Wooo... went City Square juz nw.. Cool... things r nt ex... of coz nt as cheap as Thai.. but then... still spent quite alot lor... guess wat... got 8 pairs of shoes!!! erm... dun stun.... nt all are mine... 4 r my mommy's, the other 4 r mine... let see our 战利品!!!!!!

The 8 pairs of footwears!!!!!


7 shirts (polo tees, tees)... of which, 2 r dad's, 4 r mine, 1 mom's.

Got clips and my pedicure stuff... then oso found dragon hp chain... we got so many stuff... the total amt spend is still less than wat my bro bought!!!!!

he bought 2 shirts (one short sleeves and one long sleeves) and a bag (more like a briefcase which can both be sling and hand carry, Polo Ralph)...

This cost RM239, which is equivalent to SGD100.... this is after a 50% discount.. the 2 shirts he bought is abt RM90++.. so u see... more ex then our stuff!!!

btw HJM, if u read this, go city sq see... got a lot of nice nice de bags.. heee... i dun acc u go.. hee..

Oh Ya... i got my dragons oso... thanks for those who tried to help me find.. cant find nvm... i got it le...

The drawing was my dad n bro went Genting ask the ppl there draw de... tt hp chain is juz nw i went msia find de... hehee... nt exactly wat i want.. but still quite cute leh.. heee...

Wah.. i felt like a shopping crazy queen... hehee

Wahaha,... i got no mood to work... so done a personality test which BOTH YP and WY done le... wahahaa... i wanna sleep sia... damn! Shld have taken MC... toopid!!!! anyway, this is the result....

Advocating Inventor

You are an Inventor

Your imagination, self-reliance, openness to new things, and appreciation for utility combine to make you an INVENTOR.

You have the confidence to make your visions into reality, and you are willing to consider many alternatives to get that done.

The full spectrum of possibilities in the world intrigues you—you're not limited by pre-conceived notions of how things should be.

Problem-solving is a specialty of yours, owing to your persistence, curiosity, and understanding of how things work.

Your vision allows you to identify what's missing from a given situation, and your creativity allows you to fill in the gaps.

Your awareness of how things function gives you the ability to come up with new uses for common objects.

It is more interesting for you to pursue excitement than it is to get caught up in a routine.

Although understanding details is not difficult for you, you specialize in seeing the bigger picture and don't get caught up in specifics.

You tend to more proactive than reactive—you don't just wait for things to come to you.

You do your own thing when it comes to clothing, guided more by practical concerns than by other people's notions of style.

You are Advocating

Being social, empathic, and understanding makes you ADVOCATING.

Some people find being around others exhausting—but not you! You are energized by spending time with friends, and you are good at meeting new people.

One of the reasons you enjoy conversation as much as you do is that you often learn about yourself while talking things out with a friend; you realize things about your own beliefs while
discussing them with others.

You have insight into what others are thinking and feeling. This ability allows you to be happy for others, and to commiserate when something has gone wrong for them.

You are highly compassionate, and being conscious of how things affect those close to you leaves you cautious about trusting others too hastily.

Despite these reservations, you are open-minded when it comes to your worldview; you don't look to impose your ways on others.

Your sensitivity towards others' plights contributes to an understanding—both intellectual and
emotional—of many different perspectives.

As someone who understands the complexities of the world around you, you are reluctant to pass judgments

I've done it in a dreamy state.. so may nt be in the most accurate ans... hehee.... :p

OMG! i re-read my previous post, reaslied that it make no sense at the end of the entry....

Conclusion: NEVER blog when u are dozing off.. wahaha..

ok.. dun understand nvm.. juz see pic.. i lazy to edit le... i'm trying to find time to uplad the pics to facebook.. hehee....

OK... my bdae is over... but celebration is still on... left the last grp and one last person to meet... hee... cant imagine.. my bdae stretch for abt 2 weeks lor.... amazing.. wahahaa.... ok.. here is the long awaited update on my bdae celebrations... hee...

Date: 4th July 2008
Ppl Present: YT, Cheryl and Me
Venue: Admiral Bar & Grill

Met yt for dinner at the Admiral Bar & Grill (did i get it correctly??). nvm... i noe where can le... it is on the hill top beside sun plaza... the Western food is nice.. then after eating, u can chill out at the bar, sing ktv... they even got ktv rooms... hee.. anyway, my yt darling was leaving for perth the next day n wun be back till 12th jul.. which was after my bdae.. so she meet me for dinner 1st lor...

i dunno y.. but i got a feeling tt day i was kana conned... coz when i went to tt place with yt, then i was told tt it was fully booked... i sian half.. so decided to go to the bar and sit.. then the waitress told me tt one guest had juz called to cancel booking.. so i'm very lucky to have a seat.. all along yt was behind me.. following me ard... at 1st i really tot i so lucky sia....

but when we were singing in the bar... then there was a cake... for me.. i stunned.. coz yt was with me all along... i didnt see her bringing any cake... then cheryl reached later empty handed too... i asked who bought.. yt said she came up b4 she met me... then i suddenly remember abt the tables incident.... the more i think.. the more i got a kana conned feeling...

anyway, the cake was DAMN NICE!!! yummy lor... chocolatey with sour strawberries and crunch in the middle of the cake.. i think yt got it frm Canelé (if i got it correctly....)... we were full... but we cant help it but to finish 3/4 of the cake... didnt get to take nice pic.. coz no camera... make do with my hp camera... wahahaa....


My 1st bdae cake for 2008

Date: 5th July 2008
Ppl Present: Cheryl, ShuYann, Irene, Jimmy, Kelvin, Yeo and his family, TYL
Venue: Grand Plaza Park Hotel

Initially Cheryl booked me for tt day... i tot it was a dinner for the both of us... ever since she got her boy boy, she is more bz than ever... so it is a rare sight tt we can have a proper meal tgt with no disturbance... well.. it is life... hey... i'm NOT complaining.. wahaha...

But as days went by... i got a feeling tt i'm nt only meeting her... coz the guys...(nt ah yeo.. he is always 状况外) is the other guys... keep smiling.. n say ur bdae coming rite? or do sth tt i will suspect de lor... (cheryl... u can blame on the guys.. heee)... so i noe sth is brewing... but juz dunno where n wat...

so when i was reached the hotel.. (it was the hotel tt irene n jimmy had their ROM dinner).. so i nOe sth will happen... well... sure enough... yan, irene, jimmy and kelvin were already there... then 3 more empty seats... actually though i'm prepared... i was still surprise... surprise tt kelvin is there and is early.. n nt the one who spoil the fun.. wahaha.. (i expected irene, jimmy and yanyan to be there de..) then ah yeo brought his wife and son along.. hee.. ok.. i was abit disappointed... coz simon wasnt there... but well.. nvm lor... we had fun wat...

They got me a doraemon cake!!!!! hee... is cool lah... my 2nd cake for my bdae.. hee.... nt as nice as the 1st one... but coz it is a DORAEMON CAKE!!! heee... after buffet dinner.. we went to Central Pub... to meet Dehua, n had a crazy night out.. wahahaa...




My 2nd cake (DORAEMON) for 2008


Thanks cheryl... for everything!!!


Irene is actually MAFIA in disguise?! OMG! Poor Jimmy! wahahaa...

