Wao.. finally my story blog is up le... i create a blog.. specially for the story i writing.. so ppl can juz go the website to read n leave comments.. n i no need spend time sending email to every1.. hehee...

this is the blogsite: dreamystory.blogspot.com.... u can oso get the link frm this blog.. juz search it ba.. wahahaa..
muz go sleep le.. or else tml cannot wake up in time.. liyun gonna kill me liao...

Sat morning.. no need wake up early to go to mentoring... so slept till quite late. my mom called back frm mkt in the morning, asking my dad n my bro who at home. both of them told my mom only they 2 at home!!! n i was still in my room sleeping!!! n my room door was not close! haiz

end up.. my mom didnt buy my bfast... n of coz.. she cursed me all the way frm mkt back to hse.. cursing me y i go out didnt inform her... but the truth was : I STILL AT HOME!! juz tt the 2 dun bother to check if any1 else at home mah.. haiz.. poor me.. kana cursed for nth...

my mom asked if i wanna her to acc me go eat b4 my tuition.. i say no need.. lazy le.. so c home got wat things to eat lor...
it was raining heavily.. my dad went out to work... n he asked me to fetch him an umbrella... i cant find those big big de.. so i gave him de foldable de... n he looked at tt umbrella... then like tt turned away.. n walked away.. heck care me even i shouted ask him come back!!! TMD gimme wat attitude la!! Kaoz.. i didnt offend him leh... kaoz... then like tt gimme attitude... foldable umbrella cannot be used de meh?! kaoz!!!! as i say.. i really hate guys n their attitude!

went tuition... my K2... dunno wat happen... they so nosiy... n so naughty.. mayb i treat them too well le.. sian....

after tuition, i realised tt hse no ppl.. means i no dinner.. n no 1 acc me!!!! YT, WHERE R U?!... haiz.. called JM.. he at NTU mountain xiu lian, LCM coz of fish dun want me.. cheryl bz with her stuff... then i call ivan.. with my fingers crossed... he was sleeping... n he said he can meet me... love him so... 旧爱还是最美... hahaaa... ivan is the best!! hee... hahaa...

we met n go eat sushi... then gossip.. tok cock.. n of coz.. listen to his latest story.. he always got interesting story.. hahaha... after rotting in cwp... we went over to PS.. it's a gd thing tt he has a car.. hahaa.. go anywhere oso can.. after tt he send me home le.. he went watch movie with lyn... well.. as he say.. he is pei ke... hahaa... pei me till i wanna go back le.. then go pei the other... hee... then come back typed my story... feel like starting another story.. hehe...

Fall in love with this song.. by Rainie Yang 杨丞琳. Title: 暧昧 (ai mei).
for ppl who dun understand wat is the meaning of 暧昧 (ai mei) .. it is actually saying tt a relationship between two ppl is very unclear... for eg, u n the other party.. r very very close... till ppl really misunderstand both of u as a couple.. but the 2 of u never admit.. or 证实你们在一起 or say is impossible to be together.. yet r behaving like a couple...

dunno y.. the moment i heard this song.. i really like it lor.. mayb coz of the lyrics.. to some ppl out there, mayb u will feel tt the lyrics r telling ur story too.. i've changed my blog song to this song le...

暧昧
词∶姜忆萱/颜玺轩 曲∶小冷

暧昧让人受尽委屈 找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进 何时该放弃 连拥抱都没有勇气

只能陪你到这里 毕竟有些事不可以
超过了友情 还不到爱情 远方就要下雨的风景
到底该不该哭泣 想太多是我还是你
我很不服气 也开始怀疑
眼前的人 是不是同一个 真实的你

暧昧让人受尽委屈 找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进 何时该放弃 连拥抱都没有勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心 直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你 写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽 停在这里

Back frm chalet le... mon, met kl, yy, marcus to go to buy stuff.. then go chalet... well... had fun.. hope all others oso enjoy.. whahaha...

YP.. became our maid sia... mopped floor... clean kitchen.. really like auntie leh.. hahaha... can fight with wy le.. wahahaa... then ly, tt sleeping beauty sia... hahaa... keep sleeping... then hor... yy n xh go drag her out of the bed... then drag her out of the room.. then make her lie outside the toilet... hahaa.. ly said she was shouting 'help' all the way... but no one save her.. only TH ran up.. n stand there look wat's happening.. whahahaa.... but hor.. i muz say.. we really didnt hear her shout.. ahahhaaa

then in chalet rot, sing ktv, watch movie, play mahjong.. hahaha... then they go play bowling.. got bet.. those who lost... muz wear socks.. pull to the highest... then wear slippers walk back to chalet, n BBQ for the winning grp.. wahahaa.. n it's so funny... hahaa...

muz thank every1 who made this possible.. hehee... actually, during the stay.. esp 2nd night.. was quite disappointed. but still ok lah.. coz 希望不高， 失望也不大 lor... so didnt affect me much.. juz a moment of disappointment...

didnt come home for 1-2 days only.. so many things happen.. the moment i reached home... i recieved a shocking news.. then mommy tell me another thing.. haiz.. life ... u never noe wat happen next.... juz hope everything, every1 will be fine...

