y cant he juz see the pt?! going out for a meal issit so difficult!?

STUPID!!!!!!!! STUPID!!! STUPID!!!!! grrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!

haiz... recently was pissed off by guys lor... really dunno wat they thinking sia!!! tmd.... sianz lor.... suan liao... 4get abt the unhappy stuff... no use...

It is THE time of the year!!! wahaha.. one whole week of celebration starting from today. heehee....

070707 is a special day.. isnt it??? once in a hundred yrs lor... special...

anyway, morning slept till 12 when i was woken up by our mr ou!!! he called and asked if i still wanna go sing song anot.. how come i still sleeping?!.. damn lor.. he was the one saying he cant cfm mah.. so i of coz sleep de lor... we went singing with him, chen ping and yt and yx lor.. wierd combi... but.. still funny.. wahaha... yx lah.. as usual... yx n yt say Mr Ou very short and very small built.. so nt suitable for me.. i say lah.. i looking for guys above 175 de lor.. wahaha.. i didnt say Mr Ou lor... wahaha... well... but i decided to buy a tortoise n name it after him... wahaha... n he agree wo.. wierd man lor...

Then after tt went meet jx, wk, jason, harris in town with yt and yx... went fish n co, the glass house eat. then... our frens here very good lor.. go tell them my bdae.. then make me stand on chair holding sparkles... then sing song... well... ok lah... at least they remember n celebrate with me.. wahaha... tt's y i love my darlings soooo much.. THANK YOU DARLINGS!!!!

wk going into army soon le... cant imagine how he looks like lor... without hair.. he love his hair so much... jason juz booked out... he become tanner.. and muscular... which is good leh.. wahaha... next shall see my shuai shuai wk... will become more shuai mah..... hehee... anyway, oso lookin forward to JX's turn lor... coz he oso love his hair alot de lor... wahaha... *evil*...

Nw TYL is in office... bored so blog... wahaha... Change comp le, so msn new de, then my comp can listen to song.. wahaha.. nw d/l songs into my comp. i think i siao liao.. if let boss see.. sure die.. wahaha..

Things r quite ok nw... OK only... wahaha.. need to adapt to a few changes..

At work here... Bosses nt in... as wat everyone tell me.. no govt.. wahaha... tt's y i so free to blog here... actually is nt free de lah.. is juz tt... abit sian lor...

juz nw was at pdtn... toking to FM... he said mayb he will go in Feb or May next yr. He asked me if i going. Actually, i told him if they did not increase my pay this time round, i may go lor.. but then again... nw i cant afford to be jobless lor... oso..here.. the bosses or shld i say Asmine is understanding... she give me a lot of freedom be it timing or movement as long as i finish my work... which is.. i think i may nt have in other companies lor... but we really have to aim higher lor... see how ba... muz see if i lucky enough to find a higher pay job.. hee

FM told me... i muz not go b4 he go... meaning tt he has to quit 1st b4 i quit... i asked him to go n die.. wahaha.. coz he say i spoilt him le... he already dunno how to live if i'm nt here with him. (kua zhang rite)... i say he ar.. always abuse me lor... still say need me... F.O.S!! He say he treat me so well.. still say abuse... he hurt ar... wahaha... CRAP!! well.. though is crap.. still shuang.. wahahaa.. ok ok.. i noe i siao liao... dun worry lah.. i wun get myself into deep shit de.. hee.. :p

It's once again a long time since i last updated... a lot of things happened recently.. too much till i really cant breathe... I wanna break down soon....

