I noe i'm lazy.. too lazy to blog... wahaha.. it is the start of a new mth.. time flies sia.. anyway, Mar 2008 was a mth of A LOT of events. It was a mth of bdaes.. hate to say tt i missed out LY's Bdae this yr... girl.. i'm sorry...this yr cant celebrate with u.. hope u were happy... *i think u enjoyed rite?* wahaha... n WY.. u were in Aust... hope u enjoyed too...

well... let's start frm the 1st bdae celebration which was on 14th March 2008 for LCM bdae celebration. (his actual bdae is 17th March 2008) anyway, we went The Jewel Box @ Mt faber for dinner. Cheryl and i love it there, so was thinking maybe we can have our dinner there.. end up it was a wrong choice. 1. Food was damn ex, 2. Food was nth impressive, 3. Service damn slow. Cheryl n i de conclusion was.. tt place can only go chilled out.. n rot.. nt for dinner...

Look at the photo carefully, u will see tt there were 2 different cakes... tyx went to buy the cake, so none of us noe hw does the cake looks like, so when the cake was served, none of us find anything amiss (INCLUDES TT BLUR TYX)... we lighted a candle, n tyx could still joked tt how come they didnt put all the candles on the cake (she requested 2 big and 5 small, end up the cake only has a big). We sang song, took phots, make bdae wish.. finally decided to cut the cake, tyx shouted.. 'hey, it is not MY cake! my cake is square de... ' Then we realised... OMG!! it took them ages to change to our cake with all the candles...and of coz.. we again made bdae wish and take photo...

Finally decided to eat.. but my this grp of frens, with barbaric TYX.. we decided nt to cut the cake, juz use our forks and eat the whole thing!!!!!

22nd March 2008
I decided to have a BBQ to celebrate ChunCheng bdae. Well, we decided to BBQ @ Blk 2.. but tt day was raining heavily (i was wondering y everytime i wanna have bbq, always rain de)... end up we decided to have it under my blk.. coz when it rained.. it wasnt tt jia lat...

We drank, eat, chat... and my dear Mr Ou was abit tipsy tt night.. he drank too much... yet can chat till 3am... CC was oso abit over le... well, at least they still can walk back on their own.. wahahaa...

My dad gotta noe everyone of them... n of coz,... my ba gua gang asked my dad who i mentioned most in front of him.. was it Mr Ou? my loyal dad.. of coz say i mentioned everyone.. wahaha... btw i fall in love with 'Four Leaf' Cakes le...

With Cheryl and WeiDian's Gf being the latest members of our gang... was happy and felt so xing fu... hehee....gonna spend everyday to the fullest b4 he really leave me..

29th March 2008
Due to our army boys, WK and Jason, who are going to Taiwan on the 5th April, we decided to celebrate WK (25th April) and Harris(9th April) Bdaes early..@ Essential O Brew in Holland V... this is a nice and superb place!!!! Food is special, service is nt bad,,, n nice ambience...

We rot there frm 7pm till 11pm.. chatting, playing, eating... with purple and pink balloons (YP say coz it was suppose to be a Gay party wahahaa).. i love this place.. and shall be my next hang out place... u can book the whole place, with decorations and ur choice of color balloons.. cool lor... YP was crazy over the balloons, she even went 'stole' from the ppl outside our VIP room...



Guess wat... tt day, they gave us the wrong cake (i was wondering how many wrong cakes i gonna have for bdaes this yr). YP ordered a cookies and cream ice-cream cake, end up they gave us a small chocolate ice-cream (cake?). i was wondering wat was tt...nth like cake.. n better still, when the leader of the crew came in n see... she told us tt it was serve the wrong way too... we all stunned... nth to say liao... we juz digged in lor... w

end of the day... coz ly n yp wanna bring back the balloons... so both WK n Roland gotta each take a bunch of balloons and take the MRT.. wahahaa.. i wanted to take too... but 1st i noe none of my NS boys will help me bring up to the mrt.. next if i bring it home, maybe my sis or mom will scream?? so decided nt to lor.... anyway, both WK and roland looked quite funny on the packed train.. but wat to do.. their gfs want.. wahahaa....

I lazy to post again. Well, juz got the information that SP is FINALLY having that degree course in SG le. It is from a NZ University, i lazy to go copy paste the name.. hahaa... think is exactly the same thing what XH is studying in NZ nw. 2 years straight honours course.

I think most prob i'm going back to sch.... of coz money wise is a big prob... any sponsors? hmmmm.. wondering if i go back study, my hsehold got prob mah... it is a tough decision sia.... i think i shld go marry one rich guy 1st.. wahahaaa.... :p ok.. jokes aside...

if i try nt go KTV so often, try not go eat ex ex meals so often, try nt watch weekend movies so often, i shld be able to save, survive and give my family some rite? i decided to take up another tuition(a P3 boy), if i really preparing to go back sch... *thinking hard*

Life is so unexpected! One min he is right there alive and kicking, next min he is dead... lying in the coffin looking so skinny...

My uncle had passed away on 12th March 2008. He had a sudden heart attack at night.. and was sent to hospital, then at 3am, but dad got the call... they rushed down to hospital... he passed away... It is sooo deja vu, coz 10 yrs ago (or more than tt), my 2nd uncle passed away exactly the same way..

For ppl still wondering my which uncle, he is my dad's elder bro, the one at the satay bee hoon stall... he was thin.. but when i reached the wake, n went to see him in his coffin.. he was thinner... haiz..

the feeling of losing a relative sooooo suddenly is so terrible... though we nt really close with him... n even had some misunderstandings... i still cant seems to accept the fact tt he is gone.. 4eva.... seeing dad trying to hide his sorrow and regrets, seeing donald missing his dad... n sad, seeing auntie (unlce's wife) so pale n weak... i really really feel sooooo miserable...

Life was soooo unpredictable!!! Live everyday like ur last day... dun leave regrets....

Finally!!! got a show tt made me cry all my heart out!!! I really didnt expect the show to be so 'tear jerking impact' (quoted from the reviews).... ok.. before i got over excited....

I went to watch a Japanese movie - 'Sky of Love'. From the title, one know that it is a romance drama movie. With the female lead so cute and pretty.. she is only 20 this yr... the male lead is sooooo cute.... he is only 18 (well, dun 4get i'm into boyish looking guy with abit of baddy look).. hahhaa.. THAT's HIM!!! hee...




Ok... story wise... i muz say is quite predictable... however, the scenes are beautiful... with different shots of the sky, large green pasture, river side... (think yt will like the scenes?) n of coz... it touches your heart. ok.. it touched mine.. n i cry frm frm the middle of the show till the end.. still crying...

i went to watch it with my crying machine (YP) and LY, harris, JX and their fren wilson. The guys oso cried abit lor(ok, harris told me he only got a tear rolling down his cheek..eeek.. so cliche)...

wahaha... i'm soooo happy!!! coz i cried!!!!! hee.. ok.. i'm crazy.. but i really tot i lost my crying power lor.. when i saw cheryl and yt crying in shows... tt i didnt even tear.. anyway, the whole cinema was really crying (ok most of the females)... n one even cried out loud! and her frens had to hush her down... n we were juz sitting behind her..

when the show ended.. as usual... yp cant stop.... n ly n my eyes were swollen... the other girls frm the cinema came out either with a red nose or swollen eyes.. i think ppl who saw us where wondering wat happen sia...

if u feel like going to watch a show tt can make u cry or like love stories or wanna be abit emotional.. this show is highly recommended!! but if u dun like love story and dun like n dun understand y ppl cry over such a show.. then better dun watch it.. coz u will spoil the mood..

I'm on leave today, juz to watch the show 'The Leap Years'. Cool reason to take leave? wahaha.. I wanna sleep badly, that is y i took leave and also, my two boys are going into army liao... so decided to rot with them one last time lor.

Anyway, my 2 darlings (cheryl and YT) went to watch 'The Leap Years' and heard that they cried till dunno like wat. To be exact, Cheryl cried the most. Well.. after watching it, i only cried at the last part, i mean only teared... Sometimes i wondered, have i lose the ability to cry? I've watched a few movies that was supposingly touching, and i didnt even tear... what is happening to me? I'm no longer one who can even cry when watching idol dramas!

Maybe nw, love stories dun touch my heart anymore. What's more, i'm treating Love as a game! Love, to me, is no longer special, no longer heart warming. From frens ard me, frm my exp, i concluded tt love hurts! The more u love, the more u will be hurt. so y love?!

Of coz, i cannot be so extreme. I saw happiness.. i saw blissful couples. They are just the extremely lucky bunch of ppl who enjoyed the happiness. How many of us are THAT lucky? Well, I sincerely hope tt ALL my frens and family ard are THAT lucky. Coz i noe, i'm NOT THAT lucky.

Btw, after watching the show, makes me think, r we always waiting? A fren told me before, Life is a waiting game. Which is true.

Every morning, we waited to get the use of toilet, then wait for bus/mrt to work, wait for work to start. By lunch time, we wait for our food to be served, then wait for work to end. We'll wait for dinner served, then wait for bedtime to come. In the bank/or any govt bodies, we'll wait for our turn to get our things done. If u need any replies, we muz wait for at least 2 weeks. We are waiting all our lives.

Ppl wait for that special one to appear, wait for ppl to treasure them, wait for everything. Have anyone ever ask, y do we wait? for better life? Happier life? but what if the wait makes u lose it? juz like Li Ann and Jeremy in the movie. It took them 12 yrs to realise that they are for each other. 12 yrs, if they choose not to wait, will they nt lost tt 12 yrs of their life waiting and guessing? Instead can live happily for 12 extra yrs? or things will turn out differently? Like they will never be together if they didnt choose to wait. Chim rite? coz no one will noe the ans... and i decided not to think anymore, too taxing on my simple little brain in my head. I shall go and sleep more!!!!

I've read sth interesting from my frenster, and decided to share it.

28 things most girls dunno abt guys

--Guys hate sluts even thoughtheyhave sex with them!(oh yeah..you're not "popular" ifyou've slept with more than 6guys..you're a WHORE)

--Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

--Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

--Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him

--Guys hate it when you talk aboutyour ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest.

--Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

--Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.

--Guys get jealous easily.

--Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.

--Giving a guy a hanging message like "You knowwhat?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

--Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

--A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

--Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

--Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

--Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then they're all confused.

--When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."

--If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

--If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.

--When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.

--When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

--Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.

--A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

--Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

--Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

--Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.

--If you are going to reject a guy,just do it. Don't say they are like a brother or just good friends, it just hurts even more. Tell them that you aren't interested in a relationship and they will respect you.

--Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

--When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

So my dear males species!!! HW TRUE?!?

Today went mentoring... after so many mths... surprise?? i oso very surprise lor... i mean it was raining in the morning!! and i woke up!! i wanted to go back sleep.. but then... i cant.. dunno y.. so got up.. n went mentoring... settled the treasurer stuff (sth i longed wanted to settle), n of coz... see my fellow mentors and mentees who still remembers me... wahaha..