Children's day over.. so is Yx bdae...haha... we so gd lor... buy so many things for her.. n even let her go ktv.. treat her leh... one most impt thing is that yonghui took photo with her lor.. tt's her best gift ba i guess... hahaa..

tyx n the guy WS (she liked de) got the same bdae lor... n noe wat... she wanna baked cookies for ppl's bdae gift... SHE NEVER SUCCED in baking edible cookies!!! n she wanna bake for him.. coz he like cars.. so she made the cookies into car shapes... n then say wanna to give him 18.. coz he 18 yr old.. so sweet rite?? her kor (my bro) jealous wo.. coz she never put in so much effort for any1 of us lor..... haiz... nw can c clearly... 有异性没人性

she ar.. begged me teach her baked cookies.. n the cookies she baked is at the expense of MY LIFE! Y? coz on sat... i was too bz to eat... morning meeting, then str go tuition... after tuition, i went to meet her to buy the ingridents.... n she wanna find POWERPUFF lunchbox for him.. so i gotta acc her walked round central... with my empty stomach.. it's amazing i didnt faint.. so i can say the cookies r atthe expense of my life.. whahahaa... then of coz.. i baked extras... n got car shaped cookies for lcm de... but he didnt wanna come meet us today.. so no chance let him eat the ccokies.. well if it's eaten away by others... then next time then bake again lor...

still got bball shape for ...... n golf ball shape for yihang... but then coz we liked the cookies so much.. end up ate all le.. so no more golf ball shaped n bball shapes de liao... haha.. sorry yihang.. hahaa.. but got lotsa no shape de cookies left.. sure will let u try de... hahaha

sat is children's day.. n i realised y i like to teach despite of having headaches n prob with kids nowadays... they are so cute.. n funny... n when u gave them their children's day gifts.. looking at their smiles... suddenly feels tt everything is worth it de... n they oso brought me back to the times when i was still recieving children's day gifts.. hee.. sweet memory.. hee...

later we'll have my chalet.. so excited.. yet abit disappointed.. but then.. nvm... i'm sure we'll have fun de...

Actually, i realised tt i'm as stupid as xian... wat right do I have to lecture her?! wat makes me feel this way.. well.. of coz sth happened... as for wat.. i really dun wish to say... actually i already told myself lotsa times ever since dec 2004... i muz give up n get on with my life... i muz not hold on to it... n i muz be 狠心。

actually, i noe very well of how xian felt.. abt difficult to let go... coz one moment.. u decided to let go n 4get abt everything.. the next moment, he did sth.. u 心软 again... n u dun bear to let go... haiz... i cried the whole night again... i promised i wun shed a tear for him anymore... ever since dunno when.. but then... i failed once again... so i thinking wat right i have to say xian!?

i guessed he knew wat he said hurt me.. he smsed me.. but i off hp.. it's only this morning then i get to c the msg... this is oso the reason y it's so hard to let go.. i rather he hurt me.. deeply once n for all.. n dun ever turn back.. let me hate him.. then it's easier ba...

I'm losing confidence in relationship, in guys.. my failed realtionship.. with THAT 2... n xian's example... i'm wondering.. wat nice thing can happen in a realtionship.. i was juz telling my mom.. i'm starting to hate guys.. so dun expect me to be attached not to say marriage... guys nowadays... (or shld i say guys ard me) 不是普通的难搞.... dun even noe wat we muz do then they satisfy.... i'm very sian... sian in everything... disappointed in a lot of things...

EXAM OVER!!! Finally! 2 weeks of torture... end le.... today's paper.. let say.. ok lor... all abt qualtiy management... so crap all the way.. then the 1st time ever.. most of us.. half hr b4 paper end started to go our liao lor.. coz very sian mah... n oso sit down there oso no use.. cant think of anything out le... haha.. even LY tt woman... oso come out early... this, surprised lotsa ppl.. coz she always do till last min de... hahaha

after paper... went bugis meet mommy n yx... we go pray pray... pray n hope tt xian will have a clear mind... anyway, after tt we went shopping.. 3 women.. shopped till dunno like wat... hahaha... 1st went to the shop... where it sell cheap cute little things... for children's day gift for my students... then went shopped in parco.... yx wanna buy a shirt in tt mickey mouse stall think is call M industry.. but dun have the one she like... but i found t-shirt i like.. but very ex lah.. so didnt buy... then we went to converse shop.. wanna buy the shoes.. the yx say not worth.. so i oso didnt buy... went to ebase... yx saw a pair of shorts... then she liked it.. wanna buy.. mommy say buy for her as bdae gift lor.. i bought a bag for her le... tt day.. then sun oso promise to treat her go ktv.. her actual bdae on sun mah.. haha....

went on to leather ark... c new slippers... c got new designs n discount mah.. got clearance sale.. $19.90.. but not the design i like... rot in bugis till abt 9 then come back.. hahaa.. spend quiet a lot wo.. hehee...

Anyway, saw this in yp's blog... so think is interesting.. hehe.. so copy here.. but ans not yp de.. is mine!!!