1st.. expo was tiring... then immediately after tt was my audit.. tt week... i muz say.. so stress so tiring... then audit tt day... i nearly lose my temper... and actually quarrelled with FM... though we made up later.. still i felt bad.. coz i shouted at him...

after audit... tot i was really looking forward for my break to BKK.. but then.. things are normally wat we tot... sth big happened.. made me have to cancel my trip... cancel my leave.. i dun blame anyone.. coz nobody wanna it to happen.. the weekend.. was the longest weekend i ever had... i was feeling so terrible... started crying the moment somebody started to tok abt it... i dun mean to make ppl worry.. but i juz cant control my tears...

some may think i'm juz being too over reacting... well.. i'm like tt... i cry when i feel like it... those who noe me for a few mths only already noe tt i'm like tt.. so i dun see y ppl who noe me 10-20 over yrs dunno... of coz... crying cant solve anything... but it's a way for me to vent my fustrations, to let out my emotions... cant possibly tell me to put everything at heart.. i cant de lor...

i wanna thank everyone who gave me the support thru out the whole thing... my darling yt... there for me... as usual... and acc me cry... n listen to me... yh n cm... 4eva there for me.. as a support... i noe i can lean on... yp and co... i noe u all worry abt me.. n yet i didnt tell u all anything.. well... nw i really feeling better le... sorry to make u all worry... and of coz.. one most impt person... tt is xian... she is there for me... juz like last time... n this is the time when i need her support... i noe she has her own prob... she herself also need support... still.. she is brave to stand up.. n lend me all her support... really thanks dear... and of coz... all my relatives n frens who gave me n my family the support thru out the whole thing.. n thank u for believing us... and nt those stupid reports...

frm the incident.. my bro say we muz learn sth... him - think b4 act... me - to be independent and strong... i'm still learning...

The 3rd day of expo had ended finally!!! so tiring, legs aching.. throat drying... dunno how long then i can start singing again.. omg!!!

food expo.. so many ppl are there... and guess wat... tons of aunties and uncles are there trying to get some cheap stuff... i admit.. we ourselves are oso looking for cheap stuff in fair... BUT!!! never noe ppl can be soooooo irritating!!!!!! they love the pepsi slogan soooooo much... 'ASK FOR MORE'... omg...

The whole place is in a mess... ppl anyhow throw litter... then keep squeezing and hogging onto sampling side... no sampling... no ppl... better still... we are letting ppl try our new pdts... chocolate latte and osmanthus green tea.. both are cold and nice and refreshing... and guess wat... everyone standing down there... drinking... nt tt we mind.. i mean.. letting ppl try so tt they noe the taste the can buy de mah... but NO!!! they are there eating their fish cake or whatever... then drink the tea.. finish one small cup.. get another cup.. and continue enjoying watever food in their hand and drink... then goes on... hogging the place... then the ppl who really juz wanna taste the drink has no chance to drink....

better still... we refuse to give them extra enviromental friendly carrier bag.. they will start drinking the samples... juz to 'earn' back... wao lao...

This is wat our promo are... for every purchase of $5 and above will entitle an enviromental friendly carrier bag. So from here.. it is understood tt $5 one bag, $10 2 bags and so on... will... dunno if aunties fail their maths or wat... $4.50 will request for the bag... n if we refuse... then the threaten nt to buy... well.. threaten us.. never die b4 sia.. we juz say.. ok nvm... wahaha...

then when we tried to be nice... like $4.50 we close one eye give them the bag.. they love pepsi soooo much once again... coz 'ASK FOR MORE' again!!! tt's y we became strict with the bags... then we sometimes are scolded being stingy... but sorry lor... using the hard way will never the mtd to handle us de lor... wahaha....

Then we conclude tt Aunties are mad, irritating, scary... aiyo... and alicia told me.. after the 5 days of work... she can come up with a list of the dummies guide to flirting with aunties...
she had the 1st 3 guide out....
1. give them spastic smiles then they will think u are very cute then buy thing from u
2. never ever tell them tt they are old and auntie.
3. even if u give them some pathetic freebie, must act like its worth a lot until like its very worth it tt u give them tt pathetic amt already.

cool rite? think tyx shld have more to add in... we shall compile a whole list!!!!

and i think here are some of mine...
4. act ke lian.. as if they ask for more... i gonna lose my job and my family cant survive
5. chat with them like u are juz one of them... (acting san ba!!!)
6. tok to them using flowery words and expression.. make them feel tt they are sooo wonderful...

well.. it is late le... time to sleep.. later still need to go office, then back to tt war zone!!! BATTLE WITH THE AUNTIES!!! 2 more days!!!! more update on aunties sooon!!!!