After tt, went to the Red Dot Arts Museum (i 4got the actual name le), anyway, there is the MAAD, where they r selling stuff ppl designed by themselves de... the things in there r NICE!!! i liked it sooo much... of coz.. the price is not cheap lor... anyway, i still bought a pair of cuff links... for CP... nice nice.. then another for someone.. hehe... which i wun disclose.. :p

After tt, really feel like singing.. so dragged the whole gang go sing ktv... here.. i wanna really really really thank all of them.... YP n LY noe me well.. so actually suggested to go ktv.. i really wanna give them a BIG hug... wahaha... then WK n Jason.. they go KTV got sing song.. WK acc LY.. Jason acc me? wahaha.. anyway, they got sing...

the 2 ppl i wanna thank MOST r Harris and JX! if i can, i really wanna give u 2 a BIGBIG hug with a LOUD LOUD KISS!!! (ok... dun gimme tt look, BOTH OF U!! i nOe, wat're your rxns!!!!!! n dun worry, i wun really do tt!!!!!) coz tt 2 dun sing de... n coz i suggested it... they acc me... then somemore i think they became quite bored.. n JX was tired lor... i nOE both of u teng me de!!! hehee...

dun see tt 2 boys of mine... their mouth is killer mouth de lor.. NEVER say good things abt me! and like to abuse me, laugh at me, shoot me!!! but then again... they LOVE ME!!! wahaha ... ok guess wat their rxn nw? i tell u.. 'eeeee, who love u? u suck! we hope to see u die! love u?! bullsh**!'... they always like tt 嘴硬心软！hehe....

haiz.. both of them going army soon le... then no more rotters on weekdays le... then no one to lean on when sad le..(dun see harris blur blur... he is very good to lean on de leh.. i addicted to lean on him le.. wahaha.. then dun see jx skinny skinny... he hor... make me feel comfortable. ok... for me only... hehe... he let me feels tt i'm nt alone...) no one to entertain me when i bored in office le... no more dinner kakis b4 i go tuition le... (for me to get use to no dinner kaki.. i actually decided nt to eat dinner b4 tuiton.. hehee)...

As for wk..he is someone who i can tok to (like a human..) provided he is FREE!!! and jason.. my joker... wahaha.. i tell u.. no matter hw sad u r... look at his expression.. u will laugh!!! hahaa...

btw CJX, dun always force a strong front.. things happen... i can oso be the one there for u.. juz like u r there for me!! so dun ACT strong of me!!! :P

ok.. I noe i lost to Ivan again... i too lazy to upload photos lah... hahahaa... i shall let u win lor.... ok.. i shall intro again... lyn's baby girl 1 mth le!!!! so fast rite??? baby grew fast oso lor... i shall show the new images of SHERLINA CHUA!!! wahaha....



Isnt she cute?????? lovely rite??? so many expressions.. i was telling ivan... she dun like him taking photos of her.. coz she covered herself with her hands when ivan brought up his camera.. wahahaa.. i think she likes me better lah.. wahaha i could take more photos with more expressions than him.. heheee...


1 mth ago VS Now

see the diff??? wahaha... babies!! omg... i nw got baby craze le... shld i change my decision again??? abt the nt getting married?? hmmmmmmm.... hehe

Angela （张韶涵） got new album. Her new album Ang 5.0 is cool.. as usual, she maintian her powerful vocal... got a few songs to recommend... 1st is this:

不想懂得
Bu xiang dong de

当世界不知不觉的变了
dang shi jie bu zhi bu jue de bian le
有时候我怀念以前的我
you shi hou wo huai nian yi qian de wo
作的梦虽然远远的
zuo de meng sui ran yuan yuan de
想像是一种快乐
xiang xiang shi yi zhong kuai le

拥有了同时也失去什么
yong you le tong shi ye shi qu shen me
而眷恋原来会带来软弱
er juan lian yuan lai hui dai lai ruan ruo
你让我在雾里成熟心开始曲折
ni rang wo zai wu li cheng shu xin kai shi qu zhe

我不想舍得 不想懂得
wo bu xiang she de bu xiang dong de
是谁惹谁言不由衷
shi shui re shui yan bu you zhong
说谎伤害都是不安犯的错
shuo huang shang hai dou shi bu an fan de cuo
怕抱不紧什么
pa bao bu jin shen me

我不想舍得 不想懂得
wo bu xiang she de bu xiang dong de
谁说割爱才更深刻
shui shuo ge ai cai geng shen ke
彼此依赖是爱不是负荷
bi ci yi lai shi ai bu shi fu he
互相照顾就是幸福的
hu xiang zhao gu jiu shi xing fu de

当世界不知不觉的变了
dang shi jie bu zhi bu jue de bian le
有时候我怀念以前的我
you shi hou wo huai nian yi qian de wo
作的梦虽然远远的
zuo de meng sui ran yuan yuan de
想像是一种快乐
xiang xiang shi yi zhong kuai le

拥有了同时也失去什么
yong you le tong shi ye shi qu shen me
而眷恋原来会带来软弱
er juan lian yuan lai hui dai lai ruan ruo
你让我在雾里成熟心开始曲折
ni rang wo zai wu li cheng shu xin kai shi qu zhe

我不想舍得 不想懂得
wo bu xiang she de bu xiang dong de
是谁惹谁言不由衷
shi shui re shui yan bu you zhong
说谎伤害都是不安犯的错
shuo huang shang hai dou shi bu an fan de cuo
怕抱不紧什么
pa bao bu jin shen me

我不想舍得 不想懂得
wo bu xiang she de bu xiang dong de
谁说割爱才更深刻
shui shuo ge ai cai geng shen ke
彼此依赖是爱不是负荷
bi ci yi lai shi ai bu shi fu he
能握著手就是感动的
neng wo zhe shou jiu shi gan dong de

我愿意 一秒钟放弃全宇宙
wo yuan yi yi miao zhong fang qi quan yu zhou
期待只有我们停靠的小星球
qi dai zhi you ting kao de xiao xing qiu

我不想舍得 不想懂得
wo bu xiang she de bu xiang dong de
是谁惹谁言不由衷
shi shui re shui yan bu you zhong
说谎伤害都是不安犯的错
shuo huang shang hai dou shi bu an fan de cuo
怕抱不紧什么
pa bao bu jin shen me

我不想舍得 不想懂得
wo bu xiang she de bu xiang dong de
谁说割爱才更深刻
shui shuo ge ai cai geng shen ke
彼此依赖是爱不是负荷
bi ci yi lai shi ai bu shi fu he
能握著手就是感动的
neng wo zhe shou jiu shi gan dong de

说谎伤害都是不安犯的错
shuo huang shang hai dou shi bu an fan de cuo
怕抱不紧什么
pa bao bu jin shen me

我多不舍得 多不懂得
wo duo bu she de duo bu dong de
谁说割爱才更深刻
shui shuo ge ai cai geng shen ke
彼此依赖是爱不是负荷
bi ci yi lai shi ai bu shi fu he
能握著手就是感动的
neng wo zhe shou jiu shi gan dong de

Went to watch Kungfu Dunk on Fri night (15th Feb 2008) @ Yishun GV. Jay is cool.. so are the other 2 guys.. it is a kua zhang but nice show.. hehee.. n of coz... the person sitting beside is also impt factor to decide if the show is nice.. though i dun mind watching a 2nd time with cheryl dear.. wahaha.. anyway, the song in the show 周大侠 is nw my blog song.. heheee

词 方文山 曲 周杰伦
演唱 周杰伦 杜国璋

我一脚踢飞
wo yi jiao ti fei
一串串红红的葫芦冰糖
yi chuan chuan hong hong de hu lu bing tang
我一拳打飞
wo yi quan da fei
一幕幕的回忆散在月光
yi mu mu de hui yi san zai yue guang
一截老老的老姜
yi jie lao lao de lao jiang
一段旧旧的旧时光
yi duan jiu jiu de jiu shi guang
我可以给你们一张签名照拿去想象
wo ke yi gei ni men yi zhang qian ming zhao na qu xiang xiang
我说啊屏风就该遮冰霜
wo shuo ah ping feng jiu gai zhe bing shuang
屋檐就该挡月光
wu yan jiu gai dang yue guang
江湖就该开扇窗
jiang hu jiu gai kai shan chuang
平剧就该耍花枪
ping ju jiu gai shua hua qiang
扎下马步我不摇晃
zha xia ma bu wo bu yao huang
闷了慌了倦了我就穿上功夫装
men le huang le juan le wo jiu zhuan shang gong fu zhuang

我不卖豆腐(豆腐)豆腐(豆腐)
wo bu mai dou fu (dou fu) dou fu (dou fu)
我在武功学校里学的那叫功夫
wo zai wu gong xue xiao li xue de na jiao gong fu
功夫(功夫)功夫(功夫)
gong fu (gong fu) gong fu (gong fu)
赶紧穿上旗袍
gan jin chuan shang qi pao
免得你说我吃你豆腐
mian de ni shuo wo chi ni dou fu
你就像豆腐(豆腐)豆腐(豆腐)
ni jiu xiang dou fu (dou fu) dou fu (dou fu)
吹弹可破的剪在试练我功夫
chui dan ke po de jian zai shi lian wo gong fu
功夫(功夫)功夫(功夫)
gong fu (gong fu) gong fu (gong fu)
赶紧穿上旗袍
gan jin chuan shang qi pao
免得你说我吃你豆腐
mian de ni shuo wo chi ni dou fu

我稍微伸展拳脚
wo xiao wei shen zhan quan jiao
你就滚到边疆
ni jiu gun dao bian jiang
回旋踢太用力
hui xuan ti tai yong li
画面就变的很荒凉
hua mian jiu bian de hen huang liang
落花配对配夕阳
luo hua pei dui pei xi yang
翻山越岭渡过江
fan shan yue ling du guo jiang
我清一清嗓
wo qing yi qing sang
清一清嗓唱起秦腔
qing yi qing sang cang qi qin qiang
飞天飞敦煌北方北大荒
fei tian fei dun huang bei fang bei da huang
谁在水一方我撑起一把纸伞回头望
shui zai shui yi fang wo zhang qi yi ba zi san hui tou wang
啊这什么地方这什么状况
ah zhe shen me di fang zhe shen me zhuang kuang
啦啦啦啦闷了慌了倦了我就踩在你肩膀
la la la la men le huang le jua le wo jiu cai ni jian bang

我不卖豆腐(豆腐)豆腐(豆腐)
wo bu mai dou fu (dou fu) dou fu (dou fu)
我在武功学校里学的那叫功夫
wo zai wu gong xue xiao li xue de na jiao gong fu
功夫(功夫)功夫(功夫)
gong fu (gong fu) gong fu (gong fu)
赶紧穿上旗袍
gan jin chuan shang qi pao
免得你说我吃你豆腐
mian de ni shuo wo chi ni dou fu
你就像豆腐(豆腐)豆腐(豆腐)
ni jiu xiang dou fu (dou fu) dou fu (dou fu)
吹弹可破的剪在试练我功夫
chui dan ke po de jian zai shi lian wo gong fu
功夫(功夫)功夫(功夫)
gong fu (gong fu) gong fu (gong fu)
赶紧穿上旗袍
gan jin chuan shang qi pao
免得你说我吃你豆腐
mian de ni shuo wo chi ni dou fu

Finally! 200th entry... wah... cant image... 3 yrs le.. still 200 entries... i think i have been lazy.. hahaaa...

Valentine's Day is over. Guess wat? I spent time with my Wife No. 2.. then with 3 men.. wahaha... coz wife no. 2 went to meet another guy.. ok.. let's start frm the morning..

