I got rejected! It hurts! Hurts more than when a guy u like reject you straight away. i told myself there is nth to be sad.. the most try again the next time round. I still have more time to work and to REALLY save up more. but y?? y everytime someone ask me abt the outcome, my tears came bursting out.. i REALLY dun wanna cry.. i mean it is nth big anyway... it is not as if i never being rejected b4....

Mayb this time round, i've too much confidence.. mayb i'm juz want it soooo much... or mayb coz it hurts my pride n ego? i mean.. TYL being rejected by a University?! It seems like a joke... mayb i shld not look fwd to it too much... nw it's time to look for a new job.... coz i dun wanna stay in tt company anymore... though asmine still refuse to acknowledge my resignation letter.. n yes, i submitted... n stated that the last day will be 31st July 2008. i noe she would wanna ask me to stay... but i really dun want.. sick n tired of the job... so to go study is juz an excuse to get out....

i'm weak...i admit... even though i'm mentally prepared tt i might not get in.. but the news is still a blow to me... i read the letter.. a typical rejection letter.... i force back my tears... i talk to my parents normally... i chat with ivan they all... n frankly speaking... it was the conversation with xin jie n ivan stop me frm crying in front of the lappy... coz it was damn funny to cry.. haha... but when i hear jm's voice... i broke down... dunno y... then i wanna him bring me out... jm n yt acc me out... n we chatted.... n i realised... i still very dependent on them... btw, yt n jm (if ever u read it)... even though we seems like bz with our own stuff... n have different grp of ppl to hang out with.. ultimately... u r still tt person who go thru tears n laughter with... someone i noe i cannot go without in my life.. U R MINE!! wahaha... both of u... hehe.. k. tt's childish... but still... Thanks... MUACKz

n wy... if u r reading this... PLEASE dun feel bad... i told u b4 le... ok.... treasure this chance... :)

I decided to change song, someone say my blog very nosiy... anyway, this is Elva Hsiao's new album, new song.

Album: 三面夏娃 (san mian xia wa)

歌曲:之后(zhi hou)

歌手:萧亚轩(Elva Hsiao)

换季前夕的阵雨
huan ji qian xi de zhen yu
像远行前依依不舍 最后 巡礼
xiang yuan xing qian yi yi bu she zui hou xun li
没能一起看成的那部电影
mei neng yi qi kan cheng de na bu dian ying
在重播的深夜让我想起你
zai chong bo de shen ye rang wo xiang qi ni
答应自己 没有你 也要努力过下去
da ying zi ji mei you ni ye yao nu li guo xia qu

变成友谊的爱情
bian cheng you yi de ai qing
藏在心里 忘了时间 还继续 前进
cang zai xin li wang le shi jian hai ji xu qian jin
从没刻意对你的消息回避
cong mei ke yi dui ni de xiao xi hui bi
朋友还是礼貌的只字不提
peng you hai shi li mao de zhi zi bu ti
她属于你 我之后 的爱情
ta shu yu ni wo zhi hou de ai qing

我之后的你 在她的爱里
wo zhi hou de ni zai ta de ai li
真的确定 过去都已过去
zhen de que ding guo qu dou yi guo qu
你之后的我 比较爱自己
ni zhi hou de wo bi jiao ai zi ji
也决心 一个人练习
ye jue xin yi ge ren lian xi
不那么想你
bu na me xiang ni

难以解释的心情
nan yi jie shi de xin qing
下次遇见在同一条街上 也许
xia ci yu jian zai tong tiao jie shang ye xu
你已不在意介绍新的恋情
ni yi bu zai yi jie shao xin de lian qing
听你说再次见面感觉温馨
ting ni shuo zai ci jian mian gan jue wen xin
只怕你发现 还没有人 走进我生命
zhi pa ni fa xian hai mei you ren zou jin wo sheng ming

我之后的你 在她的爱里
wo zhi hou de ni zai ta de ai li
终于确定 过去都已过去
zhong yu que ding guo qu dou yo guo qu
你之后的我 比较爱自己
ni zhi hou de wo bi jiao ai zi ji
偶尔想你 也未必 是不可理喻
ou er xiang ni ye wei bi shi bu ke li yu

有些困难的事情 等时间处理
you xie ku nan de shi qing deng shi jia chu li
我渐渐听见了心里的声音
wo jian jian ting jian le xin li de sheng yin
原来真正的幸福 那么容易
yuan lai zhen zheng de xing fu na me rong yi
懂得了祝福 只要你爱得 再也不犹豫
dong de le zhu fu zhi yao ni ai de zai ye bu you yu

我之后的你 在她的爱里
wo zhi hou de ni zai ta de ai li
终于确定 过去都已过去
zhong yu que ding guo qu dou yi guo qu
你之后的我 比较爱自己
ni zhi hou de wo bi jiao ai zi ji
陪回忆写完了日记
pei hui yi xie wan le ri ji
告诉自己停止再想你
gao shu zi ji ting zhi zai xiang ni

我之后的你 终于确定
wo zhi hou de ni zhong yu que ding
过去都已过去
guo qu dou yi guo qu
你之后的我 懂得爱自己
ni zhi hou de wo dong de ai zi ji
让回忆不留痕迹
rang hui yi bu liu heng ji
我会自己停止再想你
wo hui zi ji ting zhi zai xiang ni

Finally my interview is over... personally, i feel tt it didnt go smoothly....

1. I got 2 interviewers looking at me... and those who went on the other day got only 1

2. 2 interviewers expect me to eleborate on everything, whereas the one interviewer juz wanna the general idea

3. interviewers asked me a lot of qns... and the interviewer on the other day didnt...

4. 'what is the difference between research and pdt development?' this is the qns being asked at the end of the interview...

dun ask me hw i ans.. coz i oso 4got le.. but i remember the reply

"well, there is no right or wrong for this ans, but u did have a unique ans" (this is wat is being said out loud)

What he didnt say out "wah.. weird ans, u sure u understand the qns?" (ok... it is my imagination.. but then sure got other meaning de lor...)

5. end of it... he juz tell me, 'we'll reply u shortly. good luck for ur future'

see... hw high my chances can be????? *pray hard*

I've got shortlisted into the Degree Course i've applied, and is asked to go for an interview on 19th June 2008. Yihang oso got interview... so excited.. wish me luck!!!!! hahaaa

Went Dragonfly with my boss, mr andy and audrey and kelvis. Me, yx and kelly and yt went over 1st with audrey, then andy, kelvis and vincent joined us later. IT WAS FUN! i felt like i was having my own concert. (shld see tyx when SLY sang Huo Yuan Jia, she oso like as if she is holding her own concert)...

IT WAS COOL! and i think this wun be the last time u hear me going there.. though my mom dun quite allow... so PYH, HJM... next time bring me go.. i think i can get my permit easier ba.. hahaa... btw, my sis, TYX the geek has a hidden talent! she is a cheongster in NATURE! wahahaa... nw then i realised.. AMAZING!


The four girls.....


Kelvis and the 3 little girls


Starting to go crazy


The act cute trio


5 babes!


Who is she?? does she looked drunk?

28/05/08 - a mth b4 my Thailand trip... haha ok.. i noe it is nt impt....
It was a big day for Jimmy and Irene.

They were registering for thier marriage on 28/05/08. CONGRATS! Poor Jimmy, he had been standing for 12 hrs for the past 5 days... coz of EXPO Fd Fair.. n the very next day, was his BIG DAY! hahaa...

On tt day, my 2 bosses n their wives, me, Irene's parents, n Jimmy's eldest bro and his wife were present to witness THAT MOMENT! sooo romantic... haha... took a lot of photos... n shall make a nice nice movie for them... coz i LOVE both of them.. hee.. though tt jimmy always like to quarrel with me lah! still they treat me like sis like tt... so... hw can i disappoint them? haha...



Then, i love i'm zi nian... n jimmy was complaining.. it was their big day, n i shld take photos of them... n nt myself.... but then agian... camera in my hands.. very difficult nt to take photos of myself lah.. hahaa...



They say 恋爱中的女人最美丽, so can you tell who is in love and who is not? look at my tt dark eyes... a result of nt sleeping well for the past 5 days due to Expo fd fair... Cant deny, when one is 幸福, it is written all over one's face...

I hereby wish tt Jimmy kor kor and Irene Jie jie 幸福一辈子！早生贵子！！

TYX has been complaining tt she is tired of my blog song le.. haha... so i decided to change to a new song... This is a song i think frm a China Singer? i dunnO leh.. i dunno who is this think girl.. but i noe Tank.. this is a song of attitude... i love the lyrics.. very attitude... very cool... haha....
I've tried the whole night to find the CD version, however, there is NONE! so please make do with this Version with OS de. If u happen to find the CD version.. please infrom me!!!



PRESENTING......



我就是这样

刘力扬(feat Tank)

我就是这样 天马行空的磁场
或许你还不习惯 我在等你变成拍档

我就是这样 注定和你不一样
谢谢你欣不欣赏 我的风格是限量

摊开的手掌 柔软又刚强 （十指纤长 指尖藏着一股力量）
安静的目光 温柔却也狂放 （眼神明亮 有好多话想对你讲）
我独特的模样 是全新的信仰

我就是这样 天马行空的磁场
或许你还不习惯 我在等你变成拍档

我就是这样 注定和你不一样
谢谢你欣不欣赏 我的风格是限量

RAP(tank):
你不会躲在 不长不短的裙摆
耍无赖太依赖 都不符合你的心态
乖乖早过了时代 怪怪才有人青睐
不需要表态 让大家慢慢猜

既古代又现代 爱HIP HOP也爱李白
是女孩像男孩 这次出场注定精彩
我嗅到英雄神采 我瞄到美人姿态
多变的节拍 接下来该是你跩

诗人的滥觞 刻板的印象 （没有文字 足以介绍你的出场）
你爱晒太阳 我赏我的月亮 (井水河水 各自徜徉各的海洋 )
想发出一道光 让世间不平凡

我就是这样 天马行空的磁场
或许你还不习惯 我在等你变成拍档

我就是这样 注定和你不一样
谢谢你欣不欣赏 我的风格是限量

温柔 倔强 勇敢 都是我 我拥有太多 不同基因
安静 吵闹 沉默 都是我 分钟 不同的颜色

我就是这样 天马行空的磁场
或许你还不习惯 我在等你变成拍档

我就是这样 注定和你不一样
谢谢你欣不欣赏 我的风格是限量

我就是这样 天马行空的磁场
或许你还不习惯 我在等你变成拍档

我就是这样 注定和你不一样
谢谢你欣不欣赏 我的风格是限量

Finally decided to blog... Fd Expo 2008 has came to an end.. once again, we r left with sore throat.. n puffy eyes n TONS of complains on aunties and uncles... haiz.... n y are we always so excited abt Fd Expo?? i'm oso wondering....

Anyway, this yr was fun.. coz all of us are the crazy bunch... hahaa... had a lot of more fun sia... n i think is cool lah... hee... coz this yr... my bosses LOVE the promoters... esp darren n keave.. wahaha... till nw they still haven stop tokiing abt them lor... OMG!

took photos on the last day using darren's new SLR.. wahaha... n we REALLY had fun... hee... though all of us had a terrible sore throat and voice 'break'....



MR Kelvis spoil this pic! coz he got a finger less.. wahahaa


He is damn lucky!


The promoters of 2008 with the 30 yrs apart twin


With bosses...

Haha.. okok... finally i blog liao.. went to lyn's hse (ok, nt surprising... coz i go her hse 3 times a week), but on mon i went her hse is purely coz i wanna see baby.. Little Sherlina is 4 mths or 5??? MOMMY!! correct me!!! hahaa.. was there with uncle ivan n Moo Moo aunty... wahaha....

uncle ivan wanna take her photos.. but too bad.. he no skill.. cannot make her laugh.. wahaha.. so of coz muz adorable aunty chu ma... so wat if mommy, moo moo aunty and uncle ivan all think tt adorable aunty is noisy... at least i can communicate with little sherlina.. hehee..

we got her photos.. she is sooooo cute.. sooooo many expressions!!


cute rite??? wahahaa ok lah.. ivan u r soooo wondeful to let me post up the photos 1st.. heheee...

btw, Little Sherlina aside.. when i reached lyn's hse.. but two students were stunned.. and asked me 'teacher. it is nt tuition time yet.'..
as usual... the naughty me... i told them i wanna have tuition earlier, RIGHT NW... tt 2 didnt take the joke... and went to the room n prepare for tuition... OMG!! haha... compliment them... THEY AARE SOOOOO TING HUA!!!

