Today 6th April 2010, Ae is in SG, i took off to go meet up with him and we went Universal Studio SG @ Sentosa!

For someone whom NEVER been to any of these kinds of theme parks anywhere (Disney Land/Universal Studio/ Waner Bros etc) except for Genting Theme Park, Escape Theme Park. THIS IS COOL!!! it is a cool place, with wonderful rides and of coz beautiful place!

if not for Ae, i dun think i would have the motivation to go. The tix are so damn ex... but after going today, i DIDNT regret, and i find it WORTH!!!!

ok....1st thing 1st...

Today is a weekday, so the ticket is $66 per pax. However, due to the soft opening, DBS card has promo with them, so a discount of $6 per pax, which made our tickets $60 each. then, they gave us each a $10 cash voucher for food and $5 cash voucher for souvenirs. No minimum purchase needed. use as cash. so we no need to pay for anything when we r in there. ALL rides are inclusive

Frm Madagascar, to Far Far Away Land to Jurassic Park and Lost World to The Mummy in Ancient Eygpt to Sci-Fi City to New York City to Hollywood... It is filled with surprises... ok.. it is a pity that some rides are still not open yet, esp Battlestar Galactica™, but still is good...

The ride in Ancient Eygpt was surprisingly and amazingly good... tt we went for it twice... then oso the 4D movie, is cool.. plus the weather was ULTRA sunny today (TYX and I got a sunburn on our nose.. wahaha.), so didnt miss out much except for those tt r still closed...

i shall not spoil all the fun.... go and experience it urself!!!!

i dun understand y SP made us go ALL the way down juz to take the admission card? At 1st i tot there was a series of process to go thru, tt's y when they told me my enrolment day was on 27th Mar, 0915, i 认命.. i cant avoid it.. i have towake up early.

but due to some circumstances, i was only back home at 4am on sat morning. hahaha... ok, i'm NOT blaming anyone.... this is really NOT intentional... things juz happen... wahahaha... it sounds wrong.. time flies when u enjoyed the company... nvm.. anyway back to reaching home at 4am, i only got to sleep at 5am. i woke up at 8am, and went out fast, hoping to reach at 9.15am.

I was slightly late, i went into the enrolment center, saw a familar guy. I knew is him... but then... i went ahead with my enrolment without calling out. i went over to hand in my letter of offer, then went to a counter, where the person asked me to filled up a survey form and she gave me my admission card and told me that, that's the end of the enrolment, i can check my time table one week before the term starts. i blur... tt's the end? and they made me all the way down juz to get tt card??? y cant they juz sent to me?? aiyo... i was suppose to meet yan and lh @ 12noon, but i was already free by 9.30am!!!!!

i went out... walked ard wondering where shld i go to rot my time away till it is time to meet them. (they were either slping or finishing some work, so cant come out early). i walked back to the station, once again i saw the familar figure walking otwards the car park... he got into a car and drove off...

suddenly, i was wondering... hw long we have not contacted each other? he got his driving licence during this period? he told me he didnt wanna learn driving. he say motorcycle was more practical... wooooo... things changed... well... it doesnt concern me anyway... hahahaha

anyway, i rot my time away in LJS in clementi. when it was almost time, i realised tt there was no longer any shuttle bus to ikea frm clementi, so we changed then meetin place to Queenstown.

we 3 girls, went to ikea then anchor pt then queensway shopping center even though ALL of us didnt get much sleep the previous night. but we ddint stay out too night.. so by evening, we went back home le.. and guess wat... our uncle called me at 9pm, asking if we r still otuside.... uncle said he is an owl, out only at night... but the truth is... uncle dun wanna go otu with us in the day!!! :p

Tt's my dreamy Sat... time to slp... WEEKENDS FLY!!

A walk down the the familiar road, then i realised tt hw much memories were being throw at the back of my head... they were buried in the far end of my brain by myself....
if i didnt walk down tt familiar road... i guess i wun even remember the memories existed...

Sometimes i wonder.. hw do we determine 'letting go'?

Scenario 1
Girl A talked about the happy days she had with Boy A to anyone who asked.
She would smile and said, "Those were the days..."
And when Girl A met Boy A, they can chat happily like old times, and truly care for each other. Boy A would still tell Girl A everything (juz like last time), abt his newborn, his family, his surroundings. Girl A will also tell him everything from her work, her complaint, her whining...