Cheryl and I went office early to give every female species a 'flower'.. ok.. we r nt toopid.. we wun buy REAL flowers on V. Day... it is DAMN ex... anyway, then chocolates for the alien male species. Was quite high the whole day actually..

Then in the afternoon our beloved cheryl received her 2nd bouquet of roses this yr. (or shld i say in 2 weeks).. her 1st was during her bdae which was 10 days ago... anyway, can u image how popular she is??? wahahaa..

After work we dragged yx out to take neoprints in cwp... nice nice... think cheryl blog got.. if nt.. wait for me to post it up.. wahaha... irene told me, now she noe where our money are le... hehe... then cheryl went to meet the guy who gave her flowers, yx went back home, i went to meet mr ou, chen ping and chun cheng.

tt 3 singles actually meet up to celebrate valentine's day without valentine.. wahaha.. i joined them. then chen ping said, me n ofm shldnt be there.. n cc actually asked me to go out with ofm... so he n cp can have their own world.. wahahaa.. i told him i shall lock me n ofm in ofm room.. he can go and sleep with cp kor kor.. since sheng tong will not be back early. :p

think i'm falling sick!!! toopid!! i wanna go watch movie tonight de!!! cannOt sick!!!

Went shopping with Cheryl (ok.. we are like meeting each other everyday.. haha) juz nw in cwp.. n went Citigems... and oh my.. they are soo nice... wish someone will buy for me?? but to think again... i think i save up and buy it for myself is more reality.. wahaha...



This charm (Morellato Bracelet - $188) is nice.. but heard is out of stock... haiz... i even happily tried it on... soo nice lor...



Cheryl love the bracelet(Morellato Bracelet - $128)...



I LOVE THIS NECKLACE (Milanne Pendant $268)!! Though it looks normal.. but juz fell in love with it...

Well, let me juz DREAM for tonight.. i will go back to reality when i woke up...

Everytime see Ivan win this tix, win tt pass... damn envy lor... y he always so lucky de... then at last.. it is my turn!!!!

b4 CNY, went City Chain and bought a Ellesse watch for Kelvis (i shld say company bought it) for his best employee award.

This is the watch we bought @ $255 after discount. Then we were entitled to 4 lucky draws (or was it, i've 4gotten), to win a pair of Jay Chou's Kungfu Dunk passes + a giant Kungfu Dunk + a Kungfu Dunk notebook. Cheryl and I were hoping tt we could get it.

Guess wat.. today, i recieved a call from City Chain, telling me tt i've won tt pair of passes... i almost fainted.. hahaa... so i went there and collect my prize...

Giant poster + Notebook + Passes


Notebook + Passes


Passes... hehe

Who shld i ask to go with?? Cheryl, him or my sis (i noe she die die oso will go with me if she noe who i intend to go with..)... cheryl suddenly exclaimed tt we have been doing things together so often tt we might juz turn les.. wahaha.. anyway, cheryl... if u really wanna watch it, i really dun mind to give him up juz for u.. wahahaa... u r my wife (no.2) leh... hee

Btw, to add on, i had an invitation frm TV Mobile to attend their 8th Anniversary + Valentine's Day Celebration on 13th Feb @ Marina GV to watch a show Juno with buffet/cocktail reception b4 the show. It is a trade event and so only ppl frm the company can attend... Cheryl and Shwu Yann will be going. The 3 of us will spend our valentine's day together... hahaa.. ok... think it is enough for nw to make ivan envy for a moment... juz a moment only... coz he is always luckier!!!! SOOOOO UNFAIR!! :p

CNY holidays are over! Time flies when u r enjoying!!! toopid! gotta go back work tml, i mean today... haiz... n starting frm today, i cannot be late for work anymore! i muz do it! i can de...

1st of all, i wanna tell my beloved sis: I LOVE U!!! u've changed in ur attitude, i noe is difficult.. but u r doing well, n we can really see ur effort!! soooo cool!! u r juz my amazing sis... muackz...

ok.. back to the normal... new year is the same as previous yrs.. juz tt didnt go uncle hse and went to my colleague (simon) hse... gambled abit.. but well.. i lost quite a lot... i dun have gambling luck.. haiz... next, sent off wy to Aust... she will be studying there for a yr... then xh going back to NZ oso... everyone going off to study.. making me wonder... my decision of nt going to study... izzit rite or wrong?? haiz...

anyway, sth happened tt keeps me thinking.. thinking abt a lot of things.. n wonder hw guys mind works... i really dun understand... i starting to feel tt i dunno guys at all.. even the closest ones beside me... i'm tired of this guessing, waiting and fighting game... i'm tired...really tired....

It is time to change a new song, again is from Show's new album - 舞所不在
I think is nice and meaningful..

Title: 防盗锁 (Fang Dao Suo)
Singer: 罗志祥 Show
Album: 舞所不在

说穿了不是什么大事情
shuo chuan le bu shi she me da shi qing
说穿了不过自己去看电影
shuo chuan le bu guo zi ji qu kan dian ying
说穿了只是睡醒看不到你
shuo chuan le zhi shi shui xing kan bu dao ni
你放心离去我不要紧
ni fang xin li qu wo bu yao jin

为什么莫名有种矛盾的情绪
wei she me mo ming you zhong mao dun de qing xu
给了你祝福又盼望你回心转意
gei le ni zhu fu you pan wang ni hui xin zhuan yi
他给的幸福你从笑容就能说明
ta gei de xing fu ni cong xiao rong jiu neng shuo ming
我还凭什么关心怎么你不抗拒
wo hai ping shen me guan xin zen me ni bu kang ju

感情没有防盗锁 爱走不到尽头
gan qing mei you fang dao suo ai zuo bu dao jing tou
不后悔付出过 各自回家的路
bu hou hui fu chu guo ge zi hui jia de lu
试着不再难过
shi zhe bu zai nan guo
变得成熟是我能安慰自己唯一的收获
bian de cheng shou shi wo neng an wei zi ji wei yi de shou huo
就离开我 别回过头
jiu li kai wo bie hui guo tou
不要用从前看以后
bu yao yong cong qian kan yi hou

我猜是我的错 爱怎么被偷走
wo cai shi wo de cuo ai zen me bei tou zou
那只是个感受
na zhi shi ge gan shou
如果离开是爱你最后的承诺
ru guo li kai shi ai ni zui hou de cheng nuo

多年以后
duo nian yi hou
偶尔记得那疯狂 不成熟的我
ou er ji de na feng kuang bu cheng shuo de wo
不说穿了 不要结果
bu shuo chuan le bu yao jie guo

为什么莫名有种矛盾的情绪
wei she me mo ming you zhong mao dun de qing xu
给了你祝福又盼望你回心转意
gei le ni zhu fu you pan wang ni hui xin zhuan yi
他给的幸福你从笑容就能说明
ta gei de xing fu ni cong xiao rong jiu neng shuo ming
我还凭什么关心怎么你不抗拒
wo hai ping shen me guan xin zen me ni bu kang ju

感情没有防盗锁 爱走不到尽头
gan qing mei you fang dao suo ai zuo bu dao jing tou
不后悔付出过 各自回家的路
bu hou hui fu chu guo ge zi hui jia de lu
试着不再难过
shi zhe bu zai nan guo
变得成熟是我能安慰自己唯一的收获
bian de cheng shou shi wo neng an wei zi ji wei yi de shou huo
就离开我 别回过头
jiu li kai wo bie hui guo tou
不要用从前看以后
bu yao yong cong qian kan yi hou

我猜是我的错 爱怎么被偷走
wo cai shi wo de cuo ai zen me bei tou zou
那只是个感受
na zhi shi ge gan shou
如果离开是爱你最后的承诺
ru guo li kai shi ai ni zui hou de cheng nuo

多年以后
duo nian yi hou
偶尔记得那疯狂 不成熟的我
ou er ji de na feng kuang bu cheng shuo de wo
不说穿了 不要结果
bu shuo chuan le bu yao jie guo
不伪装了 我的难过
bu wei zhuang le wo de nan guo

I didnt realise i'm so bz till i consulted my dairy. N to my horror! CNY is next week!!!! omg!!! haiz... i still got so many things to do b4 new yr... haiz..

Have been giving tuition almost everyday frm mon- thurs... quite tired actually... but well... nvm lah....

i have a pair of sisters having tuition together.. i dun understand and cant understand hw come sisters can hate each other soooo much..

I mean i have a sister.... as attitude, as spoilt, yes... i really dun like certain aspect of her but tt doesnt mean i dun wanna see her 4eva... i WILL NOT wish tt she will disappear 4eva.. in fact i'm afraid of losing her... no matter wat.. she is still my sis wat... i love her... no matter hw sucky her attitude is... but then.. the elder told me tt she wishes tt the younger de will disappear 4eva.. and i really shock!!! n this made my teaching them together a big big chore...

i tried toking to them, but the elder de is at adolescent period... where they are most rebellious... n is damn stubborn lah.. no matter wat i say was turn to deaf ears...

i feel tt it is funny lor... here i'm trying to solve the prob between the 2 sisters... when i cant even help to solve the prob between my family members... *helpless* haiz....

damn sianz lor.. seeing my family got some prob.. yet i dunnO wat to do, then need to face 3 girls in my 4 days students which 2 are damn attitude, stubborn and 1 is damn restless during tuition... n my mom every moment is blaming me on nt going home often.. then work there, boss pressuring me to give them things tt is nt within my control and i'm quite fed up of the nagging n blaming... n frens there... I G N T S... but i'm wondering wat have i done this time? y m i getting all the attitude ppl? or i, myself getting more n more attitude??

i dun normally get angry doesnt mean i dun have temper... juz tt i HATE quarrels! so i tolerate.. no pt fighting n hurt one another... then ppl juz tot my tolerance lvl unlimited?! arrghhhh!!! WHAT's THE USE OF BEING a GOOD GUY!?!??!?!?

aiyah.. juz feeling very fed up... i oso dunno wat m i typing... kaoz... damn!

Ok... Ivan win lor... suan liao lor.. u faster lor... ok lor.. play cheat!!

Anyway, went to see Lynette and Baby today. Her baby's name changed to Sherlina Chua. hehe... Cute cute baby leh... i shall let u all see the photos.. i think i have more!!! wahaha...

Sleeping Little Sherlina

Smile

Crying we still take photo.. hehe...

I want milk!!!

Little Sherlina in mommy's hands

Nw ppl r so excited lor... n cute xin jie ask me get marry fast... so she can plan my wedding.. n my baby sure cute!! OMG!!!!!

It is a big news!!!!! Our dearest fren Lynette had given birth to a baby girl - Gilia last night 28/01/08.

n i wanted to post her photo up de.. who noes, tt ivan faster than me... yucks!!! anyway, she cancelled the tuition last night, i already wanna ask her le.. but then decided not to... this morning i recieved her MMS! Little Gilia is sooooo cute and shall go and see her tml!!!

Actually the date given by her doc was in Feb, so we were wondering if her zodaic is same as her mommy - little piggy or the cute cute mickey mouse... i guess she wanna be the same as her mommy... coz she cant wait till Feb!!! hehee... so cool lah!!! hehee....

i shall post up the photos i gonna take tml!!!! heheeee

Finally internet is back.. with lotsa problems!! n of coz all these prob only to be solved by TYX n TYW. n i tell u... TYX really have the talent!! she have the talent toking to electrical appliance!

scencerio 1

TYX n TYW have been meddling with tyx's compy power supply (her compy dun wanna start up)

TYX (to her cpu): I tell u, by 10pm u still dun wanna start up, u will be at downstairs rubbish dump!