Ok... i noe i'm lazy to update... wahaha... today went to msia... go shop in city square... alot of things... but i didnt buy anything back.. coz i was in the hairdresser for 3-4 hrs... n yes! i got my hair rebonded!!! hehe

dun ask me y... but juz feel like it lor... nw i looked neater (my sis say de.. but flat hair lor)

Btw i hurt my leg when i was in JB... tt drain grill cover was rusty and broken le.. but i didnt see it... i stepped on it.. so 'poink' my leg went into the drain hurting my ankle and bruised it... haiz.... n my mom n sis still happily tell me.. i damaged ppl's drain... see lah.... where got this kind of sis n mom de... eeek!!! abit swollen... haiz...

past few days was crazy... on thurs, went to a branding workshop with Cheryl.. very interesting... nw i realised tt marketing is nt tt bad after all.. however i still like my lab work..
The speaker say
"when asked abt ORAL B, what do you think of?"
"when asked abt brands, what u think of?"

Human can only remember one brand to one cat. of pdt... so it is best to use tt brand name for tt cat. of pdt.. true... but nt feasible for SMEs... i think... coz is very expensive...

Haiz,, btw i'm still sianz.. n really wanna tell my boss i nt working le.. next week i shall tell her.. give her ample of time to find replacement...

Finally!!! it is over!!! Annual nightmare is over??? funny rite, my company pay $7000 plus to exchange for 2 whole weeks of stress and a piece of paper.. ok 3 pieces... OMG!!!

Yes, my audit is over?! As usual.. this year is A!!!! hahaa... got me.. hee... well... guess will be the last year doing this le.. hee...

Was damn stress.... dun wanna things go wrong... i wanna make it nicely.. so when i go off.. everything is nice nice... like tt ppl wun blame me of going off...

nw in office.. today i slack abit.. dun feel like working... but guess... wait ppl see liao... go tok behind my back... kanna stab till i dunno... wait my bosses dun like me.. then i die... haha.. i shall blog tonight if i nt lazy.. wahahahaaa

HAHA.. i got nth to do.. then i saw this on Marie's blog.. decided to do one.. hehee

1. What is your most unusual habit?

Step into the toilet the moment i reached home, be it if i'm urgent or not (I LOVE MY HSE TOILET!!!)

2. Why is your favourite colour, your favourite colour?

Coz is sweet, nice, soothing, colorful... (actually no definite color in my mind currently)

3. What is the most exciting thing you have done in your life so far?

Lying on the bed and read my love novels

4. And the most boring?

Work! ESP when settling the legislation prob

5. What is the longest period of you holding a torch for someone?

6 yrs (I'm still wondering y was i so crazy n toopid?! he wasnt the PERFECT one either)

6. Do you snore? How do you know?

Think yes leh.. My mommy say de? or was it my sis?? anyway, they oso do lor... my whole family got the snoring symphony at night... hee...

7. What would you be if you are not in your current job?

Owner of a Cafe n selling unique accessories?

8. Do you sleep in your pajamas?

huh? too lazy to change into them

9. What makes you scream?

Anything and everything can make me scream.. To prevent from hurting ur ears.. DUN TRY ME!!!!

10. Name three primary school friends who you still keep in contact with.

Cynthia (same primary sch, same Sec sch, same JC, same 5g1u)
the who else?? aiyah... y pri sch?!?! sec sch then i can name tons!!!

11. Say something blatantly untrue about yourself.

I'm slim!!! WAHAHAHA

12. Whose house (other than your own) do you most often stay over at?

I dun nOrmally stay over at ppl's hse.. only rot till very late, then go home sleep de..
tt will be OFM's hse, YT Dear's hse.

13. What is the most unusual present that you have bought for someone?

Boxers with measuring scale.. hahaa..

14. Who is the last person you spoke to on the phone?

A wrong number

15. Have you tried coffee with honey?

Interesting.. shall try it when i got the time....

16. What do you usually do at 12am?

Surfing net, toking cock, reading.. halfway to dreamland

17. Name one person who you can’t say no to.

OFM (at least i'm honest!!!!!!)

18. What is the first thing you do when you wake up?

Open my eyes... wahaha..

19. What colour is your hair?

Brown, gold, black?

20. Ever thought of becoming a herbivore?

Yep, over my dead body.....

21. What are on your shelves?

Files, Doraemon, Tortoise, Photos

22. What is your greatest talent?

Sleeping while typing this?

23. Any idea why a silverfish is not a fish?

Silverfish is a type of worm or shld i say insect. It is call sliverfish is coz of its sliver skin color and shapes like a fish. Sounds like a geek!??! wahahaa..

24. Name one dish that you can whip up almost effortlessly.

Instant noodles (haha.. tt is a bluff)

25. What is the most ridiculous rumour that you have heard about yourself?

I haven hear of one.. or shld i say i juz heck

26. What can one always find in your fridge?

Vitagen

27. How do you pamper yourself?

Shopping, lying on my bed reading... Eat, Sing

28. Do you know what your name means?

Tan - Surname
Yan - Shallow (xiao Yan Zi)
Ling - Bell, (coming back home everythime bell rings.. )
Got another meaning.. my dad once told me.. coz i was small n tiny.. so use ling... end up it turn out to be opp.. wahahaa

29. Name one person who will never do these questions.

TYX lor.. unless she damn free.... TYW... i nOe.. marie... coz she done it le.. wahaha...

30. Name another who would.

YP?

It is MAY le!!! well.... may is a bz mth for me... with Audit, fd expo lined up.. haiz.. nt a moment to be free sia...

my days were packed for the 1st few days of may....

1st May - Ah Ma's Bdae
We had a chalet in Sembawang (Hometeam NS). The whole big family was there.. as usual, NEVER a quiet moment.. so i think all of shld noe y me n my sis r NEVER quiet... coz it runs in the family!!!!

hope tt i can recieve my photos then can post up... hee...

One interesting thing happened (YX gonna kill me for this), we were BBQing... then the wire guaze caught fire... Normally, ppl 1st instinct was to use the tongs n tap to put out the fire... well, yx was there.. she jumped away and in a S-shaped pose... she shouted 'fire!' and started blowing out the fire!!! (she claimed tt it is human being instinct)... u all shld be there n see it!! It was totally BIMBOTIC!!!!!! OMG!

2nd May - Mommy's Bdae Celebration

We went to Essential O brew and eat. 1st, huijing's mom joined us. 2nd, yt joined us. 3rd, my whole family dun like it there... saying tt things r nt nice.. nt their style.. the place is only for me... the slacker... well, next time i shall nt suggest anything like tt.. i shall juz stick to TRADITIONAL CHINESE REST... haha... lazy to plan le lah.. as for the photos.. i lazy to upload now.. shall do it again....

3rd May - Soft Launch for Degree prog, movie...
Went to the soft launch for the degree prog in SP with YP. Saw lotsa lecturers and fellow sch mates/classmates.. a mini gathering... felt soooo happy.. anyway, will apply for the course.. HOPE and PRAY hard i can get in... 30 places only...

After tt went for the movie IRON MAN with JX, Harris, YP and Desmond and Zixuan. (ok.. dun stunned.. these 2 names didnt appear for a long time liao rite?? wahahaa.. ) well, b4 everyone start commenting y do i go n 'commit suicide' again... we r meeting as frens... u noe... frens who didnt meet up for a loooooong time... so decided to meet lor...

actually, when i saw him(des).. memories flow back... but then again.. the memories we had.. never leave me lor... nt much feeling... juz tt his shoulders still broad.. wahaha... as for falling into the trap again.. is less likely to happen.. so for those who love me, n HATE it to see me hurt like hell... pls be assured... nth drastic will happen.. hehee...

btw WY didnt believe tt we were out with des.. so we called her and made des tok to her... wahahahaa... she say win liao lor...

4th May- Meeting up with y-gangz

It is a looong time since Y-gangz meet up... this time round is still discussion... but nt abt the report.. is abt the degree prog... went to HK cafe in raffles city... (i muz say finally i found a HK cafe tt the food is at least can make it).... we took photos on the dim sum and other food we had... (to tempt WY, as suggested by YP).. but still wait till i in the mood to upload.. hahaa...

after tt i went Ikea to meet mommy and daddy... i buying high stool for factory.. then go big aunt hse rot... my aunt and ah hui jie jie had an exciting sunday by chasing a rat ard the hse.. (we suspect tt the rat flew frm Aust to SG, as ah mei jie jie was juz complaining tt there were rats in her hse in Aust)... they chased the rat till both of them were so tired tt they dun even feel like moving... btw they didnt catch the rat.. it ran out of the hse... wahaha...

Have been browsing thru flowers website for the whole day. Was looking for a nice nice hand bouquet for Irene for her ROM. Look until eyes blur... i muz seriously look for a nice nice bouquet for her... or shld we ask yx to wrap it? her lady boss flower shop in hougang.. then jimmy staying in hougang... make him go take frm my sis... then go down fetch irene...hmmm... idea leh... wahaha...

anyway, i admit tt i'm nt a flower lover.. but then... they are ssooooo beautiful!!! make me really wonder, if someone really buy for me.. hw would i feel??? wahahaa.. ok. i'm being hua chi again... wahaha...

Sunflowers are just my fave.....


The two of my fave... wahaha.. combination.. who say i cannOt have both at a time????


Champagne Roses are nice... this is a nice bouquet... wahaha


I just cant say no to sunflowers and balloons!!!!


i always think lilies are romantic!!!! but they are EX!!!! wahahaa...

okok.. enough of hua chi.. i muz really got look for nice bouquets le....

Well, it is done.. ok.. there is really not much change except tt it had become abit pinky? hahaha... btw, let me intro the song in my blog... a song by Buckcherry - Sorry.
I fall in love with this song once my sis intro to me... wahaha...

Let's take a look at the pics......it's a wonderful sunset....









Guess where is it taken?? yes, it is non other than MY HOUSE!!! wahaha.. yt was rotting at my hse... n took lotsa photos of the sunset... well.. i really proud of the scenery my hse has.. wahahahaa... btw i love rotting!! with my fave 'rotter' yt either at her hse or my hse... a lazy sunday.. wahahaha...

My blog is half way thru the re construction.... half way done and now currently damn tired to continue... so shall leave it till later date... wahahaha....

i was toking to a loooooong time fren. we were once such gd frens... due to sth happened.. we didnt tok for abt 1-2yrs? then nw... he is back... well.. my dear frens... dun start worrying all over again... i admit... when we 're-contact' again... it feels wonderful... i mean.. i did miss him.. but is only frens type of missing...

he didnt change... i mean the way he tok to me.. he is still like a kid.. NS didnt make him more mature... *quite disappointed*.... anyway, i appreciate tt he is still a fren.. nt a stranger...

wah.. half asleep typing this.. more abt this when i'm awake... nw i shall go n zzzZZZzzzzzZZZz

I've found a hotel in BKK. It is call the Hip Hotel. This is a newly open hotel (opening in May 2008). And it is soooo cool looking, it dun have a swimming pool though. Anyway, it isnt very ex. it is a 3 star hotel costing abt $80 per night (or less). Anyway Cheryl and i was wondering should we stay in this hotel.... hahahaa..... it is quite near the mrt station.....


The next hotel is a newly renovated hotel, it is a small hotel. (nt a building on its own de). But seems like very cosy.. oso a 3 star hotel, costing about $54 per night. Near mrt station... It is Grand Inn Hotel



Where should we stay!??!!