There is no awkward situation or anything... juz pure frenship between these 2 who were once more than just frens....
Girl A would think of Boy A frm time to time. At the same time Boy A would also wonder hw Girl A is doing if they didnt contact for awhile. Both were very happy if there is a chance for them to meet up.
Girl A and Boy A both keep the things tt remind them of each other with them , so they can see it from time to time.

Scenario 2
Girl B didnt talk much about Boy B. She sometimes 4got that there is a Boy B in her life.
Yet, whenever she was at a place where they were once been there..... she would be in dazed.
Everything that had happened in the past, appeared before her like a movie.
Boy B did not contact Girl B, neither Girl B contacted Boy B.

When they happened to meet on the road or thru common frens, there was an awkward situation. They dunno hw and wat to tok about. mayb they would juz smile or simply walked past each other.

Girl B saw photos of Boy B with his current gf. Girl B will go into daze once again. Thinking about hw he sweet he was, now he is no longer there for her... but for another girl.

However, Girl B would never think of him, if she didnt pass thru the familiar places, or hear his name or see his photo.. She would hide everything tt is somehow related to Boy B.
Boy B tried to stop all contact and tried nt to go places that Girl B frequently goes.

So have girl A let go of her past r/s? Let go of Boy A and vice versa? or Is it Girl B who have let go? Boy B also let go already?

刚看完Channel U 的魔幻视界，突然觉得跟现在自己就好像戏里的魔术师。。。

戏里的宣传部Ming对魔术学徒小鬼说∶

“观众爱看垃圾，我们就做垃圾。。。观众爱看色情，我们就做色情。。。我们就是要把观众拉回来。”

戏里的名宣传部经理Irene对魔术师James说:

“收视率就是成绩，收视率就是一切。。不管节目素质好不好，只要有收视率就是好节目。”

我老板今天早上跟我说:

“顾客爱喝屎，你就做屎。你做的产品再完美，顾客不喜欢，就算失败。你做的一样你认为是烂的东西，顾客喜欢，就是成功”

“销售成绩就是一切。不管味道对你来说好不好，会卖的，就是好产品，不会卖的就是失败的产品。”

James 和小鬼都好无奈，他们对魔术的热诚却为了收视率，要一而再的妥协。就如我现在的处境。为了销售成绩，我得让步。不爱人造味精、人造色素、人造糖精却一而再，再而三的放入我调的产品。
成本高，要减，所以加如糖精/味精。市场上最好卖的产品-有放入味精，我们就得加。。因为这是顾客要的口味。

小鬼说一句话:
“到底有没有人真正了解魔术、真正欣赏魔术？”
我问:
“到底有没有人真的会品尝食品？懂不懂什么是天然味道？”

想想看，好像只有我们这科系的人才讨厌味精、糖精的味道。市场上，大部分的人都爱吃人造味道。

什么推陈出新？什么创意？什么创新？这简直就是废话！销售额就是成绩单，就是断定产品的好坏的唯一标准。因为，在我们这社会里，没有人能接受新颖的事物。认命吧！我还真怀疑自己到底适不适合在这行混。

最近有小人在老板面前说东说西。还我得每天听老板说教。 说什么我们没改进、没进步。 问我有没有回家检讨、反省。问我有没有问过为什么产品会失败？我倒想问他们（包括那位小人），他们有没有回家检讨、有没有反省？为什么一定是我的错？孩子生出来不受欢迎，难道我不难过吗？为什么什么东西都说是我们？
每天就好象打仗。 好累，所以懒得管、懒得看、懒得说、懒得解释。我不好就不好，我没能力就没能力。

Yesterday was the birthday of our BELOVED BLUR BERNYCE! Lim Wen Ying!! hahaha...
Only the 3 of us went out, the others were not free. So me, Harris and LWY went out for lunch and coffee and rotting... LOVES rotting time with ROTTERS.

Anyway, those who noe wy, shld noe she always does sth perculiar/abnormal/weird/amazing/amusing..... well, on her birthday, she didnt disappoint us...
We went to Coffee Club for coffee/desserts/cakes... i'd asked the waitress to put a candle on a slice of cake. So when the cake was serve, i asked harris (who happened to sit opp her) to take a photo of her and the cake. and dunno wat happen, she laughed/breathe too hard... and the candle flame was being blew off by her actions. WE 3 stunned! We didnt sing birthday song, she didnt make a wish, the candle was out le... we looked at one and other then burst out of laughter....

since we have no lighter and we dun wanna to ask the waiter to light it for us AGAIN. we decided to do things the reversed way. Since candle was blown, then she would make a wish, then we sun birthday song.... cool rite? WY, always make sure her life is different frm other ppl... more exciting, funnier.. wahahhaah.... tt's the reason y everyone loves her rite? wahahaha :p

