Well... i guess alot of ppl are waiting for my entry on my Penang trip.. actually i was in Sugei Petani (SP)... the factory is in there....

It was a long time since i took SQ... it is COOL lah... it served food tt i like...bread stick (like foccasia) with melted cheese... and shrimp... yum... hahaa.. and the plane wasnt full... so i got 3 seats for myself! hahaa. nw i noe the diff between $300+ air tix and $50+ air tix.. hahaha

i reached Penang Airport, the boss's sister fetched me.. she then send me over to my hotel for check in 1st, after tt to the factory... as u noe..thru out the trip frm Penang to SP... was those biz type of conversation lor... u noe... tok abt weather and stuff.. nth personal...

then when i reach factory, the boss and lady boss greeted me and showed me ard the factory... then after tt it was lunch time.. me, the boss, the lady boss, the sister and the son... we went to a newly open rest called Bali Bali... it is more like indonesian food... but ok lah... accetable.. at least all stuff i eat lor... juz tt abit spicy.. i still can take it... hahaha.. of coz i no need pay...

the son.. dun ask me shuai anot.. he is not my cup of tea.. too honest looking.. n he is only 22 yr old!!! hahhaa.. so... well.. erm...

i stayed till 4plus.. i was damn bored le.. nth to do... so they asked if i wanna go back hotel 1st.. then will fetch me for dinner at 7 plus... i was like.. WAH! got dinner somemore... so i went back hotel rot.. wanna go for a swim.. but 1. swimming pool was soooo isolated.. no one there.. 2. it was tooo damn hot.. tt it will scald ur skin... so i decided to rot in my room, then bring my lappy down to the lobby to surf net...

7, the boss and family came n fetch me... this time with another addition.. their youngest son... minus the boss's sister... we went to a chinese rest for dinner... i was praying hard tt they didnt order sth i dun eat (i dun dare to tell them wat i dun eat.. so i dun eat A LOT of things)....

boss ordered a fish (i eat.. phew), prawn (i eat.. phew), pork leg (my fave!), claypot seafood (i starting to stress), brocoli with abalone slices (i almost fainted!)...
the boss keep putting food into my plate... he gave me sotong!! i was like... erm... but end up i buried it under my prawn shells... hahaa.. then i dun wanna abalone slices (i dunno is real de anot)... so when the dish was served.. i quickly took the brocoli and eat... hopefully tt they saw me taking.. so no need help me take.. end up.. the ladyboss took one of the slices for me!!! coz it is ex.. so i dun dare to throw away like the sotong.. so bo bian... i ate it with a BIG mouth of rice.. i nearly vomitted lor...wy say i 生在福中不知福... she wana eat oso dun have.. hahah.. but iwas the most stress dinner lah....

After tt i went back hotel... nth to do.. so took a loooong bubble bath (heavenly!!!) then after tt zi lian awhile... then play mahjong all the way lor.. till i slept

next day the boss fetched me, n we went yum cha.. NICE!!! n CHEAP!!! but i didnt pay lah... but i long time never eat such nice dim sum lor... hahaha.. then went facotry.. did the necessary stuff.. the lady boss drove me over to penang.. then we started the buy and eat...

1st to durian road side store.. yum yum.. then to shopping.. (i didnt buy much.. coz nth interesting.. plus they follow me ard..i stress... hahahaa..).. then to eat char kway tiao... laksa, pohpiah, ice kachang, blah blah blah.. so damn full lor... tt was when i saw the sign 'changed for not ordering drink is RM 0.50 ONLY'... damn funny...

then after tt lady boss n her daughter went back to SP.. i was with the sister... she brought me to her hse.. her elder son.. (think quite young, didnt ask for age), is somewhere near my cup of tea.. hahahaha... but still.. i think too young... hahahaa...

then after tt she brought me to another shopping center... then oso nth much to see... juz bought some funny coffee samples.. anyway, they bought me 8 boxes of dao sha piah!!! OMG!! i dunno hw to carry lor... then my bag was full of coffee samples and puddings lor... sooo heavy.... i have to hand carry the dao sha piah... hahhaa...

n i wanna put it up on the overhead compartment.. but... haiz... i was tooo short..cant close it.. so an air stewdardess helped me lor... eeeek... des was asking me.. did i particularly misss him at tt pt of time... i gave him a punch.. anyway, tt was my trip... boring to a certain extend... but fun and exciting.. hahaha

I got myself a new HP!!! Sony Ericsson C905! hehee... it is pink in color... so i got a pink lappy and a pink hp... cool rite??? wat's next??



There r suggestions of pink doraemon (erm... looks weird lor... in action city got), a pink house (my hse already has pink walls), a pink room (my sis will kill me for tt.. she is allergic to pink), a pink BUTT (this is my fav darling say de.. wahahhaa)...



Ok.. decided... i'm going Penang ALONE! so end up i stay one night nia... hehe...

I had a tok with him... he told me sometimes he felt guilty towards me (sometimes he is juz bullshitting)... sometimes when he called to ask me to help him settle some prob is actually purposely de.. he can solve it himself.. he juz wanna call n ask hw m i... using the prob as an excuse (i dunno hw many percent truth)... he said a lot of things which made me to wonder hw much can i believe his words... haiz...

I told him... frm nw on... i gonna let him suffer.. the more he dun like me to 烦 him, the more i will do tt... then he replied, '那，我一辈子都会说我讨厌你来烦我，这样你就会烦我一辈子.'

i stunned... TOOPID!!!

oh ya... I had a fren telling me today '宁愿相信世上有鬼，都不会相信男人那张嘴'... hahaha... cool rite?? hehee

Wooo.... i'm going on a biz trip to penang... 15 may - 18 may... anyone wanna join me over the weekend?? or else i'm alone wo.... alone!! scary.. hahahaa

Ivan wanna come spend the weekend with me?? wahahahaa..

sianz... i'm dozing off....

WAH! Nw then i realised this mth... my entry is on every tues leh... so i was still wondering shld i post an entry today anot... but then i damn buay tahan lah.. so still decided to post it lor....

This morning i was supposed to call a govt body (i shall nt state which GOVT body, i think all pattern same same de) to clarify something.

1st i called the general customer service number,

the person sounded quite friendly and helpful - he said i shld call to the specific department, and gave me 2 numbers.

i called the 1st number - NO one pick up (it is 1000, gov body starts work after 10?)

i called the 2nd number - i told the person my problem,

her reply, "what are you talking about? this is not my department? u call the wrong number"

she sounded damn irritated and fustrated!

i was still toking to her in a nice n polite way, "but this number was given to me by the customer service officer."

"It is not our department try calling XX or XY." 'click' she hang up on me!

hw the hell i noe wat is XX or XY?!?!

NVM... i called back the 1st number, she picked up... she already sounded irritated (i was wondering izzit tt they have a tiff with bfs or husbands b4 going to work), i told her my prob and asked if i called the right department.

She say yes and ask me wat was the prob, i told her the prob, she say, 'pls call ABC department 1st to verify if it is right or wrong. call 61234567" then she hanged up!!! (2 person hanged up on me in one morning!.... more to come!)

i called the number she gave, and he answered my qns and verified... and i started to ask another qns... he replied, "this is not my department, pls call (the previous department)."

I'm too speechless.... wat is this?! to save their own asses!??! till this extend!? my qns is not those need in depth explaination... i only need a clarification!!!!

I was so fustrated till i went online and search for ans... though i cant get the OFFICIAL ans frm the GOVT body, but still i figure a logical explaination by MYSELF!

Our Govt have beeen promoting good customer service, kindness and polite acts... PLS, go and educate ur govt ppl 1st b4 spreading the campaign to the public. 所谓上梁不正下梁歪. Our own ppl in the govt bodies dun even follow it.. hw r u all gonna convince the public to follow!?

HAIZ!!!! to think tt our govt always say tt we are going to move up to a graceful country! yes... they treat ang mos in a damn polite way lor... then treat us SG fellow ppl like ..... haiz... as if we SG ppl (their fellow ppl) r nt human.. so dun desreve gd service... sianz rite?

This morning is nt a good start for me!!! I went out wearing my sandals... then half way, it snap! i cant walked back... so i called my dad to bring down a pair, who noes he brought down the wrong one.. he brought down my mom's.. so i slipped on my mom's n went back home to change... on the way back home.. my mom's shoes oso spoil.. the whole sole came off..

i woke my bro up to drive me to work.. when he noe the reason, he told me... 'tell u to WEAR shoes... NOT eat shoes... next time put 2 extra shoes in ur bag!'... hahaaha

Ok.. life back here.. not much change ba... still as havco and crazy... the only thing tt is different is maybe OFM n CP not here ba... actually, quite miss OFM, BUT.... miss only coz he can help me settle stuff in work... wahahaa...

Well.... go off nw... have to work liao... hehe

Ok.. as most of u noe by nw... today is my 1st day of work... and yes, i'm back to Gold Kili.. my ex coy...

i spent the whole day to do spring cleaning and housekeeping... haiz... well.. actually nw then i realised... i really miss this job... i mean.. yes.. it is tiring and very demanding.. n sometimes nt being appreciated... but then i love the feeling tt i can control things... as in... i can make certain decisions as long as i got logical explaination.. anyway, as yt say... i'm bossy in naturee??

it is late.. n i'm too bz to take the photos of the pressies my darlings bought for me in taiwan... hopefully i got time this weekend...

it is late... time to sleep.. or else tml no need wake up le.. hehe...

and i got this frm WY's blog... a personality test... heeee

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Hw true????

Wooo.. have been bz watching anime (Sayuki) - THEY ARE JUZ SOOOOOO COOL AND HANDSOME... and oso bz play Facebook game - Restaurant City (those in facebook, please join me!!! i need more frens to lvl up!!)

I miss my darlings!! my rotting kakis!!! they r coming back tml liao!!! hehehee!!! cant wait to see if they got bring back Jiro Wang for me mah.. wahahaha..

anyway, i'm starting work soon... but will not disclose where and do wat 1st... let it be a surprise!?! hehee.. okok.. n those who noe le... pls... shhhhhhh... dun say 1st... and mayb when some of u noe le... u all will disagree.. or mayb jump up n down scolding me... but... this is my choice.. let me face all the consequences myself... i'm aware of the consequences and am willing to take up the challenge. i really hope to build up my career frm here. if still dun agree, juz dun gimme wet blanket... :)

Ok.. as promised.. once i got my own lappy, i will upload the song by Liang Wen Yin - 可以不爱了, it is in the playlist! hahaa.. yep... it is a pink lappy!!!! wahahahaha

New playlist has all the 'new' songs recommendations.. wahaha.. actually some songs are not tt new lor.... like 飞轮海 and 梁文音 de... their albums were out for sometime le...

ok... i like to recommend this new person - 纪佳松. I was trying to find his photos online.. but either is very little or i got his name wrongly... anyway, he was actually a producer, a song writer... (at the backstage de).. but wilber pan (his gd fren) encourage him to cut his own album coz 1. he can sing, 2. he is handsome, 3. he is talented!!! hahahaa.. so BLUE J is his new album... the songs in my playlist are some of his..

one of the song 同一个遗憾 is a duet sing with his gd fren.... WILBER!!! juz in case u all wondering who is wilber... he is our beloved 潘伟伯!!! hahaa..