It is a long time since i last update.. have been damn bz... coz audit coming... sianz... then food expo coming up.. btw Food Expo 2007 is starting on 25th May - 29th May.

Later gonna attend tyx's grad... tt's y so late still haven sleep.. coz of her... i took leave lor... funny thing is tt... OFM oso took leave today.. n we both dunno till mon morning... when he told me he gonna be on leave... n we were excited.. coz both of us can take leave on the same day.. but at the same time.. we shouted jia lat... y?? coz wed there sure be gossip!!! TYL and OFM on leave the same day... aiyo... tai qiao le....

Changed my blog song.. to Fei Lun Hai - Xia Xue - Summer snow.... nice nice... wanna change layout... but cant a nice one... so might as well remain lor...

anyway, juz to inform ppl... a very gd fren of mine had an online shop call littleDREAM... inside got a lot of clothes frm HK... go in n see see.. who noes u might juz fall in love with one... please support support...:p

wah... amazing... 2 entry for the mth of April... too lazy to type... and oso too bz... i mean wokr till so sian liao... so to type an entry... quite tiring.. hahaa...

today.. i mean yesterday (28th April 2007) attended RSS 20th Anniversary... time flies... to think tt 10 yrs ago.. when i was in Sec1.. i attended the 10th Anniversary... Saw a few teachers... Ms Tan (Physics teacher) still rememeber me!!! omg!!! she say... Yanling... i of coz still remember u... i stunned... then Mrs Liau... and Ms Elaine Tan... all remember me.. coz i have been appearing in RSS mah.. but surprisingly.. they all remembered LCM!!!! and Mrs Liau even ask me to tell LCM to appear lah.. wahaha... think mayb shld invite her to one of our annual gatherings... wahaha... let her see her LCM.. haha.. she is nw the VP of West Spring...

After tt, we went to Eski Bar... with ben, marie, tyx, tyl, jx, jason, yt, wk n gf, harris... it is a cold cold place... haha.. but the drink wise.. nt very fantastic...like the icy cold room though... but still prefer Mt Faber the Jewel box to chill out.. hehe... Here r some of the photos we took..


Cute little TYX.. hate to admit it.. but she is cute n pretty... PROUD OF HER!


Some of the stuff we ordered...


They say they are cold....believe?


Juz me n my sis during sane n normal times...


Longg time since we had such a loving pose. wahaha....


Personally, i really like this... so natural... so sweet.. so... dunno... wahaha.. juz like it... juz tt the lighting wasnt very good..

1st post in April... Time really flies leh.. in company for one yr plus le... Knowing my china guys... also one yr le.. tt day was still discussing with FM... he was amazed tt we had known each other for a yr plus le... soo fast....

tt day (7/4) went KTV with my china guys... coz CC bdae... enjoyed most of it.. small hiccups happened... which made me, CC, FM and CP quite 尴尬. FM n CC were drunk... though CC say he wasnt drunk...

We actually went shopping 1st... FM was asking me y i didnt bring another girl along... to acc CC.. coz he's bdae boy... he said 'get a girl for CC lah... i dun want... whole night i'll be urs..' i stunned... but well... things didnt turn out as wat he said....

We sang and went crazy in the room... Shen Tong crazy... sing a lot of songs.. say dedicate to my sis de... we all heck him... he is crazy over my sis lor... omg!!! but i nt tt stupid let him get near my sis lor... my sis will not be interested anyway... juz let him be crazy lor... wahaha....

then we were singing Jolin and David de Jin Tian Ni Yao Jia Gei Wo.. i oso dunno and 4got i sang with who at 1st.. i only remembered final part is me n FM sing... wahaha... it was soooooooooo sweet... okok... i noe i'm crazy... but then when we sang together.. we truly enjoy ourselves.... everyone were looking at us... saying we r soooo xing fu... wahaha... (i dun even noe at tt pt of time was he drunk anot)...

after tt.. things started to went out of hand.. coz there was a girl... CP's niece... very close to FM.. they started playing and went crazy.. flirting... which i admit i was not comfortable... but still heck... i noe tt at one pt.. CP went to tell CC tt i dun seems to be happy... tell CC to go ask FM to tried to be discrete... well... FM was too drunk le lah... then when i wanna go off... CC got angry.... he say he noe wat i was thinking the whole night (he tot tt i was nt happy coz FM and tt girl was flirting and he negelcted me)... well... i tried to tell him i wanna go off was not an excuse.. but nth seems to go into him... still i went off... with CC feeling angry.. FM still drunk and enjoying himself... n CP seems to be in a difficult position... still.. i went off...