It has been sometime since i last updated!!! wah... my blog nearly went into coma.. wahahaha..
nw i'm in the crossroads on my life AGAIN! haiz.. i hate myself for not able to make decisions.
i applied for Adv Dip, by right i shld get my confirmation and enrolment package nw... but till nw i didnt get it...
on the other hand.. i got the application form for Massey Uni... i think my lecturers die die wanna me go study for 2 yrs FULL TIME. they seems like refuse to let me study Adv Dip PART TIME! it makes me feel like they purposely dun send out the confirmation letter and enrolment for me! y???

nw wat???
Massey Uni Degree with honours (+/- SGD 14k for 2 years)
2 years FULL time, back to the no life student... no income.. lectures everyday, rush reports, study for exam... wat if i got rejected again!?!?! then i cant study adv dip... oso no degree....
but then i will get a degree with honours, no office politics, no more arguments with bosses...

Adv Dip (+/- SGD 2k or 4k? i 4got... for 2 years)
2 years PART time, study after work, tiring, stressful.... coz still have to study and rush reports
but then i got constant source of income and i still have a life..

aiyo... hw?? ppl already pursuing their own career liao... i'm still troubled to study or not!! OMG!!! haiz haiz haiz,,, how how??? eeeeekkkkk..

Yes Ivan.. i noe u beat me in blogging abt Lyn's Baby... i let u de.. coz i was tooo tired.. hahahaha... if i really wanna beat u.. u think u would win me!?! wahahahaha

Anyway, yes... our dearest mommy, lyn gave birth to her 2nd girl on 6th feb 2010!!!! and on the 2nd day, ivan and i (the baby lovers) went to find her and baby
baby was sound asleep... coz BOTH Ivan and I are cushions to the baby.. so when we carried her.. she was sleeping so soundly... (hahah.. ivan, i die die oso wanna drag u into becoming 'cushions')
Look at her... soooooo sweet in uncle ivan's arms...


Well, mommy lyn haven tot of a name... so i decided to help her.. mommy lyn... i think hor... baby chinese name shld call 莘琳、莘玲(like cyndi wang xinlin?? (i noe the chinese character different lah... hahaha) 莘蕙？莘芯？莘怡？莘婷？莘芹？hahaha.. ok..i'm free... n i noe u r oso free in slowly thinking of a nice name for baby...

English name - Sherlyn (a combination of sis and mommy... ivan's idea.. i juz put it out.. :p)
Sherrie, Sherry, Shermaine, Sherice, Sherley...
hahah.. ok.. time for me to sleep... Mommy lyn... enjoy thinking for baby name.. :p

What happen if u done a thousand of nice/good/ right things? Nothing happen. What happen if u done one bad/wrong thing? EVERYONE BLAMES U! This is life... in a soccer season, u were the top scorer... ppl will remember u the most 2 seasons.... but if u've got an own goal.... ppl will remember u 4eva.... This is juz being a normal human...

Ppl will appreciate u... will be grateful to u.. but the appreciation and gratefulness lasted a short while... sooon they will 4get... this is how everyone behaves, u and i and everyone... cant deny..
BUT if u done sth nt right or hurtful, ppl will remember everything... it will last for a long time... may nt be 4eva.. but definitely last longer when u appreciate what someone have done.

i'm wondering... y shld i be nice when end up wat did i get nth... bosses blame u when things went wrong (n sometimes u are wondering wat u did), bosses blame u for nt doing ur job properly (n u really wonder WHAT IS UR JOB?) bosses are like tt, frens sometimes family oso like tt... i'm tired... and i feel like heck caring everything.. juz do wat i need to do... nth more... no pt go all out...

This time round... i felt the drag.... i no longer have the excitment to go over to BKK! NOT coz i've been there too many times... juz coz of a lot of things tt added up... i dunno y it become like tt... is it ALL MY FAULT!? ya.. i'm all to blame! this one blame me for dragging time... delay in booking of everything... tt one blame me for being too sensitive... other blame me for saying sth tt offended other ppl... blame me for being sacarstic... juz put ALL the blame on me ba.. i'm NOT entitled to be angry... i CANT show ppl i'm unhappy or sad or hurt.... i can only SMILE and say... hey, i'm OK... nth serious... sometime, i wonder... does ppl ard me treat me as a human being anot!?!? well.. suan liao.. as usual... i'm smiling... i'm ok....

good thing i still have things to look fwd to.... i get to see my thai frens!!! and i can buy accessories... (ya... i have a lot liao.... but it is never enough)

I DUN wanna organised this trip.. but i dunno y ended up.. i become organiser... i HATE being the organiser(for anything and everything)... coz
1st u cant get ppl to give u the truthful, constructive and timely ans or
2nd things go well and smoothly... no one will remember u r the one organising BUT if things gone wrong... ppl start blaming u
3rd NO ONE WILL APPRECIATE watever u do!!!!