Next, there are 2 song frm the latest show 爱就宅一起 OST... nice nice.. the show is oso nice... OK.. those who DUN LIKE idol drama, PLEASE dun watch it... coz it is 夸张，and typically 'DREAMY'!! hhahahaa... I LOVE IT!!! coz got JIRO WANG (juz in case, he is 汪东城 aka 大东)... HE IS JUZ TOO DAMN CUTE! hahaa...

and of coz, Jolin's new album is out!!! and here are some of the new songs.. heheheeee...

i dunno y it didnt auto play.... u all juz click play urself lor... wahahaa

hmmm... it was quite sometime since i last updated... counting down to the trip for my rotting kakis.... 2 WHOLE WEEKS they will not be in SG.. will be in Taiwan... mayb they will see Jiro? mayb Show?!? haiz... my cute yt told me tt if she really see jiro, she will take a photo of him and get his autograph for me (so nice and sweet rite? pls read on), n she will ask him to write, DEAR TYL, TOO BAD U R NT HERE... WE R HAVING FUN!!!!
so nice of my dear.. wahaha

Jiu Ai, pls take good care of the girls... and esp my dear and lao da jie... i scare lao da jie too happy with her BIG DAY... she become blur blur.. then as for my dear.. u shld noe she is ALWAYS blur... make sure she wear specs!!! no more mixed up with Shell logo and moon liao.. and oso.. DUN ALLOW her to play mahjong... though she can play TAIWAN mahjong.. but who noes.. when she REALLY get a chance to play TAIWAN mahjong, she go back to HK mahjong... then... her chinese is pte ltd de leh.. jolt down all the funny things she say? hahahaa... okok.. i shall nt say anymore.. if nt my dear will use her dog to threaten me!! wahahaa

Ivan, YT, XY, Xing jie, HZ ENJOY URSELVES!!!

recently, have been listening to 933 and get to noe tt Liang Wen Yin (Xing Guang 3 Ban, 2nd place) had a song (which is nt zhu da), is VERY NICE!! ok.. i shld say all her songs in the album are nice... but i like to intro this so...
KE YI BU AI LE... i cant get the song coz i cant d/l... this is nt my comp... once i get my lappy.. i will upload... juz enjoy the lyrics... coz it is the lyrics tt i like.. very meaningful... lyrics and music by PENNY DAI...

可以不爱了
词曲/戴佩妮
演唱/梁文音

把窗户偷偷都打开 让阳光统统照进来
让风放肆地吹散 我身上的尘埃
把你的过去变腐坏 把你的溺爱藏起来
把你的所有 都搬到我房间里来
现在是三点钟 你应该还没醒呢
这有点刺眼的光线 会不会打扰你呢
梦不会实现了 我应该要醒了
我不该只懂得配合 你习惯短暂的温热
我努力要自己避开 和你曾走过的地带
但是又和不舍拉扯 住在我快乐的界外
我何尝不是一个人 来决定爱的延长赛
奈何总是勉强对自己 有一个善良的交代
我努力要自己不看 你给我的伤心地带
但是又和失去拉扯 得到的全都是意外
到现在还是一个人 吞噬着自己的能耐
到最后我可以不爱了 你却说 舍不得
你可以不爱了 别说舍不得
避开你 欲走还留的眼睛
我要我忍住再一次抱你
躲开你 转身以后的消息
这一次我可以

Woo... 1st week of my work has ended... i worked for 4 days this week, next week i will be working for 3 days!

Wat m i working as?? it is a data entry job, BUT, this is the MOST brain-draining data entry job lor... everyday i went back feeling damn shag... then go str to tuition... energy level is damn low lor... cant even scold my students.. wahahahaa... my mommy say coz i too long never use brain liao.. so use a bit a brain of coz no strenght lor.. wahahahaa...

I am cosolidating data nurses get from 120 indian and 120 chinese elderly males of wat they have eaten for the past 24hrs for 2 days. so making 480 surveys to be key in. this is a study on male elderys' diet... hw it affect their calories and their calcium intake...

one of the other part time worker had already started on the chinese males le, so i have to work on the indian males. and i really had a hard time doing this. Y? coz i need to key in each and every food they eat into the database. the food have to be found in THEIR own data base... but indians have their own special cuisine, everyday they will eat sth so special tt i have no idea wat it is.... so everyday i will go google on the food they eat to noe wat they r exactly eating so i can break down the ingredients to be key in.. as it will affect the nutritional values...

then better still, their database had some error... so the nutritional values tt was returned after keying in was all wrong... wrong conversion... end up speed was slowed down... plus the connection and the webby is damn slow lor.... sianz... heheee... then my supervisor told me normally one can finish keying in 10 surveys ie 5 pax a day. i didnt go lunch still cannot do it lor.. 1st day i did 8, 2nd day only 8, third day 6 ba... then finally... today 10!!! wahahahaa... coz today all prob already solved.. i only need to search on the food nia... hahaa...

ok... i'm tired liao... headache...

Ok... i'm starting work next mon (16/03)

Temp Data Entry Job @ HPB. It is at SGH there...
$8 per hr, work from Mon - Wed
Normal Working Hrs...

hehee... so i will go work liao then go tuition wo.. hahahaa.. :p

OK.. i noe the webby i previous intro de was down... hehee...

nw let me re intro a new shopping webby.. cool accessories and bags, nice tops and bottoms... and they even have men apparels (coming soon)...

it is call... theBuyology.com

juz go in and take a look ba... :)

This is Fish Leong's new song, a very meaningful song... specially for those who r mending a broken heart. and of coz, wy says this song reminded her of me,,, so this song for me too.. hehee

歌曲：别再为他流泪
歌手：梁静茹
专辑：静茹&情歌-别再为他流泪

你走了太久一定很累
他错了不该你来面对
离开他就好 就算了
心情很干脆

他其实没有那么绝对
远一点你就看出真伪
离开他不等于你的世界会崩溃
转个弯你还能飞

就别再为他流泪
别再让他操控你的伤悲
就算有一点愚昧一点点后悔
也不要太狼狈

他不值得你的泪
把那遗憾留在大雨的街
你曾在迷失的旅途中盲目追
以后为自己醉

每段感情都非常珍贵
他的好你就放在心扉
记得有个人曾让你那样的心醉
你笑了照亮夜幕的黑
什么梦都不比你的美
多少年以后想起他还有些体会
那些你已无所谓

就别再为他流泪
别再让他操控你的伤悲
就算有一点愚昧一点点后悔
也不要太狼狈

他不值得你的泪
把那遗憾留在大雨的街
你曾在迷失的旅途中盲目追
以后为自己醉

就别再为他流泪
别再让他操控你的伤悲
就算有一点愚昧一点点后悔
也不要太狼狈

他不值得你的泪
把那遗憾留在大雨的街
你曾在迷失的旅途中盲目追
以后管他是谁

AVA got opportunity! hehee... try my luck.. coz at least got 2-3 positions tt i'm interested in!! n it is a govt job... hehe

ok.. enough of my work thing le... my darlings.. if wanna discuss, we meet to discuss k?? hehee... sth cant discuss here, juz in case...

anyway, last night after my tuition, i went to meet a fren in cwp. then suddenly someone called me... n it was my bro! guess wat i saw?! there is a girl behind him, the one who went out with him on valentine's day and blah blah blah.. the mysterious girl.. finally appear!! the whole scenerio was quite funny... coz when i was facing my bro, behind him was the girl, behind me was a guy... then both of us got the 'aiyah, kana caught' de look. it was damn funny....

Anyway, we'll wait n see hw my bro n tt girl ba... hehehee

Have i grown up? i'm wondering.... wat do i exactly want in life? wat m i doing here? i hate growing up.. i hate all the problems i'm facing nw.. i hate everything!!



i'm 26 this yr (the whole world is reminding me) and i have no goal in life? wat do i wanna do? wat is my goal? WAT I EXACTLY WANT? y m i hovering here n there? m i leading an aimless life? do i even noe wat am i doing? do i didnt put in enough effort to look for a job? do i have to send resume to no interest, no link jobs then consider put in effort? m i staying in my comfort zone?

ppl dun wanna reply my application, ppl rej my application, ppl dun even gimme a chance to go interview... is it due to me nt trying hard enough? hw then we consider try hard enough?

y? y do we have so many things to think? as we grow older,.. there are more things for us to think ver it.. more problems for u to solve... n i hate it!!! y cant i juz lead the life i want? but then again.... wat kind of life do i want?? WAT DO I WANT!!!!?????????

argghhhhhhh.. I HATE MAKING DeCiSIONS!! esp big ones that will affect ur future!! haiz... sianz!!!!!

“有的人说不清哪里好，就是谁也替代不了”
很熟悉吧，这就是张绍涵的《遗失的美好》的最后一句歌词。

这句话写得好贴切。不管是谁，只要是人，心里都会有一位什么人都无法替代的人。不管怎样就是忘不了那人。身边就有人遇到这难题 - 他们心里都有一位忘不了的人，可是他们认为走不出来是自找的，是一种自甘堕落的行为，所以就拼命地和别人出去、尝试去接受别人。但最后才发现忘不了那个人，也没办法接受别人，结果就活在痛苦之中。

其实，有没有想过∶越是想忘记；就越忘不掉。为什么呢？试想想，当你想忘记，就无时无刻地提醒自己去忘记，但你其实是在无时无刻地提醒自己记得要忘记。每一次的提醒，回忆就会在脑海里重现，这样要怎样忘记？删掉存有回忆的信息、删掉与他甜蜜、快乐的合照、丢掉一切和他有关的东西、拒绝听到和他有关的消息、不去曾经与他去过的地方，就能忘得掉吗？

这时，你就会开始恨那个给你回忆的人。为什么？为什么他要给你很美好又难忘的回忆后离开？我曾经每时每刻都在问这个问题，那时候的我希望我是一台电脑，可以按'DELETE'，什么都能被删掉了。那不是很好？还是我们的脑可以象电脑一样reformat，回到原点不是很很好吗？

可是就有人跟我说过∶人脑之所以特别，就在于它有独家记忆；人生之所以精彩，就在于它有独有的回忆。不管回忆是开心的、伤心的、愤怒的、痛苦的、甜蜜的、辛酸的都会给人生一点色彩。这样你才算是活得多姿多彩。

当时，活在痛苦之中的我，只想忘记，什么都听不进去。不过，后来想想，朋友说地不是没有道理，至少，我没活得苦闷乏味。我的人生不是毫无色彩的。这样的想法给在痛苦的人看，一定会不以为然， 就象以前的我。因为叫你想，你会很痛苦；叫你别想，你做不到。这种矛盾价值就是很讨人厌。所以就顺其自然吧。

我很庆幸我在伤心、难过时能大哭一场，也能把我不开心的事一切说出来。因为，这样我才不至于那么痛苦，哭是一种发泄。真正痛苦的人是伤心难过却哭不出来，也不懂得如何把心事说出来。周围就有好几个这样的朋友，哭不出来也说不出来。朋友们，去找出能让你发泄的方法，不要让自己活在痛苦深渊。

朋友们，不要刻意去逼自己忘记。人都是一样的，不想记得，却又舍不得忘记 （我自己出的名言=)）。顺其自然吧，虽然过程很会很痛、也会很伤心，但当你不要刻意去忘记时，你很快就会发现，想起那些回忆时，你会慧心一笑。那给你回忆的人的脸孔也会变得模糊不清了，那时候也许你会花时间去想那人长得什么样也说不定。

那些想忘却忘不了的人们！加油！！我们要一起勇敢的把我们的生命注入更多色彩！

Ok.. i'm updating regularly... hahaa...

today then i realised tt Sherlina has 2 teeth on top and 2 teeth below... SOOOO CUTE LAH!!! and guess wat... in her eyes i dun look like aunty lor... coz she call me "jie jie"... wahahaha...
see.. i looked tooo young to be called aunty lah...hahaa... kids dun lie... wahaha...

then hor... i say 'bao bao', she gave me her pillows... i nearly fainted.. wahaha.. then i gave her the wanna carry her de gesture... guess wat... SHE ALLOWS ME TO CARRY HER LOR!!!!
Ivan, read carefully.. this time round, she wasnt on the sofa wanting to get out.. she was in her mommy's arm lor... wahahahaa

Ivan muz be jumping up n down lor... heheee I LOVE SHERLINA!! hahaaa

Haha... okok... i noe i didnt update.... coz i too lazy... these 2 days are tooo FULL of events... was exciting yet tiring.. cool lor...