Well, things were ABIT better recently.. ABIT nia... my Dr. Tay still dun wanna reply me on the status of the course. Headache... haiz...

nw i'm in the process of getting out... planning to resign end of jul, regardless of going to study anot.. this is my plan... ivan, dun sit down there and say,"ya... we'll wait n see if there's any change in ur mind'... i've made up my mind le.. no change no change... hahaha sick n tired of my job le lah...

nw in office.. dun feel like starting work.. haiz... MONDAY BLUES!!!! hee.... i shall dream more b4 i start work... bfast time!!!! anyone wanna join me!?

烦死了！最近的心情简直就是到了谷底！！好想做什么事都不顺心，应该去拜拜了。
唉！天啊！我到底怎么了？！

公司里，做什么都不对。做什么他们都不满意！这样还叫我做干吗！？老板这里叫，老板那里喊。同事有事没事就当我的名是口头禅。我就好像个疯女人跑来跑去。老板这一分钟叫我做这、下一分钟问我是否能帮他做哪，另一个老板就爱给我难题让我想一整天都回答不出。同事更可爱，什么问题都我解决、烂摊子我收。真把我当万能的？把我弄得喘不过气，压力无比大！

加上公司每年的ISO Audit又是我一个人管，今年会是个大考，压力超大，谁懂？谁明白？人们只看到我吃饱没事做走来走去，有谁看到我面对的这份压力？谁会知道，我的脑袋里在想什么？做了那么多，却还被指责，说没做好我该做的东西。请问我这一个脑袋能装多少东西？？？ 新产品要我想、要我调，一个嫌太少，至少要十个让他们选。品质要我管，出问题就是我没管好，好像我是24小时盯着生产部。东西坏了，我的事，去找装修、去买配件。电脑出问题，还是我的事，弄不好就是你没本事！但我的本分跟电脑无关！工人有问题，因为我对他们太好，所以才不怕我！供应商不交货，我的错，因为我不会骂人。但是，我不是采购部门的！！！！客人来了，我招待。有老鼠，我没叫人抓。最好笑的是，厕所阻塞也找我！！！！！！！！做不好就是我没做好本分，我真想问，以上的那么多东西，到底几样才是我真正的本分？！

我开始怀疑我的能力，也许这世上真的有这么样的一个人，再多的事给他都能做得井井有条。我真的好累！我虽然嘻皮笑脸，并不代表我是真的开心。也许，我真的应该离开了。I cant reach their expectations!!!!!

今天，我真的透不过气，想找好朋友安慰。结果，那好朋友却离我三尺。我不要求什么，只想他拍下我的背、摸这我的头，虽然没说什么，但让我知道他在身边其实就够了。就象以前一样。但今天他没这么做。

他就坐在离我三尺的地方，也不管我是否难过，这让我更难过。我明白他也有自己的烦恼，不能怪他。更知道自己是在发小姐脾气，自私的要人的安慰，也不管别人的感受。

只是当时的心情，真的让我无法冷静的想。所以就乱发脾气了。还好哥在，看见我哥，眼泪差点就喷出来。我就静静的靠着哥的肩，才冷静下来。

头， 到现在还是痛。明天又要面对我那些怪癖的老板们。真想不上班！

FINALLY!! i got my long awaited CJ7 toy... 7 zai!!! At 1st, after watching tt movie, i fall in love with Qi Zai, n told him tt if the toy come out into the mkt, i sure will buy it. then he told me he will buy for me, if he go back.

but b4 he go back, Qi Zai reached SG 1st. n he told me he gonna buy for me... i waited till my neck long long, finally he got time to go and buy for me!! of coz, b4 tt, cheryl dear already bought one for me.. to tell him tt HE IS SLOW!!! wahaha...

This is the Qi Zai he bought with a small hp chain


This is my whole collection of Qi Zai. The cute head is frm Cheryl dear, the other 2 are from him....


These are the members on my bed. My doraemon bloster which i think i'll kick it down in the middle of the night, the nice comfy tigger which always stay at his side on the bed and of coz, latest member, Qi Zai!!! hee

Well, as i was saying, the details of degree course are out, fees are $7220 per annum. Not ex, but then again.. was hoping that there is loans available... or else i really cant study anymore. haiz... I NEED MONEY!!

Anyway, back to reality. I'm quite sick of my company le. TIRED! Erm did i hear someone say 'FINALLY'? wahaha.. well, coz have been doing so many things, yet is still not up to their expectations, the feeling is juz so terrible. well, blame it on my inexperience lor. I decided to get out of this company once and for all when i go study. tt's y when ppl ask me y nt ask for full/partial sponsor frm them, i told them i dun wanna owe them anything. I like the ppl here.. juz tt wat they expect of me, i cant make it. What they need is a superwoman, i'm not. I'm juz a normal immature kid who is still learning..

OFM decided not to continue his work here, however, company asked him to stay. giving him a raise. wahaha.. he is now totally headache.. one hand he is tired.. wanna go back.. on the other hand... is the money he can earn here... n mr ah seng is sooo disappointed and sad..

I noe i'm slow... their album is for almost half a yr? or more? then i realised the songs are nice... ok... nw then i really LISTEN. Meaningful lyrics, nice music.. ppl may condemn them... but, give them a chance.. their 1st album only mah... I love the lyrics... coz somehw or rather toking abt hw m i feeling nw?? wahahaa.... anyway....

PROUDLY PRESENTS.... SG SUPERBAND CHAMP! MILO PENG (迷路兵)!!!!!

迷路兵-适应 (shi ying)

没想过爱情会下落不明
mei xiang guo ai qing hui xia luo bu ming
寂寞都不忍心
ji mo dou bu ren xin

故事的结局走不出背影
gu shi de jie ju zou bu chu bei ying
我只能静静的
wo zhi neng jing jing de

风吹醒那些曾经
feng chui xing na xie ceng jing
转过身我用眼泪淋尽
zhuan guo shen wo yong yan lei lin jin

心 该怎么学会去适应
xin gai zen yang xue hui qu shi ying
那些没你的安静
na xie mei ni de an jing
我 也曾伤心的收起所有回忆
wo ye ceng shang xin de shou qi suo you hui yi
却总是忍不住不断的放弃
que zong shi ren bu zhu bu duan fang qi

没想过爱情会下落不明
mei xiang guo ai qing hui xia luo bu ming
寂寞都不忍心
ji mo dou bu ren xin

故事的结局走不出背影
gu shi de jie ju zou bu chu bei ying
我只能静静的
wo zhi neng jing jing de

风吹醒那些曾经
feng chui xing na xie ceng jing
转过身我用眼泪淋尽
zhuan guo shen wo yong yan lei lin jin

心 该怎么学会去适应
xin gai zen yang xue hui qu shi ying
那些没你的安静
na xie mei ni de an jing
我 也曾伤心的收起所有回忆
wo ye ceng shang xin de shou qi suo you hui yi
你却一直住在心里 是谁都无法代替
ni que yi zhi zhu zai xin li shi shui dou wu fa dai ti

我的心该怎么学会去适应
wo de xin gai zen me xue hui qu shi ying
那些没你的安静
na xie mei ni de an jing

我也曾伤心的
wo ye ceng shang xin de
收起所有回忆
shou qi suo you hui yi
却总是忍不住不断的放弃
que zong shi ren bu zhu bu duan de fang qi

该开始了该怎么去安静
gai kai shi le gai zen me qu an jing

I noe i'm lazy.. too lazy to blog... wahaha.. it is the start of a new mth.. time flies sia.. anyway, Mar 2008 was a mth of A LOT of events. It was a mth of bdaes.. hate to say tt i missed out LY's Bdae this yr... girl.. i'm sorry...this yr cant celebrate with u.. hope u were happy... *i think u enjoyed rite?* wahaha... n WY.. u were in Aust... hope u enjoyed too...

well... let's start frm the 1st bdae celebration which was on 14th March 2008 for LCM bdae celebration. (his actual bdae is 17th March 2008) anyway, we went The Jewel Box @ Mt faber for dinner. Cheryl and i love it there, so was thinking maybe we can have our dinner there.. end up it was a wrong choice. 1. Food was damn ex, 2. Food was nth impressive, 3. Service damn slow. Cheryl n i de conclusion was.. tt place can only go chilled out.. n rot.. nt for dinner...

Look at the photo carefully, u will see tt there were 2 different cakes... tyx went to buy the cake, so none of us noe hw does the cake looks like, so when the cake was served, none of us find anything amiss (INCLUDES TT BLUR TYX)... we lighted a candle, n tyx could still joked tt how come they didnt put all the candles on the cake (she requested 2 big and 5 small, end up the cake only has a big). We sang song, took phots, make bdae wish.. finally decided to cut the cake, tyx shouted.. 'hey, it is not MY cake! my cake is square de... ' Then we realised... OMG!! it took them ages to change to our cake with all the candles...and of coz.. we again made bdae wish and take photo...

Finally decided to eat.. but my this grp of frens, with barbaric TYX.. we decided nt to cut the cake, juz use our forks and eat the whole thing!!!!!

22nd March 2008
I decided to have a BBQ to celebrate ChunCheng bdae. Well, we decided to BBQ @ Blk 2.. but tt day was raining heavily (i was wondering y everytime i wanna have bbq, always rain de)... end up we decided to have it under my blk.. coz when it rained.. it wasnt tt jia lat...

We drank, eat, chat... and my dear Mr Ou was abit tipsy tt night.. he drank too much... yet can chat till 3am... CC was oso abit over le... well, at least they still can walk back on their own.. wahahaa...

My dad gotta noe everyone of them... n of coz,... my ba gua gang asked my dad who i mentioned most in front of him.. was it Mr Ou? my loyal dad.. of coz say i mentioned everyone.. wahaha... btw i fall in love with 'Four Leaf' Cakes le...

With Cheryl and WeiDian's Gf being the latest members of our gang... was happy and felt so xing fu... hehee....gonna spend everyday to the fullest b4 he really leave me..

29th March 2008
Due to our army boys, WK and Jason, who are going to Taiwan on the 5th April, we decided to celebrate WK (25th April) and Harris(9th April) Bdaes early..@ Essential O Brew in Holland V... this is a nice and superb place!!!! Food is special, service is nt bad,,, n nice ambience...

We rot there frm 7pm till 11pm.. chatting, playing, eating... with purple and pink balloons (YP say coz it was suppose to be a Gay party wahahaa).. i love this place.. and shall be my next hang out place... u can book the whole place, with decorations and ur choice of color balloons.. cool lor... YP was crazy over the balloons, she even went 'stole' from the ppl outside our VIP room...



Guess wat... tt day, they gave us the wrong cake (i was wondering how many wrong cakes i gonna have for bdaes this yr). YP ordered a cookies and cream ice-cream cake, end up they gave us a small chocolate ice-cream (cake?). i was wondering wat was tt...nth like cake.. n better still, when the leader of the crew came in n see... she told us tt it was serve the wrong way too... we all stunned... nth to say liao... we juz digged in lor... w

end of the day... coz ly n yp wanna bring back the balloons... so both WK n Roland gotta each take a bunch of balloons and take the MRT.. wahahaa.. i wanted to take too... but 1st i noe none of my NS boys will help me bring up to the mrt.. next if i bring it home, maybe my sis or mom will scream?? so decided nt to lor.... anyway, both WK and roland looked quite funny on the packed train.. but wat to do.. their gfs want.. wahahaa....

I lazy to post again. Well, juz got the information that SP is FINALLY having that degree course in SG le. It is from a NZ University, i lazy to go copy paste the name.. hahaa... think is exactly the same thing what XH is studying in NZ nw. 2 years straight honours course.

I think most prob i'm going back to sch.... of coz money wise is a big prob... any sponsors? hmmmm.. wondering if i go back study, my hsehold got prob mah... it is a tough decision sia.... i think i shld go marry one rich guy 1st.. wahahaaa.... :p ok.. jokes aside...

if i try nt go KTV so often, try not go eat ex ex meals so often, try nt watch weekend movies so often, i shld be able to save, survive and give my family some rite? i decided to take up another tuition(a P3 boy), if i really preparing to go back sch... *thinking hard*

Life is so unexpected! One min he is right there alive and kicking, next min he is dead... lying in the coffin looking so skinny...

My uncle had passed away on 12th March 2008. He had a sudden heart attack at night.. and was sent to hospital, then at 3am, but dad got the call... they rushed down to hospital... he passed away... It is sooo deja vu, coz 10 yrs ago (or more than tt), my 2nd uncle passed away exactly the same way..