SIANZ!

nw i need to stay positive... and continue smiling!

Oh ya... the environment in office nw is damn dangerous... i no longer noe who is friend and who is foe... who is the one is treating u sincerely and who is the one waiting for a chance to stab u... i'm very very tired of the 明争暗斗... and keep draining my brain to think of counter attacks when i sense tt there is an attack somewhere... I'm losing myself.....

罗志祥又创造了另一奇迹！！

Yes, SHOW LUO had his new album out already! 罗生门 is the album title. 12 tracks..
www.haoting.com has the album intro

专辑介绍
世界用7天创造 舞王用7年打造 罗志祥SHOW巅峰造极第7张音乐力作 [罗生门]

打开爱情的 罗生门 解开真实与谎言的密码
打开音乐的 罗生门 再创亚洲舞王全新神话
潮男领SHOW自我突破 2010装饰系潮男主场秀

台湾人的创意 好莱坞的班底 [爱的主场秀]MV开创亚洲舞王新神话
700万钜资远征纽约歌剧院
罗志祥化身剧场守护者大秀墨镜舞

第一道爱的罗生门 = 冲动

爱的主场秀 爱情刚开始的相遇 棋逢敌手 斗智斗勇 谁才是这场游戏的主导者? 结合BIG BEAT的电子流行摇滚曲风 墨镜舞王光芒四射 为什么要在一起 当感情过了冲动期 有时候会让人忘了当初心动的原因…
首度诠释爵士JAZZ灵魂乐曲风,展现成熟绅士魅力,让人惊艳

第二道爱的罗生门 = 伪装

习惯就好 回忆就像一道关不上的门 寂寞要花多久时间才能习惯? 阿沁(F.I.R) 继冠军点播曲[我不会唱歌]后,再次量身谱写SLOW ROCK抒情摇滚年度K 歌

第三道爱的罗生门 = 挥霍

爱疯头 当爱上一个人,为爱疯了头,赴汤蹈火,海派献出所有也不算什么! 首次尝试轻快的英伦摇滚节奏. 浪漫偶像剧[海派甜心]片头曲.

搞定 为了爱的证明 搞定所有要求 五体投地的挥霍 只为对方开心 带有80年代DISCO和HOUSE 节奏的轻松舞曲.

生理时钟 热恋时挥霍相爱的每一分钟 ,二个人像生理时钟24小时同步着 融合POP R&B 节奏的甜蜜小品

第四道爱的罗生门 = 等待

爱不单行 爱不是单数,相信自己能拥有幸福,对的人也在未来等待与你相遇 由马毓芬制作,金马奖最佳作词人严云农全新温暖情歌,浪漫偶像剧[海派甜心]插曲

第五道爱的罗生门 = 受伤

罗生门 是否真爱的学分 非要摔痛了才能修得成?那千奇百怪艰深的学问 就像罗生门 R&B节奏蓝调重拍节奏舞曲 畅销作词人陈镇川最新力作

第六道爱的罗生门 = 报复

危险的念头 当一段恋情结束,最危险的念头 是心存报复? 还是念念不忘? 情歌圣手姚若龙填词,罗志祥呐喊男人不为人知的心酸,成熟唱腔感人肺腑

第七道爱的罗生门 = 勇敢

老实讲 感情世界里 想爱就要及时说 当错过对的时间点 有些感觉就再也回不去了亚洲知名制作人李伟菘制作,郑淑妃填词.唱出爱情淡淡的哀愁与事过境迁的感慨

The whole album is superb!!!!! and he had gimme another K song!! 习惯就好-VERY VERY VERY VERY nice song.. good k song! hehe...

Bonus tracks WOW (feat. Elva) and IN YOUR EYES (feat. Rainie Yang) are also MUST LISTEN songs... GO listent to the album at www.haoting.com!!!

Yes, it is a brand new year! as Ivan said, i shld have a positive entry. hahaaha....
Well, hopefully this is it...