7 things that scare me?(in decreasing order starting with scariest)

1. NEEDLES (injections esp!!)
2. Lizards
3. Losing my family n frens
4. Thunder & Lightning
5. Dark places (scary... )
6. Dogs
7. Ppl angry

7 things I like most(in no particular order)

1. Sleep
2. Go KTV (sing to be exact.. no need go ktv oso can sing.. haha)
3. Chat with frens (shld i say gossip, hee)
4. Rot with my frens.. esp my darling
5. Rot online
6. Watch my idol drama (esp with 5566, 183 club)
7. Read chinese novel

7 important things in my room

1.My doreamon
2. BIG Piggy
3. Doraemon bloster
4. My bed
5. Wall with 5566, wilber poster
6. Hp charger
7. Stars on my ceiling n wall

7 random facts about me

1. A 22 yr girl, but ppl think only 18 or mayb 12? haha
2. Still miss him!!! :p
3. Crazy girl esp with tyx
4. Love 183 club, 5566, Energy, Wilber, Jay, Lin JJ,
5. Teach a lot of tuition, then abit sian liao...
6. Always kana bullied by my bro n sis
7. Can cry easily... but still lose till YP.. her tear glands no stopper de

7 things I want to do before I die

1. Ermm.. go aust find my darling
2. Go Thai see my frens
3. Go HK disneyland
4. Finish watching Wang Zi Bian Qing Wa
5. Have a baby whaha.. of coz muz be with guy i love
6. Find the guy i love n he muz love me more.. ahha!!
7. Buy a car

7 things I can do

1. Play Mahjong
2. Cook!!
3. Sing (nice or not nice is not the issue)
4. Sleep till like no tml
5. Teach (Gd results not granateed)
6. Write Chinese story (nice or not is not the issue... haha)
7. Talk! (esp tok over phone with... hehe)

7 things I can't do

1. Go near dogs by myself
2. Catch Lizards
3. Touch my nose using my tongue
4. Watch horror movie alone
5. Leave my Hp at home
6. See my frens in trouble n not helping
7. Go for injection with breaking into cold sweats

7 things I say the most(Decreasing order starting with most)

1. Wao Lao
2. TMD!
3. Kaoz
4. hmmmm
5. huh?
6. orh
7. U bully me!!!

7 people that may do this

1. I dunno
2. YP done le
3. Yt dunno will be so free mah
4. Cheryl mayb.. if she is free
5. Yh now very boliao.. rotting in ppls' blog site
6. I wanna sleep liao
7. No strength to think

Finally... one more to go... after 3 days of nutrition.. i'm concentrated with facts.. haha.. now having terrible headache... coz last night did not sleep well.. oso dunno y... tossing ard in bed frm 0030 till 0200... still not able to sleep.. thinking of too many things.. or mayb coz of the ribena i drank b4 i went to bed?? haha...

Actually was not in gd mood these few days... exam stress.. plus things i gotta noe on sat.. abt my xian...

i really dunno wat can i do le... it's like u noe she is hurting herself.. n u've tried all ur ways to tok to her.. to tell her.. it's no use.. dun be stupid to follow tt guy.... yet she still dun listen.. still willingly to follow him... n i'm so helpless... i'm total clueless... how to help her le... xian... u tell me.. when will u wake up?

xian... look at him!!! is he the one who truly like u???? y it didnt come across to u tt.. he dun like u.. he's juz using u.. coz his gf is not here with him? coz i always believe.. no matter how terrible a man is.. he wun treat the person he like or he love, so badly de... he is making u into a person he wants... not who u r... n u r not u anymore..... he made u lost ur pride...or shld i say u lost all ur pride coz of him... he is not respecting u.... in fact HE DUN TREAT U AS A PERSON! as a girl... u muz leave some pride for urself.. u muz noe how to protect urself.. to love urself... but wat i can c is tt u allow him to manipulate u!!! ur pride is gone.. u dun even respect urself anymore.... so wat if he is sweet at times?! so wat if he will come n fetch u when he is free?? but once he is unhappy.. he can leave u somewhere... then go off by himself... it's not tt he never did that to u b4... how can u tolerate this kind of ppl? it's juz like i use a knife to chop u.. then after tt i say sorry. i love u.. wat's the use?! then wound is there le... n is bleeding badly.. sorry can make it stop bleeding? can make u feel no pain???
y r u letting urself to live in such a misery? or mayb u dun think it as a misery? wat is in him tt u dun bear to leave him??? he has no looks, no character, no money, no everything.. the only thing he got is a gf in thai (quoted frm tyx...) perhaps we r not u.. so we dunno the enjoyment of being with him.... but then again.. ask urself... r u really hapy being with him?!

do u noe u really hurt n disappoint ppl who truly care abt u.. who truly love u????
do u noe wat ppl think of u now???
yes.. u can dun care... but still i muz tell u.. reputation is the most impt thing for a girl!!!!

u start to avoid us.. avoid toking abt the topic tt invovle him.... this porves tt u r not helping urself... we, ur frens, ur family.. trying ways n means to help u.. yet... u not doing anything to help urself..... u believe in fate, u believe in destiiny... but sometime.. ur fate ur destiny... muz control by urself!!!

of coz....i noe u will be thinking tt i've no right to tok to u abt leaving this guy... coz i'm oso as stupid, rite? BUT i will never allow myself to lose all my pride.. n not respecting myself.. once he did something that is out of my tolerance limit.. i wun cont'd ren de.. coz no point!!! anyway, he never did things tt r so overboard ar...

anyway, as xin jie always say.. i'm a door mat with a golden 'welcome'.. now i say.. u r a door mat with a diamond 'welcome'!
btw.. u r not alone, u noe.. we r always here for u.. we really do.... the decision u made(to leave him or not)... i may not support.. but whatever happen... u still have us..