13th Feb 2009

I went over to Irene's place... coz irene is getting married on the 14th!!! hahaa... we stayed over. helped out with things for the BIG day... and oso to prepare 'stuff' to 'torture' Jimmy on the next day... slept at 2plus... but was chatting with yan till 3plus... after yan slept.. i cant sleep (dunnO y oso)... until 4am then sleep.... but 4.40am irene's alarm sounded... TIME TO GET UP!!! hahaa...

make up artist coming at 5.30am lor... we all woke up feeling blur blur... hahaa

14th Feb 2009

we were slacking till 6 while irene was doing her make up... then till 7 am then we realised tt JIMMY had went out! hahaha.. we helped irene changed to her gown (cheryl did lah.... hahhaa, we juz see see look look), we changed... n prepare to 'Welcome' Jimmy... hahaaa...


then when he reached.. n COMMENDED to open the door for him... i smiled and made him write down 10 promises to Irene.. tt idiot... wrote it with so many mistakes... and even alot of crap lah....

then we made him tie a handmade cute bow tie, take a photo, then after he gonna search for the keys to the door... coz....we froze the keys in blocks of ice... with 2 wrong keys and 1 right key... and the correct key is hidden in between the 12th and 13th storey.. hahaa and tt toopid jimmy cant find it...

when he came in... after giving us ang bao.. he was being forced to stayed outside the room and sing song for irene b4 he can go in and get his wife... hehee

We went to ard... taking pics and oso to jimmy hse then back to irene hse... helping irene to change then oso bring alot of things to and fro,,,, after tt had buffet lunch at irene place.. rot awhile...

Went back home at ard 6... rot and bathe till abt 8 sth went over to WY de hse... xh and wy and i stayed over at wy hse... (and relax.. this time round was girl's event... so relax everyone haha) we have been rotting tgt lor.... mayb coz i no work, wy no sch... xh is free... i think most of the time the 3 of us are out tgt de lor... xh's going back soon le.... gonna miss her.... coz she will only be back in more than 1 yr's time...

i concussed at wy hse at 2am lor... coz didnt sleep the previous night, somemore whole day bz... too tired to gossip anymore.. i slept... till 9plus the next morning

15th Feb 2009

woke up le.... xh say she going for her appt... then we sent her down to the bus stop to take bus and went for bfast with yp @ mac... we chat and gossip and bitch ard till 2 lor... amazing rite? hw girls can tok... hahaa... reached home... it was tooo warm to sleep... n due to nt enough sleep, i think i was tooo heaty... and i think i may come down with fever... so i swallow tons of water.. juz pray hard i wun get fever... hahahaa....

Feb is gonna be exciting mth... i think more events to come? hahahahaa...

DAMN! juz coz of someone.... i have to go internet check sth.. then i 4got to open a new tab... n BOOM! my previous entry tt i've typed for half hr is gone!!!! TOOPID LEH!! kaoz... eeeeeek...

Ok.. as i was saying... i shld update more often since i'm free nw.... but i'm juz too lazy to update... at hm sleep, rot, watch tv, play computer games... I'm only active at night.. coz all my tution at night mah.... mon-fri... everynight...

Mon, Wed and Thurs - 2000-2200
Tues and Fri - 1915-2045
Wed - 0900-1030

enough of my rotter's life.... This CNY... as usual... gamble wat lose wat... sianz rite? ppl say 情场失意，赌场得意。TYL is 情场失意，赌场失意，职场也失意! Ke lian rite? haiz... sianz sianz sianz...

This yr... everyone come remind me abt me being 26 liao... say when my mommy was my age... already have 2 kids le (me and my bro)... my ah ma oso tell me time to get married liao hor...

hw to marry?! see the guys ard me... where got eligible guy?? either i think they CMI or they think i CMI... hahaa... then the new guys i noe de..is mostly thru drinking or singing or gambling events.... then they are all (haiz... no comments)... so NO HOPE...

So i'm sticking with YT... wahahaa (can u hear her scream and shout and cry.. WE R DIVORCED!)... hahahaaa

Ok.. i shall post it b4 i go pressed wrongly again...

Wooo.... ATTENTION! THERE IS A NEW SHOP UP!!!

SIN (Shopping Is Not a SIN) is the shop name....

It has interesting things from tops to bottoms, jackets and pullovers, bags and accessories and of coz leggings...

There is more... CALLING FOR ALL MOMMIES TO BE/Frens of Mommies to be... there is a special SINmummies.... having materntiy clothings to new born rompers...

so wat u all waiting for?? Click on the link beside on the detail page... or the link at the begining of this entry..

Happy Chinese New Year!!! 2 days of new year over juz like tt... i haven enjoy enough!!! sadz.... anyway, i shall update later on my new yr holidays....

i wanna present my new room image!! hahaa...


My new letter holder....


My whole family....erm... ok, the big one is missing...


My self-made dressing table....


This is hw it look like inside...


yes, the big one has return to my bed... hahahahaa...

My life in 2009 till nw is like...ROLLER COASTER? 15 days into 2009, i've experienced happiness, sweetness, tenderness, gladness, sadness, bleakness, hopelessness, and finally numbness.... exciting rite? nt many can experience so many feelings in juz 15days into a new year leh....

1. I was stunned by ur actions, u never will do tt to me! but u did, on the 1st day into the yr. I was totally lost.... where is ur T.L.C? suddenly, u seems very far away.... (sad, disappointment)

2. I met up with u on the 2nd day into the yr... u made my day. ur innocence, honesty and ur sincere actions made me laugh and 4got tt i was actually in a foul mood... u made me dun wanna let the night end.... u sent me back even though we were near ur place... u made me smile by juz thinking of ur rxns (happy, sweet)

3. i chose the wrong time to tok to u, i made the wrong choice of insisting u to ans my qns. i'm wrong to show my concern to u at the wrong time. everything i did is juz wrong... WRONG! so if i'm so wrong and u hated me soo much... well, i'll juz SHUT THE F*** UP! tt's the exact words u said to me... it hurts... it's wrong to worry abt ur headache, it's wrong to worry abt ur chest pains.... i really wonder... mayb we r juz 2 very different ppl... i cried the whole night... but i promised myself... THIS IS THE LAST TIME! (despair)

4. I received news that OFM is leaving for good (erm,,, i heard applaud? or sigh of relief? or did someone say FINALLY?)... he tendered his resignation letter...hw did i feel when i 1st heard the news? i dunno... felt nth... (numb)

5. It's confirmed that OFM is leaving on 6th Feb. He is getting married on the 14th Feb (this, he didnt tell me... i was told by the others... some say it's better to dunno than to noe)... ppl tot i'll be too sad... all tried to come and console me... i smiled and say i dun feel anything.. but still glad to be loved by so many... (glad, touched)

6. I met up with u once more for ur bdae... u told me u got a gf... i was dumbfold... then u told me u bluff me... u only wanna make me angry... i nearly strangled u.... but u were replying her sms whole night!!! i was soooo annoyed! then we had a tok, u held me tightly and said though we can never be tgt... u will never leave me... (this is kid's tok... but still. nvm... we r gd fren zhong de gd frnes.. hahaa) u will be there for me if i needed u... ur tenderness melted me... broke down all my defences... i cried once again in ur arms... everything tt had been supressed in me ever since the start of the yr... OFM's leaving, the other person's coldness... stress and unhappiness @ work.. everything... u didnt say anything.. u sang the song to me softly, with ur warmth and sincere.. is my greatest consolation... thanks... (touched, grateful)

Here i'm numb once more... wahaha.. erm... it is late @ night.. i think i'm nt in the clear head stage liao.. juz one more update
Abott - QC (12 hr, shift work, contract) asked me for a 2nd interview, if it is successful... will start work soon.. they working out a package for me... but i will nt accept it if it cant cover the income i lost shld i give up my tuition for this job..
Went for interview in Yeo's... pray hard for them to call me for 2nd interview!! hehee

I'll be jobless after 31st Jan 2009! hahahaa...

ok... eyes damn pain liao.. shld sleep le...

My Latest Fav

江语晨 - 我太乖
From her album 晴天娃娃, she was the girl tt acted in Jay Chou's SECRET, the 'real life' girl....
She is also rumoured to be Jay's latest gf....

我太乖
作词∶陈镇川
作曲∶陈少荣 (rumored tt it is Jay's pen name, so as to minimised rumor of whole album written by him, and trying to minimise the chances of putting his n her name tgt... bt he denied... so nobody know the truth except for the ppl invloved)


手机挂满了色彩 对话却是一片灰白
线上匿称是期待 等的人却总是离开
答应他 我会乖
奖品却是在发呆
你们说的我不信 我心里都明白

关上门倒数等待 世界只为他而打开
过程或许有伤害 却仍相信苦尽甘来
我不傻 我不呆
故事总会有意外
我看得到他的好 值得我去爱

如果我太爱猜 太爱怀疑 太爱责怪
换来 谎言相待
我选择 安安静静 像个小孩
反而显得无害
别 再为我担心 我不怕摔
这是我的爱情 我的未来

是不是我太乖 看不见他的坏
可是他的眼神 偏偏想依赖
也许是我太乖 偶尔被忘了宠爱
才学会孤单的勇敢

关上门倒数等待 世界只为他而打开
过程或许有伤害 却仍相信苦尽甘来
我不傻 我不呆
故事总会有意外
我看得到他的好 值得我去爱

如果我太爱猜 太爱怀疑 太爱责怪
换来 谎言相待
我选择 安安静静 像个小孩
反而显得无害
别 再为我担心 我不怕摔
这是我的爱情 我的未来

是不是我太乖 看不见他的坏
可是他的眼神 偏偏想依赖
也许是我太乖 偶尔被忘了宠爱
才学会孤单的勇敢

是不是我太乖 看不见他的坏
可是他的眼神 偏偏想依赖
也许是我太乖 不怕被忘了宠爱

谁说 男人坏 女人才爱

A very meaningful song... like the lyrics... :P

Juz came back frm 五月天新歌飙唱会!
And IT ROX!!! Thanks to Asmine tt we got 2 tix to enjoy this wonderful, extremely high concert!

It was sooooo high thru out lor... with them singing their old songs to the new songs in the latest album, 后青春期的诗
Too bad Guan You wasnt here.. as his father in law juz passed away... so poor thing... ah xin made the whole audience to shout 'GUAN YOU JIA YOU!!!!'

Anyway, listening to MayDay live is pure enjoyment! they will make you high fun tian sia!!! so i dun mind going to watch their concert on the 29th Aug 2009, even if i'm gonna pay for it.. wahaha....
hwever, anyone who is interested to help me pay... u R VERY WELCOME!! best if u can help me n my sis pay lor.. wahahah....