TYW (heck care her, keep checking all connection)

at 9.55pm..... *di* TYX compy came to life..... wah!!!

scencerio 2

After setting up the compy, they proceed to solve the modem prob. there is no rxn frm the modem... n both of them juz dunno hw to make the modem blink even for once....

TYX (to the modem): I tell u, if u dun give me some signals by 11pm, u r down into the rubbish bin!

at 10.50pm.... then modem finally got a blinking light... n was working for 10 mins... then dead again... mommy say modem die die oso muz give some signals to tyx.....

scenerio 3

finally the internet is up.. but nt the wireless.. so tyx trying to connect tyw's comp to the wireless, but dunno y... tyw comp got blue screen error... if nt, the whole comp black out... tyx was damn fed up, she banged on the desk... wanna start her threaten, the comp cant back to life again...

scary??? amazing??? this is tyx.. can communicate to non living things... but to living things... it is another story....

i've changed my ISP frm one S to another S.. n i regretted it to follow my bro's wishes!!!!! coz who say tt it is gd!!!?!??!?!?!?! keep DCing, n no more songs le.. well.. haiz... toopid lah... time to let tyw go give them some nice nice spread of butter...

Sianz... have been late for work for almost the whole week.. coz... TOOPID BUS!! and the passengers! Y cant they increase the frequency of the bus? y cant ppl on board be more considerate? Damn fed up leh... esp when i'm not a morning person!!!

i reached bus stop, i can see bus pass by me.. with front door there packed like sardines, n behind with lotsa spaces. toopid! all those AUNTIES n UNCLES n foreginers n young exec!!!!!!!! kaoz... only they need to go to work izzit? kaoz...

Cab fare increases, more ppl take bus. HELLO! come'on! BUS IS A PUBLIC TRANSPORT!!! and everyone needs to board the bus!!! i cant imagine y ppl r so self centered! dun say foreginers, even our own ppl... young exec. oso terrible!!! if u wanna the whole transport to urself, then get urself a car or take cab!!! wanna use the cheaper alternative yet wanna act like a king!!! TOOPID!!! TOOPID!

Where is the considrate sporean, tt everyone is praising abt? tt our govt is so proud of? Courtsey is juz for show? nw i wonder hw successful is our education system. sianz...

Juz came back from chalet. Damn tired! coz this time round didnt sleep alot. coz after chalet, went watch movie, then rot in starbucks till 5sth, then ding ding dong dong till 11pm then sleep. so meaning i didnt get enough sleep!!! Anyway, the reason y i blogging in office is coz my hse currently no internet. So i'm virtually inactive (at night) for a whole week, till my new internet set up.

Back to fri (11/01/08)

Was on leave, then kana woke up by my mom. then could not go back to sleep, so watch tv, rot and packed bag for the chalet. then call JX and drag him out to eat lunch with me. After tt Yan Yan met me, we went to check into the chalet together. She n i rot, gossip the whole day till she went off to meet her frens in the evening, coz it was her bdae. I rotted till 7sth, irene they all finally call me and say they are reaching.

Jimmy, irene, cheryl and me then went to Changi Village Market for dinner, after tt went to Tampaines Giant to buy the necessary things. Of coz, with Jimmy and me ard... where got peace?!?!

Reached chalet, Steven and Kelvin were there drinking. We joined them. Gossip, tok cock... quite interesting.. ahaha.. then after tt at 3 am, half drunk Steven and Auntie Kelvin said hungry, Cheryl and i suggested to go to market and eat. We said dun wanna drive, coz it is near. Who nOes, 5 minutes into the journey, tt 2 uncles were complaining!!! complaining it was very far, very tired.. cant walk! omg!!! when we finally reached Changi Village, they were so relieved. After eating roti prata, cheryl wanna stop them frm complaining, so suggest take cab back. tt 2 guys didnt want, end up walk back again... hearing them complain. AUNTIESS!!! i mean UNCLES!

Next day, Jimmy and Irene woke up early to make bfast for us. nice rite? but they woke me up at 9 sth!!! i prepared to slept till 12!!!! the Amercian Bfast was nice though.. hehee...

It was a GOSSIP Chalet!! coz Yan Yan took cab flew down in the morning, join us for bfast, then happily there we go.. 4 girls gossip whole day while the guys went to work,. wahaha.. cool rite?

As usual, evening everyone joined in BBQ, tok cock. well, quite interesting. I think chalet is nice.. coz can make a grp become closer.. hehee...

then on sun, slept at 5am, woke up at 8 sth.. prepared to check out at 10. then went AMK hub to wait for JX, Jason and Harris. We went to watch De Grand Chef. Korean show. It is nice. I personally think is nice, i like it. Humorous and touching and inspiring.. hehee....

then rot in starbucks with tt 3 lor.... was almost in my dreamland liao... still nt going back... anyway, was so coincidence tt saw simin. Long time no see her lor.. hahaa...
went back home was already 7pm, might as well wait till bedtime then sleep... so end up 11pm then sleep... resulting: LACK OF SLEEP!!!!!

It is 3rd day of 2008, and finally i've come up with my New Year Resolution. But then again, every yr there is a resolution, but i dun see i fulfilled anything... haha

Well... anyway, here it goes...



in 2008, i'll .....

1. Sleep earlier, enough sleep to get rid of my panda eyes and look younger

2. Save $$$ (This is the one i said every yr.. yet didnt seem to reach it)

3. Go on diet? hahah.. Bulls***! this will NEVER be one of the resolution. The resolution is - Dont torture myself

4. Go swimming more often

5. Be more organised (this is sth i really really wanna learn)

6. Keep my room neat n tidy (so tt i wun be nagged at)

7. Scold suppliers if they didnt gimme wat i want (too soft hearted end up kana scold by boss)

8. Use a proper wallet, look more professional

9. Go overseas - Taiwan, Australia, HK, or Thailand

10. Seriously get a bf??? wahaha... (i guess my frens will have tt 'Finally' rxn)....

Resoultion no. 10 is really up to fate...

Drrrrreeeeeaaaammmmm, dream dream dream, drrrrrreeeeeaaammm

HAPPY 2008!! May all of u have a wonderful year ahead!!! New Year new resoultion... but then... i haven really think of my resoultion yet.. hmm... i shall think of it tonight when i going to sleep.... :p

Finally! My lappy is back in action!!! OK.. i muz thank TYX, though she was the one who cuased the trouble; she put in a lot of effort to save it.. so.. okok... wat more can i ask for?

Anyway, changed my blog song again. As requested by PYH, another nice song frm Show's new album. Nice n meaningful song. Those who really dunno understand the song, come ask me, i explain. I lazy to type.. hehe

歌曲：最后的风度 zui hou de feng du
歌手：罗志祥 专辑：舞所不在

没有人介入
Mei you ren jie ru
所有人觉得你该满足
Suo you ren jue de ni gai man zu
我把心血全都付出
Wo ba xin xue quan dou fu chu
你为何想要哭
Ni wei he xiang yao ku

为你作主
Wei ni zuo zhu
让你受到我的保护
Rang ni shou dao wo de bao hu
可是你像受苦
Ke shi ni xiang shou ku
到底是谁难以相处
Dao di shi shui nan yi xiang chu

我给你幸福
Wo gei ni xing fu
你问我什么才是幸福
Ni wen wo shen me cai shi xing fu
这个问题反而让我
Zhe ge wen ti fan er rang wo
把你看个清楚
Ba ni kan ge qing chu

你怕束缚
Ni pa shu fu
我的爱没能把你驯服
Wo de ai mei neng ba ni qu fu
你没有退路
Ni mei you tui lu
那倒不如爽快结束
Na dao bu ru shuang kuai jie shu

就让你见识我的风度
Jiu rang ni jian shi wo de feng du
你离开我要不要庆祝
Ni li kai wo yao bu yao qing zhu
我不怕爱的残酷
Wo bu pa ai de can ku
反正我很想跳舞
Fan zheng wo hen xiang tiao wu

我最喜欢挑战孤独
Wo zui xi huan tiao zhan gu du
我也爱放下包袱
Wo ye ai fang xia bao fu
没有谁我也不舍得哭
Mei you shui wo ye bu she de ku
我 我不在乎
Wo wo bu zai hu

你觉得痛苦
Ni jue de tong ku
我倒不愿意为爱受苦
Wo dao bu yuan yi wei ai shou ku
只有这样我才做到
Zhi you zhe yang wo cai zuo dao
对你的背叛宽恕
Dui ni de bei pan kuan shu
想你幸福
Xiang ni xing fu
想不到分手你才幸福
Xiang bu dao fen shou ni cai xing fu
是谁的错误 我不认输 我忍得住
Shi shui de cuo wu wo bu ren shu wo ren de zhu

就让你识我的风度
Jiu rang ni jian shi wo de feng du
你离开我要不要庆祝
Ni li kai wo yao bu yao qing zhu
我不怕爱的残酷
Wo bu pa ai de can ku
反正我很想跳舞
Fan zheng wo hen xiang tiao wu

我最喜欢挑战孤独
Wo zui xi huan tian zhan gu du
我也爱放下包袱
Wo ye ai fang xia bao fu
没有谁我也不舍得哭
Mei you shui wo ye bu she de ku
我没有空在乎
Wo mei you kong zai hu

就让你见识我的风度
Jiu rang ni jian shi wo de feng du
我忍痛温柔的祝福
Wo ren tong wen rou de zhu fu
你会一生都记住
Ni hui yi sheng dou ji zhu
我要你铭心刻骨
Wo yao ni ming xin ke gu

我最喜欢挑战孤独
Wo zui xi huan tian zhan gu du
我也爱放下了包袱
Wo ye ai fang xian le bao fu
没有谁 没难度
Mei you shui Mei nan du
我最怕哭
Wo zui pa ku
爱要爱得投入
Ai yao ai de tou ru
却不在乎
Que bu zai hu

It is the last day of 2007 and i'm currently working in office... *tired* really in holiday mood lor... dun feel like working. now still thinking wat is still not done.

i'm virtually inactive for the past 2 days, due to some cute soul's cute act - didnt close the windows when going out. Reason: coz the sun was shining when she went out, so didnt find it necessary to close the window. The weather is controlled by her.

But guess her remote control was spoilt, coz end up it rained, n RAIN HEAVILY! my hse was 'flooded'. when she called me n asked me rush home to close the window - i got a bad feeling....
When i reached home, half of my living room was wet, i ran into my room -

1. My quilt was wet
2. My bed was wet
3. My doraemon bloster, and cushion were wet
4. My lappy was happily in a puddle of water

I wanted to scream lor. I removed my lappy and clean up the mess... went into my bro bed room

His desk, comp desk were wet.... i cleaned up the mess, and noe for sure tt girl sure will get scolding frm her beloved bro.