Today is a memorial day for me.. coz is my mentoring farewell party... for our graduating sec 4.... hmmmm... it's more touching or shld i say sadder than last yr de ba.. coz i closer to this batch.. in fact.. is VERY close to this batch... esp with my Wee Keong and Jason.... when was watching at the video tt made by cheryl..(muz thanx cheryl.. coz she worked on this till 5am... poor thing).. realised time flies... it's like juz yesterday they came in as sec 2.. so new to us... at tt time i was quite new to mentoring... now they r graduating.. they've grown.. taller... i mean a lot TALLER.. hahaa....
The moment Jason n Wee Keong giving speech.. on how they felt abt mentoring.. n stuff... n of coz not 4getting to thank me.. hahaa.. ok. i was touched... if not coz every1 in joking mode... i guessed i'll cry de lor... they are so cute so funny so nice... they actually look after me.. hahah.. though i'm their mentor.. actually i consider them as my frens more than my mentees... well... they say they will come back as mentors... they better do!! hee....

then today finally xian tt bz woman come jio me out for dinner... this girl.. 有异性没人性... got TT MAN le... then dun come find me.. everytime go find her.. she so bz.. at last today.... she come ask if i free anot... i tell her.. she now rarely meet me.. so.. at the risk of my results.. oso muz go meet her.... she didnt wanna tell me abt she n TT MAN.. coz dun wanna me to worry abt her.. but the more she didnt tell me.. the more i worry... n i'm really sorry to say tt... I HATE TT MAN!! y?? coz HE BULLY MY AH XIAN!!

my xian.. my precious xian!! n he dare to bully.. he dunno how to write the word 'DIE' lor!! TMD!! n Xian.. if u happen to c this.. i've to apologise 1st... coz watever i wanna say here will be all bad things abt him!! TT MAN is a fucking jerk! sorry tt i used such a word.. but i really cant tolerate tt man!

wat he did?! he is a control freak!! worse than LCM! he control her of wat she wears.. cannot be too childish.. not too revealing.. control on meeting frens... n wat she tok abt with her frens... control her of wat she likes.. cannot say she like those soft toys.. coz is childish!!! TMD! wat the hell!! haiz.. no freedom!! then he can one min not happy.. scold her... make her malu IN THE PUBLIC!!! kaoz!! no respect for her de lor!!! he will juz shout at her... then like tt walk off... i cant believe in this world got this type of man de lor.. to think tt he is already almost 30.. or over 30 le!!! no matter how attitude LCM was.. he never did tt de lor.. suddenly i think lcm is much much better than him.. though i still cant tolerate his nonsense lah... haha.. cant imagine xian can tolerate all these nonsense frm TT MAN!!!! n worse still, TT MAN dun wanna let ppl noe abt their relationship!!! as if she is like somekind of mistress!!! TMD! MY ah xian so jian bu de guang mah?!
i really hate this man!!! y he like tt bully her? y she like tt sha sha let him bully!? u noe.. when she was telling me abt this.. i really wanted to ask TT MAN to come out.. n give him a few tight slaps... then tell him to fuck off.. even if huixian will gonna hate me 4eva... i dun care.. i juz wanna to let this man noe.. my ah xian cannot like tt bully de!!!

MY AH XIAN IS A GEM! she is to be loved, to be cared, to be treasured!! i'm so heart pain... i was crying inside.. how can my ah xian be with this jerk? y she is torturing herself?! haiz... but wat can i do.. she willingly tolerating all the nonsense... watever i can say.. already said le.. decision is up to her.. she happy can liao.. juz dun wanna c her being hurt!!!

2 papers down!! now got a break in between... dun feel like studying now... hahaa...

1st paper on 20-09 CP 4091 Food Analysis and Legislation... Killer paper... all stunned!! coz all not wat we expected!!! kaoz... say wat got calculations.. end up.. only mulitple choice 2 qns.. then give us the theory.... better still the long qns give abt crucible... n wat... it's not in the notes.. it's juz those additional bit ms leong added when going thru the procedure of ashing.. OMG!!! haiz.. sian half lor.... YH low morale liao.. i damn sian.... YP mah.. think she oso sian....

then we only have one n half day study for the next paper... so though low morale oso die die muz study... haiz... tt night study till 4 am... YH acc me study till 2 then he cant tahan liao... haha... actually i noe my body de.. if i didnt slp for one night.. or not enough slp.. next day sure fall sick... n sure enough.. next day sick liao... somemore weather so cold.. esp at my hse here... jia lat liao.. but of coz cant stop ar.. no time liao.. so pop in medicine liao then keep studying lor...