To kick start with the year, we went back to Malacca with Shwu Yann. Cheryl, Paul, me and Lihua had a different kind of experience in Malacca staying with Yan.
our very 1st experience is that the bus broke down when we juz entered the expressway.... this is the 1st time yan yan met this too.. hahaha... and the 1st time ever, we took 7.5 hrs to reach Malacca from SG.. cool rite??

Then we went on a makan spree... of coz not 4getting the Chendol and Assam Laska. Though i'm not really a fan of laska... taste wise is not tt bad...

We stayed over at Yan Yan's hse, which is so different frm wat we r staying in SG... but the place is HUGE and cosy.. hehe.. and is cooling at night and COLD in the morning even without fan/air con....

on the whole, it was enjoyable. muz yan yan muz be so tired lor.. coz have to run ard with us.. and drive... i dun think she got enough rest... THANKS GIRL!

next trip up.. my 2D1N batam getaway... to celebrate Jason bdae... and to go on spa and massage trip.. though the grp is getting smaller... we'll still enjoy it? yep.. i'm going on the 9th - 10th Jan... I'm actually quite broke sia... hmmm.. muz save up for my BKK trip liao...

Ok.. 1st day of work in 2010... i shld learn to see things at a +ve side.. and oso to be calm and witty whenever kana shoot. Wat is all these rite? TYL is a survivor!

My life sucks big time! everything seems to go wrong.. work life, personal life, love life.. SUCKS

1. being scolded coz i say i dunno to PLC or contactor or watsoever... this is not my field, hw shld i noe?!? i'm NOT all rounder! i'm juz a normal human being with my strenght and weakness!!!!!

2. beind shoot for nth... was given instrcutions by boss that i shld communicate Technically with the customer directly.. nw he scolded me coz i replied the email... n better still he always blame ME n nt his staff nor the customers! it's only me who is in the wrong.... i cannot tahan... i ran into one of my worker's arms and cried out loud... y m i being scolded for sth i FOLLOWED instructions? n i searched for the BLACK and WHITE the whole day, juz to EXPLAIN myself.

Then, the very impt person in my life is so angry with me tt she dun wish to tok to me. n i dun even noe wat to do... coz anything will trigger the anger.. n it will make things worse...
anyway, it is me lah.... i'm juz plain to toopid... being a directionless creature.. no pt explaining as it is a fact.. n everyday at work... explaining is damn tiring... after work.. i still have to explain...
make matter worse... even my own bro oso need me to EXPLAIN MYSELF for 2 whole hrs!
y?? m i such a failure that the whole world need me to explain myself then they noe wat is happening or why i do this/that?

Mommy said tt ever since i went back work.. i've changed... i become more aggressive... and noe hw to protect myself le (which she feels is good).. i have been miss goody for so long (my mom always say i dunno hw to protect myself)... after being shoot so frequently... i become a porcupine.. i will retaliate if i feel threaten.. mommy say she understand coz my work environment, tt's y i become like tt... but she felt tt i have become from this extreme (extreme nice and temperless) to the other extreme (like a porcupine)... she asked me.. 'R U HAPPY?'
i didnt ans... but i wanted to say, I M NOT! i hate myself nw! i'm no longer the nice TYL tt is easy to get along with... i'm no longer the friendly TYL who is well like and well love by everyone.... i'm juz someone who everyone hates! i have more n more time being alone.. n i hate it! Mommy say i shld learn hw to strike a balance.. can protect myself.. n at the same time be friendly...

with all these happenings.. i realised tt i miss him like crazy.. hw i wish he is here... holding me tight.. telling me everything is juz a nightmare... hw i wish i can really cry my heart out in his arms... with him acting cute n silly juz to make me laugh... but no... this will never happen again... n i shld say luckily he is not here.. coz if he is here.. but have no time for me.. i think i will be sadder... well.. blessing in disguise...

haiz... 无奈，无助，无能为力.. my life is juz so F*** UP!

I had this weird dream:

I dream tt i drove a BENZ (ok... dun ask me hw come.. i oso wondering it myself), to a chalet @ dunno where. This place got chalet and condo de... this is supposingly a chalet with Jason, JX, Harris and gang... but i saw my pdtn workers toking to me.. telling me hw to go to the chalet.
(As i say.. this is a weird dream)

Then i parked my car at somewhere very far away from the stated chalet... and walked towards it.. then when i reach the place.. (it was up on a hill), i went to explore and see is there any possibility tt i can park my car near the chalet... as i walked out of the chalet.. there is this guy behind...

he is my BF in my dream.. he walked towards me and hugged me and asked me where i was going? and we held our hands walking ard to find the place for my car to park. Then i found out tt i can reach the chalet if i drove up a multi-storey carpark... i have no confidence in driving up.. so i asked 'HIM' if he wld acc me... and if i happened not to be able to drive.. he shld take over..