Tt cute girl used a hair dryer to give my lappy warmth and then advice me nt to switch it on for 2 days juz in case. Then i'm comp-less lor. She also very 厉害选时间,
I put the lappy in living room way away frm the window for a mth nth happen, i juz shifted the lappy back to my room on the fri, she sat gimme this stun.

i got 5 books for me to read for the whole mth, nth happen. then when i returned the books, 1 hr later, i realised my lappy gonna in ICU. This is cool rite? Let's all pray tt my lappy will be well....

Then i went out to meet my colleagues. We were going to sing tt night - Me, Irene, Shwu Yann, Cheryl, Steven, Jimmy, Simon. Of coz was shiok... Simon has excellent vocal and sing with him was soooooooooooo shiook.. hehe.. at least it is sth for me to keep my mind away frm my lappy.

Lappy, pls dun sleep le... wake up ok? I'm waiting... dun let me wait too long....

I'm having holiday mood now! Really no mood to work. Xmas juz over, next will be New Year, it is a brand new year 2008!!!!

What happen on xmas???
On 24th Dec, i worked half day, company treat everyone the toriQ. Yum! Yum! Yum! Then I became Satan Claus to give out presents. I gave Kelvis a lighter, a cup and hp pouch (couple) for Irene, a personalised hp strap for Asmine, car tag for Steven and Jimmy, mug for Chris (Taz) and Cheryl (Eeyore).

Then i recieved a Doraemon toy, stationary set, and tigger. GUESS WHAT Kelvis kor kor give me? He gave me a box of condoms!!!!! and happily tell me to bring it back for my sis to blow balloon!!!

Anyway after work, i went to Great World City to meet YP, YX, WY, JX, Harris and Jason. We had a hotel room or shld i call it suite at Furama RiverFront. We bought the necessary stuff that will enable us to survive for the night and for a little xmas celebration, then went back to the hotel.

As it is a suite, there is a living room and a room. 2 broadband ports (we brought 2 lappy), and also 2 office desk, and 1 29' LCD TV in the living room and a 29' TV in the room. Not very sure if i got the size rite. haha..

Total, there were about 11 ppl there: me, YP, WY, LY, YX, XH, JX, WK, Roland, Jason, Harris, and ah bob (YX de fav). We slacked in the room, and tt toopid Jason, slept all the way sia. We didnt really sleep, we gossip, watch tv. and at 0000hrs, we had a gift exchanged and eat cupcakes. Then main excitment was the condoms tt Kelvis gave and of coz YX's ah bob. Everyone was snatching ah bob.

I hoped everyone had enjoyed the little celebration, though there were some hiccups and tears. Overall, it was great!! Guess, sometime this kind of gathering will bring the grp closer (i hope).

We entitled to have a late check out on xmas day at 4pm. Actually i wanted to go back earlier de.. but really enjoy the slacking.. so end up went home late. The reason i wanna go back early is coz I promised to make dinner for JM tt night for his bdae. but rotting and slacking are just tooo tempting.

I reached wdl at 5, then started to run ard to buy ingredients, then rushed home. Started cooking, preparing till abt 8 plus, they all still nt here. It was till abt 9pm then they reached. YT, JM and XL. Rot till 11 plus, YT concussed le.. so went back. Left JM and XL. JM stayed and watched Battle of Wits with YX, while XL waited for him.

2 days filled with events, and i'm totally exhausted! Regretted not taking off from work yesterday. Well, guess have to sleep early these few days ba.

BTW, thanks Marie for the nail polish! hehe... cool colors.. nw i really got a wide range sia...hehe...

Spent the whole morning blogging!!! win liao!! no need do work le!!... wahaha... then cheryl is behind me working so hard.... aiyo... i too slack liao.. . nooo... i oso very bz de.. too bz liao... ok.. nw really gonna be very bz le...

I change song again. This song is specially delicated to Mr. Peng YH de. Thank him for the conert (of coz oso with yt n cheryl).... and also to help pyh... coz his Chinese oso half past six like tyx.. to prevent similar thing happen (like sing wrong word.. 烏（乌） become 鳥（鸟）)... haha... PYH LOVES Show Luo Zhi Xiang, so it is for him n those who like this song!!!
This is from Show 罗志祥 new album 舞所不在. A very very nice song. IT IS RECOMMENDED!!!

Title 歌名: 我不会唱歌 (I dunno how to sing)
Singer演唱∶罗志祥 (Show Luo)

这首为你点播的歌
zhe shou wei ni dian bo de ge
如果我先哭了
ru guo wo xian ku le
怎么唱到最后
zen me chang dao zui hou

是的感情不是k歌
shi de gan qing shi K ge
音阶一字不漏
yin jie yi zi bu lou
不见得感动
bu jian de gan dong

我也懂拿麦的手不能颤抖
wo ye dong na mai de shou bu neng chan dou
曾握着就能感受你比我难过
ceng wo zhe jiu neng gan shou ni bi wo nan guo
谁写的歌词那么适合放手
sui xie de ge ci na me shi he fang shou
我怎能舍不得
wo zen neng she bu de

我努力唱完主歌
wo nu li chang wan zhu ge
我忘了走音没有
wo wang le zou yin mei you
我到底哭什么
wo dao di ku shen me
哭什么明明搞笑的
ku shen me ming ming gao xiao de

我努力唱好朋友
wo nu li chang hao peng you
我忘了是谁哭了
wo wang le shi sui ku le
就算你不记得
jiu suan ni bu ji de
这首歌唱完的是我
zhe shou ge chang wan de shi wo

这首为你点播的歌
zhe shou wei ni dian bo de ge
如果我先哭了
ru guo wo xian ku le
怎么唱到最后
zen me chang dao zui hou

是的感情不是k歌
shi de gan qing bu shi K ge
音阶一字不漏
yin jie yi zi bu lou
不见得感动
bu jian de gan dong

我也懂拿麦的手不能颤抖
wo ye dong na mai de shou bu neng chan dou
曾握着就能感受你比我难过
ceng wo zhe jiu neng gan shou ni bi wo nan guo
谁写的歌词那么适合放手
shui xie de ge ci na me shi he fang shou
我怎能舍不得
wo zen neng she bu de

我努力唱完主歌
wo nu li chang wan zhu ge
我忘了走音没有
wo wang le zou yin mei you
我到底哭什么
wo dao di ku shen me
哭什么明明搞笑的
ku shen me ming ming gao xiao de

我努力唱好朋友
wo nu li chang hao peng you
我忘了是谁哭了
wo wang le shi shui ku le
就算你不记得
jiu suan ni bu ji de
这首歌唱完的是我
zhe shou ge chang wan de shi wo

我努力唱完这歌
wo nu li chang wan zhe ge
我忘了破音没有
wo wang le po yin mei you
你心里触动的
wo xin le chu dong de
下一首已经不是我
xia yi shou yi jing bu shi wo

我努力唱到嘶吼
wo nu li chang dao si hou
我不怕剩我一个
wo bu pa sheng wo yi ge
只要你能记得
zhi yao ni neng ji de
这首歌给我最爱的
zhe shou ge gei wo zui ai de

I really really dun understand... what is wrong with u? as a fren, i really hate to see u alone... we r frens rite? frens r for one another... never let one another feel lonely, isnt it so? then y whenever we try to include u into our activities, u either turn us down or give attitude? y do u have to do this??

i have good lobang, really wish to share with u... (coz i noe u dun like to spend unnecessary money), u dun even give a damn. wat can i say? i juz being dumb ass again! knowing that u dun give a damn, knowing tt i will be hurt by u AGAIN, i still approach u with my latest lobang. feel so stupid... yet i noe, i will repeat again. coz i really dun like to see u alone! i hate lonliness... so i dun wish ppl who i treat as frens feel lonely...

u always say tt i childish.. dunno wat is the world like... so always so naive... i tell u... if ur way to treat frens is a mature way of doing things, I shall NEVER wanna be mature!

I've changed my blog skinned again. So many 'act cool' skins (coz all black).... nw back to the old me - act cute!! wahaha... the doraemon skin!! hehe...

i noe alot of ppl kana doraemon overdose... but is good!!! doraemon is good... hehe... the more the better... hehe,,,,

enjoy my doraemon!

As requested by TYX, she wanna this song. This is a nice song, frm Jay Chou's new album!!!

Title: 最长的电影(Zui Zhang de Dian Ying) - Longest Movie (Direct Translation)
Singer: 周杰伦 (Jay Chou)
Album: 我很忙
作词 Lyrics:周杰伦 (Jay Chou) 作曲Music:周杰伦 (Jay Chou)

我们的开始 是很长的电影
Wo men de kai shi shi hen change de dian ying
放映了三年 我票都还留着
Fang ying le san nian wo piao dou hai liu zhe
冰上的芭蕾 脑海中还在旋转
bing shang de ba lei nao hai zhong hai zai xuan zhuan
望着你慢慢忘记你
wang zhe ni man man wang ji ni

朦胧的时间
meng long de shi jian
我们溜了多远 冰刀划的圈
wo men liu le duo yuan bing dao hua de quan
圈起了谁改变
quan qi le shui gai bian
如果再重来 会不会稍嫌狼狈
ru guo zai cong lai hui bu hui xiao xian lang bei
爱是不是不开口才珍贵
ai shi bu shi bu kai kou cai zheng gui

再给我两分钟 让我把记忆结成冰
zai gei wo liang fen zhong rang wo ba ji yi jie cheng bing
别融化了眼泪 你妆都花了
bie rong hua le yan lei ni zhuang dou hua le
要我怎么记得
yao wo zen me ji de
记得你叫我忘了吧
ji de ni jiao wo wang le ba
记得你叫我忘了吧
ji de ni jiao wo wang le ba
你说你会哭 不是因为在乎
ni shuo ni hui ku bu shi yin wei zai hu

Thanks YH, YT n Cheryl. Their bdae present for me this yr is:

Show On Stage Singapore 2007 (一支独Show)

罗志祥新加坡演唱会2007！
on 1st December 2007, 8pm @ Singapore Indoor Stadium.


It was cool!!! and nice and .... i can scream till no voice. Photos will be up once i got it. or i think cheryl sure will put up de.. go her blog n see lor... (i dunnO have mah,, juz assumed, hehe..)

YH, Me, Cheryl and Yh's fren (huiyun) went to the concert together. Last min, LY got 2 extra tix, and there my sis and kelly went. With my sis n tt kelly ard.. u can noe tt u will have non-stop action and craziness.... they can get so high even without alcohol lor...

Xiao zhu is sooooo shuai, soooo cool, soooo wonderful!!!! ahaha... his dance... POWER!!! haha... his guest - rainie sang 2 songs. tot will duet with xiao zhu. but end up didnt leh... but they got dance together.. hee... well, nvm... can see xiao zhu can le...

but one thing is tt the whole indoor stadium ppl nt high enough,,, so dun have those Taiwan concert tt kind of power... when shouting 'encore' oso so scattered... so sianz.. then when huiyan and n shout, we feel like we r the only one shouting... so conclusion.. singaporeans r nt tt high.. haha...

Have been reading thur my past entries... too free le.. hahaa... time flies... this blog has been with me for 2 yrs... going for 3rd yr... it had withness my life for the past 2 yrs plus... frm poly days... to working life..



i realised tt there is a fair bit of entries were written coz i missed him.. ok.. i dun deny i still missed him nw... juz tt.. i dun feel sad... juz yi han tt we cant even be frens... a waste ba... i mean we had sweet moments together... miss him, miss those times.. is natural de ba..



do i hope tt hhe will come back into my life again? well... i oso dunno... if he meant to go away again.. i think i rather dun wanna see him coming back into my life... i'm enjoying here.. dun need him to come back n mess everything up... but then again... y m i so depress?!?! toopid!