2nd paper 22-09 CP 4044 Food Process Engineering B.. not bad.. though oso stun abit by the section B qns.. surimi came out instead of hurdle... then die liao.. coz didnt really study surimi... end up left it blank lor... hee... others still ok lah.. esp Mr Ng's part on cleaning de.. last min pia.. lucky still can remember abit.. hehe... thru out his lectures this sem.. i either sleep or skip away.... so amazingly can understand.. hahaa.. lucky sia.. hahaa....

next up is nutrition.. haiz.. another paper tt can kill... LET ME SURVIVE thru these 2 weeks!!!
then can enjoy liao.. hahaa....

Wao.. after 3 days of battling with the legislation n analysis.... TML is THE DAY!! hmmm... how confident m i? i oso dunno... coz i normally dun memorise... i always use my own words.. but then when i use my own words.. teacher like dun seems to understand my pt.. hhaa... well nvm.. juz pray hard... score on calculation part... then can liao.. hehee hmmm... i must not be late tml!!!

this sem.. i've got changes in my studying pattern... no longer go sch study everyday... oso didnt go wdl lib.. everyday rot at home.. sit in front of comp.. study... y? i oso dunno.. mayb coz nobody acc liao ba.. yr 1 sem 1 still got xin jie acc at wdl study... then yr 1 sem 2, yr 2 sem 1 i everyday go sch lib study.... yr 2 sem 2, in wdl lib n sch lib... depending on where i please... everytime always got ppl acc de.. yr 3 sem 1.. i stay at home study.. coz very tired of going sch... very sian of going wdl lib.. dun ask me y.. coz me myself oso dunno y... juz tt study at these places... i'll be extremely depress... n end up no mood study... i always took initiative to ask ppl out to study together... but then this time round.... very sian to ask ppl liao lor... so might as well stay at home.. till ppl jio me lor...
n i've no more strength to nag ppl ard me to remember to study... it's their prob anyway. y shld i be worry for them when they themselves r not worry????

change in TYL.... gd or bad.. i oso dunno.... muz wait for frens ard me to comment... i no longer spend too much time worrying for other ppl... wat for?? some ppl juz dun appreciate... y 自讨苦吃？ i no longer go ask ppl if they need help... they need help, they will auto come find me de... no longer take the iniative to organise big events, to ask ppl out for a big study grp or anything like tt... coz wat the use when u dun get response? No longer silently sit there n let ppl vent their anger on me? starting to feel tt i'm not as caring/gd as b4 liao.. coz when ppl not in gd mood... i still dun allow ppl vent their fustrations.. haha.... izzit coz now i more dao? or i last time too stupid??

well... enough liao... muz go revise one more time then go sleep liao... or else sure late for tml's paper... then jia lat le....

Ok.. to explain abt XX excitement over this Simon guy - We juz got back frm Simon's Acapella mini concert. Wat is acapella.. for ppl who dunno.. it is juz singing with musical instruments.. all by MOUTHS!!!hahaa.. i mean human vocals.. hehee... my explaination not gd.. next time ask professionals explain.. hehe... simon was MY JC choir fren... a very very gd fren..

Anyway, today's performance was FANTASTIC... ermm.. ok.. last yr was better... y? coz the performers were more zai... they more powerful... this yr.. 1st song.. they sang wrongly.. me n Yanxin were like "huh? wat happen?" but lucky things 2nd song onwards.. the feeling was back!! esp with SIMON!!! hahaha... but again.. we liked last yr techno better.. coz they were more powerful.. n really got the disco feeling.. this time... change ppl sing.. they too gentle.. not powerful enough...

then got guest perfomance frm Resonance's (Simon acappella grp name) seniors... THEY WERE THE BEST!! haha.. they are known as Verve Enharmonics... the moment Joel started singing Dreamz FM's bu zhi de... i'm fainting... haha.. i was so...'WOW'... haha... anyway, last yr... felt tt Edmund (Vocal percussion) was very handsome... this yr cant recognise him.. coz i think he 'grown'.. haha,,, or mayb coz last yr stage big... so he appears thinner.. n this yr place smaller.. so he appears bigger?? dunno.. haha.. but found another cute guy.. his name is Tim.. if i not wrong.. oso Vocal Precussion.. hahaha... he is cute!! ok... enough enough...