I think my sis oso going for the concert.. so i nw asking anyone interested to join us? Erm... those who dunno hw to high or cant high or cant stand screaming, shouting and jumping... pls DUN join us... coz u WILL hate it!! hehee other than tt.. ALL R WELCOME!! hee...

HAPPY NEW YEAR!! It is once again a brand new year... hope that 2009 is a much much better yr for everyone....

Come to think of it... time flies... i mean... last yr at this pt of time, leaving GK had NEVER came across my mind de lor.. nw... i've resigned for almost 5 mths le...
wat do i achieve this yr? i oso dunno.. seems like i pass this yr dreaming lor...

Let's go thru it slowly:

Work: I left the company i loved yet i noe i cant stay... then nw still in search for a new job....
New Year resolution: I shall work harder to find a better job... or mayb upgrade myself... if enough $$

Studies: Was rejected by Massey Uni... quite disappointed... but well... mayb is juz fate....
New Year Resolution: Gonna consider carefully to take a FULL time food tech degree or part time mktg degree

Family: Things had nt been well... air ard the hse is wierd.. all members r nt united... haiz... but i saw improvements!! andd tt is grate!
New Year Resoultions: To stay home more and pray hard tt things go well for the family in the year 2009!

Frens: Alot of different grp of frens... yet the most understanding frens are those who nOe me 10+ yrs de... some frenships had weaken, some had strengthten.... tt's part and parcel of life... so juz accept it... i've been hurt... and hurt ppl in return... i was disappointed... yet i noe some frens are disappointed in me.. things were nt tt well during 2008
New Year Resoultions: Pray tt things go well in 2009, using the most open minded and huge heart to accept everything and anything...

Love: THIS SUCKS! haha... ok.. for this yr, my love life is in a mess... say tt i shld meet the right one here le... where???cant find... yet keep repeating hurt by the same ppl... juz being toopid and really totally have no faith in guys and in marriage... so sianz...
New Year Resolution: Enjoy my life... to hell with marriage!!! hahaa

Anything else?? hmmmm... this yr:
I shall - spend less
- sleep early
- stay at home more frequently... hhahaaa

well.. this is sth i every yr say de.. seems like nt working... hahaa

anyway, juz changed my playlist... NICE SONGS... most of the songs de lyrics r damn meaning... esp some to me... hhehee

Woo.. Xmas is over... new yr is coming.... had an enjoyable during xmas....

24th Dec - 25th Dec
Went over to GK for lunch with my ex-colleagues cum current frens... as usual... there will be non-stop laughter de lor... miss the days when we went crazy in office... hahaa..

Then after that, JX, Harris, Jason and I went over to Furama Riverfront to meet up with YP, WY, YH. We had a crazy time in the room and had a game of Spongebob Monopoly in the room. in tag teams, (TYL + NYP), (Jason + CJX) and (OYH + LWY).... Harris slept... Then WK and LY joined us.... After that XH joined in...

We had our pizza dinner and pillow fights (i'm victimised!!!!) then of coz Zachary appeared!!! hahaha... Chat with him for awhile... then they started the game of twister... Harris didnt play due to aching arms... as for me.... getting sick on the eve of xmas... hehee... runny nose... due to lack of sleep.. hehee... (interesting photos r in facebook)

at the strike of 12... we gave a toast! and of coz exchanged of presents!!! hahaha.... COOL!!!!
at 3am... most of us concuss le... but all didnt really sleep alot lah... but kept rotting...

then abt 1sth or 2... i went over to big aunt's hse for xmas party... ah mei jie jie they all r back for this festive seasons.... my two boys r sooo tall now... and cute!!!! and handsome!! hahahaa... the hse nw filled with 4 boys!! can u image the noise level... tyx cannot tahan lor... she say headache.. mommy say she is lousy with kids.. hehee

26th Dec
Official Off day in office... but we still went back to work... to clear some stuff then go back home... after tt i went to do sth to my hair... hahaa... nw is a different hairstyle... hehee... though nt my fav hair style... but still... haha.. it is different!! hehee...

27th Dec
spent the day with mr hjm... the BZ man... went for dim sum brunch and then movie AUSTRALIA!!! Damn Long show lor.. abt 2hrs 45mins... actually frm my pt of view... it is not a bad show... it is quite nice and touching... it touched me lah... and has a fair bit of humor..

The at midnight... went out with my 'rotters', WYT and Ivan... went orchard for a midnight coffee. Gave Ivan the hamster.. n he went crazy with it... juz like Jx went crazy with hamster like tt... hahahaa

28th Dec..
Slept till 2pm... coz too much actions recently... then went to SBW Park for BBQ... My family had a BBQ over there to celerate one of my ang mo boy's bdae... hehee...

Now in office... no govt... so blog lor... hhehee... i only need to work for 2 and a half days this week... COOL!!! ROX!

OK... i'm back frm BKK... had a great time... n No.. BKK Was not AT ALL dangerous... and yes, i saw my sunflowers and yes, catch up with my frens, and yes... got my leather sandals... and wat else?? wait till photos are uploaded b4 i say more abt my trip ba.... coz i wanna emo again!!!

I'm juz tired of my life? It's my life! y shld i go ard pleasing everyone?? i'm juz plain tired of explaining and thinking of solution!

i'm tired of treating ppl good, yet being told off...'dun treat me so good. i'm nt used to it'

i'm damn irritated when u need me, u call me, tok to me, ask me out... n when u dun need my help... *blink* u disappear... or better still... tell me tt u r nt free for the whole mth... i'm juz plain tired tt i have to take the initiative to call u or wat!!

i'm tired of entertaining frens whom i tot i understand well... end up... they tot tt i'm juz being mean and biased!! so be it! i'm mean and biased and i dun give a damn to hw ppl feel!!!

wat's the use of being sensitive? i always tot i got high EQ and always tot tt i can understand ppl de feeling and the situation they are in... but... end up.. i was labelled as i hurt ppl!! ya, i admit, i'm shelfish at times, and can be unreasonable... but who will not?! human beings have flaws... no one is PERFECT!!!

actually i dun quite like going out in big grps... i think 4 ppl is the maximum when going out.. anything more is a crowd... n will be divided into smaller grps de... so wat's the pt of going out tgt? and the more ppl, the more opinion and more ideas, more problem... then end up... an outing will become an unhappy event..

sianz leh...mayb i shall be AS one day....

Wah.. it seems like a long time since i last blogged!! I'm juz too lazy to blog...

Anyway, wat's going on with my life?? nth!! i'm going to BKK soon... (provided nth happen in these few days)....

5th of dec - the day u dragged most! CP went back to China. His leaving marks the ending of the grp? CP have been the pillar of the grp... nw the pillar is no longer here... i think we will juz scatter ard esp with tt OFM (who dun even bother abt anything) and ah du (who juz like being alone)... haiz... so wat if me n yan r organising outings??? sianz...

CP told me nt to send him off... coz he dun wanna the tears he had kept for 10 over yrs to come out... but still i went... n yep... he cried.. but nt if front of me.... he hugged us le... n went in.. n yan told me he was crying in there.. i nearly wanna laugh lor... coz i successfully made him tear!!! , haha.. ok lah... not me lah... i think he bu she de yan yan more... wahaha... ok... i oso forcing myself nt to tear... yan yan no tear mah.. so of coz i cannot tear... i noe yan yan is miserable... but i think she is much stronger than me... amazing!! admire her!!!

yan, if really need someone to tok... tyl is here de... :)

yesterday, i recieved a sms tt made me smile the whole day.... i told him i'm leaving for BKK on thurs... he replied 'be careful hor, take care'.... yep... maybe he juz replied as a form of courtsey... but still.. i feel warm... :)

I dun understand... when one is in love, is it that no matter wat is happening to the whole world... there is only love in his/her eyes?

i juz cant understand... haiz... i'm wondering... izzit tt i'm jealous? tt ppl have a love one to think of, so tt they can 4get the world or izzit coz i feel neglected.... it is a looong time since we last meet up... but i guess it means nth to tt person ba.... actually is i gave up organising meet ups... i mean... one or twice de rej.... i still can take it... it is like dunnO hw many time de rej... i actually quite sian liao...

wat happen to those late nights gossips? wat happen to those long hrs confessions? wat happen to those rotting hrs??? wat happen to the bitching times?

I'm juz glad tt when yt found her love.. she didnt 4get me (or shld i say i die die oso make her cant 4get me)... though i kept complaining abt her fussing over her darcy.. n fighting with darcy for her attention (tt is wat she say) and also jealous over darcy (she say de oso)... she is still there leh... we still have our rotting time (shorter of coz, with frequent calls back home to see if her darcy is in shape), we still gossips and lame each other....oh ya... n bitch ard... n of coz... she will cry with me if i cry... (provided the reason for me crying is valid, i dun think she will cry with me if i'm crying over some novels.. hahahaa)...
though the topic most of the time is revolving round darcy, when it is time for me tok, she listens (ok, if i start toking abt my crazy ideas such as meeting fei lun hai, jay chou, show luo in person, her mind will go back to her darcy...) she is still there when i'm feeling down or emo.. she will still scold me if i do anything tt is 'morally' nt correct..

juz tt mayb during some of these gossips, rotting, bitching, confessing times, u will see a crazy dog running to u, trying to snatch away the rag tt is under ur feet or trying to ambush u frm behind.. or trying to see upskirt (if u r wearing a skirt)....

though she keep comparing me with her darcy... i know she still loves me.... hahaa... n she still likes to irritate me from time to time and i like to irritate her from time to time....

hey, i like to complain abt u over loving darcy, or say things tt might upset u (i dun mean it de), I still LOVE u n DARCY de ok? still it hurts me to see tt ur once beautiful perfect hands is nw filled with scratches frm darcy teeth..... dun so violent lah...

juz hope tt when u find ur REAL love (human being).... u will nt change... i still can tok to u, irrtate u or lame u... hehee...

of coz lah... i dun expect ur LOVE (human being) will snatch the rag under my feet or ambush me frm behind or see upskirt lor... wahaha....

ok... i emo ok liao.. juzz nw was reading sth,,, then abit disappointed... so come emo abit... but when start toking abt my yt n her darcy... i guess all disappointments and upsets can be 4gotten de.... hehee....

Ok. i hate to admit... but darcy is sooooooo DEVILY CUTE!!!!

Well... ok.. i long time no update le... hee... too lazy lor... sianz... feel like sleeping... though i juz woke up at 12 noon.. hehe...

waiting for all my kakis to finish exams lor.... haiz...

actually got a chance to go JJ party de new song mini concert @ Max Pavilion this sun de.. got free tix.... but my cute and blur yp.. she 4got where she put the tix... and think she lost it.. wahahaa... so end up i no go lor... shall get yan yan to go shopping tgt again... we have been going shopping tgt recently.. hehee...
but i cannot anyhow spend lor.. no $$ le.. still going thai.. then no job somemore... I NEED A RICH BF!! wahahahaa

ok lah.. i wanna go see new Northpoint got things to see mah.. then go help my newphew to source for his new sec sch.. he got his PSLE results le.... i'm amazed tt RSS really become Raffles of the North... coz the cut off pt is 231 lor... to think 12 yrs ago was 188... faint....

*Amended* coz my ah bob nt happy i didnt mention her.. so here's the amended de...