Date: 10th July 2008
Ppl Present: Cheryl, Paul, Yonghui, Choonming, my whole family
Venue: My hse

Yh asked me where i wanna eat... had alot of BIG feast le... so decided to have a nice. cosy steamboat with my BESTEST FRENS!!!! ok... the gang is nt full force.. our pretty yt was in Perth... anyway, NTH beats having YH n CM both preparing for a steamboat... They are my BEST COOKS/BEST ORGANISER... hee.. with them ard... no need to worry de... though they gave me a scare lah.. by showing me all different kinds of mushrooms!!!! n say tt we'd juz have mushroom tt night...

this grp of frens somehw or rather had become part of my family le.. so it is sooo cosy.. hee... plus my hse is a best place for steamboat.. wahaha... nice nice...

the got me a 3rd cake for this yr bdae.. SWENSEN's ice cream cake.. hee... yum yum... with a CUTE baby winnie the pooh and frens.. n i got lotsa comments lah.. like 'so old liao.. still wanna cute stuff...' 'aiyo.... hw old liao.. still buy this type of cake'... HEY! ppl, there is no law stating tt 20+ cannot have cute cakes... n i requested the cute cute cake... dun blame on the person who bought it.. wahaha...they gave me a Guess wallet.. nt exactly wat i want.. but is nice lor.. hee....

ya,, muz thank tt TYX oso... though she is heartless enough to watch tv instead of coming to airport to fetch me... still.. i think she planned with lcm n pyh oso ba... n she did help out... thank god... she didnt mess it up...




My Bdae gift frm all of them... the Guess Wallet


TYL and the 2 BESTEST Guy FRENS!!! who has become more like a family...


TYL's 3rd Bdae cake for 2008!

Date: 11th July 2008 (MY BDAE!!!!)
Ppl Present: Cheryl, Irene, Asmine, Kelvis, TYL (lunch)
My Family (Dinner)
Shuyann, Simon and TYL (Late night)
Venue: Yishun Industrial Park (Lunch)
Suntec Tony Roma (Dinner)
Party World Chinatown

1st, in the morning... Chen Ping told me he got sth to give me... then he gave me a SK jewellry bag... and say.. is from him n OFM... I WAS SOOOOO HAPPY!! hee... though OFM didnt even say happy bdae.. didnt even say anything... but then.. nvm.. wahahaa...


then after tt.. ah du (chun cheng)... he gave me his present... hee.. is a four leaf clover.. he seems to 4get tt i like stars.. wahaha.. he gave me a moon.. but well.. nvm... it is pretty lor.. hee...


Wat surprise me most is tt Kelvis, he gave me Ang Bao... n inside is nt condoms!!! OMG! he treat me soo well.. i stunned...

Lunch time.. Asmine brought us to have lunch at the thai food there... the one in sbw shopping center de... nw at the industrial park... nice food.. hee.. yum yum...

then at night... i went down to suntec to meet daddy, mommy for dinner at Tony Roma... actually not fantastic... normal lor... but very expensive... didnt take pic.. coz 4got to bring.. hee...
after tt, went to meet yan yan and simon for a ktv session till 3am... wahaha.. yep... my mommy gonna kill me for tt... but i juz LOVE going ktv with simon mah... juz to listen i oso gan yan... wahahaa... with him.. i no need scare kana force drink de.. he wun de.. he juz drink his beer.. we drink our tea.. heheee

Date: 12th July 2008
Ppl Present: TYL, Yeepei, Liyun, Jason, Harris, Jianxing
Venue: Holland V

Actually wanna meet yp and ly at marina 1st de... but end up i woke up too late... so cannot... i met them at dover stat in the evening...
had dinner at Wala Wala... food is nt bad.. but very big share.. so cant really finish it.. damn full.. the photos with yp...

wanted to go the bar upstairs with live band.. but age limit was 20.. n jx they all still 19.. so decided nt to... we went coffee club instead.. got ouselves nice nice desserts.. and beverages... chat and gossip thru'out..


nice nice chocolate cake


Chocolate fondue...

then yp tot of yh... so we suggest tt yp shld sms him and tell him tt i'm crying... yh came down str away DRVING! omg!!he is such a nice guy... wahahaa... when he reached.. we tok cock again
gossip.. wahaha... miss those y-gangz times.. wahahaa... yp.. we have alot of things to discuss wo... heheee...

Date: 13th July 2008
Ppl Present: TYL, Ivan, Lynette, Elena, Cythia, Rochelle, YT
Venue: East Coast Park

I was late.. we supposed to meet at 10 am.. i woke up at 10am.. ivan they all cant find me.. coz i off my hp.. he called my hse.. to wake me up... we went cycling in East Coast park....
HEALTHY life sia... wahaha... long tiem since dunno when...
my legs were aching, buttocks pain... n sun burnt!!! to think who suggested tt idea de???
think ivan got sth planned for me.. but didnt carry out... i feel soooo wonderful.. scary lor...

the sun was sunny so bringhtly.. then after awhile.. it rained heavily.. then sunny again... crazy weather.... we had alot of fun.. chasing the one infront on a bike...taking alot of photos... some are still at toher cameras... hee....



for more photos.. please go my facebook.. coz i think there is too much pics... will take very long time to load.. so in kana le... hee,, IAVN!!! go get a facebook!!!... haiz... i nw half asleep le...so... decided.. if i cont'd to type.. i will get more typo... so shall end here... tentatively.. hehe...*yawn*...

YL bdae celebration will pause awhile.. hehee

Suddenly, i'm relax.. i've made the decision.. a decison maybe some of u wun agree on.. but i guess it is the decision i want...

it has been tough.. coz partly is tt i haven found a job yet.. so actually ppl wanna me to stay till i got a job... but at tt time.. i will struggle again on to stay or go.. so might as well make this decision now... i still got a mth plus to find a job... n my resumes are sent out le... so i guess... shldnt be a prob ba... i wanna have a change in environment... i wanna face new challenge... i dun wanna in this comfort zone...

but of coz.. mayb years later.. i'll be back!??! hehee...

Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to TYL!! hahaa.. i've got a week long (or 2 weeks) of celebration.. will update sooon i got all the photos...

To all my frens/dears/darlings.... thank you for everything... the things u all plan, the gift, the cakes... THANKS!!! muackz.. heee

For Ivan's request, here are some photos on my BKK trip!!! hee... nice nice photos wo.. thanks to Mr Peng's DSLR! and his skills lah... though i like to suan him on his skills... but cant deny the fact tt he got liao de.. wahaha... juz let him practice a few more times... i think we'll have a qualified photographer le.. hehee

Ah Peng... dun say i didnt promote for u hor..

PPL!! if u are looking for photographer... yet dun feel like hiring those pros... whose charges are damn high.. hire Mr Darren Peng, please look at the pics he took.. nt bad lor... can try can try... let him earn some pocket money.. he is just a normal Uni student who is living on limited income.. juz contact me to get his contact.. for more of his works, please msn me... i'll give u his link... n for more of my bkk photos... go my friendster / facebook lor.. heee....

BTW the food photos look delicious!!!! and taste wonderful!!! GO SEE!!!!!!





and.. ya... i went to suan ming.. n tt person say i cannot get married tooooo early... so nw is still not time to get married... jiu ai... so i have wait and look for job.. hee... n support myself... hehee



Juz one more... yummilicious... wahahaa,, tongyam in coconut... heheee....

I'm back... haiz... 5 days of escapade.... so fast end le... SIANZ!!!!!!! y does enjoyable time end up so fast??

anyway, didnt buy much things this time round... nt very interesting leh... well... juz to apologise... if u didnt get anything frm me.. coz i really cant find anything special.. wahhaa.. meaning it is time nt to go BKK anymore... i shall save up and go some other places... hehee

anyway, met up with my thai frens... I MISSS THEM!! they all owned their cars, open their own travel agency, moving on to Masters... haiz... wat m i doing!??!?! neither here nor there... kaoz....

TELL ME! wat shld i do?!?!!!?!?!

SaWadee Ka!!!
TYL is in THAILAND, an unknown internet cafe with a faulty keyboard. Ineed to BANG on it to have a space. so can image hw difficult it is to type this entry. pls forgive me for typos.. hahaa....

anyway this is the end of my 3rd day and start of the 4th day in BKK... haiz...time flies when u r enjoying life. SLEEP, EAT, SHOP, DRINK.... life can be any better... pics will be up when TYL, PYH and Cheryl come back.. got alot of nice nice photos.....