Simon was gd.. hahaa... he had a solo... a lullaby.. he said he cant.. but he CAN! n it was soooo.. ok i melted.. hahaha.. SIMON, i'm going 追回你！hahaha.. his voice as soothing as ever.,... so wat if he cant sing tenor anymore.. coz he vocal range lower liao.. means no Jeff's n David tao's songs le... hahaha.. but who cares.. hahaa... tt's y i once told ly.. my future bf muz sing well.. coz it's simon who caused me to put this a a criteria for my bf.. haha.... btw i tot i'll be the 1st to create simon's Fan club.. who noes... my sis faster than me.. now she the president lor.. n spam my tagboard dunno like wat... hahhaa

ok.. enough of acapella... haha... today, yanxin kana sabo dunno like wat... 1st..she showed me her eye candy..OMG!!! cannot make it lah!!! her taste really wierd... then next... today went concert with her WeiSheng mah... he is def cuter than tt EYE CANDY lor... hahaa... anyway the 2 kana sabo like dunno wat... hehee.. damn funny lor... shld c how yanxin react n how weisheng react.. wao lao ... jing dian sia... ppl... wanna noe more abt wat happen?? BOMBARD yanxin!!! hahahaa... we r still thinking he likes her mah? n she likes him mah? hahhaa...haha

Now at 0108, i'm still studying... sian... studying food legislation... SO MANY THINGS to remember!!! now i noe y marie told me this is a sucky module... haiz.... y do we have to noe wat is the fd regulation where there is this whole thick book easily available.. y do we have to noe the Sale of Food Act when the book is happily lying there in the lib?! i bet even the officers working in AVA cant remember much abt the fd regulations. N we have to memorise!! students r always at a disadvantage.. now manage to finish fd recall.. n fd adulteration... there is still so much to go!! haiz...

Morning woke up quite late... then tot of going down to sch, meet up with yihang study... coz tt guy die die oso dun wanna come wdl study with me.. say very far... but then... his GF say wanna come down CWP (she wanna meet a fren then study in wdl for awhile).. so he follow lor.. n say can meet me at wdl lib study liao.. win liao lor.. i spend whole night asking him come down, he dun want.. his GF say one time.. he willingly come down.. i this DA JIE like no place like tt de.. hahhaa... GUYS!! HEAVY COLOUR, LIGHT FREN (DA JIE) haha....

very coincident.. met Chuan Heng in the lib oso... tt guy ar.. dunno he go there study or wat.. the moment he sat down.. he start to read his la bi xiao xin (蜡笔小新）hahaa... speechless.. haha... me n yihang study till we going crazy sia.. the module so dry.. studied till abt 6sth... chuan heng said hungry.. yihang oso agreed.. so we went off together.. n i c them eat.. hahah (going back for dinner mah).... after tt chuanheng went back to lib.. this time real study liao.. hee....
me go home.. to watch my Wang Zi Bian Qing Wa.. n tt Yihang leh.. 24 xiao BF.. go SP find GF lor... coz she having NAFA at SP mah... haha...

ok.. rest enough liao... back to notes again.. haiz...

Wao.. didnt noe that my previous entry recieved so many responses.. hhaha.. pai sei ar yihang.. i mean xiao hang zi... didnt list any words for u.. but dun worry, i wun die so easily de.. hahaa.. if i die.. i oso want my xiao hang zi to be buried with me.. hahaa... tt wat they did wat.. in the ancient China times... hahaa...

As for y i call yihang xiao hang zi.. it coz of Wenying franchising presentation.... coz they were doing a fairy tale.. where weijie was the King, wenying was the prince... then yp say... our class got 4 guys (dunno y she kept forgetting yihang oso guy.. haha), zac be the jester, kah guan is the knight, weijie is the prince, robin is king? i 4got le.. haha.. n the girls r princesses... haha.. then i remineded them tt they forgotten abt yihang... oops... then here comes a role for yihang... 公公... but he is young.. so i called him xiao hang zi... hehe... then i lao fo ye (老佛爷) hahaha....

so here'e the story of how xiao hang zi came abt.. hehee.. i think he gonna kill me soon.. hahhaa... :p

Juz came back frm meeting Simon.. this guy.. so long never c him liao.. he is still as funny.. still as crappy.. still as talented.. erm... ok.. talents wun change de.. haha.. ok.. yp n ly always say i got lotsa stories de.. now i tell u all.. simon is another story.. during my JC times.. very funny de.. haha... anyway, got time then tell u all... hahhaa

coz going to his acapella concert on Fri.. so met him to get tix... at 1st tot we so long never meet liao.. will be abit 疏远... but he is still as friendly.. n funny... we still chat abt lotsa things... hmmm miss those times.. he is a very talented guy wo.. gd is physics, maths... gd in music... gd in singing.. hahaa... cant wait for his performance... me n my sis r his die hard fans sia... haha

we were chatting abt my bro now in medic.. he was down there laugh n said ' u afraid of needles, they sent ur bro to medic in NS.. haha... ' i was stunned... he remembered tt i'm afraid of needles!!! he still remembers... wao... amazing... tot he will forget abt it.. since it was so long ago tt he found out tt i was afraid of needles... i juz replied him.. 'yah lor, idiot NS.. now whenever he not happy with me.. he will use his needles chase me ard the hse'.. haha...

some ppl who i'm so close with now.. meet everyday.. may not remember wat i'm afraid of.. wat i dun like.. then ppl like simon.. i 1 year can bearly meet for once or twice.. he remember.. human beings r funny... haha... ok lah.. i still not yet start studying liao.. siao liao.. haha... time to study le... hehee

Yanting juz told me tt melb mayb the next city to be attacked by terrorist... i told her, they wun attack anywhere with her ard.. coz she more terror than them.. hahaa... anyway, she told me she wanna say her last words... JUZ IN CASE... she not able to come back to SG. *TOUCH WOOD* *TOUCH WOOD* but then she reminded me of one thing.. wat if really.. tml i die liao how?? sure a lot of regrets de... mayb like yanting like tt.. say out my last words.. JUZ IN CASE... so wun die with so many regrets.... hehehee

1. I wanna tell my family.. I LOVE U ALL!!! though they can get onto my nerves sometime.. but well i'm juz happy tt i'm in such a cute family.. with my whole family love me so much...