Guess wat,... i can use comp at work!! hee.. so can come online.. coz big shots all not in... anyway, very fast lor.. almost worked here for 2 mths le... actually came to like it here lor... as for the other jobs i applied... seems like no news or rej me... (my fave job (auditor) didnt even shortlist me for interview... coz i no degree... sadz...)

anyway, tues went to meet simin n jul... long time no meet them le... come to think of it.. we have known each other for 7 yrs le (me n jul abt 10 yrs.. hahaa).... we realised tt the age of simin's little bro = the no. of yrs we know each other... haha...

simin is getting married!!! during sch dayz she told me i'll be the 1st to marry... she sure nt marry b4 me.... hahaa... well... see... u never noe wat will happen in future!! haha...

i've recieved 2 wedding invitations and 1 pending wedding invitation for these 2 mths.... scary rite? hahaa

15 Nov 2008 - Pey Huey going to get married in Msia... didnt go..
8 Dec 2008 - My dear Simin going to change her martial status from single to married... wahaha
31 Dec 2008 - Mr Erin Yap is going to have his wedding of the yr...

ppl ard me...
Cheryl is happily attached to her dear dear
Juliana is in honey moon period
Yee Pei is doing research for wedding bands and wedding packages
OFM is engaged
LCM is working hard for his wedding in 3 yrs time
HJM is going on slow n steady with his girl
Lynette is happily married with a cute daughter and 2 big girls
Huixin's r/s is still going strong and steady after 7 yrs... n getting married 2 yrs later every yr
Huizhu, the workaholic is oso attached
Rochelle is married, every weekend is occupied to accompany hubby
Irene and Jimmy is legally labelled as husband and wife
Liyun and Weekeong are walking hand in hand into the unknown future
Yanting's time is occupied with her darling Darcy and DSLR
Ivan got his 'wife' and recently juz decorated 'her' with lotsa stickers
PYH is occupied with his photography and FYP
Wenying and Yihang are rumored tgt... n Both are married to their degree course
Yanxin got a lot of ppl after her.. but all weirdos... then she is blissfully married to her MP3007, so nw she is as dumb as C-program (pls refer to her blog entry on 3rd Nov, then u will understand)

OMG! What m i doing?!?! everyone seems to have sth to be occupied with... everyone has one thing or another beside them, be it a human being, animal or a thing... me leh??? what do i have? i dun have a pet, nor a camera, nor bf nor sch work/work nor money!!!! What i have nw is a broken, hurting heart, a tired mind, 0ne antique lappy (quoted from Ben), i dun really love de hp. I M EMOING!!!!!!!

Ok.. STOP emoing! hee....
actually not tt ke lian lah... i got a very cute family who will make u cry n laugh at then same time, a bunch of wonderful frens who will be there when i need them and accept me as who i'm, and suan me till i oso dunno wat r they suaning (this is the minus pt... but seems like it is their greatest pleasure.. haiz...)...

eeeekkk... i shall stop writing le lah... if nt i cont'd emoing.... eeeeeeekkkkkk

The weekend will be over in another few hrs!! haiz..

Today went for a Vitamin C Facial @ Beautehub International. Free of charge, however, of coz they did try to psyco me to top up $88 for anOther type of facial to mend the holes on my face... well... tyl will fall for it?? haha.. i dun think so lah... quite stingy when come to this.. hehee

Thanks to IVAN! MUACKZ!!! he acc me frm wdl to raffles place, and waited for me to finish facial le.. then go back to wdl again... he is sooooo wonderful and sweet rite?? haha,.. 旧爱还是最美... haha... i shall openly confess my feelings for u, IVAN!!! I LOVE U!!! MUACKZ!!... hehee...

(u noe.. ivan will have this rxn, "eh yer... u dun be disgusting lah... go away lah...") haha...

after tt, we went to rot in CWP (as usual, it is our 2nd home).... with my all time fav rotter, yt and once a rotter, nw a bz woman, xin jie... we were at Toast Box (which was once starbucks 10 yrs ago).... I LOVE spending my sundays rotting like tt... though xinjie will say is waste of time.. coz she got A LOT of thingss to do.. but xin jie, u laughed the loudest juz nw lor.. so u did enjoy rotting!!! ahaha...

yep... we were laughing (mostly coz they were laughing at me... :(..... sadz)..and chit chatting... brought me back to 10 yrs ago... when we were sooooo young, have nth but time!! haha... 10am we'll meet in starbucks and sit till 10pm.... dunnO hw come we got sooooo much stamina.. hahaha...

10yrs later, we still have a lot of things (problems, stress, work, age, but still no money (at least is true for me lah... hahaa)).. but no time... so this is a rare chance to sit n rot whole day! (note: is rot WHOLE DAY with XINJIE, coz normally me n my all time fav rotter, sometime with ivan will rot a few hrs during the week... but is rare tt xinjie join us)

i'm amazed tt there is still so much to tok abt.. ok, sometime is coz i too entertaining... n made xin jie wanna poke my nostrils with straws and stuff my mouth with big bao... (abusing me rite?? haiz...)

oh ya... today i think i was too high with sugar... i did something tt for 12 yrs of my life... I NEVER dare to do... i got smacked a "bulldog's" buttocks... ok.. i initially wanna smack... but angle and strenght miscalculation... it became 'touching'... n as expected... was kana chased and poke by the bulldog.. wahah... n was damn funny lah.... laugh till my stomach muscles ache lah... i guess a few more times like tt hor... can tone up my tummy sia... wahaha...

after tt we went to Mos Burger and rot again... our xinjie say sit too long at one place, butt pain... so muz go walk ard 1st b4 sitting down again....

This is bliss.... I LOVE THIS SUNDAY!!! hee....

I've changed my blog songs again!! hee... this time round are all my latest fav songs... includes new album of JJ Lin, Mayday, Jay Chou.

I would like to specially intro a song in my playlist - 明天以后 by 林峰 (tt Handsome HK actor) and Vincy (泳儿).

Some interesting facts abt Vincy: She was one of the top 24 Constestants of Project Superstar season 1 (same batch as Kelly, Derrick). She was 陈家欣 then. After she was eliminated from Project Superstar, she went back to HK and continue her singing career with a changed of a name to 泳儿. Since then she was the hot fav singer in HK....

Back to this song... Take note of the lyrics (i like the song is coz of the lyrics... so as long as the lyrics are meaningful... i like... it is a good song)... it is sooooooo close to our life....
You met a guy/girl, became very gd frens... n start to depend on him/her. everytime u r down, u noe tt he/she will be there. He/She understands u FULLy and you understand him/her. At times, you will feel tt he/she is more impt than ur own gf/bf... u have the feelings and no matter hw close u all are.... u just nOe that u cant be tgt... coz u dun wish to hurt him/her n both of u nOe very well tt LOVE HURTS! so u all choose to be frens (closer than ur gf/bf tt kind)....
When u see tt he/she is with someone else... u smile and give them ur blessing.....

Haiz... so 无奈, yet it is happening everywhere... it is sooo closely related to me... seems like all my possible r/s, all turn out to be like tt... shld i be happy or not?????

Well.... enough of emo-ing.... enjoy the song... read the lyrics... (erm.. i'm quite lazy to type the han yu pin ying.. coz a lot... those who chinese nt fantastic de.. next time i sing for u k? haha)

林峰&泳儿 - 明天以后（国）
曲/词：伍仲衡/冯颖琪
改编词：姜忆萱

泳:在你的记忆里面有一个我
在你最痛苦的时候陪你度过
难过过了 天晴朗了 我就走

林: 你拯救我的寂寞 我的痛我的梦
在你的面前 我不必保留
还来不及对你说 迟到的我的心动

泳:你的好 你的坏

林: 我的脾气你最懂

泳:我不要你心疼我（林: 我不要你离开我）

合:明天的以后我们会懂 失恋的挫折让人变更成熟
泳:我对你 感觉胜过爱情
林: 因为有你 给我勇气给我用不完的运气
林: 其实也想好好爱你 泳:只怕到最后不小心 让你伤心 （林: 我不怕会伤心）

合: 对不起 我对你 再好再亲密都不能在一起
林: 最后看你在别人怀里
泳:有天我会找到我的唯一（林: 我并不是你的唯一）

合: 还微笑祝福你

林: 你拯救我的寂寞 我的痛我的梦
在你的面前 我不必保留

泳:我从来没对你说 压抑的 我的心动

林: 我的好 我的坏 我的脾气你最懂

泳:我不要你来心疼我

合:明天的以后我们会懂 失恋的挫折让人变更成熟
泳:我对你 感觉胜过爱情
林: 因为有你 给我勇气给我用不完的运气
林: 其实也想好好爱你
泳:只怕到最后不小心 让你伤心 （林: 我不怕会伤心）

合: 对不起 我对你 再好再亲密都不能在一起
林: 最后看你在别人怀里
泳:有天我会找到我的唯一（林: 我并不是你的唯一）
合: 还微笑祝福你

泳:爱情总让人折磨
林: 所以我们才选择
合: 做比情人更好的朋友

泳:我对你 感觉胜过爱情
林: 因为有你 给我勇气给我用不完的运气
林: 其实也想好好爱你
泳:只怕到最后不小心 让你伤心 （林: 我不怕会伤心）

合: 对不起 我对你 再好再亲密都不能在一起
林: 最后看你在别人怀里
泳:有天我会找到我的唯一（林: 我并不是你的唯一）
合: 还微笑祝福你

WOOO!!!! I'm juz back from Singapore Hits Award 2008. Thanks to Ivan... (ivan... MUACKZ... hehee) then i got a chance to attend this event... n saw some of my fav stars!!!! COOL!

As for the results... pls go to Ivan's blog to see.. i too lazy to say... but juz to comment... some ppl juz dun deserve the awards!!!! dun understand y he can get so many award... appearance wise - he is nt as cute as yoga, singing skills - he is nt as good as jam, talent - he is no where as compare with JAY!!! y can he beat all of them to get so many awards?!?! heard tt his attiude is nt good oso lor... a newbie still so zhuai... yucks!! anyway, suan liao...

anyway, MAYDAY ROX!!! hearing them sing live is really SHIOK!! i think their concert sure very high de... guess i dun mind paying to go see their concert lor!!!

As i say, Yoga is CUTE!! he is blur till cute lah... he got tt blur blur look.. then like little boy boy... hee.. ok... i got soft spot of cute little boys (Note: is CUTE LITTLE boys)... hahaa.... Jade Liu Li Yang is cool... her vocal is powerful... and hearing her sing live oso damn nice... hehe....

Da Zui Ba (大嘴巴) is oso cool!! Aisa damn sexy lor... i think cheryl will love their performance.. hehee....

I did take photos.. but i dun think they are nice enough to be posted up... hahaa... n i'm quite lazy now.. hehe...

u noe... i always see yt posting entries on BLISS IS.... i shall do tt oso... hehe...

Bliss is....

1) when you rot with 2 of ur frens... with ur fav food (CHOCOLATE) and coffee... and tok abt anything and everything in the world... and laugh

2) when you noe you always have someone there for u to rot with, to cry with and to laugh with... even though he/sh seems to be occupied with some other things... like a new pet dog...

3) when you are sitting at the back of the car... leaning in between the 2 front seats.. even u r nt toking... u noe tt u r nt alone...

4) sleeping in the car beside the driver u noe u can depend on... u always noe tt he will be extremely careful... though he hates it when i sleep.. n will try to wake me up... hehee

5) when u noe no matter hw un-glam u are... hw un-demure u r or hw ugly u are... there are still ppl who likes u for who u r...

i think tt's all for nw.. when i think of anything else i will juz add.. hehee...

Farewell is inevitable (from Ivan's Blog) make me wanting to post this....