I went to meet daddy they all.. go geylang makan... wahaha..

well... after the whole thing.. i guess we tried nt to tok abt it.. esp FM n the girl... coz FM didnt bring up.. nor CC... we r juz like normal again... with tons of secrets... hopefully things will clear up soon ba...

TMD!!! I WAS TYPING FOR ALMOST MORE THAN HALF A PAGE!!!!! n i dunno wat i pressed... n the whole thing was gone!!!!!!!!!! kaoz...

haiz... as i say.. bad things come in bulk... this weekend was a damn damn pissed, warm n dunno wat heck day....

On Sat (24/3), i have to go back to work... which i dun mind... but i was in charge of mentoring session on tt day!!! n dun wanna disappoint the students... i tot can ask tyx to help me take over.. she agreed... but guess wat.. she overslept and didnt turn up!!! (1st aeroplane take off!)... lucky mentoring not only her sia... i was damn pissed le.. plus the weather... damn hot.. make me double pissed!!!

when i reached office... surprise tt ah seng was there oso.. then went ard surprising ppl tt i was in factory... then went tok cock with cc and cp... then went up disturb fm and st... Asmine bought me bfast.. then whole day i was running up and down lor... playing mostly.. wahaha..

then me n cc n cp actually agreed to meet after work to go orchard de.. so i went up ask fm wanna go mah.. he say he going to help st move hse so cannot... i keep nagging st dun move hse tt night... juz to go orchard..

anyway, i was too tired.. so went home early... to sleep and ask cc n cp to sms when work finish.. who noes... at 630 both of them sms me... tell me tt cp got sth on and cc wanna acc him go,.. n cant acc me go orchard.. (2nd aeroplane take off!!)... i was so angry... i refused to reply their sms.. TYL can tolerate everything... but dun evert try to put aeroplane lor... CP called and apologised.. i heck care him... then i sms fm tell him everything... he still can say he support me... muz be angry with them.. he really tiao bo li jian lor... but hor... Intentionally or not... tt day fm replied me in a way tt kept making me burst into laughter..reminds me of HIM.. HE always noe how to make me laugh when i was not happy...
anyway, i realised that except for CC, the other 2 are experts in coaxing girls lor... wahaha...

anyway, the heat was unbearable.. i went to lib.. and drag jx there oso.... after tt on my way home, i sms jm to tell him wat time to meet the next day (sun)... who noes he say he was abt to sms me and tell me tt he cant make it tml as it was his dad bdae... i stunned!!! (3rd aeroplane!!!!).... i was sooo soo..angry till i went to make konneyaku and agar agar... my mommy damn cute lor.. she go tell tyx to make me angry frequently so she everyday got agar agar eat... (-__-!!!)

On sun, i wasnt in one of my best moods... then again.. the weather was sooo hot... i went out to meet qq and ph.. coz qq say wanna treat us dinner.. then on my way out... HE called!! he called to ask if i free for movie.. well i didnt.. i nt free mah.. too bad sia.. noe it is juz mere coincidence... but he really made my day le lor... juz like last time... HE appears when i needed someone.... LAST TIME... memories..