2. thank you daddy for working so hard all these years to give us the best of everything..

3. Thank You mommy for being my listener n my advisor... always gimme or guide me to manage my class better n a better listener...

4. Thank You Ben n Yanxin... for giving so many problems!! haha.. ok thank you for looking after me.. n protecting me.. n trying to prevent me frm getting hurt..

5. Muz thank you huixian... for being such a wonderful cousin.. always there for me who i needed her.. i really hope she noe how to take care of herself.. n stop herself frm getting hurt anymore..

6. Thank you Yanting, Junming, huixin, ivan (5g1u), cheryl, yonghui, juliana, my F4 (kor, jj, cc, zw) for giving me those happy times.. n always there when i'm down.. not letting me feel lonely. esp YT, JM n HX u r always the pillar of my life... u all always noe when i'm down. n alwayscaring for me... giving me advices

7. Yong hui ar... u so handsome no gf very ke xi.. muz find a gf k? try looking ard.... dun put ur expectation too high lah.. haha....

8. Cheryl, u'll find the person who love u... n care for u de.. dun worry... btw u r very pretty.. dun always doubt it...

9. JM dun put too much time on ur work n stuff.. leave some time for urself.. u r not living for others.. u r living for urself... dun tired urself out.. or else me n yanxin will be very xin tong de..hahaha...

10. LCM... take gd care of urself... ur health not gd... lead a healthier life style. Find urself a nice girl... who noe how to take care of u n ur ash.. n oso can tolerate ur temper... Wanna thank you for watever u did for me... i really felt loved... thanx.. cant be together.. still hope u will remember me forever.. hahaa :p

11. Thank You all my poly frens.. u all given me a very unforgettable time... i never regret going to poly.. always giving me new surprises everyday.. hahaa

12. Yipei, 不要为别人而活， 为自己而活。dun always think tt u not gd.. not up to it.. u r gd... it's juz tt those ppl blind.. n dunno how to appreciate u...

13. Liyun, really hope can go taiwan with u.. u go find liyang, i go find ming dao.. hahaha.. remember, some guys r baddies... but not all.. they wun eat u up de.. coz they more afraid u eat them up... hahaa... n 把握机会。。。机会不是每天都有的。(this applies to Wenying oso)

14。 Xiaohua, th... muz be happy together k?? marry in 5 yrs times... n like fairy tale.. live happily ever after.. hahahaa.. TH, u ever bully XH.. i become ghost oso come haunt u.. hahahaa...

15. Ying xiu... dun always say wanna lose wt liao.. u r really very nice le.. since yr 1.. i c tt u grown prettier liao.. dun say wanna lose wt anymore.. too skinny not nice de..

16. Daniel.. hope u can find ur happiness... n u noe where u wanna go... where is ur destination...

17. Yun, stay happy always... no matter wat happen.. sure got solution de.. u r the strongest girl i've ever met... stay happy with HIM.. hehe

18. Shuhui.... stay cheerful always... n fidn a gd gd bf wo.. hahaha who love play game n comics as much as u do...

19. Lao Da... noe wat u want.. u r not god.. u cant take care of every1 de.. noe who is exactly the one.. then be with her... dun ever hurt her....

20. To him, Thank you for tolerating my unreasonable nonsense.. thank you for giving me those times when we were so happy.. i missed those times.. but i noe it wun go back anymore... still muz thank you.. thank you for being there when i cry, when i sad, when i stress... wanna tell u.. u r very impt to me.... Dun always behave like a kid.. grow up.. or else no girls want u ar.. not every girl can tolerate ur acts like i do leh...

Wao.. so long list.. haven finish yet.. haha i wanna star pendant n doraemon to be with me.. in the event if i die.. haha... ok.. say till like real ike tt...*TOUCH WOOD*.. hahaa.. dun play liao.. muz study le... hehee

*above mentioned r my 心里话... not fake de..

10th Sep was BP mentoring 10th anniversary carnival... it was held in SP Auditorium. we had 2 game stores... one is on fishing n the other soccer.. while some of us were bz mending the store, the others were running ard to play games... i think the mentees enjoyed themselves... we took lotsa photos... making it into badges..and postcards... very nice wo... hahahaa....

had the prize giving ceremony... mentors getting bronze, silver, gold and platimum award.. i got gold.. hahaa... next yr will be platimum liao.. i hope.. hahaa... anyway, wee keong n siti got the young learner's award... which is an award given to mentees.. who improve not only acdemically, but oso character wise.. jason oso can get it de.. but then my fault ba.. i 4got sms mdm soh to tell her.. so.... end up jason dun have... n he kept asking us y he didnt get.. hahaa...

had lotsa fun on sat... didnt regret giving up my work...for this.. hahaha.. though i earned $45 lesser... hehee...

haiz.. so fast exam coming ilao.. i shld be studying liao.. but no mood leh... c those notes.. i sian half... this made a big contrast between me n yanxin.. i too slack.. she too stressed... hahaa..
today is the start of study week le.. so guess.. shld go study now.. or else no time study liao...