I noe tt one of these fine days... my PRC frens will leave me... i mean, this is nt their hometown wat... so of coz, eventually they will go back home... haiz.... i juz cant handle goodbyes....

CP told me he is resigning and going back in Dec... this was a BIG surprise... he was only planning to go back got a visit in Dec.. hw come become resigning? haiz.. then i realised.. he was somehow being 'forced' to resign.... reason: boss dun like him...

the company is like tt de.. once boss dun like one person.. dun ever think of staying there for long... no matter hw capable u r... oso no use... MOREOVER, NEVER talk back... if u talk back.. u oso kana black listed... haiz... n CP was just all above 2 pts mentioned...

He wanted to go back for 3 weeks and prepared to come back on 10th Jan to celebrate bdae with yan... planned so well liao... last min come tell me he is resigning... both me n yan were stunned... n sad... but we noe it is best for him to resign... boss didnt wanna approve his leave... told him tt either he dun go back or he resign... tt leave him with no choice wat!?!? everyone is entitled to go back for a social visit after 1st 2 yrs... he worked nearly 3 yrs le.. didnt even go back.. nw he wanna go back... nt wrong wat...

say wat scare he nt coming back... gonna run away!? come on lah... everyone is working for a living... who is toopid enough to run away?! somemore we had sooooo much plans after he come back... hw wld running away comes into his mind????? then oso his sis and dad r here... he still run away for wat?!??! like tt.. he cant come back to SG.. isnt tt toopid?! eeeeeeek!!!

really dun understand wat bosses r thinking... the reason y i cant be a boss.. mayb is coz i dun have a mind like them ba... haiz...

this is dunnO hw many person being 'forced' to resign le... haiz... who will be next??!

sianz... i think nw i shall spend more time with my CP ge ge... coz once he go back... there wun be many chances to meet up le... mayb 3 yrs down the rd.. we will 4get each other??? haiz... 1st WD started the ball rolling... then CP.. who is next.. my grp is breaking up le... sadz....:'(

Tuesday morning (14/10), she smsed me

"Go buy Zao Bao, I'm on newspaper"

The 1st few things came into my mind were
"Wat the hell!? Wat did she do?
Had she done sth stupid, (like pouring water into her ears juz to get the water tt was already stuck in her ear out) and was candid shot?
Had she beaten her neighbours up?
Had she gone to the monkey god tree (under her blk) juz to pray to get a bf?
OR WORSE,
she got caught murdering the guys out there using her voice????? "

To make matter worse, she refused to tell me wat was it abt... made me wonder the whole day...
So after work... i managed to get the 2nd last set of Zao Bao from Clementi Newspaper Kiosk. Zao Bao = Morning paper... I bought it in the evening...so i'm consider lucky!!
I cant wait to find the article abt her... so even on the squeezy train... i oso used the smallest movement possible to flip thru the pages!!! and

WALA!!!
BOOM! That's the article on her!


It is on the Overseas Uni with SG POLY collabrate to give a degree course... and in this case is on our food tech course with SP and Massey U (NZ). She was the one who quitted her Aust degree course after 1 sem juz to come back and study this. HAHA... read the article urself.. for those who dunno hw to read Chinese... erm... nvm lah.. nth impt anyway... juz look at the pic can liao....

Juz in case some still cant recognise HER! she is nOne other than our BELOVED WENYING.... AH YI!! wahahaah.... ok lah... she is prettier, swetter, chio-er (if there is such a word)...but stull as slow, as lame, as weird... hahaa.. guys interested in meeting her, pls contact me... i'll be her manager... i can arrange appt with her for u.. however, plse send in ur latest photo for screening... and also pls bear in mind.. SHE IS EXTREMELY BUSY... with her sch work... ahaha... advance booking is required.... as for autograph... juz send it to me... i'll help u get it!!

I got back my phone!! Finally! though my phone wasnt my LOVE... i kinda of missed it when it was in hospital over the past weekend!!

went for an interview on wed... i took half day leave.. then it was still early, i went to rot at Bugis! and.. and... and .... 1st time ever TYL went into TCC ALONE and had a nice cup of coffee and a book! Actually quite relax and enjoyable... starting to like the feeling of being ALONE??? though still feels tt ppl r giving me weird looks... haha.... Once a fren told me, a book is single women's best fren.... so wherever i go.. i will have a book with me... come to think of it.. yt darling oso rite? hahaa...

Wanna tell Yt abt me rotting in TCC alone when i saw her de... but guess i was too excited abt sth else so i 4got... haha...

Went for interview at KFC (headquaters) in Kallang,,, far rite?? haha... anyway, is Pizzahut R&D dept hiring... and i told them i'm interested in the QA position... meaning i gotta be on call anytime the resturants are opened and also doing audits in the resturants... haha...
if not doing audits, the official working hrs are 0900-1800...KALLANG!!! hahaha.... we'll see how.. mayb they dun want me?

On the side note... i LOVE taking the bus 183 frm The Galen @ sci park 3 @ ard 1715... coz the bus driver is SHUAI!!! he looks young... and is on my fave number 183!! hehee... Ok... i'm juz being lame and crazy.... and hua chi.... hehe.. time to sleep.. too tired....

I've changed my blog songs again!!! SHE's new album! 我的电台 FM SHE!
Is cool lah.... SHE Rox! so wat if got ppl commented tt the album is nth much... not exciting... ??? haha... S.H.E is juz cool lah... hee...

Oh yeah... btw regarding the previous post.... it is on OFM!!! nt anyone else... haha.... dun misunderstand wo.... coz it will cost my life....

I've tok to OFM le... n settled le... yep... we r still frens! always be frens...

haiz.. seems like i always a gd fren....
'U r always my best fren' said guy A
'U r my most impt fren' said guy B
'U r my best female fren!' said guy C
'U r my closest fren.. i dun wanna lose u,' said guy D.....

See! so many yrs... wat i always heard is this (regardless in which language)... so i can conclude.. no matter wat i do.. i can only be a gd fren! i'm juz a gd fren material... haiz... ok lah... suan liao lor... i shall be a FREN to all lor... haiz.. no... i shld be happy... hahaa...

Ok... i'm crazy le... coz too sleepy le... time to sleep....

Hey ppl, here's the announcement...

IT IS OVER! EVERYTHING IS OVER! have been torturing myself for the past few days! damn moody... it doesnt help with the big event on sat and some kind soul who actually acted angry for 3 whole days!!!!

I've made up my mind! time for me to face the reality... it still hurts.. but i will survive! who is he anyway?! rite? there isnt any ending in the 1st place... wat's there to be 可惜？He said he dun wanna hurt me.... he told me he wanna me be his gd fren 4eva, he told me i'm his only Female good fren! Can i juz say they are all BULLS***! haha...

he expect me to give him my blessing.... juz coz he treat me as his gd fren!!! have he ever consider hw i feel? i'm a HUMAN BEING! i got feelings... i have the right to be angry, sad or happy... so wat if i dun like tt girl?! i've to smile and say 'ok.. good...'... IT IS SOOOOO FAKE LAH!

However, i dun wish to see tt we cant even be frens... coz he is a great guy (as a fren) so.... well... i'll get my directions right... hehee... wait n see lor... hahaa.. (erm... i hear groans?? relax....hehee)

Oh yea... and one more thing! dun say i like PRC k?? juz happen tt he is prc doesnt mean tt i like prc... and of coz... juz coz i got prc frens... doesnt mean i will be crazy over prc guys lor.... it is juz pure coincidence tt he is one!..

ok... if u see me in one of the moods... it is a passing phase... i will get over de... I WILL SURVIVE!

erm... Erin, shwuyann... thanks a lot... thanks a million, thanks a zillion... really... dun worry.... u will get ur tyl back in no time.... :)

My 1st day of work...
Not as bad... preparing premixes for ice cream and is a LAB enviorment lor... i mean a REAL lab... wahaha... i like it... mayb i will get bored soon... but at this moment... i'm excited!!! with pasturesation (damn it! i 4got the spelling le), homogensation, ageing... then tml got freezing the ice cream.. wahaha... then got HUGE dishwasher and a HUGE drying cabinate.. once was my dream for GK.. nw is Erin's dream.. wahaha... ok... my work wise... is nth much interesting... juz tt when the whole world is recalling back ice cream... we r doing a lot of ice cream.. hehee...

yesterday (21st Sep), went bugis with YT.. when we walked past the Photo Stickers shop, i commented tt i was sad.. coz left only bugis have.. then she say... let go in n take... i stunned!! wah.... but still soooo happy!! wahahaa... but it is funny... 2 LADIES... went in n take photos like little girls... but then again... WE R STILL YOUNG!!!!



btw, i found something interesting when i was browsing thru my past photos.....
I think some ppl will juz kill be by posting this photo up.. but then i cant help it... coz is damn funny lor... i muz say... this is call the forever BEST frens pose... wahahaa... ALL FRENS WHO WANNA NOE EACH 4eva... MUZ pose this way!! hee...



Disclaimer: If u find familiar faces.. they are ur imagination... coz the 2 on the LHS will NEVER admit tt it is them... so.... they ARE NOT yanxin and kelly... as for the 2 on the RHS... well.... we r 4eva 21 (oops... i helping ppl to do advertising.. haha... )

Ok... LAME enough le... have to sleep liao.. if nt.. i cant wake up tml le...

This is to update my latest empolyment status.

TYL will be starting work on 22nd Sep at Danisco (Temp Lab Technician) for 3 mths @ $1900 per mth. It is my dreamwork! coz no paper work... juz lab work... ALL hands-on... and also is in the ice cream and UHT milk plant... wahaha...

The venue will be at Science Park and 0800-1700... ok.. i noe a lot of ppl say i cant wake up in time de... hee... but then again... it is my fav work leh... wahahaa... I WILL try my best to wake up.. or shld i say.. I MUST wake up in time.

There is a shuttle bus at JE MRT stat to pick us up.. as for wat time.. i nt very sure... but definitely nt late de lah... wahaha...

In any event if i got a perm job, i can quit anytime giving 24 hrs notice. So before anyone offer me a perm job, y i rot my life away? might as well work in Danisco, get some exp and oso some $$$, so i can go my BKK AGAIN in Dec and hopefully to Taiwan next yr!!!

Currently working as a promoter to promote MY BABY at Shop n SAVE West Mall!!! From 17 Sep - 19 Sep is me, TYL. Then 20 Sep - 21 Sep, darren aka Yonghui will be there. COME SUPPORT!!! Support my baby, or Support me. or support darren.. at the same time can see hw handsome he has become!!! wahahaaha

I cannot let Jimmy down!!! so PLEASE!!! come down find me/darren and buy from me/darren!!!!! then let the sales go up!! so jimmy wun be always grumbling n he will be happy.... Everyday see him so nt happy... then irene oso sad... will make me sad too de leh... hee.....

Ok... i realised tt i lonnnnng time never tokabt my LOVE.. 5566... to tell u the truth.. i LOVE their songs in the previous albums... but nt the recent de...

n of coz.. my playlist nw are changed to my fav songs of 5566.... dun ask me y suddenly 'huai jiu'... juz say tt recently i'm emoing... so... aiyah dunno lor... so many things seems like happening... n so many things tt i finally see light in.... n so many things made me realised more things!!! EEEEEK!!!! tooopid!!!

too free liao... so start to emo le... think gotta start work next week.. haiz....

Ok... This song was out for a long time.. n was once a top hit.... this is a song by Fan Fan 范玮琪
It is in her 2006 album 《我们的纪念日》。

It is a nice song.. The lyrics are meaningful, n i wish to tell all my frens ard me... I have my flaws, not as perfect... but still I am at least 70% of the fren that is written in this song.