Things have been so havco recently... so many shipments.. then the shipping person resigned.. a new girl took over.. n i need to help her.. coz she nt familar with the products... and oso cant speak chinese meaning tt i need to help her communicate with the production... so end up.. i`m involve with shipping oso...
then nw purchasing oso leaving.. n it`s me again to help (if there is a new person, if nt.. i really die!!!)... haiz... very stress lor... different countries with different reqiurements.. one wrong move.. whole container will be back to ur side with u bearing all costs.. then boss will start blaming everyone..

then audit coming.. next, they chasing me with the new pdt.. and and.. wat else?? haiz... seems like i involve in everything except the accounts part sia... sometimes i wonder... wat exactly is my post sia.. i enjoy working here... love the ppl... so is still ok... but sometime juz nt very balance lor.. y everything muz be tyl? very stress de.. esp when u having a big responsibility... when everyone tot u can do it de.. a slight mistake oso cannot be tolerated de lor... n sometime really emotionally drained till i dun feel like doing anything during weekends... but i still got mentoring to worry abt...

i wanna slowly let go of mentoring.. but then again... i cant... coz it seems like nobody helping out... n i really bu fang xin sia.. but.. if i everything wanna worry hor.. i sure die at young age sia... wahaha.. sianz...

Today is the day!!! The day when truth come to light... wahaha.. What happen??? Well let's start frm a week ago.... no... shld be a mth ago.... Yp approached me.. asking me how shld we celebrate the bdaes... 21st birthday of our 2 dearest frens... Liyun and Wenying... We cracked our brains... think of a special and unforgettable bdae for them... and... after much discussion and we decided on a bdae 'surprise' for them... i mean a 骗局

Date: a week ago... coz in order to make the whole thing look very real... we already start to sow seeds a week b4 the actual day (today 11th March 2007)...

i met wy... and chat with her.. telling her the recent gossips and my life... n of coz purposely say something very very ji bao... such as... i got a bf le... n he is no other than Fei min... and we are in an underground relationship... and of coz much more...

and as expected she go tell yp (who already noe the whole ting le)... Yp very very pei he... say tyl this time jia lat le.... wan guo huo le... then for the whole week.. my so call relationship was in the chat topic on n off....

Fast fwd to today (11/03/07)... i sms yp last min.. tell her i nt joining them le.. coz i going out with FM... expected wy n ly to be angry.. coz we already set today aside for them le.. how can got bf then fly them kite... wy didnt believe it.. coz she say i will nt like tt fly them kite de... but ly believed.. coz she already stunned how come i suddenly got a bf... then i added in by saying bf angry... so have to acc him... wahaha...

then while eating... they kept bombarding me with qns (mostly ly... coz she didnt noe the whole thing).... at this pt of time.. muz say Pai sei ar... xiao hua n daniel.. no time to explain to u all.. so u all oso kana pian... wahaha... anyway, the story... (50% turth)was amazing real lor... (i really proud of myself.. shld go n be script writer sia.. wahaa)... coz all taken in... YP gave them the present... each got 2 pcs of underwear... wahaha... can u image.. 8 ppl sharing tt 2 panties... wahaha... n they believe tt we only give them tt.. wahaha....

then while we eating ice cream... i suddenly become very quiet... tt's juz to pei yang qing xu for the show later on... wahahaa... btw my cute yp.. wanted to sms me.. end up sms ly.. scare us big time sia... wahaha..

anyway, while we were shopping around.. i came up with an excuse of need to meet FM.. seems like sth no good is happening.... coz he insisted tt i go meet him... so... i went off... in actual fact... i went to buy cake and go find a place to wait for them... then.. when all is done.. i call yp... here.. i muz say it a pity tt mediacorp didnt get us as actress sia... wahaha.. daniel say i'm best actress and yp is the best supporting actress.. wahaha.. wat do we do?? nth... juz a simple tele conversation...

TYL call YP
TYL: i'm done le.. walk to somewhere near them.. make sure they can hear ur conversation..
(YP walked towards wy...)
YP: you sonuded weird.. you ok?? i tot u suppose to be in orchard meeting Fm?
(TYL at this pt of time is laughing like mad... still give instruction to yp..)
TYL: i still in marina... he came and find me... and he told me CC....
YP: YL, dun cry.. wat happen? tell me wat happen... slowly...
(WY walked towards Ly and tell her wat happen.. all crowd ard to hear wat happen)
YP: Dun cry, wat did he say? wat did CC do?
TYL: Say tt CC created more trouble... making FM really feels bad... (Really dramatic sia)
YP: FM wanna a break up?? YL, u dun cry... where r u? i come find u...

all of them come out n find me... on the way ly still worry later wat shld she say.. coz i crying till like tt,, (sorry lah ly... make u worry for nth.. hee... ).... then when they see me smiling with a cake there.. they stunned... and of coz... shouted pian ju!! then i smile... and tell them there is more to come... wahaha.. then i took out the REAL present for them.. - Chomel choker, earrings and hairpin set for Ly and Sovil Titus watch for Wy... they were surprise...