Wah!!! Dear all,
It is not dead lah... juz a few days no update nia mah... lazy to update lor... then oso addicted to game lah.. hehe...

anyway, i got a terrible rash after drinking alcohol... i shall declare i'm giving up on drinking!! haha... hehe... it is so itch and pain lor!! n look horrible!!! yucksS!!!

finally got chance to rot in starbucks on sat.. with my 4eva rotter.. wyt.. wahaha... though we did nt sit thru for more than 5 hrs... still..seems like 'good old times' when we were sitting in the old starbucks with ivan, xin jie.. wahaha... we were predicting.. hw long b4 we gonna sit till close down....

however i think quite difficult.. as all of us are bz working le... sometime sat or sun oso bz till siao... nt much time for rotting anyway... esp my beloved xin jie... of coz yt oso.. esp when nw she is starting on a new job... ppl work in banks... high pay.. but hor.. their working time is haiz... meet them for dinner.. can easily become supper.. jm is another one... bz till... i will book him at least 1 mth in advance for impt dates....

last time the 4 'lao di fang' rotters - me, jm, yt and xin jie.. occassionally got huixian.. 3 of them in banking industry... n timing is damn unpredictable... so even i'm nt very free myself.. i seems DAMN free as compared to them.... always make me wonder is it that they work too hard.. or i too lazy... wahahaa....

yes... juz in case u r wondering.. I M IN OFFICE typing this entry!! hehee....

I have changed the blog song le... to F.I.R latest album song. It is nice... and sweet... for ppl who cant read chinese words.... i include the han yu pin yin.

歌曲：三个心愿
Title: San Ge Xin Yuan (3 wishes)
歌手：f.i.r. 专辑：爱·歌姬

沁:
qin (Ian):

我喜欢你的眼神 温柔又危险
Wo xi huan ni de yan shen wen rou you wei xian
请不要戴上眼镜 我会看不见
Qing bu yao dai shang yan jing wo hui kan bu jian
想要张开双手把你宝贝
Xiang yao zhang kai shuang shou ba ni bao bei
想和你天天见面 想带你环游世界
Xiang he ni tian tian jian mian xiang dai ni huan you shi jie

飞:
fei (Faye):

我喜欢你爱逞强笨笨的笑脸
Wo xi huan ni ai cheng qiang ben ben de xiao lian
在心中抬头挺胸坚定的信念
Zai xin zhong tai tou ting xiong jian ding de xin nian
这个辽阔世界不够完美
Zhe ge liao kuo shi jie bu gou wan mei
但有了你在我身边什么都很ok
dan you le ni zai wo shen bian shen me dou hen OK

副歌(合唱):
Chours (Tgt):

第一个心愿为你把幸福堆积
Di yi ge xin yuan wei ni ba xing fu dui ji
天涯到海角 头发到呼吸
Tian ya dao hai jia tou fai dao hu xi
第二个心愿给你最好的自己
Di er ge xin yuan gei ni zui hao de zi ji
再许个心愿我的爱把你占领
Zai xu ge xin yuan wo de ai ba ni zhan ling
哦~~~
oh~~~

沁:
Qin (Ian):

为什么为了小事就要掉眼泪
Wei shen me wei le xiao shi jiu yao diao yan lei
好象有太多的事只能自己背
Hao xiang you tai duo de shi zhi neng zi ji bei
其实只要你说一句ok
Qi shi zhi yao ni shuo yi ju OK
现在就立刻马上变成你的superman
Xian zai jiu li ke ma shang bian cheng ni de SUPERMAN

飞:
Fei (Faye):

这世上最重要的不只是誓言
Zhe shi shang zui zhong yao de bu zhi shi shi yan
只要你常常记得亲亲我的脸
Zhi yao ni chang chang ji de qin qin wo de lian
我会永远记得这个今天
Wo hui yong yuan ji de zhe ge jin tian
还有很久的那一天我也要有你陪
Hai you hen jiu de na yi tian wo ye yao you ni pei

副歌(合唱):
Chours (Tgt):

第一个心愿为你把幸福堆积
Di yi ge xin yuan wei ni ba xing fu dui ji
天涯到海角 头发到呼吸
Tian ya dao hai jia tou fai dao hu xi
下一个心愿给你最好的自己
Xia yi ge xin yuan gei ni zui hao de zi ji
再许个心愿我的爱把你占领
Zai xu ge xin yuan wo de ai ba ni zhan ling
哦~~~
oh~~~

Once again, i'm in office, trying to get back the mood to start work. Hiaz... poor me.. gonna be sick liao.. sianz.... then my eyes pain.. like swollen... eeek!!!!

Yesterday went for a movie screening - Stardust (invitation by TV mobile) with YP. n it was nice!!! really!! YP and I felt tt it is a very very nice show. Recommend for those who like romance... hehe... if u dun like romance... n dun like fantasy... then dun go watch the movie... n it got the fair share of humor in it... hehee... Watched it in Great World GV Grand. the cinema is HUGE!!! and the seats are good....

However, 1 big turn off is the ppl sitting beside me! Really cant tahan those women!!! 1st the walked in 10 mins into the show... GV normally will screen tons of ads b4 the movie starts.. they still can be late till 10 mins after the show starts!!

Then there is this woman, she started to take out sth to eat.. the smell was terrible!!! i dunno wat is it, but guess is somekind of preserve food!! YUCKS!!! more yucky than wat my workers eat!! Then nvm.. the woman beside her, woman 2 seems like had watched the movie b4, n kept telling woman 1 wat is going to happen, and blah blah blah!!! and they voice is nt soft lor!!!!!!!! kaoz!!! irritating!!! i very tempted to turn and say 'aunty, if u watched it be, then please kindly get out and stop disturbing!' stupid!!!!! ok.. the 2 women r nt tt old lah!!! but still i wanna call them aunty!!!!

After tt when we came out frm the cinema, we went to the toilet.. halfway, yp stopped and stunned. i blur, wondering wat had happened. then she grabbed me excitely and say 'Tay.. Tay... Tay... Tay pin hui!!!!'

and she pulled me out and go to crystal jade (where Tay Pin Hui was in). i didnt see face to face... but only his back view... however, think yp got make eye contact with him.. tt y so excited... then she say she wanna see who is he with... so ran to the other side of crystal jade, where there is a window and looked inside... she ar.. like paparazzi sia.. wahaha

then i reminded her tt she wanna go toilet... when we come out frm toilet... she still wanna see.. and ask me go crystal jade eat.. haha.. then we walked ard to see wat to eat... n we settled on starbucks... which is outside crystal jade.... and choose the place where it had a perfect view of ppl coming in n out of crystal jade.. but i guess yp missed him coming out.. or he noe there is a girl waiting outside for him.. so he use another door to go out.. wahaha....coz he was never seen again.. after we settled down in starbucks.. hahaa..

It was a crazy weekend. On fri, went to a ktv pub with boss. It is call woody green. it is in a club in mandai - opposite the zoo (nt exactly though). A place filled with uncles and aunties, singing those hokkien songs and oldies. But, THEY ARE COOLZ!! they way they dance and sing to the music... really can 'fight' with the young crowd!! Amazing! There, only drink is whisky... i mean all hard liquor lor... so end up drinking quite alot.. coz there a lot of bosses who like to make u drink!!
I was quite high? wahaha... anyway, boss was drunk. i dun wana lady boss to send me back.. so went out looking for ppl.... ask my bro to drive me... he cant reached in time, other ppl i called either nt free or at home... haiz.. suddenly felt abit lonely...but of coz, who r they to purposely come out drive me?? they were not oblige to lor...

Sat, went Eski Bar with JX, Jason, WK, LY and YP... ok.. yes, drink again... n my rashes, i dun think will get well so soon ba... getting bad to worse sia.. anyway, so interesting lor... got so many jing bao de things... hehe... then then JX, WK, LY and YP come my hse overnight...

It was OFM's bdae yesterday. We did not have a big celebration but juz a small one with sheng tong and chen ping and me. and well... was he touched by our surprise celebration for him.. i dunno.. i told him, i only will celebrate with him the western bdae... his chinese bdae.. he go cook his own noddle... wahaha... anyway, he didnt show if he is happy or touched or wat lah.. which is damn sianz... but he is always like tt de lor...

Once again, mommy gimme tt kind of rxn when i say i going out with CP and OFM they all... haiz.. i noe alot of ppl cant accept the fact tt i'm always hanging out with them. n better still say tt i'm lowering myself!!! HELLO! come on.. izzit tt i have to go out with undergrads or PHDs or docs or lawyers or watever shit then consider NOT lowering urself!?? u dun trust the guys i hang out with, pls have some faith in me!?? Who can garantee tt if i dun go out with the china guys, and go out with wat ppl deem as nice, potential SG guy, i WILL NOT GET HURT!? come on!!! no one can garantee tt!!! as long as tt person is a guy, there bound to be risk of getting hurt involve, be it SG or PRC!!!! juz tt some PRC are disgusting, does not mean ALL! and oso, if nw i hang out de guys are not PRC, but westerners, then all of u will have different rxn rite? westerners are NOT disgusting mah???

haiz... suan liao.. tok so much oso no use... suan liao...

I'm back to my lazy mode... no update for quite sometime. JX say dead again.. i say his blog oso dead lah.. wahahaa...

haiz... life haven been nice recently... i dunno how to put it.. juz feeling terrible? aiyah, dunno lah... juz tired lor... mayb i shall stay at home, n not going out... heck care everyone and be alone.... dun wanna go out.. dun feel like doing anything... dun wanna entertain anyone, dun wanna tok to anyone!

I'm lousy in toking, esp will it come to bickering. rarely, i will win anyone, this is the reason... i dun feel like toking.. watever i say, i will end up losing... being shoot back and i dunno hw to fight back... home is like tt, work is like tt... frens ard me is like tt... even ofm oso like tt... sianz lor... suan liao... dun tok lor.. gd thing is ofm noe hw to pacify me after tt....

BTW, I M NOT GOING CHINA!!!!!!!! haiz.... so wat if we r close... the time the went back china, frenship is still there... but nt anything more! please give some credits on my taste of guys. OK.. i noe tt the guys i liked or used to like are not TOP quality and not wat ppl deems as Mr. NICE GUY or watsoever... but then again... i wun joke with my future. Whatever is happening now is the for the fun of it. I like being with them.... coz they treat me the way i wished ppl ard me will... (but none done tt)... yes, i behave like a kid, so what? everyone bound to have the 'kid' in ur heart, is juz tt i'm more barve to show it up front!!! nth to be ashame of lor...

haiz.. suan liao.. i dunno wat m i toking abt... so can heck care everyhting... juz remember I NOT GOING TO CHINA!!!!