For ppl still wondering my which uncle, he is my dad's elder bro, the one at the satay bee hoon stall... he was thin.. but when i reached the wake, n went to see him in his coffin.. he was thinner... haiz..

the feeling of losing a relative sooooo suddenly is so terrible... though we nt really close with him... n even had some misunderstandings... i still cant seems to accept the fact tt he is gone.. 4eva.... seeing dad trying to hide his sorrow and regrets, seeing donald missing his dad... n sad, seeing auntie (unlce's wife) so pale n weak... i really really feel sooooo miserable...

Life was soooo unpredictable!!! Live everyday like ur last day... dun leave regrets....

Finally!!! got a show tt made me cry all my heart out!!! I really didnt expect the show to be so 'tear jerking impact' (quoted from the reviews).... ok.. before i got over excited....

I went to watch a Japanese movie - 'Sky of Love'. From the title, one know that it is a romance drama movie. With the female lead so cute and pretty.. she is only 20 this yr... the male lead is sooooo cute.... he is only 18 (well, dun 4get i'm into boyish looking guy with abit of baddy look).. hahhaa.. THAT's HIM!!! hee...




Ok... story wise... i muz say is quite predictable... however, the scenes are beautiful... with different shots of the sky, large green pasture, river side... (think yt will like the scenes?) n of coz... it touches your heart. ok.. it touched mine.. n i cry frm frm the middle of the show till the end.. still crying...

i went to watch it with my crying machine (YP) and LY, harris, JX and their fren wilson. The guys oso cried abit lor(ok, harris told me he only got a tear rolling down his cheek..eeek.. so cliche)...

wahaha... i'm soooo happy!!! coz i cried!!!!! hee.. ok.. i'm crazy.. but i really tot i lost my crying power lor.. when i saw cheryl and yt crying in shows... tt i didnt even tear.. anyway, the whole cinema was really crying (ok most of the females)... n one even cried out loud! and her frens had to hush her down... n we were juz sitting behind her..

when the show ended.. as usual... yp cant stop.... n ly n my eyes were swollen... the other girls frm the cinema came out either with a red nose or swollen eyes.. i think ppl who saw us where wondering wat happen sia...

if u feel like going to watch a show tt can make u cry or like love stories or wanna be abit emotional.. this show is highly recommended!! but if u dun like love story and dun like n dun understand y ppl cry over such a show.. then better dun watch it.. coz u will spoil the mood..

I'm on leave today, juz to watch the show 'The Leap Years'. Cool reason to take leave? wahaha.. I wanna sleep badly, that is y i took leave and also, my two boys are going into army liao... so decided to rot with them one last time lor.

Anyway, my 2 darlings (cheryl and YT) went to watch 'The Leap Years' and heard that they cried till dunno like wat. To be exact, Cheryl cried the most. Well.. after watching it, i only cried at the last part, i mean only teared... Sometimes i wondered, have i lose the ability to cry? I've watched a few movies that was supposingly touching, and i didnt even tear... what is happening to me? I'm no longer one who can even cry when watching idol dramas!

Maybe nw, love stories dun touch my heart anymore. What's more, i'm treating Love as a game! Love, to me, is no longer special, no longer heart warming. From frens ard me, frm my exp, i concluded tt love hurts! The more u love, the more u will be hurt. so y love?!

Of coz, i cannot be so extreme. I saw happiness.. i saw blissful couples. They are just the extremely lucky bunch of ppl who enjoyed the happiness. How many of us are THAT lucky? Well, I sincerely hope tt ALL my frens and family ard are THAT lucky. Coz i noe, i'm NOT THAT lucky.

Btw, after watching the show, makes me think, r we always waiting? A fren told me before, Life is a waiting game. Which is true.

Every morning, we waited to get the use of toilet, then wait for bus/mrt to work, wait for work to start. By lunch time, we wait for our food to be served, then wait for work to end. We'll wait for dinner served, then wait for bedtime to come. In the bank/or any govt bodies, we'll wait for our turn to get our things done. If u need any replies, we muz wait for at least 2 weeks. We are waiting all our lives.

Ppl wait for that special one to appear, wait for ppl to treasure them, wait for everything. Have anyone ever ask, y do we wait? for better life? Happier life? but what if the wait makes u lose it? juz like Li Ann and Jeremy in the movie. It took them 12 yrs to realise that they are for each other. 12 yrs, if they choose not to wait, will they nt lost tt 12 yrs of their life waiting and guessing? Instead can live happily for 12 extra yrs? or things will turn out differently? Like they will never be together if they didnt choose to wait. Chim rite? coz no one will noe the ans... and i decided not to think anymore, too taxing on my simple little brain in my head. I shall go and sleep more!!!!

I've read sth interesting from my frenster, and decided to share it.

28 things most girls dunno abt guys

--Guys hate sluts even thoughtheyhave sex with them!(oh yeah..you're not "popular" ifyou've slept with more than 6guys..you're a WHORE)

--Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

--Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

--Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him

--Guys hate it when you talk aboutyour ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest.

--Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

--Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.

--Guys get jealous easily.

--Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.

--Giving a guy a hanging message like "You knowwhat?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

--Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

--A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

--Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

--Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

--Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then they're all confused.

--When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."

--If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

--If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.

--When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.

--When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

--Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.

--A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

--Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

--Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

--Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.

--If you are going to reject a guy,just do it. Don't say they are like a brother or just good friends, it just hurts even more. Tell them that you aren't interested in a relationship and they will respect you.

--Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

--When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

So my dear males species!!! HW TRUE?!?

Today went mentoring... after so many mths... surprise?? i oso very surprise lor... i mean it was raining in the morning!! and i woke up!! i wanted to go back sleep.. but then... i cant.. dunno y.. so got up.. n went mentoring... settled the treasurer stuff (sth i longed wanted to settle), n of coz... see my fellow mentors and mentees who still remembers me... wahaha..

After tt, went to the Red Dot Arts Museum (i 4got the actual name le), anyway, there is the MAAD, where they r selling stuff ppl designed by themselves de... the things in there r NICE!!! i liked it sooo much... of coz.. the price is not cheap lor... anyway, i still bought a pair of cuff links... for CP... nice nice.. then another for someone.. hehe... which i wun disclose.. :p

After tt, really feel like singing.. so dragged the whole gang go sing ktv... here.. i wanna really really really thank all of them.... YP n LY noe me well.. so actually suggested to go ktv.. i really wanna give them a BIG hug... wahaha... then WK n Jason.. they go KTV got sing song.. WK acc LY.. Jason acc me? wahaha.. anyway, they got sing...

the 2 ppl i wanna thank MOST r Harris and JX! if i can, i really wanna give u 2 a BIGBIG hug with a LOUD LOUD KISS!!! (ok... dun gimme tt look, BOTH OF U!! i nOe, wat're your rxns!!!!!! n dun worry, i wun really do tt!!!!!) coz tt 2 dun sing de... n coz i suggested it... they acc me... then somemore i think they became quite bored.. n JX was tired lor... i nOE both of u teng me de!!! hehee...

dun see tt 2 boys of mine... their mouth is killer mouth de lor.. NEVER say good things abt me! and like to abuse me, laugh at me, shoot me!!! but then again... they LOVE ME!!! wahaha ... ok guess wat their rxn nw? i tell u.. 'eeeee, who love u? u suck! we hope to see u die! love u?! bullsh**!'... they always like tt 嘴硬心软！hehe....

haiz.. both of them going army soon le... then no more rotters on weekdays le... then no one to lean on when sad le..(dun see harris blur blur... he is very good to lean on de leh.. i addicted to lean on him le.. wahaha.. then dun see jx skinny skinny... he hor... make me feel comfortable. ok... for me only... hehe... he let me feels tt i'm nt alone...) no one to entertain me when i bored in office le... no more dinner kakis b4 i go tuition le... (for me to get use to no dinner kaki.. i actually decided nt to eat dinner b4 tuiton.. hehee)...

As for wk..he is someone who i can tok to (like a human..) provided he is FREE!!! and jason.. my joker... wahaha.. i tell u.. no matter hw sad u r... look at his expression.. u will laugh!!! hahaa...

btw CJX, dun always force a strong front.. things happen... i can oso be the one there for u.. juz like u r there for me!! so dun ACT strong of me!!! :P

ok.. I noe i lost to Ivan again... i too lazy to upload photos lah... hahahaa... i shall let u win lor.... ok.. i shall intro again... lyn's baby girl 1 mth le!!!! so fast rite??? baby grew fast oso lor... i shall show the new images of SHERLINA CHUA!!! wahaha....



Isnt she cute?????? lovely rite??? so many expressions.. i was telling ivan... she dun like him taking photos of her.. coz she covered herself with her hands when ivan brought up his camera.. wahahaa.. i think she likes me better lah.. wahaha i could take more photos with more expressions than him.. heheee...


1 mth ago VS Now

see the diff??? wahaha... babies!! omg... i nw got baby craze le... shld i change my decision again??? abt the nt getting married?? hmmmmmmm.... hehe

Angela （张韶涵） got new album. Her new album Ang 5.0 is cool.. as usual, she maintian her powerful vocal... got a few songs to recommend... 1st is this:

不想懂得
Bu xiang dong de

当世界不知不觉的变了
dang shi jie bu zhi bu jue de bian le
有时候我怀念以前的我
you shi hou wo huai nian yi qian de wo
作的梦虽然远远的
zuo de meng sui ran yuan yuan de
想像是一种快乐
xiang xiang shi yi zhong kuai le

拥有了同时也失去什么
yong you le tong shi ye shi qu shen me
而眷恋原来会带来软弱
er juan lian yuan lai hui dai lai ruan ruo
你让我在雾里成熟心开始曲折
ni rang wo zai wu li cheng shu xin kai shi qu zhe

我不想舍得 不想懂得
wo bu xiang she de bu xiang dong de
是谁惹谁言不由衷
shi shui re shui yan bu you zhong
说谎伤害都是不安犯的错
shuo huang shang hai dou shi bu an fan de cuo
怕抱不紧什么
pa bao bu jin shen me

我不想舍得 不想懂得
wo bu xiang she de bu xiang dong de
谁说割爱才更深刻
shui shuo ge ai cai geng shen ke
彼此依赖是爱不是负荷
bi ci yi lai shi ai bu shi fu he
互相照顾就是幸福的
hu xiang zhao gu jiu shi xing fu de

当世界不知不觉的变了
dang shi jie bu zhi bu jue de bian le
有时候我怀念以前的我
you shi hou wo huai nian yi qian de wo
作的梦虽然远远的
zuo de meng sui ran yuan yuan de
想像是一种快乐
xiang xiang shi yi zhong kuai le

拥有了同时也失去什么
yong you le tong shi ye shi qu shen me
而眷恋原来会带来软弱
er juan lian yuan lai hui dai lai ruan ruo
你让我在雾里成熟心开始曲折
ni rang wo zai wu li cheng shu xin kai shi qu zhe

我不想舍得 不想懂得
wo bu xiang she de bu xiang dong de
是谁惹谁言不由衷
shi shui re shui yan bu you zhong
说谎伤害都是不安犯的错
shuo huang shang hai dou shi bu an fan de cuo
怕抱不紧什么
pa bao bu jin shen me

我不想舍得 不想懂得
wo bu xiang she de bu xiang dong de
谁说割爱才更深刻
shui shuo ge ai cai geng shen ke
彼此依赖是爱不是负荷
bi ci yi lai shi ai bu shi fu he
能握著手就是感动的
neng wo zhe shou jiu shi gan dong de

我愿意 一秒钟放弃全宇宙
wo yuan yi yi miao zhong fang qi quan yu zhou
期待只有我们停靠的小星球
qi dai zhi you ting kao de xiao xing qiu

我不想舍得 不想懂得
wo bu xiang she de bu xiang dong de
是谁惹谁言不由衷
shi shui re shui yan bu you zhong
说谎伤害都是不安犯的错
shuo huang shang hai dou shi bu an fan de cuo
怕抱不紧什么
pa bao bu jin shen me