Then next sence... we were in the car... he was holding me the way i like guys hold me in REAL LIFE... then everything was blur blur.. i woke up...

I DIDNT GET TO SEE WHO IS THIS SUPPOSINGLY BF!! only noe he is quite tall and big.. (NOT FAT... is juz not those skinny type)...not wearing specs.... then dunno liao...

funny dream rite?? i was wondering m i so in need of a guy till like tt?!?!? wahahahhaa.... anyway, i shall go n sleep and see if i can get a clearer pic of this Boyfriend... :p

"hi, hope everything is fine for u. Dun reply me, coz i still not intend to have anything to do with u yet. I juz feel that it's unfair to u that i suddenly MIA since u did nth wrong. Sorry, but i really cant be the good fren u hoped for. so no contact is the best for both of us n the best thing i can give you the last time. Without me, mayb u'll be happier. Take Care."

Yes, it still hurts... but it shld be done. I'm choosing the 'should do, must do, have to do' path instead of the 'want to do' path... this is the 无奈 in life. Just let nature takes its course.. time heals....

BTW, a happy note....
ONLINE RADIO IS BACK!!!

Tiny changes to my blog... ok.. yx will say she allergy to pink... but this time round i did not purposely put pink de.. wahahaha... juz to suit my header de.. hehe

I've changed the song... u will find it familiar.. it is the same tune as the song 寂寞光年 - 刘力杨 the ending song for the channel 8 show 双子星...

Jade Liu changed the lyrics, and nw is a new song call 礼物. It is in her new album 转寄刘力扬

刘力扬 - 礼物
词：刘力扬 曲：80 time

终于可以在今天划上句点
一整夜 翻阅过去画面
想不起我们为何会诀别
只看到那双你送的鞋

走一步又一步
我才发现绕了个圈
走了好几年
又回到原点

你送的礼物 会不会太特别
毫不避讳 那不安的传言
但渐行渐远 习惯到没感觉
难道你早想要我走远

你送的礼物 在此刻好体贴
陪我回忆 把过往走一遍
穿了这些年 难免会有污点
就像每段爱 总会有终点

世上最残酷的 恐怕是时间
困住人 一切却还向前
干涸的眼 再挤不出一点咸
爱到如此可悲的境界

走一步又一步
却跟不上你的脚步
你满意了
为什么我却只想要哭

你送的礼物 会不会太特别
毫不避讳 那不安的传言
但渐行渐远 习惯到没感觉
难道你早想要我走远

你送的礼物 在此刻好体贴
陪我回忆 把过往走一遍
穿了这些年 难免会有污点
就像每段爱 总会有终点

你说做自己吧
我们都做回自己
不要再为爱受委屈

你送的礼物 原来是一场劫
夙命一样准确
可笑到想要 你赔给我时间
爱情有时廉价得可怜

光著脚我一路奔跑
鲜血泪水一路狂飙
收起我的骄傲
承认曾经备受煎熬

鞋上那记号
只有你能明了
过了这一夜
我就全忘掉

Damn.. feel like sleepin.... yes.. it is the middle of the day.. n i'm doing a report halfway... and am damn sleepy le..

anyway, juz to inform ppl who r out there worrying tt tyl might go into the way/direction or anything.. STOP worrying... wahahaa.. coz it WILL NEVER happen... y? coz it wun happen lah... coz it is not morally rite lor... :P



They are not my type of coffee nor tea nor dish... yes.. initially, it was quite interesting to noe them.. coz they are like big bros, looking out for u... n better still.. no need to worry abt them.. they will worry abt u.. (GOOD thing abt older guys)... hahaha



But, they are soooo uncle, so no fun... soooo erm... *boring*.... ahahah... not funny... at times really damn bored sia.. hhahaha.. n quite sian lah.. so no worries... :) plus i dun feel the sincerity of being frens.. i dunno leh.. it is a total different feeling from OFM and CP... tt 2.. i can really feel tt they sincerely wanna be frens... but these few... i dun have the feeling.. i always feel there is a motive.. so i dun treat them very well actually... as compared to OFM they all.. hahaha



wahahahahahaa....

Got this from a fren's blog... it is very meaningful... one or more applies to u.... they are frm famous authors or ppl ard the world....