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It is a day of tai tai lifestyle. It is a girls' day out with yp and wy (ly was sick today). We went AMK hub.... sometimes... it is really nice to have a girls ony outing... where we can bitch ard.. and gossips and see shuai ges.. wahaha...

well.. 1st, we had a late late lunch at New York New York... as usual.. chocolate fondue is never out of the pic. We ate and gossip and rot... then wy she wanna go O2 Skin to buy skin care pdts... so we went... and looked at the products.. of coz.. i oso bought a new nail polish color and sticker... marie.. i got butterfly for u.. but no pink de.. u come my hse see.. hehe...

then after wy spent $150+... we went shopped ard... then i suggested pedicure or ktv... yp say ktv is so common.. we everytime go.. we shall do sth different.. so pedicure... we went to the nail spa in AMK hub... it was fully booked and quite ex... so decided to forgo.. and went to shop ard amk town center.

we happened to walk past this shop, manicure and pedicure de.. newly open.. we went in.. n 2 hrs.. we were in there.. doing full pedicure service... haha.. ticklish sia.. me n yp were trying hard nt to burst out laughing...but our dear wy.. still can very relax... sit there enjoying the process.. hehe... $160 for 7 sessions.. package..


Our feet after pedicure


A closer look....

After tt, we decided to make sure it is extremely dry b4 we made our way back.. we went coffee bean, sit down and chat... then we discussed till xmas celebration.. we are planning it le!!!! hahaa...

we decided tt... we like tt come out pamper ourselves once in a blue moon is cool!!! hehehe...

Wy told me tt she is leaving to study in Aust next yr Jan... with XH in NZ, WY going to be in Aust... me leh? shld i go for further study oso?!? haiz.. even if i want oso difficult... 30k... where to get the money?!?! haiz.. when i tok to mommy abt tt.. she didnt even care... it hurt me.. i mean... i really wanna study... is juz tt i noe tt we cant afford .. so i told them is ok.. but.... suan liao lor... haiz... i shall see wat else can i do.. other than study to get my pay increase higher.... quite difficult though... SG is such a 'paper' coutry... no skill nvm.. muz got 'paper'... companies are willing to pay more to brainless idiots who got 'paper' than those who are skilled but no 'paper'.... haiz...

WHO WANNA SPONSOR ME?!??! mayb i shall get myself a rich husband... wahahaa...

My sis kept asking me... izzit true? izzit true tt she is going to attend a 'China' Wedding? Well, nw not only sh eis askng actually.... a lot of ppl are guessing rite? okok... Let me tell u.... a Wedding? is impossible... i think... as for anything other than that.. it MAY be possible... wahaha.. i say MAYBE nia...



Tt day we were toking abt leaving the company... he told me if we both leave at the same time... sure got ppl say we elope wahaha... then i told him i shall go 1st.. then when his permit expires he go off... he refused... he muz leave b4 i do... i smiled.. n tell him.. 'coz u cant live w/o me rite???' he smiled and walked away......



he asked me again if i will go send him if he really going back... i asked if i can say i dun wanna go.... he kept quiet for awhile.. then replied, 'i think it is better u dun go too.. if not...'



i immediately finished the sentence for him.....

'see me start crying le.. u dun bear to leave le, rite?'



He replied he will juz say.. 'cry ba... i go le...' :p



anyway, watever happen... it is juz for the time being... sure no future de mah.. hee... ppl can say i wasting my time... or watever... but juz...dun care.. for fun, laughter, peace n joy.. hehee

I'm crazy.. really crazy...

Love his beautiful eyes... love to see him serious at work... he is so charming at tt pt of time... love his smile... esp when tt smile is only meant for me!! and love it when he wana act cool.. yet cant help smiling.... love him when he smile, toouch my head and scold me '白痴' when i'm juz being silly... Love to see him getting jealous when i'm close with other guys... Love to see tt he try all means to protect me frm any possible harm...

tt day, i was happily toking to other ppl... n neglected him (normally he gets my 100% attention)... he walked away... n stayed in one corner... then i realised... i went up to him... n tease him of being jealous... he smiled... n pinch me on my cheeks and said... 'hw come ur skin so thick??' i juz tell him... his eyes betrayed him.. :p

i'm going hua chi again!!!! wahaha... well.... we shall create a beautiful memory... at least b4 he leave.. hee...

*serious* yp... i noe sth very impt n stressing is happening... but remember.. no matter wat.. we r always here giving u the fullest support!!! fight till the end!! anything come find me... tok to me... thrash it out to me oso can... juz dun keep everything to urself.... nt good for ur health de.... 要记得！不管怎样，我们一定会支持你！！！！！！坚持到底！！！！

Stupid lah!!! My toe pain over the weekend... then finally nt so pain le... this morning, i go kicked the toilet door... PAIN!!!!! then nvm, juz nw.. was standing in front of my colleague's table... i 4got my toe is in pain.. i go tap my foot on my shoe.. then PAIN!!!! then start bleeding again!!! *sob* *sob*... wao lao... pain!!!!!!! PAIN!!!! *WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~!!!!*

Then i used my doraemon plaster....but still pain!!!! *SOB* *SOB*!!!!

Early in the morning.... i injured myself!!!! sianz... today, alot of ppl on bus. i was up on bus, then when the bus break... my leg slide and hit the heels of the woman standing in front. n at 1st i tot normal pain lor.... then i felt sticky... i looked down... blood oozing out frm my toenail... i almost fainted on the spot!!! aloot of blood lor!!! then wanna cry liao.. but bus so many ppl.. dun dare to cry....

This is how my leg looked like.. after wiping off some blood... YUCKY!!!!!!



scary rite??? i went show off to everyone... then tt OFM.. mei niang xin... still wanna go poke it!!!! stupid man!!!! then cc n cp say hw can i be so careless.... then i go complain to cc tt ofm still wanna step on my foot.. cc say.. ofm wanna die ar.. hahaa.....

nw i feel so cold... oh no!! i shivering!!! ~~~~brrr....~~~~ jia lat!! kana infected!! oh no!!!

Your EQ is 120

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick! 51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese. 71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely. 91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that. 111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt. 131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. 150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

I'm at work blogging again. Every morning, come work will slack till 10 sth 11 then start work... then on n off slacking.. haha.. i think if i change job.. i might not use to it sia.. coz no slacking... wahaha..

Anyway, met a supplier yesterday. She told me abt Mrs Ngann's FRIC (or FRCI or dunno lah... juz noe consist of these few letters). Mrs Ngann needs ppl to work there in SP, in the labs....with full facilities... this really make me excited leh.. feel like applying a job there... i was telling my supplier.. i shall get back all my grp members and work there.. hehe... then it will be like the good old days... stress... yet fun... hw i miss those days....

so YP!!! WY!!! LY!!! YH!!!! XH!!! hw hw?? wanna go back work there??? hehehe.. is also pdt development.. but more professional ba... well, at least in SP, no pdtn workers to complicate matters.. wahaha... but oh no.. got xiao di di!!!! those studyin in SP de... wait they too shuai!! OH NO!!! everywhere oso got complicated matters sia... wahahaha....


Btw, the WHOLE of my pdtn thinks that I'm with OFM!!! n the thing is that we didnt deny it... wahahaa... okok... Dun be crazy liao.... if we really together, think a whole lot of ppl will kill me for tt.... no... i think they all will heck care me.. n i'll be left friendless sia.. wahaha....

Mayb i shld really go off after i got my bouns next yr.. quite tired le... I'm more n more sure that I HATE QA stuff!! but recently, my boss kept sending me to ISO, HACCP, Risk mgmt courses leh... haiz..

Dream~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Dream~~~~~~~~~~~~

不该结束
演唱∶南拳妈妈 专辑∶藏宝图

窗外的雨停了天空还是灰的
因为爱情也停止了
回忆在播放着在笑容里停格
画面会永远留着

给多的是付出 少给的不算输
感情不需要胜负
我给了你全部
你还是想结束
我说你永远幸福

快乐的开始不该悲伤的结束
付出多才会了解什么是幸福
快乐的开始 祝福的结束

快乐的开始 不该悲伤的结束
走到了末路还是会留下祝福
我会牢牢记住你给的
全部的全部

窗外的雨停了天空还是灰的
因为爱情也停止了
回忆在播放着在笑容里停格
画面会永远留着

给多的是付出少给的不算输
感情不需要胜负
我给了你全部
你还是想结束 我祝你永远幸福

快乐的开始不该悲伤的结束
付出多才会了解什么是幸福
快乐的开始 祝福的结束

快乐的开始 不该悲伤的结束
走到了末路还是会留下祝福
我会牢牢记住
你给的全部喔~

快乐的开始不该悲伤的结束
付出多才会了解什么是幸福
快乐的开始祝福的结束

快乐的开始不该悲伤的结束
走到了末路还是会留下祝福
我会牢牢记住你给的
全部的全部

Personally, I like the lyrics. Very meaningful. For the sake of those who cannot understand Chinese (I mean too chim de), I'm going to translate DIRECTLY!!! but of coz not till like wat yp and yx and jx always do de... still got meaning de...

The lyrics is about ending a r/s ->
Giving less doesn't mean losing in a r/s
There is no win or lose in a r/s
I've given u everything, yet u still wanna end it
I'll give you all my best wishes

Started happily, dun end it sadly
Those who give more will then understand the meaning of HAPPINESS
Start with smiles end it with wishes

Started happily, dun end it sadly
We've walked till end,
what's left are well wishes,
I'll always remember everything u've given to me

Pardon me for the weak command of English. This is BO BIAN!!! coz got ppl complain i put everything in Chinese... n they either take a very long time to understand or dun understand... just too bad... ppl ard me eat potatoes.... INCLUDING my OWN sis!!!! *sianz*

Finally! It is alive once again!!! have been neglecting my blog... partly coz juz plain lazy to update.. wahaha..

Then when this JX... suddenly wanna start a blog... he tempted me to work on my bog once more.... so nw... with the new look, it is up again!!!!

Ok.. background song is 南拳妈妈 new song: 不该结束, very nice and has very meaningful lyrics. Enjoy!!

It is 2 am nw... n I've got work later... so it is better for me to shut up nw.... and sleep....
wahahaa!!!!

under re-constructions

How can i 4get tt there is this place for me to vent all my fustrations?!?!?!?! DAMN FED UP TODAY!!!!! kaoz..

my bosses going overseas for 2 weeks next week... this week they wanna settle everything... ok, fine.. i can understand, but then when supplier cant produce wat they want, they come scold me!?! as if i nt as fustrated!!! supplier cant give them wat they want, my fault. supplier cant make it in time, my fault!!! kaoz.. then i lazy to fight back.. juz stand there and let them shout...

sianz lor.. juz coz i dun normally show my temper... doesnt mean i dun have temper de lor.. once nt happy... then blame me.. scold me, shouted at me!!! wao lao... my bosses are good n nice.. juz tt when come to times like this... i'm a chu qi tong!!! and i really buay tahan lor....

Then somemore tml on course... going with tt person who i dun like!!!! and 2 days!!!! 2 days of suffering!!! omg!! i rather go alone lor... haiz... sianz sianz sianz....

You Are 18 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

It is a long time since my last post. Too bz.. or shld i juz say i'm juz pure lazy to post it. Now i'm in office, refusing to start work. It is raining heavily outside, so i cant go out to my 2nd floor pdtn... n i've sore throat and coughing badly. Feel so weak....