我不想舍得 不想懂得
wo bu xiang she de bu xiang dong de
谁说割爱才更深刻
shui shuo ge ai cai geng shen ke
彼此依赖是爱不是负荷
bi ci yi lai shi ai bu shi fu he
能握著手就是感动的
neng wo zhe shou jiu shi gan dong de

说谎伤害都是不安犯的错
shuo huang shang hai dou shi bu an fan de cuo
怕抱不紧什么
pa bao bu jin shen me

我多不舍得 多不懂得
wo duo bu she de duo bu dong de
谁说割爱才更深刻
shui shuo ge ai cai geng shen ke
彼此依赖是爱不是负荷
bi ci yi lai shi ai bu shi fu he
能握著手就是感动的
neng wo zhe shou jiu shi gan dong de

Went to watch Kungfu Dunk on Fri night (15th Feb 2008) @ Yishun GV. Jay is cool.. so are the other 2 guys.. it is a kua zhang but nice show.. hehee.. n of coz... the person sitting beside is also impt factor to decide if the show is nice.. though i dun mind watching a 2nd time with cheryl dear.. wahaha.. anyway, the song in the show 周大侠 is nw my blog song.. heheee

词 方文山 曲 周杰伦
演唱 周杰伦 杜国璋

我一脚踢飞
wo yi jiao ti fei
一串串红红的葫芦冰糖
yi chuan chuan hong hong de hu lu bing tang
我一拳打飞
wo yi quan da fei
一幕幕的回忆散在月光
yi mu mu de hui yi san zai yue guang
一截老老的老姜
yi jie lao lao de lao jiang
一段旧旧的旧时光
yi duan jiu jiu de jiu shi guang
我可以给你们一张签名照拿去想象
wo ke yi gei ni men yi zhang qian ming zhao na qu xiang xiang
我说啊屏风就该遮冰霜
wo shuo ah ping feng jiu gai zhe bing shuang
屋檐就该挡月光
wu yan jiu gai dang yue guang
江湖就该开扇窗
jiang hu jiu gai kai shan chuang
平剧就该耍花枪
ping ju jiu gai shua hua qiang
扎下马步我不摇晃
zha xia ma bu wo bu yao huang
闷了慌了倦了我就穿上功夫装
men le huang le juan le wo jiu zhuan shang gong fu zhuang

我不卖豆腐(豆腐)豆腐(豆腐)
wo bu mai dou fu (dou fu) dou fu (dou fu)
我在武功学校里学的那叫功夫
wo zai wu gong xue xiao li xue de na jiao gong fu
功夫(功夫)功夫(功夫)
gong fu (gong fu) gong fu (gong fu)
赶紧穿上旗袍
gan jin chuan shang qi pao
免得你说我吃你豆腐
mian de ni shuo wo chi ni dou fu
你就像豆腐(豆腐)豆腐(豆腐)
ni jiu xiang dou fu (dou fu) dou fu (dou fu)
吹弹可破的剪在试练我功夫
chui dan ke po de jian zai shi lian wo gong fu
功夫(功夫)功夫(功夫)
gong fu (gong fu) gong fu (gong fu)
赶紧穿上旗袍
gan jin chuan shang qi pao
免得你说我吃你豆腐
mian de ni shuo wo chi ni dou fu

我稍微伸展拳脚
wo xiao wei shen zhan quan jiao
你就滚到边疆
ni jiu gun dao bian jiang
回旋踢太用力
hui xuan ti tai yong li
画面就变的很荒凉
hua mian jiu bian de hen huang liang
落花配对配夕阳
luo hua pei dui pei xi yang
翻山越岭渡过江
fan shan yue ling du guo jiang
我清一清嗓
wo qing yi qing sang
清一清嗓唱起秦腔
qing yi qing sang cang qi qin qiang
飞天飞敦煌北方北大荒
fei tian fei dun huang bei fang bei da huang
谁在水一方我撑起一把纸伞回头望
shui zai shui yi fang wo zhang qi yi ba zi san hui tou wang
啊这什么地方这什么状况
ah zhe shen me di fang zhe shen me zhuang kuang
啦啦啦啦闷了慌了倦了我就踩在你肩膀
la la la la men le huang le jua le wo jiu cai ni jian bang

我不卖豆腐(豆腐)豆腐(豆腐)
wo bu mai dou fu (dou fu) dou fu (dou fu)
我在武功学校里学的那叫功夫
wo zai wu gong xue xiao li xue de na jiao gong fu
功夫(功夫)功夫(功夫)
gong fu (gong fu) gong fu (gong fu)
赶紧穿上旗袍
gan jin chuan shang qi pao
免得你说我吃你豆腐
mian de ni shuo wo chi ni dou fu
你就像豆腐(豆腐)豆腐(豆腐)
ni jiu xiang dou fu (dou fu) dou fu (dou fu)
吹弹可破的剪在试练我功夫
chui dan ke po de jian zai shi lian wo gong fu
功夫(功夫)功夫(功夫)
gong fu (gong fu) gong fu (gong fu)
赶紧穿上旗袍
gan jin chuan shang qi pao
免得你说我吃你豆腐
mian de ni shuo wo chi ni dou fu

Finally! 200th entry... wah... cant image... 3 yrs le.. still 200 entries... i think i have been lazy.. hahaaa...

Valentine's Day is over. Guess wat? I spent time with my Wife No. 2.. then with 3 men.. wahaha... coz wife no. 2 went to meet another guy.. ok.. let's start frm the morning..

Cheryl and I went office early to give every female species a 'flower'.. ok.. we r nt toopid.. we wun buy REAL flowers on V. Day... it is DAMN ex... anyway, then chocolates for the alien male species. Was quite high the whole day actually..

Then in the afternoon our beloved cheryl received her 2nd bouquet of roses this yr. (or shld i say in 2 weeks).. her 1st was during her bdae which was 10 days ago... anyway, can u image how popular she is??? wahahaa..

After work we dragged yx out to take neoprints in cwp... nice nice... think cheryl blog got.. if nt.. wait for me to post it up.. wahaha... irene told me, now she noe where our money are le... hehe... then cheryl went to meet the guy who gave her flowers, yx went back home, i went to meet mr ou, chen ping and chun cheng.

tt 3 singles actually meet up to celebrate valentine's day without valentine.. wahaha.. i joined them. then chen ping said, me n ofm shldnt be there.. n cc actually asked me to go out with ofm... so he n cp can have their own world.. wahahaa.. i told him i shall lock me n ofm in ofm room.. he can go and sleep with cp kor kor.. since sheng tong will not be back early. :p

think i'm falling sick!!! toopid!! i wanna go watch movie tonight de!!! cannOt sick!!!

Went shopping with Cheryl (ok.. we are like meeting each other everyday.. haha) juz nw in cwp.. n went Citigems... and oh my.. they are soo nice... wish someone will buy for me?? but to think again... i think i save up and buy it for myself is more reality.. wahaha...



This charm (Morellato Bracelet - $188) is nice.. but heard is out of stock... haiz... i even happily tried it on... soo nice lor...



Cheryl love the bracelet(Morellato Bracelet - $128)...



I LOVE THIS NECKLACE (Milanne Pendant $268)!! Though it looks normal.. but juz fell in love with it...

Well, let me juz DREAM for tonight.. i will go back to reality when i woke up...

Everytime see Ivan win this tix, win tt pass... damn envy lor... y he always so lucky de... then at last.. it is my turn!!!!

b4 CNY, went City Chain and bought a Ellesse watch for Kelvis (i shld say company bought it) for his best employee award.

This is the watch we bought @ $255 after discount. Then we were entitled to 4 lucky draws (or was it, i've 4gotten), to win a pair of Jay Chou's Kungfu Dunk passes + a giant Kungfu Dunk + a Kungfu Dunk notebook. Cheryl and I were hoping tt we could get it.

Guess wat.. today, i recieved a call from City Chain, telling me tt i've won tt pair of passes... i almost fainted.. hahaa... so i went there and collect my prize...

Giant poster + Notebook + Passes


Notebook + Passes


Passes... hehe

Who shld i ask to go with?? Cheryl, him or my sis (i noe she die die oso will go with me if she noe who i intend to go with..)... cheryl suddenly exclaimed tt we have been doing things together so often tt we might juz turn les.. wahaha.. anyway, cheryl... if u really wanna watch it, i really dun mind to give him up juz for u.. wahahaa... u r my wife (no.2) leh... hee

Btw, to add on, i had an invitation frm TV Mobile to attend their 8th Anniversary + Valentine's Day Celebration on 13th Feb @ Marina GV to watch a show Juno with buffet/cocktail reception b4 the show. It is a trade event and so only ppl frm the company can attend... Cheryl and Shwu Yann will be going. The 3 of us will spend our valentine's day together... hahaa.. ok... think it is enough for nw to make ivan envy for a moment... juz a moment only... coz he is always luckier!!!! SOOOOO UNFAIR!! :p

CNY holidays are over! Time flies when u r enjoying!!! toopid! gotta go back work tml, i mean today... haiz... n starting frm today, i cannot be late for work anymore! i muz do it! i can de...

1st of all, i wanna tell my beloved sis: I LOVE U!!! u've changed in ur attitude, i noe is difficult.. but u r doing well, n we can really see ur effort!! soooo cool!! u r juz my amazing sis... muackz...

ok.. back to the normal... new year is the same as previous yrs.. juz tt didnt go uncle hse and went to my colleague (simon) hse... gambled abit.. but well.. i lost quite a lot... i dun have gambling luck.. haiz... next, sent off wy to Aust... she will be studying there for a yr... then xh going back to NZ oso... everyone going off to study.. making me wonder... my decision of nt going to study... izzit rite or wrong?? haiz...

anyway, sth happened tt keeps me thinking.. thinking abt a lot of things.. n wonder hw guys mind works... i really dun understand... i starting to feel tt i dunno guys at all.. even the closest ones beside me... i'm tired of this guessing, waiting and fighting game... i'm tired...really tired....

It is time to change a new song, again is from Show's new album - 舞所不在
I think is nice and meaningful..

Title: 防盗锁 (Fang Dao Suo)
Singer: 罗志祥 Show
Album: 舞所不在

说穿了不是什么大事情
shuo chuan le bu shi she me da shi qing
说穿了不过自己去看电影
shuo chuan le bu guo zi ji qu kan dian ying
说穿了只是睡醒看不到你
shuo chuan le zhi shi shui xing kan bu dao ni
你放心离去我不要紧
ni fang xin li qu wo bu yao jin

为什么莫名有种矛盾的情绪
wei she me mo ming you zhong mao dun de qing xu
给了你祝福又盼望你回心转意
gei le ni zhu fu you pan wang ni hui xin zhuan yi
他给的幸福你从笑容就能说明
ta gei de xing fu ni cong xiao rong jiu neng shuo ming
我还凭什么关心怎么你不抗拒
wo hai ping shen me guan xin zen me ni bu kang ju

感情没有防盗锁 爱走不到尽头
gan qing mei you fang dao suo ai zuo bu dao jing tou
不后悔付出过 各自回家的路
bu hou hui fu chu guo ge zi hui jia de lu
试着不再难过
shi zhe bu zai nan guo
变得成熟是我能安慰自己唯一的收获
bian de cheng shou shi wo neng an wei zi ji wei yi de shou huo
就离开我 别回过头
jiu li kai wo bie hui guo tou
不要用从前看以后
bu yao yong cong qian kan yi hou

我猜是我的错 爱怎么被偷走
wo cai shi wo de cuo ai zen me bei tou zou
那只是个感受
na zhi shi ge gan shou
如果离开是爱你最后的承诺
ru guo li kai shi ai ni zui hou de cheng nuo

多年以后
duo nian yi hou
偶尔记得那疯狂 不成熟的我
ou er ji de na feng kuang bu cheng shuo de wo
不说穿了 不要结果
bu shuo chuan le bu yao jie guo

为什么莫名有种矛盾的情绪
wei she me mo ming you zhong mao dun de qing xu
给了你祝福又盼望你回心转意
gei le ni zhu fu you pan wang ni hui xin zhuan yi
他给的幸福你从笑容就能说明
ta gei de xing fu ni cong xiao rong jiu neng shuo ming
我还凭什么关心怎么你不抗拒
wo hai ping shen me guan xin zen me ni bu kang ju

感情没有防盗锁 爱走不到尽头
gan qing mei you fang dao suo ai zuo bu dao jing tou
不后悔付出过 各自回家的路
bu hou hui fu chu guo ge zi hui jia de lu
试着不再难过
shi zhe bu zai nan guo
变得成熟是我能安慰自己唯一的收获
bian de cheng shou shi wo neng an wei zi ji wei yi de shou huo
就离开我 别回过头
jiu li kai wo bie hui guo tou
不要用从前看以后
bu yao yong cong qian kan yi hou

我猜是我的错 爱怎么被偷走
wo cai shi wo de cuo ai zen me bei tou zou
那只是个感受
na zhi shi ge gan shou
如果离开是爱你最后的承诺
ru guo li kai shi ai ni zui hou de cheng nuo

多年以后
duo nian yi hou
偶尔记得那疯狂 不成熟的我
ou er ji de na feng kuang bu cheng shuo de wo
不说穿了 不要结果
bu shuo chuan le bu yao jie guo
不伪装了 我的难过
bu wei zhuang le wo de nan guo

I didnt realise i'm so bz till i consulted my dairy. N to my horror! CNY is next week!!!! omg!!! haiz... i still got so many things to do b4 new yr... haiz..