1。莎士比亚说:
再好的东西都有失去的一天。
再深的记忆也有淡忘的一天。
再爱的人，也有远走的一天。
再美的梦也有苏醒的一天。
该放弃的决不挽留。
该珍惜的决不放手。
分手后不可以做朋友，因为彼此伤害过！
也不可以做敌人，因为彼此深爱过

2。几米说:
当你喜欢我的时候，我不喜欢你,
当你爱上我的时候，我喜欢上你,
当你离开我的时候，我却爱上你,
是你走得太快，还是我跟不上你的脚步,
我们错过了诺亚方舟,错过了泰坦尼克号,错过了一切的惊险与不惊险,
我们还要继续错过.
我不了解我的寂寞来自何方，但我真的感到寂寞。
你也寂寞，世界上每个人都寂寞，只是大家的寂寞都不同吧。

3。刘心武说:
不要指望，麻雀会飞得很高。
高处的天空，那是鹰的领地。
麻雀如果摆正了自己的位置，它照样会过得很幸福！

4。亦舒说:
人们日常所犯最大的错误，是对陌生人太客气，而对亲密的人太苛刻，把这个坏习惯改过来，天下太平。

5。郭敬明说:
我终于发现自己看人的眼光太过简单,我从来没有去想面具下面是一张怎样的面容,
我总是直接把面具当做面孔来对待,却忘记了笑脸面具下往往都是一张流着泪的脸.

6。刘心武说:
对不起是一种真诚，没关系是一种风度。
如果你付出了真诚，却得不到风度，那只能说明对方的无知与粗俗！

7。韩寒说:
再累再苦就当自己是二百五再难再险就当自己是二皮脸

8。安妮宝贝说:
当一个女子在看天空的时候，她并不想寻找什么。她只是寂寞。

9。遇见平凡说:
缘分像一本书。翻的不经意会错过童话; 读得太认真又会流干眼泪.

10。张小娴说:
爱，从来就是一件千回百转的事。
不曾被离弃，不曾受伤害，怎懂得爱人？

11。亦舒说:
无论怎么样，一个人借故堕落总是不值得原谅的； 越是没有人爱，越要爱自己。

12。刘心武说:
与其讨好别人，不如武装自己；
与其逃避现实，不如笑对人生
与其听风听雨，不如昂首出击！

13。张爱玲说:
娶了红玫瑰，久而久之，红玫瑰就变成了墙上的一抹蚊子血，
白玫瑰还是“床前明月光”；
娶了白玫瑰，白玫瑰就是衣服上的一粒饭渣子，
红的还是心口上的一颗朱砂痣。

14。三毛说:
一个朋友很好，两个朋友就多了一点，三个朋友就未免太多了。
知音，能有一个已经很好了，不必太多，
如果实在没有，还有自己，好好对待自己，跟自己相处，也是一个朋友…

15。雪小禅说:
我以为终有一天，我会彻底将爱情忘记，将你忘记。
可是，忽然有一天，我听到了一首旧歌，我的眼泪就下来了，
因为这首歌，我们一起听过。

16。郭敖说:
我们始终都在练习微笑，终于变成不敢哭的人。

17。三毛说:
不要害怕拒绝他人，如果自己的理由出于正当。
当一个人开口提出要求的时候，他的心里根本预备好了两种答案。
所以，给他任何一个其中的答案，都是意料中的。

18。梓色心晴说:
男人哭了，是因为他真的爱了~
女人哭了，是因为她真得放弃了。

19。玄漪说:
能够说出的委屈，便不算委屈；
能够抢走的爱人，便不算爱人。

20。张爱玲说:
爱情本来并不复杂，来来去去不过三个字，
不是“我爱你”、“我恨你”，便是“算了吧”、“你好吗”、“对不起”。

21。马云说:
晚上想想千条路,早上醒来走原路。

22。饶雪漫说:
这个世界欺骗了我，我必须给与还击，
我不会放掉任何一丁点儿属于我的幸福，
哪怕付出的代价是从此坠入地狱，我也在所不惜。

23。郭敖说:
每个人一生之中心里总会藏着一个人，
也许这个人永远都不会知道，尽管如此，
这个人始终都无法被谁所替代。
而那个人就像一个永远无法愈合的伤疤，
无论在什么时候，
只要被提起，或者轻轻的一碰，就会隐隐作痛。