Then we tell them all abt the whole thing was juz to pian they all... their expressions was.... PRICELESS sia... wahaha... and poor wy... kana pian for more than a week.. wahaha... and she say we bully her.. dunno is my story so real and acting skills superb... or she is juz toooo... erm... innocent? wahaha...

LY and WY, pei sei lah... but really hope this is an unforgettable bdae for u all.. hee... HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY!!!!

Btw.. during Jul... i'll be going India or Russia to find JM lor... depending on where he go... Coz b4 i went home juz now.. wy and ly say tt they will be back for revenge.. so.... for my safety i better disappear 1st... JM, july i go find u!!!!! wahahaa... :p

Recently, have not been posting.. y?? too bz lor.. bz with wat... watching show lor.... wahaha.. LATEST SHOW: 花样少男少女 by Ella (SHE) and Wu Zun and Jiro (Fahrenheit)... cool show.. NICE!!!

Fri night watch till Sat morning 6am.. then Sat night watch till Sun morning 3am... coz is soooooo cool and shuai and sweet and... anyway, ok.. i noe i'm crazy.. coz now i'm back to panda again lor... but WORTH IT!!! tml shall be the day.. coz i think last episode.... I even change my blog song to the ending song of tt show.. is by Tank - 专属天使 a nice nice song lor...

ok.. so wat i did in the day.. i didnt sleep lor... On Sat, i went NTU with xiaoling, yt to support JM!! His retirement match... actually... really pai sei to say tt.. noe him for soooo long... never see him 'fight' b4 lor... noe tt he is in TKD for a looong loong time... but never see him in action b4.... sso his retirement match.. how can i not be there?? if i nt there... i think i'll have regrets sia..

Anyway, didnt noe tt he can be sooooo shuai!!!! he is in my shuai ge list le... when he is in action.. omg.... damn mi ren lah... n i tell u.. his popularity is not anyhow say de lor... so many supporters... haiz.. i not his only fan club liao.. sadz... but then again.. i'm his special fan club!!! (i say de... my mommy gonna say i thick skin again.. wahaha)
He was soooo cool lah... thrash ppl... 7 nil in semi and finals... 7 is the game pt... he reached 7pts b4 time out... yx say he shi lian ar... so fierce... wahaha... and of coz... in the end he is champ!wahaha... as i say.. he is always my champ!!!!! hee.. anyway, coz yt wanna go off... n i feel weird if i stayed in NTU alone.. so went JP rot with WY... and shun bian wait for him to finish his match... so.. actually.. i missed his finals... jm asked me how come i didnt stay to watch till finals... well.. i told him my tortoise got watch can le... (send him my tortoise pic to support him juz b4 his finals.. haha) :p...

long time no meet wy le lor... so rot.. then chat lor... tok cock.. gossip... wahaha.. i think we r really san ba sia... hee...

today, went to jason hse... gamble whole day.. at 1st lose till very jia lat.... but slowly... keep winning.. but overall still lost... very funny de lor... jason bro.. whole day gamble with us... then alot of action and pattern, reminds me of Jin Xiu Yi in the show... n guess wat... he tot i'm 18/19.... till jason told him tt he muz call me jie jie... shld look at his stunned expression!!! Jing dian sia... wahaha.. really lor... i'm actually 3 yrs older than him... wahaha... coool lor.. stun ppl like tt... heee....

today i shall sleep early... tml work le.. (sianz).... below is the lyrics of the song 专属天使... meaningful n nice wo...