Have been giving tuition almost everyday frm mon- thurs... quite tired actually... but well... nvm lah....

i have a pair of sisters having tuition together.. i dun understand and cant understand hw come sisters can hate each other soooo much..

I mean i have a sister.... as attitude, as spoilt, yes... i really dun like certain aspect of her but tt doesnt mean i dun wanna see her 4eva... i WILL NOT wish tt she will disappear 4eva.. in fact i'm afraid of losing her... no matter wat.. she is still my sis wat... i love her... no matter hw sucky her attitude is... but then.. the elder told me tt she wishes tt the younger de will disappear 4eva.. and i really shock!!! n this made my teaching them together a big big chore...

i tried toking to them, but the elder de is at adolescent period... where they are most rebellious... n is damn stubborn lah.. no matter wat i say was turn to deaf ears...

i feel tt it is funny lor... here i'm trying to solve the prob between the 2 sisters... when i cant even help to solve the prob between my family members... *helpless* haiz....

damn sianz lor.. seeing my family got some prob.. yet i dunnO wat to do, then need to face 3 girls in my 4 days students which 2 are damn attitude, stubborn and 1 is damn restless during tuition... n my mom every moment is blaming me on nt going home often.. then work there, boss pressuring me to give them things tt is nt within my control and i'm quite fed up of the nagging n blaming... n frens there... I G N T S... but i'm wondering wat have i done this time? y m i getting all the attitude ppl? or i, myself getting more n more attitude??

i dun normally get angry doesnt mean i dun have temper... juz tt i HATE quarrels! so i tolerate.. no pt fighting n hurt one another... then ppl juz tot my tolerance lvl unlimited?! arrghhhh!!! WHAT's THE USE OF BEING a GOOD GUY!?!??!?!?

aiyah.. juz feeling very fed up... i oso dunno wat m i typing... kaoz... damn!

Ok... Ivan win lor... suan liao lor.. u faster lor... ok lor.. play cheat!!

Anyway, went to see Lynette and Baby today. Her baby's name changed to Sherlina Chua. hehe... Cute cute baby leh... i shall let u all see the photos.. i think i have more!!! wahaha...

Sleeping Little Sherlina

Smile

Crying we still take photo.. hehe...

I want milk!!!

Little Sherlina in mommy's hands

Nw ppl r so excited lor... n cute xin jie ask me get marry fast... so she can plan my wedding.. n my baby sure cute!! OMG!!!!!

It is a big news!!!!! Our dearest fren Lynette had given birth to a baby girl - Gilia last night 28/01/08.

n i wanted to post her photo up de.. who noes, tt ivan faster than me... yucks!!! anyway, she cancelled the tuition last night, i already wanna ask her le.. but then decided not to... this morning i recieved her MMS! Little Gilia is sooooo cute and shall go and see her tml!!!

Actually the date given by her doc was in Feb, so we were wondering if her zodaic is same as her mommy - little piggy or the cute cute mickey mouse... i guess she wanna be the same as her mommy... coz she cant wait till Feb!!! hehee... so cool lah!!! hehee....

i shall post up the photos i gonna take tml!!!! heheeee

Finally internet is back.. with lotsa problems!! n of coz all these prob only to be solved by TYX n TYW. n i tell u... TYX really have the talent!! she have the talent toking to electrical appliance!

scencerio 1

TYX n TYW have been meddling with tyx's compy power supply (her compy dun wanna start up)

TYX (to her cpu): I tell u, by 10pm u still dun wanna start up, u will be at downstairs rubbish dump!

TYW (heck care her, keep checking all connection)

at 9.55pm..... *di* TYX compy came to life..... wah!!!

scencerio 2

After setting up the compy, they proceed to solve the modem prob. there is no rxn frm the modem... n both of them juz dunno hw to make the modem blink even for once....

TYX (to the modem): I tell u, if u dun give me some signals by 11pm, u r down into the rubbish bin!

at 10.50pm.... then modem finally got a blinking light... n was working for 10 mins... then dead again... mommy say modem die die oso muz give some signals to tyx.....

scenerio 3

finally the internet is up.. but nt the wireless.. so tyx trying to connect tyw's comp to the wireless, but dunno y... tyw comp got blue screen error... if nt, the whole comp black out... tyx was damn fed up, she banged on the desk... wanna start her threaten, the comp cant back to life again...

scary??? amazing??? this is tyx.. can communicate to non living things... but to living things... it is another story....

i've changed my ISP frm one S to another S.. n i regretted it to follow my bro's wishes!!!!! coz who say tt it is gd!!!?!??!?!?!?! keep DCing, n no more songs le.. well.. haiz... toopid lah... time to let tyw go give them some nice nice spread of butter...

Sianz... have been late for work for almost the whole week.. coz... TOOPID BUS!! and the passengers! Y cant they increase the frequency of the bus? y cant ppl on board be more considerate? Damn fed up leh... esp when i'm not a morning person!!!

i reached bus stop, i can see bus pass by me.. with front door there packed like sardines, n behind with lotsa spaces. toopid! all those AUNTIES n UNCLES n foreginers n young exec!!!!!!!! kaoz... only they need to go to work izzit? kaoz...

Cab fare increases, more ppl take bus. HELLO! come'on! BUS IS A PUBLIC TRANSPORT!!! and everyone needs to board the bus!!! i cant imagine y ppl r so self centered! dun say foreginers, even our own ppl... young exec. oso terrible!!! if u wanna the whole transport to urself, then get urself a car or take cab!!! wanna use the cheaper alternative yet wanna act like a king!!! TOOPID!!! TOOPID!

Where is the considrate sporean, tt everyone is praising abt? tt our govt is so proud of? Courtsey is juz for show? nw i wonder hw successful is our education system. sianz...

Juz came back from chalet. Damn tired! coz this time round didnt sleep alot. coz after chalet, went watch movie, then rot in starbucks till 5sth, then ding ding dong dong till 11pm then sleep. so meaning i didnt get enough sleep!!! Anyway, the reason y i blogging in office is coz my hse currently no internet. So i'm virtually inactive (at night) for a whole week, till my new internet set up.

Back to fri (11/01/08)

Was on leave, then kana woke up by my mom. then could not go back to sleep, so watch tv, rot and packed bag for the chalet. then call JX and drag him out to eat lunch with me. After tt Yan Yan met me, we went to check into the chalet together. She n i rot, gossip the whole day till she went off to meet her frens in the evening, coz it was her bdae. I rotted till 7sth, irene they all finally call me and say they are reaching.

Jimmy, irene, cheryl and me then went to Changi Village Market for dinner, after tt went to Tampaines Giant to buy the necessary things. Of coz, with Jimmy and me ard... where got peace?!?!

Reached chalet, Steven and Kelvin were there drinking. We joined them. Gossip, tok cock... quite interesting.. ahaha.. then after tt at 3 am, half drunk Steven and Auntie Kelvin said hungry, Cheryl and i suggested to go to market and eat. We said dun wanna drive, coz it is near. Who nOes, 5 minutes into the journey, tt 2 uncles were complaining!!! complaining it was very far, very tired.. cant walk! omg!!! when we finally reached Changi Village, they were so relieved. After eating roti prata, cheryl wanna stop them frm complaining, so suggest take cab back. tt 2 guys didnt want, end up walk back again... hearing them complain. AUNTIESS!!! i mean UNCLES!

Next day, Jimmy and Irene woke up early to make bfast for us. nice rite? but they woke me up at 9 sth!!! i prepared to slept till 12!!!! the Amercian Bfast was nice though.. hehee...

It was a GOSSIP Chalet!! coz Yan Yan took cab flew down in the morning, join us for bfast, then happily there we go.. 4 girls gossip whole day while the guys went to work,. wahaha.. cool rite?

As usual, evening everyone joined in BBQ, tok cock. well, quite interesting. I think chalet is nice.. coz can make a grp become closer.. hehee...

then on sun, slept at 5am, woke up at 8 sth.. prepared to check out at 10. then went AMK hub to wait for JX, Jason and Harris. We went to watch De Grand Chef. Korean show. It is nice. I personally think is nice, i like it. Humorous and touching and inspiring.. hehee....

then rot in starbucks with tt 3 lor.... was almost in my dreamland liao... still nt going back... anyway, was so coincidence tt saw simin. Long time no see her lor.. hahaa...
went back home was already 7pm, might as well wait till bedtime then sleep... so end up 11pm then sleep... resulting: LACK OF SLEEP!!!!!

It is 3rd day of 2008, and finally i've come up with my New Year Resolution. But then again, every yr there is a resolution, but i dun see i fulfilled anything... haha

Well... anyway, here it goes...



in 2008, i'll .....

1. Sleep earlier, enough sleep to get rid of my panda eyes and look younger

2. Save $$$ (This is the one i said every yr.. yet didnt seem to reach it)

3. Go on diet? hahah.. Bulls***! this will NEVER be one of the resolution. The resolution is - Dont torture myself

4. Go swimming more often

5. Be more organised (this is sth i really really wanna learn)

6. Keep my room neat n tidy (so tt i wun be nagged at)

7. Scold suppliers if they didnt gimme wat i want (too soft hearted end up kana scold by boss)

8. Use a proper wallet, look more professional

9. Go overseas - Taiwan, Australia, HK, or Thailand

10. Seriously get a bf??? wahaha... (i guess my frens will have tt 'Finally' rxn)....

Resoultion no. 10 is really up to fate...

Drrrrreeeeeaaaammmmm, dream dream dream, drrrrrreeeeeaaammm

HAPPY 2008!! May all of u have a wonderful year ahead!!! New Year new resoultion... but then... i haven really think of my resoultion yet.. hmm... i shall think of it tonight when i going to sleep.... :p

Finally! My lappy is back in action!!! OK.. i muz thank TYX, though she was the one who cuased the trouble; she put in a lot of effort to save it.. so.. okok... wat more can i ask for?