24。GARVEN说:
话是人说的，屁也是人放的，
说话和放屁一样，都是一口气而已。

25。三毛说:
某些人的爱情，只是一种“当时的情绪”。
如果对方错将这份情绪当做“长远的爱情”，是本身的幼稚。

26。张小娴说:
如果没法忘记他，就不要忘记好了。
真正的忘记，是不需要努力的。

27。人非草木说:
再丑的人也能结婚，再美的人也会单身！

28。张爱玲说:
因为爱过，所以慈悲；
因为懂得，所以宽容。

Does anyone of the sayings trigger ur memories? or emotions? or agreement?
Well... they did, for me.. :)

I'm juz soooo excited.... hehe.. helping to think of names for hx baby liao leh... hhehee... baby due in January wo... Hx, u muz remember... for baby sake and ur sake.. u muz keep a happy and relax mindset wo....
Think most prob is girl wo.... n we r deciding on the following names.... let's vote!!! hehehe

1. Iris - Colorful, Rainbow (dervied from Greek, ancient symbol of powder, dedicated to God Juno)
2. Abbie - Joy of the Father (English)
3. Felicis - Latin word for Happy, Lucky, Fortunate
4. Kelis - Beautiful (American)

which is nice???

Other than the preious few in my life, i have one VERY IMPT person. she is definitely NOT perfect, and she can make u scream and pull ur hair and be angry at her... yet, u cant live without her!!

She is lazy, pure lazy that she would rather sleep than acc u have KTV, or BFAST or LUNCH or SUPPER, BUT when she noes tt u r really craving for it.. she die die oso acc u.. (provided she in good mood lah)

She is crazy,,,, she can be acting silly with u, laughing happily at one moment.. next moment.. she will scold u for being so silly...

She is a critic! she can condemn u till u upside down, she can be so straight fwd tt u would be hurt by her words, she is someone who wish u to be the perfect person in her mind. she wanna u to live her way and live up to her expectations.... YET, deep down, u noe she accepts u as who u r... juz tt at times she wanna remind u to be careful.. dun get hurt... (but sometimes, b4 i get hurt.. she hurt me already.. aiyo... hahaa)

She is such a bimbo!! her actions, her way of toking, her knowledge... will make u wonder.. hw come she can study for degree with almost 1st class honours... she made u cry and laugh at the same time. DUN ever test her chinese! u will vomit blood! go shopping with her.. u will go crazy if u r not trained b4.. yet without her, ur life is a bore...

She makes no sense!! she is random and lame and can come up with actions and theories a NORMAL human being cant think of de.. n her weird stuff may make u laugh till u cry!!! this always make my day.. n i muz say, i'm PROUD to intro her to everyone ard me.. coz she bring laughter to everyone!!! (ok.. she will complain.. she say 'my mommy dun give birth to me as an entertainer de ok')

She very no respect... she dun give u a damn if u r the mighty god or the teacher or the lecture or the wise old man.. if she think tt there is no logic or not realistic... be prepared to shoot by her... she wun give face de... This is her...

She is a damn lousy cooker... and yet loves to offer to cook for ppl...

i'm attention seeker, she is attention attracter... so sometimes i really wanna strangle her of attracting all the attention... BUT, then again... it is ok lah... coz sometimes she attract the WRONG guys.. which i really glad tt i dun.. wahahahahaa...

see.. everyone has flaws... even her.. she is not perfect, she is damn irritating... but i juz cant live without her.. she missed me when i dun come home early reguarly (she uses suaning to bring this msg across to me), she really cares... though she dun show... she is actually sensitive de wo.. (she acted like she is nt... ) she really needs someone to tok with (SHE WILL NEVER ADMIT IT), she is also has a fragile heart.. she needs ppl's support for her to carry on with her damn irritating sch life... she is not as strong as wat everyone sees to be..

she loves u, so she have very high expectation for u... so when u cant do it.. she will condemn u.. but then she still accepts u as who u r...

so this is her.. MY BELOVED SISTER!! TYX.. Tan Yan Xin!! haha... i cant imagine my life without her! n i'm s0 proud to intro her as my sis to everyone... (though she loves overtaking.. wahahaha..)

i'm REALLY REALLY afraid to lose her.. tt was my most terrible nightmare in my younger days...

I went to buy my watch... hehe Titus watch!! hehe.. yes, using the money my darlings gave me de.. so can say is my late bdae present...
THANK YOU - Ms Wong YT, Mr Darren Peng YH, Mr Hong JM, Ms Hoon HH, Ms Cheryl Wee SH, erm... Ms Tan YX... r u involved?? hahaha... THANK YOU OSO lah.. coz u contributed 1st mah... hehehee MUACKz.. hehee

It is rose gold wo... hahhahaha