Things here r nt as cheap as b4... but still cheaper. cheryl, the shopaholic.... got soooooo many things,... (photos as prove once i got back)....

i shall go off nw... more updates when i go back... my hands.. i mean thumbs are sore HITTING on the spacebar.... type anymore, i'll have a thumb with double the original size....

Another 12 hrs+ i'll be on my way to Bangkok, Thailand. Excited!! a break! finally! frm everything... haven been in the best of moods recently.. partly is coz of the study thingy... n of coz... i'm stuck to go or to stay... haiz.. sianz...

Asmine wanna me to relax myself and think abt to go or to stay in the comapny... alot of ppl wanna me juz relax.. come back then think again... aiyah... dunno lah.... my life seems... luan... or has it always been messy!?! i wonder....

to make matter worse... i fall out with ofm... reason being... i oso dunno.. juz tt when i need him, he is nt there or unwilling to be there... we seems drifted apart... n i still thinking wat had happen.. mayb it is his way to prevent each other frm getting hurt if 1 chose to leave? or mayb juz wanna to put a stop to this ai mei r/s??? no matter wat... i really lazy to think le...

I shall enjoy!!! hehee.. dun miss me too much!!! i'll be back!

I got rejected! It hurts! Hurts more than when a guy u like reject you straight away. i told myself there is nth to be sad.. the most try again the next time round. I still have more time to work and to REALLY save up more. but y?? y everytime someone ask me abt the outcome, my tears came bursting out.. i REALLY dun wanna cry.. i mean it is nth big anyway... it is not as if i never being rejected b4....

Mayb this time round, i've too much confidence.. mayb i'm juz want it soooo much... or mayb coz it hurts my pride n ego? i mean.. TYL being rejected by a University?! It seems like a joke... mayb i shld not look fwd to it too much... nw it's time to look for a new job.... coz i dun wanna stay in tt company anymore... though asmine still refuse to acknowledge my resignation letter.. n yes, i submitted... n stated that the last day will be 31st July 2008. i noe she would wanna ask me to stay... but i really dun want.. sick n tired of the job... so to go study is juz an excuse to get out....

i'm weak...i admit... even though i'm mentally prepared tt i might not get in.. but the news is still a blow to me... i read the letter.. a typical rejection letter.... i force back my tears... i talk to my parents normally... i chat with ivan they all... n frankly speaking... it was the conversation with xin jie n ivan stop me frm crying in front of the lappy... coz it was damn funny to cry.. haha... but when i hear jm's voice... i broke down... dunno y... then i wanna him bring me out... jm n yt acc me out... n we chatted.... n i realised... i still very dependent on them... btw, yt n jm (if ever u read it)... even though we seems like bz with our own stuff... n have different grp of ppl to hang out with.. ultimately... u r still tt person who go thru tears n laughter with... someone i noe i cannot go without in my life.. U R MINE!! wahaha... both of u... hehe.. k. tt's childish... but still... Thanks... MUACKz

n wy... if u r reading this... PLEASE dun feel bad... i told u b4 le... ok.... treasure this chance... :)

I decided to change song, someone say my blog very nosiy... anyway, this is Elva Hsiao's new album, new song.

Album: 三面夏娃 (san mian xia wa)

歌曲:之后(zhi hou)

歌手:萧亚轩(Elva Hsiao)

换季前夕的阵雨
huan ji qian xi de zhen yu
像远行前依依不舍 最后 巡礼
xiang yuan xing qian yi yi bu she zui hou xun li
没能一起看成的那部电影
mei neng yi qi kan cheng de na bu dian ying
在重播的深夜让我想起你
zai chong bo de shen ye rang wo xiang qi ni
答应自己 没有你 也要努力过下去
da ying zi ji mei you ni ye yao nu li guo xia qu

变成友谊的爱情
bian cheng you yi de ai qing
藏在心里 忘了时间 还继续 前进
cang zai xin li wang le shi jian hai ji xu qian jin
从没刻意对你的消息回避
cong mei ke yi dui ni de xiao xi hui bi
朋友还是礼貌的只字不提
peng you hai shi li mao de zhi zi bu ti
她属于你 我之后 的爱情
ta shu yu ni wo zhi hou de ai qing

我之后的你 在她的爱里
wo zhi hou de ni zai ta de ai li
真的确定 过去都已过去
zhen de que ding guo qu dou yi guo qu
你之后的我 比较爱自己
ni zhi hou de wo bi jiao ai zi ji
也决心 一个人练习
ye jue xin yi ge ren lian xi
不那么想你
bu na me xiang ni

难以解释的心情
nan yi jie shi de xin qing
下次遇见在同一条街上 也许
xia ci yu jian zai tong tiao jie shang ye xu
你已不在意介绍新的恋情
ni yi bu zai yi jie shao xin de lian qing
听你说再次见面感觉温馨
ting ni shuo zai ci jian mian gan jue wen xin
只怕你发现 还没有人 走进我生命
zhi pa ni fa xian hai mei you ren zou jin wo sheng ming

我之后的你 在她的爱里
wo zhi hou de ni zai ta de ai li
终于确定 过去都已过去
zhong yu que ding guo qu dou yo guo qu
你之后的我 比较爱自己
ni zhi hou de wo bi jiao ai zi ji
偶尔想你 也未必 是不可理喻
ou er xiang ni ye wei bi shi bu ke li yu

有些困难的事情 等时间处理
you xie ku nan de shi qing deng shi jia chu li
我渐渐听见了心里的声音
wo jian jian ting jian le xin li de sheng yin
原来真正的幸福 那么容易
yuan lai zhen zheng de xing fu na me rong yi
懂得了祝福 只要你爱得 再也不犹豫
dong de le zhu fu zhi yao ni ai de zai ye bu you yu

我之后的你 在她的爱里
wo zhi hou de ni zai ta de ai li
终于确定 过去都已过去
zhong yu que ding guo qu dou yi guo qu
你之后的我 比较爱自己
ni zhi hou de wo bi jiao ai zi ji
陪回忆写完了日记
pei hui yi xie wan le ri ji
告诉自己停止再想你
gao shu zi ji ting zhi zai xiang ni

我之后的你 终于确定
wo zhi hou de ni zhong yu que ding
过去都已过去
guo qu dou yi guo qu
你之后的我 懂得爱自己
ni zhi hou de wo dong de ai zi ji
让回忆不留痕迹
rang hui yi bu liu heng ji
我会自己停止再想你
wo hui zi ji ting zhi zai xiang ni

Finally my interview is over... personally, i feel tt it didnt go smoothly....

1. I got 2 interviewers looking at me... and those who went on the other day got only 1

2. 2 interviewers expect me to eleborate on everything, whereas the one interviewer juz wanna the general idea

3. interviewers asked me a lot of qns... and the interviewer on the other day didnt...

4. 'what is the difference between research and pdt development?' this is the qns being asked at the end of the interview...

dun ask me hw i ans.. coz i oso 4got le.. but i remember the reply

"well, there is no right or wrong for this ans, but u did have a unique ans" (this is wat is being said out loud)

What he didnt say out "wah.. weird ans, u sure u understand the qns?" (ok... it is my imagination.. but then sure got other meaning de lor...)

5. end of it... he juz tell me, 'we'll reply u shortly. good luck for ur future'

see... hw high my chances can be????? *pray hard*

I've got shortlisted into the Degree Course i've applied, and is asked to go for an interview on 19th June 2008. Yihang oso got interview... so excited.. wish me luck!!!!! hahaaa

Went Dragonfly with my boss, mr andy and audrey and kelvis. Me, yx and kelly and yt went over 1st with audrey, then andy, kelvis and vincent joined us later. IT WAS FUN! i felt like i was having my own concert. (shld see tyx when SLY sang Huo Yuan Jia, she oso like as if she is holding her own concert)...