我不会怪你 对我的伪装
天使在人间 是该藏好翅膀
人们愚蠢鲁莽 而你纤细善良
怎能让你为了我被碰伤
小小的手掌 厚厚的温暖
你总能平复 我不安的夜晚
不敢想的梦想 透过你的眼光
我才看见 它原来在前方

没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望

小小的手掌 大大的力量
我一定也会 像你一样飞翔
你想去的地方 就是我的方向
有我保护 笑容尽管灿烂

没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望

要不是你出现 我一定还在沉睡
oh..绝望的以为 生命只有黑夜

没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!! soooo fast.. a yr passed... was so bz, ever since a week b4 new year.. coz all working.. then come home do this do that... wah... n coz too little sleep... i fall sick juz b4 eve!!! i was having fever lor... kaoz...

Anyway, last day at work was fun... coz all washing up.. so i mostly go ard playing lah... hee... help them wash pdtn... here and there... and that CC.. say i yue bang yue mang.. n refuse to let me help him!!!! see lah.. hao xin mei hao bao... humph... anyway, after the washing, we got lucky draw. actually i wanted the vacuum cleaner de.. mommy needs one lor.. or the steamboat oso good.. coz ours very old le... but then all i didnt get... instead i got $100 robinsons voucher... well, good oso lor.. wahaha...

1st day of new yr... as usual... went ah ma hse... then like market like tt liao lor.. sometime i'm really amaze... coz we actually dun have a lot of ppl.. yet we can make noise tt is higher than any of the markets sia... this is a speciality of my family...

after that went to ah pei hse.. there i really dun feel at home lor.. though his family is consider our close de.. coz dad's bro mah.. but... i rather stay at my mom's side de relatives lor... ah pei there.. so... dunno lah.. juz feel tt all so fake.. dun like...
and hate it when they give me a feeling tt they look down on us... yes... we are def nt well to do.. so what!? we dun do anything illegal and anything tt harm ppl de lor... not like some ppl... in front of ppl act saint.. then behind stab ppl... my aim now is to earn enough money... then open a shop let my parents look after the shop!!! and get out of there fast!! so ppl wun think we r eyeing for tt stall!!! it is losing money anyway... wat so great?!

Anyway, there we stay awhile then go off le... n good lor.. there got a man... he gave my bro n sis angbao.. n HE DIDNT GIVE ME!!! i dun care he give how much or wat... it's not the money problem.. but is my mian zi lor.. kaoz... i looked married mah?! KAOZ!!

Change the blog song to Cao Ge's new song... in his Superman's Album --> Ni Shi Wo de Bao Bei (你是我的宝贝)
it is a song he wrote for a girl.. when he call this girl and tell her abt this... n even sing for her.. end up.... still kana rej lor.. sad lor... if he sing for me... i of coz say yes de... coz he wrote personally de lor.. how many guys will be so talented?! hee

Ok.. enjoy the song.. it is nice...

Very fast.. we are into the 2nd mth of 2007. Time really flies... I'm also gonna work for a yr liao... Amazing..

Ever since the start of 2007, every weekend, there bound to be sth on... mommy say i very bz... wahaha.. okok.. this week.. sat.. went for Mentoring's Meet the parents sessions... didnt really get much sleep actually.. coz was making the movie till 5am, woke up at 8am... well.. the movie turn out to be well recieved (i hoped)... then not enough sleep oso worth it de..

After tt went town shopping with Jx and Jason... JX wanna shop for his clothes mah.. guys!! buy things hor.. really fast de lor... aiyo... went to shop ard to see if i can get any nice shoes... but was either too ex or nt nice.. haiz... sianz..

anyway, after tt we went to meet yt and jul... went TCC (again)... for coffee.... then they all wanna choose the sofa seat.. who nOes.. the sofa seat damn cold lor.. freezing sia.. so nt very comfortable oso lah.. wahhaa...

In the evening went to Ponggol there to meet Xh and went attend KL's Bdae celebration. He ar.. as usual... having a big red nose... which is y we include a box of Lemsip for him in his present... wahaha...

This yr... ALL my poly kakis all 21st bdae lor... every week seems like got a celebration.. omg... broke liao lor... haha...