Rot the whole day wo.. hahahaa... today no class... lazy do fyp.. slept till almost 11 then wake up... dun intend to study... too lazy.. no motivation....haiz....

so went out with mommy... go big aunt's hse.. long time never go le... miss all my nephews n nieces.. hahaha... aunt's hse like mini child care center.... so many toddlers... n they can be real noisy!!!! wao lao... can u imagine.... 2 toddlers.. running ard the hse.. chasing n screaming at each other... then another 9 mth old baby... crying n getting attention from ppl... n a 9 yr old boy.. hoping to find some1 to play with him... chaotic!! is the word i can use to describe the hse's scene...

still miss them lots... all still so cute... n i LOVE them.. though they r irritating at times... hehe.... well... soon... another baby on the way... hahaha... hopefully is a girl.. coz we have too many boys!!!!! not balance... hehee....

i tell yanxin,,, next time we cannot have babies so near each other de... coz our hse will oso be chaotic like wat it is now at aunt's hse.. hahaha....

Yt said i'm always someone who jumped in conclusion so fast without thinking properly.. then acted harshly... this is very true ba.. i guess... n i noe tt's y i kept quarrelling with ppl.. (shld i say with him only).. i dunno y i always got such a big rxn de.. haiz... this is not the 1st time le.. everytime i will suspect this suspect tt.. haiz.. n i noe everytime he tried his best to explian... but guess... he oso one day cannot tahan de....

this time he told me he got a test... then i said ok.. then realised tt his clasmate left the sch.. so how can he possible have test later in the day? i was so angry.. i smsed him... said he lied... he lied to me.. he replied saying he really got test.. i said it was in the morning wasnt it? then he didnt reply me.... i was very angry.. coz i hate it when ppl lied... normally jokes i dun mind.. but.. haiz...

Later the day i saw him nthe rest of his class coming frm a class... n they proceeding to the next venue... i was asking myslef... i misunderstood him again?? but how come he dun bother to explian? Yanxin said.. if she were him, she willheck care me.. coz i dun even thrust her.. y shld she bother abt me.. no use explaining... i was dumbfold....

all of them said i shld apologised... coz my fault... i was thinking.. ok.. sure.. later tonight i'll do it.. then... he called me tt night... guessed wat he told me the moment i picked up the phone? he said 'hey i really got test.. i didnt bluff u... ' i nearly cried... n say sorry.. i'm really sorry... but i didnt.. coz he told me.. sorry no use.. the hurt is there le.. tt's wat he told me everytime i accused him of sth n then realised i've wrongly accused him. i muz try harder to get rid of this idiotic habit...

Wanna tell him: -.. . ... --..-- / .. .----. -- / ... --- .-. .-. -.--

anway, went to get chalet le.. the promo package.. haha.. coz swimming pool closing at tt time.. so i chose the sea view de.. hehe.. so happy.. n excited.. cant wait till tt day.. :p going to start at 22 superstar... since we got so many superstar here.. wj claim he is andy lau, kl n des claimed they r jay chou, we say wy is sun yan zi... hahaha...

hmmmm.. sunday.. everyone out except me... yt acc me rot whole day.. i shld be preparing for my exams.. but i dun feel like bringing out my notes and study... well... spent the whole day changing the blogskin...n song of coz.. hahaa...

this i come up by myself de.. hahaha.. nice mah?? hehee... feel free to comment wo... :p

finally... went ktv le.. hahaha.... with wee keong, jason and cheryl... new songs all the way.. ahahaha.. esp 183 club songs... woo.... hehee... so happy... hahaha...

juz finished the show 'Dude, where's my car?'.. damn stupid.. damn funny... hahaha.. n i say.. GUYS R DUMB! n they can never do things right... hahaa.. ok...cannot condemn all guys lah.. hehe... not all guys r dumb.... haha... but all guys spell trouble!!! hmmm.... ok lah... cannot say all guys lah... okok... recently juz fed up with guys lor... hehe... even my dad n my bro.. haiz... dunno wat i owe them past life...

recieved my 1st teacher's day gift.. haha... though have been teaching for so long... yet... didnt really get any gift lor.. today, my k2 kid gave me... he gave me lotsa stuff... frm a small camera to 2 pens, to an hp accessory... to a doraemon!!! hahaha... tt's my fav.. hehee... all put in a box... n outside he drew it himself.. hahahaa... so cute... haiz... sometime i think i enjoy being with children more than i enjoy with adults... at least they r cute n innocent.. hmmm....

well... channel U coming up with great shows!!! mon n tue..7.30pm Pride.. (J-show) by Kimura Takuya... then wed- fri 7.30pm... wang zi bian qing wa by 183 club!!! hahahaa.... my fav show!!! OMG!! i'll be guai guai at home everyday le... hehe