IT WAS COOL! and i think this wun be the last time u hear me going there.. though my mom dun quite allow... so PYH, HJM... next time bring me go.. i think i can get my permit easier ba.. hahaa... btw, my sis, TYX the geek has a hidden talent! she is a cheongster in NATURE! wahahaa... nw then i realised.. AMAZING!


The four girls.....


Kelvis and the 3 little girls


Starting to go crazy


The act cute trio


5 babes!


Who is she?? does she looked drunk?

28/05/08 - a mth b4 my Thailand trip... haha ok.. i noe it is nt impt....
It was a big day for Jimmy and Irene.

They were registering for thier marriage on 28/05/08. CONGRATS! Poor Jimmy, he had been standing for 12 hrs for the past 5 days... coz of EXPO Fd Fair.. n the very next day, was his BIG DAY! hahaa...

On tt day, my 2 bosses n their wives, me, Irene's parents, n Jimmy's eldest bro and his wife were present to witness THAT MOMENT! sooo romantic... haha... took a lot of photos... n shall make a nice nice movie for them... coz i LOVE both of them.. hee.. though tt jimmy always like to quarrel with me lah! still they treat me like sis like tt... so... hw can i disappoint them? haha...



Then, i love i'm zi nian... n jimmy was complaining.. it was their big day, n i shld take photos of them... n nt myself.... but then agian... camera in my hands.. very difficult nt to take photos of myself lah.. hahaa...



They say 恋爱中的女人最美丽, so can you tell who is in love and who is not? look at my tt dark eyes... a result of nt sleeping well for the past 5 days due to Expo fd fair... Cant deny, when one is 幸福, it is written all over one's face...

I hereby wish tt Jimmy kor kor and Irene Jie jie 幸福一辈子！早生贵子！！

TYX has been complaining tt she is tired of my blog song le.. haha... so i decided to change to a new song... This is a song i think frm a China Singer? i dunnO leh.. i dunno who is this think girl.. but i noe Tank.. this is a song of attitude... i love the lyrics.. very attitude... very cool... haha....
I've tried the whole night to find the CD version, however, there is NONE! so please make do with this Version with OS de. If u happen to find the CD version.. please infrom me!!!



PRESENTING......



我就是这样

刘力扬(feat Tank)

我就是这样 天马行空的磁场
或许你还不习惯 我在等你变成拍档

我就是这样 注定和你不一样
谢谢你欣不欣赏 我的风格是限量

摊开的手掌 柔软又刚强 （十指纤长 指尖藏着一股力量）
安静的目光 温柔却也狂放 （眼神明亮 有好多话想对你讲）
我独特的模样 是全新的信仰

我就是这样 天马行空的磁场
或许你还不习惯 我在等你变成拍档

我就是这样 注定和你不一样
谢谢你欣不欣赏 我的风格是限量

RAP(tank):
你不会躲在 不长不短的裙摆
耍无赖太依赖 都不符合你的心态
乖乖早过了时代 怪怪才有人青睐
不需要表态 让大家慢慢猜

既古代又现代 爱HIP HOP也爱李白
是女孩像男孩 这次出场注定精彩
我嗅到英雄神采 我瞄到美人姿态
多变的节拍 接下来该是你跩

诗人的滥觞 刻板的印象 （没有文字 足以介绍你的出场）
你爱晒太阳 我赏我的月亮 (井水河水 各自徜徉各的海洋 )
想发出一道光 让世间不平凡

我就是这样 天马行空的磁场
或许你还不习惯 我在等你变成拍档

我就是这样 注定和你不一样
谢谢你欣不欣赏 我的风格是限量

温柔 倔强 勇敢 都是我 我拥有太多 不同基因
安静 吵闹 沉默 都是我 分钟 不同的颜色

我就是这样 天马行空的磁场
或许你还不习惯 我在等你变成拍档

我就是这样 注定和你不一样
谢谢你欣不欣赏 我的风格是限量

我就是这样 天马行空的磁场
或许你还不习惯 我在等你变成拍档

我就是这样 注定和你不一样
谢谢你欣不欣赏 我的风格是限量

Finally decided to blog... Fd Expo 2008 has came to an end.. once again, we r left with sore throat.. n puffy eyes n TONS of complains on aunties and uncles... haiz.... n y are we always so excited abt Fd Expo?? i'm oso wondering....

Anyway, this yr was fun.. coz all of us are the crazy bunch... hahaa... had a lot of more fun sia... n i think is cool lah... hee... coz this yr... my bosses LOVE the promoters... esp darren n keave.. wahaha... till nw they still haven stop tokiing abt them lor... OMG!

took photos on the last day using darren's new SLR.. wahaha... n we REALLY had fun... hee... though all of us had a terrible sore throat and voice 'break'....



MR Kelvis spoil this pic! coz he got a finger less.. wahahaa


He is damn lucky!


The promoters of 2008 with the 30 yrs apart twin


With bosses...

Haha.. okok... finally i blog liao.. went to lyn's hse (ok, nt surprising... coz i go her hse 3 times a week), but on mon i went her hse is purely coz i wanna see baby.. Little Sherlina is 4 mths or 5??? MOMMY!! correct me!!! hahaa.. was there with uncle ivan n Moo Moo aunty... wahaha....

uncle ivan wanna take her photos.. but too bad.. he no skill.. cannot make her laugh.. wahaha.. so of coz muz adorable aunty chu ma... so wat if mommy, moo moo aunty and uncle ivan all think tt adorable aunty is noisy... at least i can communicate with little sherlina.. hehee..

we got her photos.. she is sooooo cute.. sooooo many expressions!!


cute rite??? wahahaa ok lah.. ivan u r soooo wondeful to let me post up the photos 1st.. heheee...

btw, Little Sherlina aside.. when i reached lyn's hse.. but two students were stunned.. and asked me 'teacher. it is nt tuition time yet.'..
as usual... the naughty me... i told them i wanna have tuition earlier, RIGHT NW... tt 2 didnt take the joke... and went to the room n prepare for tuition... OMG!! haha... compliment them... THEY AARE SOOOOO TING HUA!!!

Ok... i noe i'm lazy to update... wahaha... today went to msia... go shop in city square... alot of things... but i didnt buy anything back.. coz i was in the hairdresser for 3-4 hrs... n yes! i got my hair rebonded!!! hehe

dun ask me y... but juz feel like it lor... nw i looked neater (my sis say de.. but flat hair lor)

Btw i hurt my leg when i was in JB... tt drain grill cover was rusty and broken le.. but i didnt see it... i stepped on it.. so 'poink' my leg went into the drain hurting my ankle and bruised it... haiz.... n my mom n sis still happily tell me.. i damaged ppl's drain... see lah.... where got this kind of sis n mom de... eeek!!! abit swollen... haiz...

past few days was crazy... on thurs, went to a branding workshop with Cheryl.. very interesting... nw i realised tt marketing is nt tt bad after all.. however i still like my lab work..
The speaker say
"when asked abt ORAL B, what do you think of?"
"when asked abt brands, what u think of?"

Human can only remember one brand to one cat. of pdt... so it is best to use tt brand name for tt cat. of pdt.. true... but nt feasible for SMEs... i think... coz is very expensive...

Haiz,, btw i'm still sianz.. n really wanna tell my boss i nt working le.. next week i shall tell her.. give her ample of time to find replacement...

Finally!!! it is over!!! Annual nightmare is over??? funny rite, my company pay $7000 plus to exchange for 2 whole weeks of stress and a piece of paper.. ok 3 pieces... OMG!!!