Toking abt bdaes... come to think of it.. every yr i'll definitely got a bdae celebration or surprise, be it big or small... coz i got a bunch of wonderful frens.. who noes tt i really 重视 bdaes... n no matter how bz they are or wat.. they will definitely squeeze some time out.. sooo... I M SOOOO XING FU!!!! wahaha... i love all my frens sia... muackz... hee.. be it u frm sec sch, jc or poly.. ahaha... or even mentoring... wahaha..

Oh ya.. btw, cheryl, if u r reading this.. HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY!!! :p

A lot of things happen... till i really dunno how i shld react... i'm tired... i wanna heck care everything... but i noe i cant... i see her... my heart aches... but at one pt.. i'm very angry with her... angry y she dun wanna help herself... y cant she juz walk out of her own.. y she wanna make everyone ard her to be sad, worry, and tired???

mommy told me semms like i'm very impt to her.. n my presence make a great deal of difference... but i noe i muz be strong in front of her... but the moment i heard her voice... i already wanna break down le... so it will be worse when i see her.. i need to be strong 1st... haiz...

she told mommy that i was very fierce when i tok to her.. but did i?? ok.. i sounded firm.. coz i wanted her to get herself out of tt shit... mommy say i shld occassionally tok to her...

nw i decided to 4get everything.. my main aim and objective is to help her.. to get her out..

Lazy to work... went read other ppl blog... then come across the quiz in marie's blog... decided to do it.. wahaha..

You've Changed 68% in 10 Years

Compared to who you were ten years ago, you've changed a great deal.In fact, you're probably in a completely different phase of your life - and very happy about it!

How Much Have You Changed in 10 Years?

You Are 32% Spoiled

You're barely spoiled. You may have some nice things, but you never let them go to your head. You appreciate each gift you're given - and you don't dwell on what you "deserve" to have.

Are You Spoiled?

Wah.. 2 weeks.. into 2007.... these 2 weeks.. bz bz bz... coz work... then play.. then work... wah... then hor end up nt enough sleep... so body very heaty.... nw abit sore throat liao lor... my boss tell me to go drink chrysanthemum... he is so proud of his chrysanthemum... wahaha... so wat happen these 2 weeks??????

6th Jan (Sat) - SPinnovex
Went SP with JX to see yx's proj... tt chair tt cause tons and tons of problems and complains to Dream Home.. wahaha... tt YX hyperactive de lor... say she wanna keep low profile.. this type of pattern.. how sia?? next life lah... kaoz....

Then JX and I went to meet YT, Cheryl and Jul for dinner... Korean food.. all spicy... n conclusion... i'm not suitable for korean food... wahaha... yt ordered Korean Beer try... nt tt bad... then tt JX.. dunno how to drink de oso drink... end up...

does he look drunk????

After tt we wanted to go St James Power Station.. but min age is 21.. n our cute JX is only 17+!!!! haha... so cant lor.. (i dun understand wat we doing with this 6 yrs younger de little boy.. wahaha)... we finally decided to go Mt Faber - The Jewel Box for a drink. Knowing tt JX cant drink...i ordered a mocktail for him (see where to find so gd de ppl??? aiyo...).. but he still drunk anyway, coz he tried all our drinks.. which all have alcohol content... and he lost in game... wahaha..
The 3 women....

9th Jan (Tue) - Cheryl flew off to HK
Took leave... then woke up early in the morning juz to go airport send cheryl off... quite amaze tt i could wake up... wahaha... Yong hui, LCM, Yt and me... send cheryl off.. then LCM and yh went ot sch... me and yt went to town... cute yt... were so tired tt.. when we were having bfast at taka delifrance... she slept... then when shops opened le.. she like one dragon like tt.... amazing... how the opening of shutters can make wonders.... Raining heavily...

after tt i went JB with my parents juz to eat... then sleep all the way... wahaha... till time for dinner...

13th Jan (Sat) - Steamboat dinner @ TYL hse
Had mentoring meeting in the morning... then quite fed up with someone... but well... suan liao le... after tt me, jason, jx and yt went buy stuff for dinner... then go my hse rot... had dinner... then gave jason a surprise bdae celebration... hope tt he feels happy abt it.. wahaha...

Me and my 3 boys....


R they gays???