Anyway, changed my blog song again. As requested by PYH, another nice song frm Show's new album. Nice n meaningful song. Those who really dunno understand the song, come ask me, i explain. I lazy to type.. hehe

歌曲：最后的风度 zui hou de feng du
歌手：罗志祥 专辑：舞所不在

没有人介入
Mei you ren jie ru
所有人觉得你该满足
Suo you ren jue de ni gai man zu
我把心血全都付出
Wo ba xin xue quan dou fu chu
你为何想要哭
Ni wei he xiang yao ku

为你作主
Wei ni zuo zhu
让你受到我的保护
Rang ni shou dao wo de bao hu
可是你像受苦
Ke shi ni xiang shou ku
到底是谁难以相处
Dao di shi shui nan yi xiang chu

我给你幸福
Wo gei ni xing fu
你问我什么才是幸福
Ni wen wo shen me cai shi xing fu
这个问题反而让我
Zhe ge wen ti fan er rang wo
把你看个清楚
Ba ni kan ge qing chu

你怕束缚
Ni pa shu fu
我的爱没能把你驯服
Wo de ai mei neng ba ni qu fu
你没有退路
Ni mei you tui lu
那倒不如爽快结束
Na dao bu ru shuang kuai jie shu

就让你见识我的风度
Jiu rang ni jian shi wo de feng du
你离开我要不要庆祝
Ni li kai wo yao bu yao qing zhu
我不怕爱的残酷
Wo bu pa ai de can ku
反正我很想跳舞
Fan zheng wo hen xiang tiao wu

我最喜欢挑战孤独
Wo zui xi huan tiao zhan gu du
我也爱放下包袱
Wo ye ai fang xia bao fu
没有谁我也不舍得哭
Mei you shui wo ye bu she de ku
我 我不在乎
Wo wo bu zai hu

你觉得痛苦
Ni jue de tong ku
我倒不愿意为爱受苦
Wo dao bu yuan yi wei ai shou ku
只有这样我才做到
Zhi you zhe yang wo cai zuo dao
对你的背叛宽恕
Dui ni de bei pan kuan shu
想你幸福
Xiang ni xing fu
想不到分手你才幸福
Xiang bu dao fen shou ni cai xing fu
是谁的错误 我不认输 我忍得住
Shi shui de cuo wu wo bu ren shu wo ren de zhu

就让你识我的风度
Jiu rang ni jian shi wo de feng du
你离开我要不要庆祝
Ni li kai wo yao bu yao qing zhu
我不怕爱的残酷
Wo bu pa ai de can ku
反正我很想跳舞
Fan zheng wo hen xiang tiao wu

我最喜欢挑战孤独
Wo zui xi huan tian zhan gu du
我也爱放下包袱
Wo ye ai fang xia bao fu
没有谁我也不舍得哭
Mei you shui wo ye bu she de ku
我没有空在乎
Wo mei you kong zai hu

就让你见识我的风度
Jiu rang ni jian shi wo de feng du
我忍痛温柔的祝福
Wo ren tong wen rou de zhu fu
你会一生都记住
Ni hui yi sheng dou ji zhu
我要你铭心刻骨
Wo yao ni ming xin ke gu

我最喜欢挑战孤独
Wo zui xi huan tian zhan gu du
我也爱放下了包袱
Wo ye ai fang xian le bao fu
没有谁 没难度
Mei you shui Mei nan du
我最怕哭
Wo zui pa ku
爱要爱得投入
Ai yao ai de tou ru
却不在乎
Que bu zai hu

It is the last day of 2007 and i'm currently working in office... *tired* really in holiday mood lor... dun feel like working. now still thinking wat is still not done.

i'm virtually inactive for the past 2 days, due to some cute soul's cute act - didnt close the windows when going out. Reason: coz the sun was shining when she went out, so didnt find it necessary to close the window. The weather is controlled by her.

But guess her remote control was spoilt, coz end up it rained, n RAIN HEAVILY! my hse was 'flooded'. when she called me n asked me rush home to close the window - i got a bad feeling....
When i reached home, half of my living room was wet, i ran into my room -

1. My quilt was wet
2. My bed was wet
3. My doraemon bloster, and cushion were wet
4. My lappy was happily in a puddle of water

I wanted to scream lor. I removed my lappy and clean up the mess... went into my bro bed room

His desk, comp desk were wet.... i cleaned up the mess, and noe for sure tt girl sure will get scolding frm her beloved bro.

Tt cute girl used a hair dryer to give my lappy warmth and then advice me nt to switch it on for 2 days juz in case. Then i'm comp-less lor. She also very 厉害选时间,
I put the lappy in living room way away frm the window for a mth nth happen, i juz shifted the lappy back to my room on the fri, she sat gimme this stun.

i got 5 books for me to read for the whole mth, nth happen. then when i returned the books, 1 hr later, i realised my lappy gonna in ICU. This is cool rite? Let's all pray tt my lappy will be well....

Then i went out to meet my colleagues. We were going to sing tt night - Me, Irene, Shwu Yann, Cheryl, Steven, Jimmy, Simon. Of coz was shiok... Simon has excellent vocal and sing with him was soooooooooooo shiook.. hehe.. at least it is sth for me to keep my mind away frm my lappy.

Lappy, pls dun sleep le... wake up ok? I'm waiting... dun let me wait too long....

I'm having holiday mood now! Really no mood to work. Xmas juz over, next will be New Year, it is a brand new year 2008!!!!

What happen on xmas???
On 24th Dec, i worked half day, company treat everyone the toriQ. Yum! Yum! Yum! Then I became Satan Claus to give out presents. I gave Kelvis a lighter, a cup and hp pouch (couple) for Irene, a personalised hp strap for Asmine, car tag for Steven and Jimmy, mug for Chris (Taz) and Cheryl (Eeyore).

Then i recieved a Doraemon toy, stationary set, and tigger. GUESS WHAT Kelvis kor kor give me? He gave me a box of condoms!!!!! and happily tell me to bring it back for my sis to blow balloon!!!

Anyway after work, i went to Great World City to meet YP, YX, WY, JX, Harris and Jason. We had a hotel room or shld i call it suite at Furama RiverFront. We bought the necessary stuff that will enable us to survive for the night and for a little xmas celebration, then went back to the hotel.

As it is a suite, there is a living room and a room. 2 broadband ports (we brought 2 lappy), and also 2 office desk, and 1 29' LCD TV in the living room and a 29' TV in the room. Not very sure if i got the size rite. haha..

Total, there were about 11 ppl there: me, YP, WY, LY, YX, XH, JX, WK, Roland, Jason, Harris, and ah bob (YX de fav). We slacked in the room, and tt toopid Jason, slept all the way sia. We didnt really sleep, we gossip, watch tv. and at 0000hrs, we had a gift exchanged and eat cupcakes. Then main excitment was the condoms tt Kelvis gave and of coz YX's ah bob. Everyone was snatching ah bob.

I hoped everyone had enjoyed the little celebration, though there were some hiccups and tears. Overall, it was great!! Guess, sometime this kind of gathering will bring the grp closer (i hope).

We entitled to have a late check out on xmas day at 4pm. Actually i wanted to go back earlier de.. but really enjoy the slacking.. so end up went home late. The reason i wanna go back early is coz I promised to make dinner for JM tt night for his bdae. but rotting and slacking are just tooo tempting.

I reached wdl at 5, then started to run ard to buy ingredients, then rushed home. Started cooking, preparing till abt 8 plus, they all still nt here. It was till abt 9pm then they reached. YT, JM and XL. Rot till 11 plus, YT concussed le.. so went back. Left JM and XL. JM stayed and watched Battle of Wits with YX, while XL waited for him.

2 days filled with events, and i'm totally exhausted! Regretted not taking off from work yesterday. Well, guess have to sleep early these few days ba.

BTW, thanks Marie for the nail polish! hehe... cool colors.. nw i really got a wide range sia...hehe...

Spent the whole morning blogging!!! win liao!! no need do work le!!... wahaha... then cheryl is behind me working so hard.... aiyo... i too slack liao.. . nooo... i oso very bz de.. too bz liao... ok.. nw really gonna be very bz le...

I change song again. This song is specially delicated to Mr. Peng YH de. Thank him for the conert (of coz oso with yt n cheryl).... and also to help pyh... coz his Chinese oso half past six like tyx.. to prevent similar thing happen (like sing wrong word.. 烏（乌） become 鳥（鸟）)... haha... PYH LOVES Show Luo Zhi Xiang, so it is for him n those who like this song!!!
This is from Show 罗志祥 new album 舞所不在. A very very nice song. IT IS RECOMMENDED!!!

Title 歌名: 我不会唱歌 (I dunno how to sing)
Singer演唱∶罗志祥 (Show Luo)

这首为你点播的歌
zhe shou wei ni dian bo de ge
如果我先哭了
ru guo wo xian ku le
怎么唱到最后
zen me chang dao zui hou

是的感情不是k歌
shi de gan qing shi K ge
音阶一字不漏
yin jie yi zi bu lou
不见得感动
bu jian de gan dong

我也懂拿麦的手不能颤抖
wo ye dong na mai de shou bu neng chan dou
曾握着就能感受你比我难过
ceng wo zhe jiu neng gan shou ni bi wo nan guo
谁写的歌词那么适合放手
sui xie de ge ci na me shi he fang shou
我怎能舍不得
wo zen neng she bu de

我努力唱完主歌
wo nu li chang wan zhu ge
我忘了走音没有
wo wang le zou yin mei you
我到底哭什么
wo dao di ku shen me
哭什么明明搞笑的
ku shen me ming ming gao xiao de

我努力唱好朋友
wo nu li chang hao peng you
我忘了是谁哭了
wo wang le shi sui ku le
就算你不记得
jiu suan ni bu ji de
这首歌唱完的是我
zhe shou ge chang wan de shi wo

这首为你点播的歌
zhe shou wei ni dian bo de ge
如果我先哭了
ru guo wo xian ku le
怎么唱到最后
zen me chang dao zui hou

是的感情不是k歌
shi de gan qing bu shi K ge
音阶一字不漏
yin jie yi zi bu lou
不见得感动
bu jian de gan dong

我也懂拿麦的手不能颤抖
wo ye dong na mai de shou bu neng chan dou
曾握着就能感受你比我难过
ceng wo zhe jiu neng gan shou ni bi wo nan guo
谁写的歌词那么适合放手
shui xie de ge ci na me shi he fang shou
我怎能舍不得
wo zen neng she bu de

我努力唱完主歌
wo nu li chang wan zhu ge
我忘了走音没有
wo wang le zou yin mei you
我到底哭什么
wo dao di ku shen me
哭什么明明搞笑的
ku shen me ming ming gao xiao de

我努力唱好朋友
wo nu li chang hao peng you
我忘了是谁哭了
wo wang le shi shui ku le
就算你不记得
jiu suan ni bu ji de
这首歌唱完的是我
zhe shou ge chang wan de shi wo

我努力唱完这歌
wo nu li chang wan zhe ge
我忘了破音没有
wo wang le po yin mei you
你心里触动的
wo xin le chu dong de
下一首已经不是我
xia yi shou yi jing bu shi wo

我努力唱到嘶吼
wo nu li chang dao si hou
我不怕剩我一个
wo bu pa sheng wo yi ge
只要你能记得
zhi yao ni neng ji de
这首歌给我最爱的
zhe shou ge gei wo zui ai de

I really really dun understand... what is wrong with u? as a fren, i really hate to see u alone... we r frens rite? frens r for one another... never let one another feel lonely, isnt it so? then y whenever we try to include u into our activities, u either turn us down or give attitude? y do u have to do this??

i have good lobang, really wish to share with u... (coz i noe u dun like to spend unnecessary money), u dun even give a damn. wat can i say? i juz being dumb ass again! knowing that u dun give a damn, knowing tt i will be hurt by u AGAIN, i still approach u with my latest lobang. feel so stupid... yet i noe, i will repeat again. coz i really dun like to see u alone! i hate lonliness... so i dun wish ppl who i treat as frens feel lonely...

u always say tt i childish.. dunno wat is the world like... so always so naive... i tell u... if ur way to treat frens is a mature way of doing things, I shall NEVER wanna be mature!

I've changed my blog skinned again. So many 'act cool' skins (coz all black).... nw back to the old me - act cute!! wahaha... the doraemon skin!! hehe...

i noe alot of ppl kana doraemon overdose... but is good!!! doraemon is good... hehe... the more the better... hehe,,,,

enjoy my doraemon!

As requested by TYX, she wanna this song. This is a nice song, frm Jay Chou's new album!!!