Yes, my audit is over?! As usual.. this year is A!!!! hahaa... got me.. hee... well... guess will be the last year doing this le.. hee...

Was damn stress.... dun wanna things go wrong... i wanna make it nicely.. so when i go off.. everything is nice nice... like tt ppl wun blame me of going off...

nw in office.. today i slack abit.. dun feel like working... but guess... wait ppl see liao... go tok behind my back... kanna stab till i dunno... wait my bosses dun like me.. then i die... haha.. i shall blog tonight if i nt lazy.. wahahahaaa

HAHA.. i got nth to do.. then i saw this on Marie's blog.. decided to do one.. hehee

1. What is your most unusual habit?

Step into the toilet the moment i reached home, be it if i'm urgent or not (I LOVE MY HSE TOILET!!!)

2. Why is your favourite colour, your favourite colour?

Coz is sweet, nice, soothing, colorful... (actually no definite color in my mind currently)

3. What is the most exciting thing you have done in your life so far?

Lying on the bed and read my love novels

4. And the most boring?

Work! ESP when settling the legislation prob

5. What is the longest period of you holding a torch for someone?

6 yrs (I'm still wondering y was i so crazy n toopid?! he wasnt the PERFECT one either)

6. Do you snore? How do you know?

Think yes leh.. My mommy say de? or was it my sis?? anyway, they oso do lor... my whole family got the snoring symphony at night... hee...

7. What would you be if you are not in your current job?

Owner of a Cafe n selling unique accessories?

8. Do you sleep in your pajamas?

huh? too lazy to change into them

9. What makes you scream?

Anything and everything can make me scream.. To prevent from hurting ur ears.. DUN TRY ME!!!!

10. Name three primary school friends who you still keep in contact with.

Cynthia (same primary sch, same Sec sch, same JC, same 5g1u)
the who else?? aiyah... y pri sch?!?! sec sch then i can name tons!!!

11. Say something blatantly untrue about yourself.

I'm slim!!! WAHAHAHA

12. Whose house (other than your own) do you most often stay over at?

I dun nOrmally stay over at ppl's hse.. only rot till very late, then go home sleep de..
tt will be OFM's hse, YT Dear's hse.

13. What is the most unusual present that you have bought for someone?

Boxers with measuring scale.. hahaa..

14. Who is the last person you spoke to on the phone?

A wrong number

15. Have you tried coffee with honey?

Interesting.. shall try it when i got the time....

16. What do you usually do at 12am?

Surfing net, toking cock, reading.. halfway to dreamland

17. Name one person who you can’t say no to.

OFM (at least i'm honest!!!!!!)

18. What is the first thing you do when you wake up?

Open my eyes... wahaha..

19. What colour is your hair?

Brown, gold, black?

20. Ever thought of becoming a herbivore?

Yep, over my dead body.....

21. What are on your shelves?

Files, Doraemon, Tortoise, Photos

22. What is your greatest talent?

Sleeping while typing this?

23. Any idea why a silverfish is not a fish?

Silverfish is a type of worm or shld i say insect. It is call sliverfish is coz of its sliver skin color and shapes like a fish. Sounds like a geek!??! wahahaa..

24. Name one dish that you can whip up almost effortlessly.

Instant noodles (haha.. tt is a bluff)

25. What is the most ridiculous rumour that you have heard about yourself?

I haven hear of one.. or shld i say i juz heck

26. What can one always find in your fridge?

Vitagen

27. How do you pamper yourself?

Shopping, lying on my bed reading... Eat, Sing

28. Do you know what your name means?

Tan - Surname
Yan - Shallow (xiao Yan Zi)
Ling - Bell, (coming back home everythime bell rings.. )
Got another meaning.. my dad once told me.. coz i was small n tiny.. so use ling... end up it turn out to be opp.. wahahaa

29. Name one person who will never do these questions.

TYX lor.. unless she damn free.... TYW... i nOe.. marie... coz she done it le.. wahaha...

30. Name another who would.

YP?

It is MAY le!!! well.... may is a bz mth for me... with Audit, fd expo lined up.. haiz.. nt a moment to be free sia...

my days were packed for the 1st few days of may....

1st May - Ah Ma's Bdae
We had a chalet in Sembawang (Hometeam NS). The whole big family was there.. as usual, NEVER a quiet moment.. so i think all of shld noe y me n my sis r NEVER quiet... coz it runs in the family!!!!

hope tt i can recieve my photos then can post up... hee...

One interesting thing happened (YX gonna kill me for this), we were BBQing... then the wire guaze caught fire... Normally, ppl 1st instinct was to use the tongs n tap to put out the fire... well, yx was there.. she jumped away and in a S-shaped pose... she shouted 'fire!' and started blowing out the fire!!! (she claimed tt it is human being instinct)... u all shld be there n see it!! It was totally BIMBOTIC!!!!!! OMG!

2nd May - Mommy's Bdae Celebration

We went to Essential O brew and eat. 1st, huijing's mom joined us. 2nd, yt joined us. 3rd, my whole family dun like it there... saying tt things r nt nice.. nt their style.. the place is only for me... the slacker... well, next time i shall nt suggest anything like tt.. i shall juz stick to TRADITIONAL CHINESE REST... haha... lazy to plan le lah.. as for the photos.. i lazy to upload now.. shall do it again....

3rd May - Soft Launch for Degree prog, movie...
Went to the soft launch for the degree prog in SP with YP. Saw lotsa lecturers and fellow sch mates/classmates.. a mini gathering... felt soooo happy.. anyway, will apply for the course.. HOPE and PRAY hard i can get in... 30 places only...

After tt went for the movie IRON MAN with JX, Harris, YP and Desmond and Zixuan. (ok.. dun stunned.. these 2 names didnt appear for a long time liao rite?? wahahaa.. ) well, b4 everyone start commenting y do i go n 'commit suicide' again... we r meeting as frens... u noe... frens who didnt meet up for a loooooong time... so decided to meet lor...

actually, when i saw him(des).. memories flow back... but then again.. the memories we had.. never leave me lor... nt much feeling... juz tt his shoulders still broad.. wahaha... as for falling into the trap again.. is less likely to happen.. so for those who love me, n HATE it to see me hurt like hell... pls be assured... nth drastic will happen.. hehee...

btw WY didnt believe tt we were out with des.. so we called her and made des tok to her... wahahahaa... she say win liao lor...

4th May- Meeting up with y-gangz

It is a looong time since Y-gangz meet up... this time round is still discussion... but nt abt the report.. is abt the degree prog... went to HK cafe in raffles city... (i muz say finally i found a HK cafe tt the food is at least can make it).... we took photos on the dim sum and other food we had... (to tempt WY, as suggested by YP).. but still wait till i in the mood to upload.. hahaa...

after tt i went Ikea to meet mommy and daddy... i buying high stool for factory.. then go big aunt hse rot... my aunt and ah hui jie jie had an exciting sunday by chasing a rat ard the hse.. (we suspect tt the rat flew frm Aust to SG, as ah mei jie jie was juz complaining tt there were rats in her hse in Aust)... they chased the rat till both of them were so tired tt they dun even feel like moving... btw they didnt catch the rat.. it ran out of the hse... wahaha...

Have been browsing thru flowers website for the whole day. Was looking for a nice nice hand bouquet for Irene for her ROM. Look until eyes blur... i muz seriously look for a nice nice bouquet for her... or shld we ask yx to wrap it? her lady boss flower shop in hougang.. then jimmy staying in hougang... make him go take frm my sis... then go down fetch irene...hmmm... idea leh... wahaha...

anyway, i admit tt i'm nt a flower lover.. but then... they are ssooooo beautiful!!! make me really wonder, if someone really buy for me.. hw would i feel??? wahahaa.. ok. i'm being hua chi again... wahaha...