Sometimes when i'm pissed... i'm pissed for at most a day (normally a few hrs ok le), then i will 4got wat made me pissed le.. so dun brood over too much if 1 day u found me being pissed!

i'm a human being.. i have 喜怒哀乐, so of coz at the moment of any incident... i will show my different feelings... BUT that doesnt mean tt i dun understand or anything like tt... haiz... i really quite lazy to explain myself de leh... but i guess sometime ppl juz dunno wat m i thinking.... so.. well...

Btw, i really wanna u all to be happy... i may complain.. i may feel lonely... but tt doesnt mean tt i gonna hate u all 4eva... i dun need u all to spend all the time u got with me.. ultimately.. if u all are happy, i will be happy too.. nt necessary to meet every day/ every week juz to prove tt this frenship exist..

aiyah.. i think the more i say, the more mistakes i gonna make, n i dunno this time round who m i gonna hurt again... toopid rite.. i dun wanna hurt my frens... yet sometime the things i did to prevent them getting hurt hurt them...haha hw ironic...

enjoy the lyrics below ba...


《一个像夏天一个像秋天》

第一次见面 看你不太顺眼
谁知道后来关系那么密切
我们一个像夏天一个像秋天
却总能把冬天变成了春天

你拖我离开一场爱的风雪
我背你逃出一次梦的断裂
遇见一个人然后生命全改变
原来不是恋爱才有的情节

如果不是你我不会相信
朋友比情人还死心塌地
就算我忙恋爱把你冷冻结冰
你也不会恨我只是骂我几句

如果不是你我不会确定
朋友比情人更懂得倾听
我的弦外之音我的有口无心
我离不开darling更离不开你

你拖我离开一场爱的风雪
我背你逃出一次梦的断裂
遇见一个人然后生命全改变
原来不是恋爱才有的情节

如果不是你我不会相信
朋友比情人还死心塌地
就算我忙恋爱把你冷冻结冰
你也不会恨我只是骂我几句

如果不是你我不会确定
朋友比情人更懂得倾听
我的弦外之音我的有口无心
我离不开darling更离不开你

你了解我所有得意的东西
才常泼我冷水怕我忘形
你知道我所有丢脸的事情
却为我的美好形像保密

如果不是你我不会相信
朋友比情人还死心塌地
就算我忙恋爱把你冷冻结冰
你也不会恨我只是骂我几句

如果不是你我不会确定
朋友比情人更懂得倾听
我的弦外之音我的有口无心
我离不开darling更离不开你

Recently... CP came up with this phrase.... "只能开花，不能结果".... he told Erin this... n Erin is so excited tt he kept repeating this phrase... wahaha... i think this phrase will be in both my head and yan yan's head for quite some time sia... wahahaa..

ok.. so nw is like 2am liao.. i'm still online blogging... coz nth better to do... wahaha... juz went ktv... i siao liao... no work.. still can go KTV sia.. wahahaa.. i told jx tt now my resource is limited, so muz plan properly.... everything can be sacrificed, be it food, clubbing, alcohol, movie... the only thing tt cannOt be sacrifice is KTV!! wahahaa...

Went Ktv with Erin and Shwu Yann... well.. i found anOther grp of KTV kakis le lor.. wahaha... quite fun lah.. tt Erin... didnt noe he can sing and rap all Jay de song lah.. muz let him n yx 切磋切磋... hehe... yan yan need to destress... coz in office she bz till siao lah... so many things... and ppl play tai ji... so she faint lor... Jia you yan yan!!!

Almost 2 weeks into my jobless life... erm.. to tell u the truth... i'm still enjoying it!! wahaha... ok.. b4 anyone who will start scolding me... i've been faithfully sending my resume out... and waiting for ppl to call me lor....

Just today i recieved a call frm my fren, she told me danisco is looking for ppl to work on the sudden increased in proj for 3 - 6 mths... maybe i will take up this job... idea rite?? coz waiting for firmenich or givaduan call me, i think my neck will grow longer... (good thing rite? hahaa)...

Ok.. so hw did i pass my two weeks of jobless life?? hehee... sleep till 1000 - 1200 (depending on wat time i sleep the day b4.. ranging frm 0000-0400)... then eat, watch tv, play comp... sometime meet my ex colleagues for lunch or dinner.. hahaa....

on 220808... celebrated jiu ai de 1/4 century old bdae... of coz.. in ktv.. hw can tyl nt be crazy?!?!?! wahahaha... anyway, here are some photos for tt night... more crazy photos.. pls go on facebook see lor... hehee...



on 240808 went Batam and spent like a millionnare... the currency is BIG lah... we tok in terms of thousands and millions... OMG!!! and i had a VERY hard time calculating... went polo house bought A Million worth of polo tees... haha... i mean a million rupiah lah... hehee...
Anyway, i love the SEA!!! hahhaa... n imagine.. actually my humble digital cam oso can take some nice photos de leh...



OFM went off on 30 Aug and is coming back 21 days later... the night b4 we met for dinner and of coz.. had a crazy night... ofm the big chef of the day cooked the noodles tt i like best... n was the most popular dish... see... n everyone agreed tt he really can cook... haha... nw... to think of tt.. i miss him already.. HOW!!!?? wahahaaa

Ok... TYJ called me... this time round they counter offer me. $1950

but then again... these are the employees benefits

1. 10 days AL with 2 days incremental for each service year till max 14 days. For Managers level & above, max is cap at 18 days.
2. Bonus is 1 mth. Variable bonus will be as per KPI points. Bonus are given b4 CNY.
3. $200 medical limits for each calendar year. Another $200 for no MC taken for the year.
4. Annual adjustment is usually conducted during the 3rd quarter of the year.
5. Our probation is 6 mth across the board. However if your performance is good, your HOD will consider for an earlier confirmation even b4 6 mth is due.

so so so... wat shld i do?!?!?!? i really hate making decisions!!!

Ok.. B4 jiu ai and lyn spam my taggy for updates.. here is the update of my life recently..

1. I'm OFFICIALLY UNEMPLOYED! wahaha... last day was 20th Aug, Though i went back on the 21st to help out (i owed company half day anyway..), then the start of rotting my life away... hehee... ok.. i'm currently looking for jobs.. so dun worry... i'm nt really those slackers tt dun work de...

2. I went to Prima for an interview for a lab tech position yesterday. They dun believe tt i will be able to work in lab.. esp since i have been given authority to certain things in my previous job. They felt tt technician position is like a U-turn for me... n wonder y i dun ahead.. but u-turn.. i tried to get my pt across tt I WANT TO handle the machines myself.. i LOVE those analytical machines... but they were telling me.. last time my job was to wait for results... this time job will be ppl chasing me for results... i was 'sweat'.. haiz.. so i think.. this job more or less dun have le.. haha... nvm.. i have my fair share of info... so is ok de...

3. As i said.. i had a crazy night on 150808... tt was my company's (my ex company) 7th mth praying session... as everyone shld noe by now... my company is a DRINK company... meaning... any event, any time.. we DRINK! wahaha.. n it was my official last event with them.. i was being 'forced' to drink quite a few glasses... ok.. b4 everyone start shooting me on hw i shld nt drink.. blah blah blah... i admit i wasnt right in drinking so much... n decided to give up gluping alcohol... and nt drink slowly... this time i really mean it... REALLY!!!!

ok... ofm was drunk... cp n yan n i were high... had a crazy night... below is some pics taken when we were 'awake'.. wahahahaa... more photos in facebook...


4. after 15th episode... we went out tgt on the 17th (me, ofm, cp and yan)... had a great time... pulling them to take photo stickers with us... later WD joined us... wahahaa...






Finished with the updates of the week.. till next time!! heeee

Life have been crazy recently... last night was the crazy of the crazy.. but of coz... i shall dun tok abt it 1st lah... i go get photos 1st... wahahaa....

it have been a week since our Singapore 43rd bdae... tt day i went to marina sq with jiu ai and my ex dear lor... wahaha... (WAH! nw then i realised, both are my EXs!!! OMG! wat m i doing!?!? keep holding onto my ex ex ex... wahahaa).. ok... 1st we met le, go ROCKY Master?? or rocky mountains or rocky monster? i 4got wat's the name le... jiu ai's cousin working there.. we went there to eat... the chocolate cake is... YUMMMMMMY!! the pizza oso nt bad lor.... nice place to go....


then after we saw the parade squad marched in... b4 they went into the actual parade ground... i saw Euguene (YH's fren) marching with the ppl at the back.. i presume he is somekind of usher? or guard or watever... anyway, it was grand...

after tt we wanna went to Shears Bridge to take photo... who noes... it was damn squeezy lor.. hot... omg!! then got a lot of ppl... body stick to body... if shuai ge.. mayb can close one eye... but then... well.. nvm.. expected tt oso..

fianlly we got down frm the bridge, and watch the fireworks from the park (dun ask me where... i have no idea oso... )... then took photos (ex dear main motive to be there squeezing)..

My tiny little camera oso can take sth like tt.. hehee... notice tt ghostly hand... guess whoes hand.. hehe


after tt we went to rot at coffee club, serene oso joined us.. then too high on chocolate.. so... wahaha... driving jiu ai nuts.. hee... waiting for ex dear to upload those photos... hee...

Chocolate Delice... my latest fav!!!!


Mud Pie... YUM!!!

Juz a random pic... proudly presents.....

My sunflower at my hse!! look at wat the wind did to its petals? STYLO leh....

Ermmm TYJ called and offered me the job today... i mean yesterday (080808).
This is what i was offered:

Work in the subsidary of TYJ call T&T, a joint venture of TYJ and TLGrp. It is like wat Ace is nw to GK lor... it is gonna to be like a one man show AGAIN. Doing the same thing, audit and development. However the food i incharge is dim sum.

Salary offered $1800, 6 mths probhaition, upon confirmation, MAY up to 2k depending to capability.

Working times: 5days week, 0810 - 1800...

My rxn: SIANZ half... Firmenich, CALL ME!!!! wahahaa

Went for seventh mth dinner juz nw at 888...the coffeeshop invited GK, boss dun wanna go... so we went with simon, irene, jimmy, yeo, shwu yann, de hua, kelvin, steven and tony. it is a RARE sight that steven joined us... and simon told me is coz of me.. so all turn up... leaving soon le... 11 more days, 8 more working days... so all gimme face... wahahaa... well.... as simon say we can still go out after i leave de.. juz like tony.. is still one of them de lor....

they drank quite abit... i noe most of them are abit high le... well.. it is usual for them de... i guess after i leave this company i shall quit drinking le.. i mean nt to drink like this lor... drink alot and fast.. coz i think health deterioting coz of alcohol?!? wahahaa.. i got allergy anyway...

Effects of alcohol nw: too tired.. wanna sleep le... zzzZZZZzzZZzZZZZzzz

OK, for those who were waiting excitedly.... TYJ DIDNT CALL!!! haha... as i say part of me really hope tt they didnt call... well... i will cont'd my job search....

Ok, back to my last few days of work in GK... things are chaotic! coz TYL's work is now separate to let 4 ppl take over!!