Title: 最长的电影(Zui Zhang de Dian Ying) - Longest Movie (Direct Translation)
Singer: 周杰伦 (Jay Chou)
Album: 我很忙
作词 Lyrics:周杰伦 (Jay Chou) 作曲Music:周杰伦 (Jay Chou)

我们的开始 是很长的电影
Wo men de kai shi shi hen change de dian ying
放映了三年 我票都还留着
Fang ying le san nian wo piao dou hai liu zhe
冰上的芭蕾 脑海中还在旋转
bing shang de ba lei nao hai zhong hai zai xuan zhuan
望着你慢慢忘记你
wang zhe ni man man wang ji ni

朦胧的时间
meng long de shi jian
我们溜了多远 冰刀划的圈
wo men liu le duo yuan bing dao hua de quan
圈起了谁改变
quan qi le shui gai bian
如果再重来 会不会稍嫌狼狈
ru guo zai cong lai hui bu hui xiao xian lang bei
爱是不是不开口才珍贵
ai shi bu shi bu kai kou cai zheng gui

再给我两分钟 让我把记忆结成冰
zai gei wo liang fen zhong rang wo ba ji yi jie cheng bing
别融化了眼泪 你妆都花了
bie rong hua le yan lei ni zhuang dou hua le
要我怎么记得
yao wo zen me ji de
记得你叫我忘了吧
ji de ni jiao wo wang le ba
记得你叫我忘了吧
ji de ni jiao wo wang le ba
你说你会哭 不是因为在乎
ni shuo ni hui ku bu shi yin wei zai hu

Thanks YH, YT n Cheryl. Their bdae present for me this yr is:

Show On Stage Singapore 2007 (一支独Show)

罗志祥新加坡演唱会2007！
on 1st December 2007, 8pm @ Singapore Indoor Stadium.


It was cool!!! and nice and .... i can scream till no voice. Photos will be up once i got it. or i think cheryl sure will put up de.. go her blog n see lor... (i dunnO have mah,, juz assumed, hehe..)

YH, Me, Cheryl and Yh's fren (huiyun) went to the concert together. Last min, LY got 2 extra tix, and there my sis and kelly went. With my sis n tt kelly ard.. u can noe tt u will have non-stop action and craziness.... they can get so high even without alcohol lor...

Xiao zhu is sooooo shuai, soooo cool, soooo wonderful!!!! ahaha... his dance... POWER!!! haha... his guest - rainie sang 2 songs. tot will duet with xiao zhu. but end up didnt leh... but they got dance together.. hee... well, nvm... can see xiao zhu can le...

but one thing is tt the whole indoor stadium ppl nt high enough,,, so dun have those Taiwan concert tt kind of power... when shouting 'encore' oso so scattered... so sianz.. then when huiyan and n shout, we feel like we r the only one shouting... so conclusion.. singaporeans r nt tt high.. haha...

Have been reading thur my past entries... too free le.. hahaa... time flies... this blog has been with me for 2 yrs... going for 3rd yr... it had withness my life for the past 2 yrs plus... frm poly days... to working life..



i realised tt there is a fair bit of entries were written coz i missed him.. ok.. i dun deny i still missed him nw... juz tt.. i dun feel sad... juz yi han tt we cant even be frens... a waste ba... i mean we had sweet moments together... miss him, miss those times.. is natural de ba..



do i hope tt hhe will come back into my life again? well... i oso dunno... if he meant to go away again.. i think i rather dun wanna see him coming back into my life... i'm enjoying here.. dun need him to come back n mess everything up... but then again... y m i so depress?!?! toopid!

Wah!!! Dear all,
It is not dead lah... juz a few days no update nia mah... lazy to update lor... then oso addicted to game lah.. hehe...

anyway, i got a terrible rash after drinking alcohol... i shall declare i'm giving up on drinking!! haha... hehe... it is so itch and pain lor!! n look horrible!!! yucksS!!!

finally got chance to rot in starbucks on sat.. with my 4eva rotter.. wyt.. wahaha... though we did nt sit thru for more than 5 hrs... still..seems like 'good old times' when we were sitting in the old starbucks with ivan, xin jie.. wahaha... we were predicting.. hw long b4 we gonna sit till close down....

however i think quite difficult.. as all of us are bz working le... sometime sat or sun oso bz till siao... nt much time for rotting anyway... esp my beloved xin jie... of coz yt oso.. esp when nw she is starting on a new job... ppl work in banks... high pay.. but hor.. their working time is haiz... meet them for dinner.. can easily become supper.. jm is another one... bz till... i will book him at least 1 mth in advance for impt dates....

last time the 4 'lao di fang' rotters - me, jm, yt and xin jie.. occassionally got huixian.. 3 of them in banking industry... n timing is damn unpredictable... so even i'm nt very free myself.. i seems DAMN free as compared to them.... always make me wonder is it that they work too hard.. or i too lazy... wahahaa....

yes... juz in case u r wondering.. I M IN OFFICE typing this entry!! hehee....

I have changed the blog song le... to F.I.R latest album song. It is nice... and sweet... for ppl who cant read chinese words.... i include the han yu pin yin.

歌曲：三个心愿
Title: San Ge Xin Yuan (3 wishes)
歌手：f.i.r. 专辑：爱·歌姬

沁:
qin (Ian):

我喜欢你的眼神 温柔又危险
Wo xi huan ni de yan shen wen rou you wei xian
请不要戴上眼镜 我会看不见
Qing bu yao dai shang yan jing wo hui kan bu jian
想要张开双手把你宝贝
Xiang yao zhang kai shuang shou ba ni bao bei
想和你天天见面 想带你环游世界
Xiang he ni tian tian jian mian xiang dai ni huan you shi jie

飞:
fei (Faye):

我喜欢你爱逞强笨笨的笑脸
Wo xi huan ni ai cheng qiang ben ben de xiao lian
在心中抬头挺胸坚定的信念
Zai xin zhong tai tou ting xiong jian ding de xin nian
这个辽阔世界不够完美
Zhe ge liao kuo shi jie bu gou wan mei
但有了你在我身边什么都很ok
dan you le ni zai wo shen bian shen me dou hen OK

副歌(合唱):
Chours (Tgt):

第一个心愿为你把幸福堆积
Di yi ge xin yuan wei ni ba xing fu dui ji
天涯到海角 头发到呼吸
Tian ya dao hai jia tou fai dao hu xi
第二个心愿给你最好的自己
Di er ge xin yuan gei ni zui hao de zi ji
再许个心愿我的爱把你占领
Zai xu ge xin yuan wo de ai ba ni zhan ling
哦~~~
oh~~~

沁:
Qin (Ian):

为什么为了小事就要掉眼泪
Wei shen me wei le xiao shi jiu yao diao yan lei
好象有太多的事只能自己背
Hao xiang you tai duo de shi zhi neng zi ji bei
其实只要你说一句ok
Qi shi zhi yao ni shuo yi ju OK
现在就立刻马上变成你的superman
Xian zai jiu li ke ma shang bian cheng ni de SUPERMAN

飞:
Fei (Faye):

这世上最重要的不只是誓言
Zhe shi shang zui zhong yao de bu zhi shi shi yan
只要你常常记得亲亲我的脸
Zhi yao ni chang chang ji de qin qin wo de lian
我会永远记得这个今天
Wo hui yong yuan ji de zhe ge jin tian
还有很久的那一天我也要有你陪
Hai you hen jiu de na yi tian wo ye yao you ni pei

副歌(合唱):
Chours (Tgt):

第一个心愿为你把幸福堆积
Di yi ge xin yuan wei ni ba xing fu dui ji
天涯到海角 头发到呼吸
Tian ya dao hai jia tou fai dao hu xi
下一个心愿给你最好的自己
Xia yi ge xin yuan gei ni zui hao de zi ji
再许个心愿我的爱把你占领
Zai xu ge xin yuan wo de ai ba ni zhan ling
哦~~~
oh~~~

Once again, i'm in office, trying to get back the mood to start work. Hiaz... poor me.. gonna be sick liao.. sianz.... then my eyes pain.. like swollen... eeek!!!!

Yesterday went for a movie screening - Stardust (invitation by TV mobile) with YP. n it was nice!!! really!! YP and I felt tt it is a very very nice show. Recommend for those who like romance... hehe... if u dun like romance... n dun like fantasy... then dun go watch the movie... n it got the fair share of humor in it... hehee... Watched it in Great World GV Grand. the cinema is HUGE!!! and the seats are good....

However, 1 big turn off is the ppl sitting beside me! Really cant tahan those women!!! 1st the walked in 10 mins into the show... GV normally will screen tons of ads b4 the movie starts.. they still can be late till 10 mins after the show starts!!

Then there is this woman, she started to take out sth to eat.. the smell was terrible!!! i dunno wat is it, but guess is somekind of preserve food!! YUCKS!!! more yucky than wat my workers eat!! Then nvm.. the woman beside her, woman 2 seems like had watched the movie b4, n kept telling woman 1 wat is going to happen, and blah blah blah!!! and they voice is nt soft lor!!!!!!!! kaoz!!! irritating!!! i very tempted to turn and say 'aunty, if u watched it be, then please kindly get out and stop disturbing!' stupid!!!!! ok.. the 2 women r nt tt old lah!!! but still i wanna call them aunty!!!!

After tt when we came out frm the cinema, we went to the toilet.. halfway, yp stopped and stunned. i blur, wondering wat had happened. then she grabbed me excitely and say 'Tay.. Tay... Tay... Tay pin hui!!!!'

and she pulled me out and go to crystal jade (where Tay Pin Hui was in). i didnt see face to face... but only his back view... however, think yp got make eye contact with him.. tt y so excited... then she say she wanna see who is he with... so ran to the other side of crystal jade, where there is a window and looked inside... she ar.. like paparazzi sia.. wahaha

then i reminded her tt she wanna go toilet... when we come out frm toilet... she still wanna see.. and ask me go crystal jade eat.. haha.. then we walked ard to see wat to eat... n we settled on starbucks... which is outside crystal jade.... and choose the place where it had a perfect view of ppl coming in n out of crystal jade.. but i guess yp missed him coming out.. or he noe there is a girl waiting outside for him.. so he use another door to go out.. wahaha....coz he was never seen again.. after we settled down in starbucks.. hahaa..

It was a crazy weekend. On fri, went to a ktv pub with boss. It is call woody green. it is in a club in mandai - opposite the zoo (nt exactly though). A place filled with uncles and aunties, singing those hokkien songs and oldies. But, THEY ARE COOLZ!! they way they dance and sing to the music... really can 'fight' with the young crowd!! Amazing! There, only drink is whisky... i mean all hard liquor lor... so end up drinking quite alot.. coz there a lot of bosses who like to make u drink!!
I was quite high? wahaha... anyway, boss was drunk. i dun wana lady boss to send me back.. so went out looking for ppl.... ask my bro to drive me... he cant reached in time, other ppl i called either nt free or at home... haiz.. suddenly felt abit lonely...but of coz, who r they to purposely come out drive me?? they were not oblige to lor...

Sat, went Eski Bar with JX, Jason, WK, LY and YP... ok.. yes, drink again... n my rashes, i dun think will get well so soon ba... getting bad to worse sia.. anyway, so interesting lor... got so many jing bao de things... hehe... then then JX, WK, LY and YP come my hse overnight...

It was OFM's bdae yesterday. We did not have a big celebration but juz a small one with sheng tong and chen ping and me. and well... was he touched by our surprise celebration for him.. i dunno.. i told him, i only will celebrate with him the western bdae... his chinese bdae.. he go cook his own noddle... wahaha... anyway, he didnt show if he is happy or touched or wat lah.. which is damn sianz... but he is always like tt de lor...

Once again, mommy gimme tt kind of rxn when i say i going out with CP and OFM they all... haiz.. i noe alot of ppl cant accept the fact tt i'm always hanging out with them. n better still say tt i'm lowering myself!!! HELLO! come on.. izzit tt i have to go out with undergrads or PHDs or docs or lawyers or watever shit then consider NOT lowering urself!?? u dun trust the guys i hang out with, pls have some faith in me!?? Who can garantee tt if i dun go out with the china guys, and go out with wat ppl deem as nice, potential SG guy, i WILL NOT GET HURT!? come on!!! no one can garantee tt!!! as long as tt person is a guy, there bound to be risk of getting hurt involve, be it SG or PRC!!!! juz tt some PRC are disgusting, does not mean ALL! and oso, if nw i hang out de guys are not PRC, but westerners, then all of u will have different rxn rite? westerners are NOT disgusting mah???

haiz... suan liao.. tok so much oso no use... suan liao...