Sunflowers are just my fave.....


The two of my fave... wahaha.. combination.. who say i cannOt have both at a time????


Champagne Roses are nice... this is a nice bouquet... wahaha


I just cant say no to sunflowers and balloons!!!!


i always think lilies are romantic!!!! but they are EX!!!! wahahaa...

okok.. enough of hua chi.. i muz really got look for nice bouquets le....

Well, it is done.. ok.. there is really not much change except tt it had become abit pinky? hahaha... btw, let me intro the song in my blog... a song by Buckcherry - Sorry.
I fall in love with this song once my sis intro to me... wahaha...

Let's take a look at the pics......it's a wonderful sunset....









Guess where is it taken?? yes, it is non other than MY HOUSE!!! wahaha.. yt was rotting at my hse... n took lotsa photos of the sunset... well.. i really proud of the scenery my hse has.. wahahahaa... btw i love rotting!! with my fave 'rotter' yt either at her hse or my hse... a lazy sunday.. wahahaha...

My blog is half way thru the re construction.... half way done and now currently damn tired to continue... so shall leave it till later date... wahahaha....

i was toking to a loooooong time fren. we were once such gd frens... due to sth happened.. we didnt tok for abt 1-2yrs? then nw... he is back... well.. my dear frens... dun start worrying all over again... i admit... when we 're-contact' again... it feels wonderful... i mean.. i did miss him.. but is only frens type of missing...

he didnt change... i mean the way he tok to me.. he is still like a kid.. NS didnt make him more mature... *quite disappointed*.... anyway, i appreciate tt he is still a fren.. nt a stranger...

wah.. half asleep typing this.. more abt this when i'm awake... nw i shall go n zzzZZZzzzzzZZZz

I've found a hotel in BKK. It is call the Hip Hotel. This is a newly open hotel (opening in May 2008). And it is soooo cool looking, it dun have a swimming pool though. Anyway, it isnt very ex. it is a 3 star hotel costing abt $80 per night (or less). Anyway Cheryl and i was wondering should we stay in this hotel.... hahahaa..... it is quite near the mrt station.....


The next hotel is a newly renovated hotel, it is a small hotel. (nt a building on its own de). But seems like very cosy.. oso a 3 star hotel, costing about $54 per night. Near mrt station... It is Grand Inn Hotel



Where should we stay!??!!

Well, things were ABIT better recently.. ABIT nia... my Dr. Tay still dun wanna reply me on the status of the course. Headache... haiz...

nw i'm in the process of getting out... planning to resign end of jul, regardless of going to study anot.. this is my plan... ivan, dun sit down there and say,"ya... we'll wait n see if there's any change in ur mind'... i've made up my mind le.. no change no change... hahaha sick n tired of my job le lah...

nw in office.. dun feel like starting work.. haiz... MONDAY BLUES!!!! hee.... i shall dream more b4 i start work... bfast time!!!! anyone wanna join me!?

烦死了！最近的心情简直就是到了谷底！！好想做什么事都不顺心，应该去拜拜了。
唉！天啊！我到底怎么了？！

公司里，做什么都不对。做什么他们都不满意！这样还叫我做干吗！？老板这里叫，老板那里喊。同事有事没事就当我的名是口头禅。我就好像个疯女人跑来跑去。老板这一分钟叫我做这、下一分钟问我是否能帮他做哪，另一个老板就爱给我难题让我想一整天都回答不出。同事更可爱，什么问题都我解决、烂摊子我收。真把我当万能的？把我弄得喘不过气，压力无比大！

加上公司每年的ISO Audit又是我一个人管，今年会是个大考，压力超大，谁懂？谁明白？人们只看到我吃饱没事做走来走去，有谁看到我面对的这份压力？谁会知道，我的脑袋里在想什么？做了那么多，却还被指责，说没做好我该做的东西。请问我这一个脑袋能装多少东西？？？ 新产品要我想、要我调，一个嫌太少，至少要十个让他们选。品质要我管，出问题就是我没管好，好像我是24小时盯着生产部。东西坏了，我的事，去找装修、去买配件。电脑出问题，还是我的事，弄不好就是你没本事！但我的本分跟电脑无关！工人有问题，因为我对他们太好，所以才不怕我！供应商不交货，我的错，因为我不会骂人。但是，我不是采购部门的！！！！客人来了，我招待。有老鼠，我没叫人抓。最好笑的是，厕所阻塞也找我！！！！！！！！做不好就是我没做好本分，我真想问，以上的那么多东西，到底几样才是我真正的本分？！

我开始怀疑我的能力，也许这世上真的有这么样的一个人，再多的事给他都能做得井井有条。我真的好累！我虽然嘻皮笑脸，并不代表我是真的开心。也许，我真的应该离开了。I cant reach their expectations!!!!!

今天，我真的透不过气，想找好朋友安慰。结果，那好朋友却离我三尺。我不要求什么，只想他拍下我的背、摸这我的头，虽然没说什么，但让我知道他在身边其实就够了。就象以前一样。但今天他没这么做。

他就坐在离我三尺的地方，也不管我是否难过，这让我更难过。我明白他也有自己的烦恼，不能怪他。更知道自己是在发小姐脾气，自私的要人的安慰，也不管别人的感受。

只是当时的心情，真的让我无法冷静的想。所以就乱发脾气了。还好哥在，看见我哥，眼泪差点就喷出来。我就静静的靠着哥的肩，才冷静下来。

头， 到现在还是痛。明天又要面对我那些怪癖的老板们。真想不上班！

FINALLY!! i got my long awaited CJ7 toy... 7 zai!!! At 1st, after watching tt movie, i fall in love with Qi Zai, n told him tt if the toy come out into the mkt, i sure will buy it. then he told me he will buy for me, if he go back.

but b4 he go back, Qi Zai reached SG 1st. n he told me he gonna buy for me... i waited till my neck long long, finally he got time to go and buy for me!! of coz, b4 tt, cheryl dear already bought one for me.. to tell him tt HE IS SLOW!!! wahaha...

This is the Qi Zai he bought with a small hp chain


This is my whole collection of Qi Zai. The cute head is frm Cheryl dear, the other 2 are from him....


These are the members on my bed. My doraemon bloster which i think i'll kick it down in the middle of the night, the nice comfy tigger which always stay at his side on the bed and of coz, latest member, Qi Zai!!! hee

Well, as i was saying, the details of degree course are out, fees are $7220 per annum. Not ex, but then again.. was hoping that there is loans available... or else i really cant study anymore. haiz... I NEED MONEY!!

Anyway, back to reality. I'm quite sick of my company le. TIRED! Erm did i hear someone say 'FINALLY'? wahaha.. well, coz have been doing so many things, yet is still not up to their expectations, the feeling is juz so terrible. well, blame it on my inexperience lor. I decided to get out of this company once and for all when i go study. tt's y when ppl ask me y nt ask for full/partial sponsor frm them, i told them i dun wanna owe them anything. I like the ppl here.. juz tt wat they expect of me, i cant make it. What they need is a superwoman, i'm not. I'm juz a normal immature kid who is still learning..

OFM decided not to continue his work here, however, company asked him to stay. giving him a raise. wahaha.. he is now totally headache.. one hand he is tired.. wanna go back.. on the other hand... is the money he can earn here... n mr ah seng is sooo disappointed and sad..

I noe i'm slow... their album is for almost half a yr? or more? then i realised the songs are nice... ok... nw then i really LISTEN. Meaningful lyrics, nice music.. ppl may condemn them... but, give them a chance.. their 1st album only mah... I love the lyrics... coz somehw or rather toking abt hw m i feeling nw?? wahahaa.... anyway....