New Guy - QC (includes Audit) + R&D
Elaine (Purchaser) - Take over arranging samples packing for overseas customers/ exhibitions
Cheryl - Take over ALL my designs and marketing aspects of work (which i DUN and NEVER will agree to it!)
OFM - Take over the checking and odering of stuff needed in production, which includes hair nets, masks, gloves (he is still nt agreeable.. but seems like no choice)

OFM say my GK hates me... coz new guy comes in with a higher pay (our most approx guess, as he owes a car and with exp and oso a degree holder.. who will be satisfied with TYL's pay which is below 2k????), and lesser job! haiz... i ren ming lor...

they wanna me transfer ALL designing work to cheryl and coordinating of designers to her too!!! they siao lah.. she have to deal with overseas customers, settle her Corniche products, get in sales... nw wanna do designing and coordinating with designers?!?! superwoman oso nt like tt use de lah!

YES, i admit i was nt good at planning and time mgmt... and YES, i'm nt serious at my work (to them lah...)... tt y a little work load, i cant take it le... (they say all lies in me nt noeing how to plan and manage my time... ) Cheryl is always the better worker (my bosses say de), but THAT DOES NOT MEAN SHE CAN HANDLE EVERYTHING LAH!!! kaoz... nw i pulling all handbrakes of handing over my work lor... and even 私邸下discuss with kelvis tt the designing of special promotion tag will give to him do.. Cheryl juz to guide him hw to use photoshop...

Juz damn unhappy lah.. though i still left with 13 days minus 4 days (sat n sun) and 1/2day (due to 7th mth celebration), mommy say i should juz guai guai finish my work and go... but i juz cant see this going on lor... cheryl is a perfectionist lah... everything given to her, she would wanna finish de lor... then she love giving herself stress... she lost her confidence in her previous job.. my objective to get her in here is to help her build back her confidence... nw this.... eeeeeeeeekkkkk... suan liao.. i shall finish up wat i gonna finish tml.. n arrange the design stuff nicely and see how!!!! but then bosses love her.. so mayb things will turn out well!??!

Ok... i'm lazy to update... wahahaa.. well... let me see... on 28th Jul (Mon), i think... due to some unforseen circumstances, i was being flew aeroplane LAST MIN.. which i noe i NEED to be undersatnding... so juz... well... nvm...

My beloved Jiu Ai and Ex dear (she wanna divorce me..:'(... but i not she still loves me.. ), both came save me... we went to Botak Jones at Woodgrove to have dinner... erm.. to be exact.. acc me have dinner... i was wondering... if both of them attached le... will they still come 'save' me last min?? haiz... most prob wun... they will need to have their own life too de lor... well... suan le... i understand...

enough of the 'depress' part... jiu ai or was is ex dear, saw sth very cool on the reciept...



Saw tt??? I MISS TYL!! cool rite? wahahaa.... hehee...

on the 3rd of jul.. went to Elieen's hse... Baby bash for her son Xanthus (i got it rite ba.. i hope... ), cool lor.. a baby boy... ALL MOMS are beautiful... hw i wish..... nvm.... wahaha... anyway, here are some photos using my inferior camera (as compared to my ex dear de DSLR).... for nicer de pics.. guess i wld wait for her to send me.. then post it up on my face book.. hehee...




Cute baby boy rite?? hehe.. xing fu de woman... hehee...

i have oso changed my playlist... as u would realise some songs are OLD... these are my long time fav songs.... and some new fav... includes some thai songs... and a jap song and acapella.... some of the songs were those i sang during choir days and fall in love with them de...
Recommendations
KIMI O NO SE TE... it is a jap song... sang by a sec sch choir... we once sang in YJC choir.. and it was the BEST performance we had!! was really touched by the song.. when u hear live....

Almost Over You by Sheena Easton - My long tim fav, ever since Meteor Garden 1 (by F4 de).. it was in the OST... i love the lyrics and her vocal....

Acapella songs by Boyz II Men - i always think tt they are the god of acapella... LOVE IT!! whenever i heard thier songs i will miss simon more (PLEASE NOTE, the simon i'm referring to is NOT my GK salesman.. ahaha.. is my YJC choir Chairman of 2000 or 2001? 4got le.. wahahaa)... hope he will inform me abt his perfomance..

ok.. i wanna sleep le... hee... if i got good news tml... will post it up de.. but then again.. HALF of me HOPE tt i DO NOT get this job... hee,... coz i wanna firmenich!! hehee... okok... market is bad.. cannOT be choosy... see hw ba.. :p

Went for the interview le... Personally i think it went well... i've done my best.. though nt my dream job... but still... nt bad lor.. see how lor... depends on luck le...

The company is BIG!!! realy big lah.... the reception area is as big as my current office le lor... then office on the 7th floor... once u go in... the lift lobby looks like a Traditional JAVA style hotel lobby... it cool lah... BIG is not equal to GOOD... but is a totally different culture... btw my job is Food Technologist.. wahaha.. then job scope is almost the same, juz tt i'm not a one man show anymore....

They are looking for ppl who noe BRC (a certification juz like ISO... but more strigent), and in SG, there are not many companies got it, so BRC skills are rare... Fortunately GK was one of the 1st companies to get BRC certified and luckily for the 3 yrs i lead the audit, we all got grade A... so the interviewer was quite impress, telling me tt either we are REAL good or SGS auditors are too relax... well...i kept quiet.... hehee... no comments....

next wed will get ans from her... no need 2nd interview... weird rite? anyway, i have wat they want.... however if i cant get the job, mostly due my lack of experience handling frozen food.. or i'm still 'fresh'? wahahaa... well.. as i say... it is really nt my DREAM job... but i dun mind to work if i got it.. coz i'm familar with the work, it is near my hse, there is opportunity to work overseas... hehee.. coz they got offices in china and US.. hehee... see how ba... 听天由命

Woo.. end of Jul... tt's fast.. counting down to my last day of work... I've decided to leave this place where i have tons of memories, where ppl here care for me and love me and i'm like a part of family... i leaving a place where i have lotsa kor kors and jie jies and mommies and daddies... if nt for the DAMN IDIOTIC work and organisation structure and the job scope... i wun wanna go ba.. i'm TOOO comfortable here... n it is soooo flexible here... wahaha...

Anyway, i got my 1st call to ask for an interview today... *looking at the clock* shld be yesterday... tyj foods (Tee Yih Jia aka Spring Home aka 第一家) called and asked me for an interview on Wed... juz for your info, they are dealing with frozen stuff like spring roll pastry, tang yuan, samosa etc....
actually i wasnt really keen on this job as it is almost the same thing i'm doing here... juz tt i no need to bao dao wan *hopefully*... juz sent for the sake of sending.... who noes.. they call me 1st among the others!!! well, i will juz go and see hw gd is their offer and this time round i shall weigh INTEREST or MONEY?!? i hate it when the 2 cant exist tgt.. haiz.. but it is REALITY...

but i like the position - Food Technologist or QA/QC manager (COOL LEH)
i 4got which one i apply le... but the 2 posts de jobe scope almost the same.. was wondering y the post is as 2 positions... they have overseas offices in USA, China, Malaysia... cool leh.. n their factory got security guard and is BIG.. wahahaa...

Anyway, go nia... if really got then say... though i still hoping one of the flavour houses will contact me *pray hard*... hehee... My future finally got abit of light le... *blink blink*

Woo... more on my bdae celeration!!! Yep... haven finish.. wahaha.. one last grp... heeee

Date: 20th July 2008
Ppl Present: OFM, Chen Ping, Wei Dian, Ah Du, Shu Yann and me!!
Venue: Wdl Party World

We went for ktv, it is a long time since we go KTV together... wahaha.. had lotsa fun... a lot of funny things happen lah.. well... they are crazy oso mah.. esp after drinking.. hehe.. we drank abt 15 bottles of beer (small de lah) with OFM drank 7 all by HIMSELF!!!


My 4 guys in GK!!!


Hw can we dun take photo tgt de!?!? hee


New formed Grp.. wahahaa...


Wei Dian and I love acting cute.. with my ge in the middle!


he cute mah??

wahahaa.. ok.. better get back to work before i kana caught blogging.. heee... sianz... i gotta go keep things le.. muz clear le..

Wooo... went City Square juz nw.. Cool... things r nt ex... of coz nt as cheap as Thai.. but then... still spent quite alot lor... guess wat... got 8 pairs of shoes!!! erm... dun stun.... nt all are mine... 4 r my mommy's, the other 4 r mine... let see our 战利品!!!!!!

The 8 pairs of footwears!!!!!


7 shirts (polo tees, tees)... of which, 2 r dad's, 4 r mine, 1 mom's.

Got clips and my pedicure stuff... then oso found dragon hp chain... we got so many stuff... the total amt spend is still less than wat my bro bought!!!!!

he bought 2 shirts (one short sleeves and one long sleeves) and a bag (more like a briefcase which can both be sling and hand carry, Polo Ralph)...

This cost RM239, which is equivalent to SGD100.... this is after a 50% discount.. the 2 shirts he bought is abt RM90++.. so u see... more ex then our stuff!!!

btw HJM, if u read this, go city sq see... got a lot of nice nice de bags.. heee... i dun acc u go.. hee..

Oh Ya... i got my dragons oso... thanks for those who tried to help me find.. cant find nvm... i got it le...

The drawing was my dad n bro went Genting ask the ppl there draw de... tt hp chain is juz nw i went msia find de... hehee... nt exactly wat i want.. but still quite cute leh.. heee...

Wah.. i felt like a shopping crazy queen... hehee

Wahaha,... i got no mood to work... so done a personality test which BOTH YP and WY done le... wahahaa... i wanna sleep sia... damn! Shld have taken MC... toopid!!!! anyway, this is the result....

Advocating Inventor

You are an Inventor

Your imagination, self-reliance, openness to new things, and appreciation for utility combine to make you an INVENTOR.

You have the confidence to make your visions into reality, and you are willing to consider many alternatives to get that done.

The full spectrum of possibilities in the world intrigues you—you're not limited by pre-conceived notions of how things should be.

Problem-solving is a specialty of yours, owing to your persistence, curiosity, and understanding of how things work.

Your vision allows you to identify what's missing from a given situation, and your creativity allows you to fill in the gaps.

Your awareness of how things function gives you the ability to come up with new uses for common objects.

It is more interesting for you to pursue excitement than it is to get caught up in a routine.

Although understanding details is not difficult for you, you specialize in seeing the bigger picture and don't get caught up in specifics.

You tend to more proactive than reactive—you don't just wait for things to come to you.

You do your own thing when it comes to clothing, guided more by practical concerns than by other people's notions of style.

You are Advocating

Being social, empathic, and understanding makes you ADVOCATING.

Some people find being around others exhausting—but not you! You are energized by spending time with friends, and you are good at meeting new people.

One of the reasons you enjoy conversation as much as you do is that you often learn about yourself while talking things out with a friend; you realize things about your own beliefs while
discussing them with others.

You have insight into what others are thinking and feeling. This ability allows you to be happy for others, and to commiserate when something has gone wrong for them.

You are highly compassionate, and being conscious of how things affect those close to you leaves you cautious about trusting others too hastily.

Despite these reservations, you are open-minded when it comes to your worldview; you don't look to impose your ways on others.

Your sensitivity towards others' plights contributes to an understanding—both intellectual and
emotional—of many different perspectives.

As someone who understands the complexities of the world around you, you are reluctant to pass judgments

I've done it in a dreamy state.. so may nt be in the most accurate ans... hehee.... :p

OMG! i re-read my previous post, reaslied that it make no sense at the end of the entry....

Conclusion: NEVER blog when u are dozing off.. wahaha..

ok.. dun understand nvm.. juz see pic.. i lazy to edit le... i'm trying to find time to uplad the pics to facebook.. hehee....