Anyway, life have been exciting i guess. every weekend is filled with programmes. Juz came back from chalet last week with YP and Co. plus my 2 boys, WK and JX, my poly boys and LY frens. Well, it wasnt that bad. But frankly speaking, if not for tt 2 boys, i guess that whole night muz be quite tense? wierd? but anyway, with JX and WK ard.. never a dull moment. Unless JX is his attitude mode or sleepy mode and WK in his sleepy mode.

before the chalet, went to watch 2 movies. Harry Potter and Secrets.
Harry Potter - YP, WY and TYL
Secret - Jimmy, YT and YL.

Harry Potter, as usual is a very exciting show yet sad... i cant wait for the next to come out. this is the only fantasy show i'm addicted. wahaha...
Secret is a very nice show. Very romantic... the twist is so unexpected. YX told me it is quite absurd, coz she cant see the beauty in it. Jay is sooo talented!!

Let me intro the new guy in my life.. wahahaa... Jimmy - a salesperson from Lion City. A guy who is 9 yrs older than me.. n he is a person who everyday will come suan me, then we will argue everyday. Argue till like tt lor.. i now label him as DA HUAI DAN!!! so he always bully ppl. Well, dun read too much into it... coz he is NOT interested in me, and NEITHER am i. He is interested in somebody else (though i still have doubts and i dun really trust salesman.. haha)...

Well.. boss is here.. time to go back work liao.. SIANZ!!!!

It is quite some time since i last update. Well, very fast, my bdae is over. my company family is over.. FUN, FUN and FUN have stop for the mth. Time to get down to serious work.

my bdae celebration stretched for the whole week starting from 07/07/07 to 14/07/07. Well, a big thank you to everyone who remembers my bdae. Be it a sms or a celebration.... i'm very happy le.

07/07/07 - Jason finally can book out, so we meet up and have dinner at Fish & Co, The Glass House. The whole grp of us - JX, Harris, WK, YX, YT, YL, Jason.

10/07/07 - JX, Harris, WK, Cheryl and YX planned a surprise bdae for me at home. and my 3 boys (JX, Harris and WK) each gave me a cute doraemon. SO CUTE!!!! Please go to my mulitply page and see... i lazy to upload it here. wahaha.. I heard tt this bdae party is planned by my darling YT de, but she got dance tt day... cant make it. still muz thank her.. *big hugz* and i noe JX planned till very pek chek oso... but he still got tt heart to plan... oso * big hugz* hehe...

11/07/07 - recieved a lot of sms, the one tt surprise me the most is from JM. His bdae wish came from far far away Russia. I MISS JM!!!! and if jm is in front of me, i will give him a big big hug.. wahaha.. then in the evening met Cheryl, YT and xian for dinner at The Hot Pot in Suntec. It is a steamboat buffet dinner, though is not cheap, the food there is not bad.

12/07/07 - Dinner @ Heeren Sakae Sushi with 5G1U. A long time since the whole grp had met up. That day, the whole grp is present. and i realised tt, with tt grp, i'm the ONLY ONE who is till SINGLE and very much AVAILABLE!!!!! WAH!!!! shld i be stress?? wahaha.. suan liao... i too lazy le.. hehe...

14/07/07 - Dinner @ IMM AjiTei with my china clique. I forced them to eat Jap and enjoy the green tea ice cream with me!!! hehehe.. and OFM say he owe me a bdae present, but he dunno wat to buy for me, so he decided to treat me to eat my fav - sakae sushi (he dun like sushi, so it is a big sacrifice... wahahaa.... )

The only clique i didnt meet this time is YP, LY, WY& XH... and my guys... with XH in NZ... the rest of us r bz (r we? or is it me only??) still... YP! WY! LY!!!! APPEAR!!!!

then from 20 - 22/07/07 is Gold Kili Family Day 2007 @ NSRCC. Had lotsa fun!!! 1st realised tt my salesman can sing REAL well.. really enjoy singing with them!!! Then spent the night with OFM, CP and CC... wahaha.. drink a lot (as usual.. drinking is a tradition in this company.. haha) dun worry, i was not drunk tt night.. so nth happen... hehe...

Anyway, would like to intro SHE new song. It is the last song in their latest 'PLAY' album. Lyrics and music is written by SHE themselves. Lyrics by Selina, Music by Ella. It is not the zhu da, and it is not tt attract attention type of song. but when i heard this song, i feel tt it is sooo close to my heart. It is a song abt frenship between girls... being so close tt dunno wat can we label each other as... reminds me of TYL and WYT.. yes, we have our difference, we have our disagreement, yet we laugh together, cry together.. ( n yes we really CRY!!! though at the end of the day, we wonder wat we r crying for)... wahaha... we care for each other... n giving each other support whenever we need (though i think she is the one who is giving me the support, coz i too dependent?) juz to tell yt.. THANK YOU for being there for me for 10 yrs!!! you r more than juz fren nia... u r my LAO PO!!! wahaha.. btw, the title of the song is LAO PO!!! hee...

作词:任家萱(selina) 作曲:陈嘉桦(ella)

从昨天到今天 还有明天
感谢老天 让你们陪在我身边

爱的心痛的心 等待的心
因为有你们的拥抱
我很放心

当初见面的不安 彼此的探索
也许有些茫然迷惑
朝夕相处才发现这世界中
没有人比你们更懂我

朋友姐妹都已不够来形容
我们的默契骄傲 扶持与包容

老婆 老婆 我们一起打勾勾
请记得约定的旅程到永久

STUPID!! WAT THE HELL!!!! KAOZ!!!! wao lao!!!!!!! i dunno wat to say liao... i'm fustrated!!!! stupid idiot!!!

1st ppl keep spreading rumors tt fm got himself a new gf... then though he didnt admit.. he oso didnt deny.. but woman instinct tell me... he got one... well.. fine.. i didnt expect much frm him either...

then come back... ALONE at home.. still ok... nvm... tot online got ppl tok... CJX dunno wat happen.. refuse to tok... one of his moods again... then still nvm.... was discussing to go out for dinner on wed.... MY BDAE!!!! i happily ask LCM to join!! i mean... my bdae is impt to me.. n i wanna those frens who r impt to me to celebrate with me... ivan they all longed booked me le... then yt oso.. then cheryl...i juz wanna him to join!!! it is a long time since we go out have dinner together le... y cant he juz see the pt?! going out for a meal issit so difficult!?

STUPID!!!!!!!! STUPID!!! STUPID!!!!! grrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!

haiz... recently was pissed off by guys lor... really dunno wat they thinking sia!!! tmd.... sianz lor.... suan liao... 4get abt the unhappy stuff... no use...

It is THE time of the year!!! wahaha.. one whole week of celebration starting from today. heehee....

070707 is a special day.. isnt it??? once in a hundred yrs lor... special...

anyway, morning slept till 12 when i was woken up by our mr ou!!! he called and asked if i still wanna go sing song anot.. how come i still sleeping?!.. damn lor.. he was the one saying he cant cfm mah.. so i of coz sleep de lor... we went singing with him, chen ping and yt and yx lor.. wierd combi... but.. still funny.. wahaha... yx lah.. as usual... yx n yt say Mr Ou very short and very small built.. so nt suitable for me.. i say lah.. i looking for guys above 175 de lor.. wahaha.. i didnt say Mr Ou lor... wahaha... well... but i decided to buy a tortoise n name it after him... wahaha... n he agree wo.. wierd man lor...

Then after tt went meet jx, wk, jason, harris in town with yt and yx... went fish n co, the glass house eat. then... our frens here very good lor.. go tell them my bdae.. then make me stand on chair holding sparkles... then sing song... well... ok lah... at least they remember n celebrate with me.. wahaha... tt's y i love my darlings soooo much.. THANK YOU DARLINGS!!!!

wk going into army soon le... cant imagine how he looks like lor... without hair.. he love his hair so much... jason juz booked out... he become tanner.. and muscular... which is good leh.. wahaha... next shall see my shuai shuai wk... will become more shuai mah..... hehee... anyway, oso lookin forward to JX's turn lor... coz he oso love his hair alot de lor... wahaha... *evil*...

Nw TYL is in office... bored so blog... wahaha... Change comp le, so msn new de, then my comp can listen to song.. wahaha.. nw d/l songs into my comp. i think i siao liao.. if let boss see.. sure die.. wahaha..

Things r quite ok nw... OK only... wahaha.. need to adapt to a few changes..

At work here... Bosses nt in... as wat everyone tell me.. no govt.. wahaha... tt's y i so free to blog here... actually is nt free de lah.. is juz tt... abit sian lor...

juz nw was at pdtn... toking to FM... he said mayb he will go in Feb or May next yr. He asked me if i going. Actually, i told him if they did not increase my pay this time round, i may go lor.. but then again... nw i cant afford to be jobless lor... oso..here.. the bosses or shld i say Asmine is understanding... she give me a lot of freedom be it timing or movement as long as i finish my work... which is.. i think i may nt have in other companies lor... but we really have to aim higher lor... see how ba... muz see if i lucky enough to find a higher pay job.. hee

FM told me... i muz not go b4 he go... meaning tt he has to quit 1st b4 i quit... i asked him to go n die.. wahaha.. coz he say i spoilt him le... he already dunno how to live if i'm nt here with him. (kua zhang rite)... i say he ar.. always abuse me lor... still say need me... F.O.S!! He say he treat me so well.. still say abuse... he hurt ar... wahaha... CRAP!! well.. though is crap.. still shuang.. wahahaa.. ok ok.. i noe i siao liao... dun worry lah.. i wun get myself into deep shit de.. hee.. :p

It's once again a long time since i last updated... a lot of things happened recently.. too much till i really cant breathe... I wanna break down soon....

1st.. expo was tiring... then immediately after tt was my audit.. tt week... i muz say.. so stress so tiring... then audit tt day... i nearly lose my temper... and actually quarrelled with FM... though we made up later.. still i felt bad.. coz i shouted at him...

after audit... tot i was really looking forward for my break to BKK.. but then.. things are normally wat we tot... sth big happened.. made me have to cancel my trip... cancel my leave.. i dun blame anyone.. coz nobody wanna it to happen.. the weekend.. was the longest weekend i ever had... i was feeling so terrible... started crying the moment somebody started to tok abt it... i dun mean to make ppl worry.. but i juz cant control my tears...

some may think i'm juz being too over reacting... well.. i'm like tt... i cry when i feel like it... those who noe me for a few mths only already noe tt i'm like tt.. so i dun see y ppl who noe me 10-20 over yrs dunno... of coz... crying cant solve anything... but it's a way for me to vent my fustrations, to let out my emotions... cant possibly tell me to put everything at heart.. i cant de lor...

i wanna thank everyone who gave me the support thru out the whole thing... my darling yt... there for me... as usual... and acc me cry... n listen to me... yh n cm... 4eva there for me.. as a support... i noe i can lean on... yp and co... i noe u all worry abt me.. n yet i didnt tell u all anything.. well... nw i really feeling better le... sorry to make u all worry... and of coz.. one most impt person... tt is xian... she is there for me... juz like last time... n this is the time when i need her support... i noe she has her own prob... she herself also need support... still.. she is brave to stand up.. n lend me all her support... really thanks dear... and of coz... all my relatives n frens who gave me n my family the support thru out the whole thing.. n thank u for believing us... and nt those stupid reports...

frm the incident.. my bro say we muz learn sth... him - think b4 act... me - to be independent and strong... i'm still learning...