PROUDLY PRESENTS.... SG SUPERBAND CHAMP! MILO PENG (迷路兵)!!!!!

迷路兵-适应 (shi ying)

没想过爱情会下落不明
mei xiang guo ai qing hui xia luo bu ming
寂寞都不忍心
ji mo dou bu ren xin

故事的结局走不出背影
gu shi de jie ju zou bu chu bei ying
我只能静静的
wo zhi neng jing jing de

风吹醒那些曾经
feng chui xing na xie ceng jing
转过身我用眼泪淋尽
zhuan guo shen wo yong yan lei lin jin

心 该怎么学会去适应
xin gai zen yang xue hui qu shi ying
那些没你的安静
na xie mei ni de an jing
我 也曾伤心的收起所有回忆
wo ye ceng shang xin de shou qi suo you hui yi
却总是忍不住不断的放弃
que zong shi ren bu zhu bu duan fang qi

没想过爱情会下落不明
mei xiang guo ai qing hui xia luo bu ming
寂寞都不忍心
ji mo dou bu ren xin

故事的结局走不出背影
gu shi de jie ju zou bu chu bei ying
我只能静静的
wo zhi neng jing jing de

风吹醒那些曾经
feng chui xing na xie ceng jing
转过身我用眼泪淋尽
zhuan guo shen wo yong yan lei lin jin

心 该怎么学会去适应
xin gai zen yang xue hui qu shi ying
那些没你的安静
na xie mei ni de an jing
我 也曾伤心的收起所有回忆
wo ye ceng shang xin de shou qi suo you hui yi
你却一直住在心里 是谁都无法代替
ni que yi zhi zhu zai xin li shi shui dou wu fa dai ti

我的心该怎么学会去适应
wo de xin gai zen me xue hui qu shi ying
那些没你的安静
na xie mei ni de an jing

我也曾伤心的
wo ye ceng shang xin de
收起所有回忆
shou qi suo you hui yi
却总是忍不住不断的放弃
que zong shi ren bu zhu bu duan de fang qi

该开始了该怎么去安静
gai kai shi le gai zen me qu an jing

I noe i'm lazy.. too lazy to blog... wahaha.. it is the start of a new mth.. time flies sia.. anyway, Mar 2008 was a mth of A LOT of events. It was a mth of bdaes.. hate to say tt i missed out LY's Bdae this yr... girl.. i'm sorry...this yr cant celebrate with u.. hope u were happy... *i think u enjoyed rite?* wahaha... n WY.. u were in Aust... hope u enjoyed too...

well... let's start frm the 1st bdae celebration which was on 14th March 2008 for LCM bdae celebration. (his actual bdae is 17th March 2008) anyway, we went The Jewel Box @ Mt faber for dinner. Cheryl and i love it there, so was thinking maybe we can have our dinner there.. end up it was a wrong choice. 1. Food was damn ex, 2. Food was nth impressive, 3. Service damn slow. Cheryl n i de conclusion was.. tt place can only go chilled out.. n rot.. nt for dinner...

Look at the photo carefully, u will see tt there were 2 different cakes... tyx went to buy the cake, so none of us noe hw does the cake looks like, so when the cake was served, none of us find anything amiss (INCLUDES TT BLUR TYX)... we lighted a candle, n tyx could still joked tt how come they didnt put all the candles on the cake (she requested 2 big and 5 small, end up the cake only has a big). We sang song, took phots, make bdae wish.. finally decided to cut the cake, tyx shouted.. 'hey, it is not MY cake! my cake is square de... ' Then we realised... OMG!! it took them ages to change to our cake with all the candles...and of coz.. we again made bdae wish and take photo...

Finally decided to eat.. but my this grp of frens, with barbaric TYX.. we decided nt to cut the cake, juz use our forks and eat the whole thing!!!!!

22nd March 2008
I decided to have a BBQ to celebrate ChunCheng bdae. Well, we decided to BBQ @ Blk 2.. but tt day was raining heavily (i was wondering y everytime i wanna have bbq, always rain de)... end up we decided to have it under my blk.. coz when it rained.. it wasnt tt jia lat...

We drank, eat, chat... and my dear Mr Ou was abit tipsy tt night.. he drank too much... yet can chat till 3am... CC was oso abit over le... well, at least they still can walk back on their own.. wahahaa...

My dad gotta noe everyone of them... n of coz,... my ba gua gang asked my dad who i mentioned most in front of him.. was it Mr Ou? my loyal dad.. of coz say i mentioned everyone.. wahaha... btw i fall in love with 'Four Leaf' Cakes le...

With Cheryl and WeiDian's Gf being the latest members of our gang... was happy and felt so xing fu... hehee....gonna spend everyday to the fullest b4 he really leave me..

29th March 2008
Due to our army boys, WK and Jason, who are going to Taiwan on the 5th April, we decided to celebrate WK (25th April) and Harris(9th April) Bdaes early..@ Essential O Brew in Holland V... this is a nice and superb place!!!! Food is special, service is nt bad,,, n nice ambience...

We rot there frm 7pm till 11pm.. chatting, playing, eating... with purple and pink balloons (YP say coz it was suppose to be a Gay party wahahaa).. i love this place.. and shall be my next hang out place... u can book the whole place, with decorations and ur choice of color balloons.. cool lor... YP was crazy over the balloons, she even went 'stole' from the ppl outside our VIP room...



Guess wat... tt day, they gave us the wrong cake (i was wondering how many wrong cakes i gonna have for bdaes this yr). YP ordered a cookies and cream ice-cream cake, end up they gave us a small chocolate ice-cream (cake?). i was wondering wat was tt...nth like cake.. n better still, when the leader of the crew came in n see... she told us tt it was serve the wrong way too... we all stunned... nth to say liao... we juz digged in lor... w

end of the day... coz ly n yp wanna bring back the balloons... so both WK n Roland gotta each take a bunch of balloons and take the MRT.. wahahaa.. i wanted to take too... but 1st i noe none of my NS boys will help me bring up to the mrt.. next if i bring it home, maybe my sis or mom will scream?? so decided nt to lor.... anyway, both WK and roland looked quite funny on the packed train.. but wat to do.. their gfs want.. wahahaa....

I lazy to post again. Well, juz got the information that SP is FINALLY having that degree course in SG le. It is from a NZ University, i lazy to go copy paste the name.. hahaa... think is exactly the same thing what XH is studying in NZ nw. 2 years straight honours course.

I think most prob i'm going back to sch.... of coz money wise is a big prob... any sponsors? hmmmm.. wondering if i go back study, my hsehold got prob mah... it is a tough decision sia.... i think i shld go marry one rich guy 1st.. wahahaaa.... :p ok.. jokes aside...

if i try nt go KTV so often, try not go eat ex ex meals so often, try nt watch weekend movies so often, i shld be able to save, survive and give my family some rite? i decided to take up another tuition(a P3 boy), if i really preparing to go back sch... *thinking hard*

Life is so unexpected! One min he is right there alive and kicking, next min he is dead... lying in the coffin looking so skinny...

My uncle had passed away on 12th March 2008. He had a sudden heart attack at night.. and was sent to hospital, then at 3am, but dad got the call... they rushed down to hospital... he passed away... It is sooo deja vu, coz 10 yrs ago (or more than tt), my 2nd uncle passed away exactly the same way..

For ppl still wondering my which uncle, he is my dad's elder bro, the one at the satay bee hoon stall... he was thin.. but when i reached the wake, n went to see him in his coffin.. he was thinner... haiz..

the feeling of losing a relative sooooo suddenly is so terrible... though we nt really close with him... n even had some misunderstandings... i still cant seems to accept the fact tt he is gone.. 4eva.... seeing dad trying to hide his sorrow and regrets, seeing donald missing his dad... n sad, seeing auntie (unlce's wife) so pale n weak... i really really feel sooooo miserable...

Life was soooo unpredictable!!! Live everyday like ur last day... dun leave regrets....

Finally!!! got a show tt made me cry all my heart out!!! I really didnt expect the show to be so 'tear jerking impact' (quoted from the reviews).... ok.. before i got over excited....

I went to watch a Japanese movie - 'Sky of Love'. From the title, one know that it is a romance drama movie. With the female lead so cute and pretty.. she is only 20 this yr... the male lead is sooooo cute.... he is only 18 (well, dun 4get i'm into boyish looking guy with abit of baddy look).. hahhaa.. THAT's HIM!!! hee...




Ok... story wise... i muz say is quite predictable... however, the scenes are beautiful... with different shots of the sky, large green pasture, river side... (think yt will like the scenes?) n of coz... it touches your heart. ok.. it touched mine.. n i cry frm frm the middle of the show till the end.. still crying...

i went to watch it with my crying machine (YP) and LY, harris, JX and their fren wilson. The guys oso cried abit lor(ok, harris told me he only got a tear rolling down his cheek..eeek.. so cliche)...

wahaha... i'm soooo happy!!! coz i cried!!!!! hee.. ok.. i'm crazy.. but i really tot i lost my crying power lor.. when i saw cheryl and yt crying in shows... tt i didnt even tear.. anyway, the whole cinema was really crying (ok most of the females)... n one even cried out loud! and her frens had to hush her down... n we were juz sitting behind her..

when the show ended.. as usual... yp cant stop.... n ly n my eyes were swollen... the other girls frm the cinema came out either with a red nose or swollen eyes.. i think ppl who saw us where wondering wat happen sia...

if u feel like going to watch a show tt can make u cry or like love stories or wanna be abit emotional.. this show is highly recommended!! but if u dun like love story and dun like n dun understand y ppl cry over such a show.. then better dun watch it.. coz u will spoil the mood..

I'm on leave today, juz to watch the show 'The Leap Years'. Cool reason to take leave? wahaha.. I wanna sleep badly, that is y i took leave and also, my two boys are going into army liao... so decided to rot with them one last time lor.

Anyway, my 2 darlings (cheryl and YT) went to watch 'The Leap Years' and heard that they cried till dunno like wat. To be exact, Cheryl cried the most. Well.. after watching it, i only cried at the last part, i mean only teared... Sometimes i wondered, have i lose the ability to cry? I've watched a few movies that was supposingly touching, and i didnt even tear... what is happening to me? I'm no longer one who can even cry when watching idol dramas!

Maybe nw, love stories dun touch my heart anymore. What's more, i'm treating Love as a game! Love, to me, is no longer special, no longer heart warming. From frens ard me, frm my exp, i concluded tt love hurts! The more u love, the more u will be hurt. so y love?!

Of coz, i cannot be so extreme. I saw happiness.. i saw blissful couples. They are just the extremely lucky bunch of ppl who enjoyed the happiness. How many of us are THAT lucky? Well, I sincerely hope tt ALL my frens and family ard are THAT lucky. Coz i noe, i'm NOT THAT lucky.

Btw, after watching the show, makes me think, r we always waiting? A fren told me before, Life is a waiting game. Which is true.

Every morning, we waited to get the use of toilet, then wait for bus/mrt to work, wait for work to start. By lunch time, we wait for our food to be served, then wait for work to end. We'll wait for dinner served, then wait for bedtime to come. In the bank/or any govt bodies, we'll wait for our turn to get our things done. If u need any replies, we muz wait for at least 2 weeks. We are waiting all our lives.

Ppl wait for that special one to appear, wait for ppl to treasure them, wait for everything. Have anyone ever ask, y do we wait? for better life? Happier life? but what if the wait makes u lose it? juz like Li Ann and Jeremy in the movie. It took them 12 yrs to realise that they are for each other. 12 yrs, if they choose not to wait, will they nt lost tt 12 yrs of their life waiting and guessing? Instead can live happily for 12 extra yrs? or things will turn out differently? Like they will never be together if they didnt choose to wait. Chim rite? coz no one will noe the ans... and i decided not to think anymore, too taxing on my simple little brain in my head. I shall go and sleep more!!!!

I've read sth interesting from my frenster, and decided to share it.

28 things most girls dunno abt guys

--Guys hate sluts even thoughtheyhave sex with them!(oh yeah..you're not "popular" ifyou've slept with more than 6guys..you're a WHORE)

--Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

--Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

--Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him

--Guys hate it when you talk aboutyour ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest.

--Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

--Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.

--Guys get jealous easily.

--Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.

--Giving a guy a hanging message like "You knowwhat?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

--Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

--A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

--Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

--Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

--Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then they're all confused.

--When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."

--If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

--If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.

--When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.

--When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

--Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.

--A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

--Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

--Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

--Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.

--If you are going to reject a guy,just do it. Don't say they are like a brother or just good friends, it just hurts even more. Tell them that you aren't interested in a relationship and they will respect you.

--Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

--When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

So my dear males species!!! HW TRUE?!?

Today went mentoring... after so many mths... surprise?? i oso very surprise lor... i mean it was raining in the morning!! and i woke up!! i wanted to go back sleep.. but then... i cant.. dunno y.. so got up.. n went mentoring... settled the treasurer stuff (sth i longed wanted to settle), n of coz... see my fellow mentors and mentees who still remembers me... wahaha..

After tt, went to the Red Dot Arts Museum (i 4got the actual name le), anyway, there is the MAAD, where they r selling stuff ppl designed by themselves de... the things in there r NICE!!! i liked it sooo much... of coz.. the price is not cheap lor... anyway, i still bought a pair of cuff links... for CP... nice nice.. then another for someone.. hehe... which i wun disclose.. :p

After tt, really feel like singing.. so dragged the whole gang go sing ktv... here.. i wanna really really really thank all of them.... YP n LY noe me well.. so actually suggested to go ktv.. i really wanna give them a BIG hug... wahaha... then WK n Jason.. they go KTV got sing song.. WK acc LY.. Jason acc me? wahaha.. anyway, they got sing...

the 2 ppl i wanna thank MOST r Harris and JX! if i can, i really wanna give u 2 a BIGBIG hug with a LOUD LOUD KISS!!! (ok... dun gimme tt look, BOTH OF U!! i nOe, wat're your rxns!!!!!! n dun worry, i wun really do tt!!!!!) coz tt 2 dun sing de... n coz i suggested it... they acc me... then somemore i think they became quite bored.. n JX was tired lor... i nOE both of u teng me de!!! hehee...

dun see tt 2 boys of mine... their mouth is killer mouth de lor.. NEVER say good things abt me! and like to abuse me, laugh at me, shoot me!!! but then again... they LOVE ME!!! wahaha ... ok guess wat their rxn nw? i tell u.. 'eeeee, who love u? u suck! we hope to see u die! love u?! bullsh**!'... they always like tt 嘴硬心软！hehe....

haiz.. both of them going army soon le... then no more rotters on weekdays le... then no one to lean on when sad le..(dun see harris blur blur... he is very good to lean on de leh.. i addicted to lean on him le.. wahaha.. then dun see jx skinny skinny... he hor... make me feel comfortable. ok... for me only... hehe... he let me feels tt i'm nt alone...) no one to entertain me when i bored in office le... no more dinner kakis b4 i go tuition le... (for me to get use to no dinner kaki.. i actually decided nt to eat dinner b4 tuiton.. hehee)...

As for wk..he is someone who i can tok to (like a human..) provided he is FREE!!! and jason.. my joker... wahaha.. i tell u.. no matter hw sad u r... look at his expression.. u will laugh!!! hahaa...

btw CJX, dun always force a strong front.. things happen... i can oso be the one there for u.. juz like u r there for me!! so dun ACT strong of me!!! :P