I seriously need ppl to understand the situation I'm in! i told ppl i'm very fortunate to have very supportive family and frens to help me go thru this phase of my life. THIS SUPER NO END MASSEY LIFE! Assignments, reports, exam then new assignment, new reports then new exam and the cycle continue till the day i grad.

i'm nt using it as excuse for nt going any place with u all or wat... i swear! i'm oso sick n tired of rejecting overseas trips coz of some idiotic exam or reject an outing juz coz of some toopid reports or assignment. I CANT HELP IT! if i have a choice, do u think i rather choose to be at home n camp with the notes???

yes, u see me playing game or rotting in FB or youtube. but tt is like an hr or so.. ya.. tt r the breaks... after an hr.. i 'm back to watever i'm doing... few hrs later..

to some of u... i'm juz suck at my time management, my planning sucks, my studying techniques sucks,... i suck at everything... i dunno hw to plan ahead.. only noe hw to waste my time in playing FB games.. n tell the whole world i'm bz studying... act as if i'm the most stress person in the world... i'm sorry i gave u such a feeling

i dunno wat i muz do in order to let u all understand wat is really happening in my life, in the sch... i'm not clever, i'm not smart.. i need to do stuff the long way, the hard way, the toopid way... i feel stress, but i cant say out.. coz it may seems tt i making a big fuss over nth... i laugh, i smile, i go crazy... i heck care... is a way to tell myself.. no, I M NOT STRESS!

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now, the latest update of my mth!!!! :p

n yes, i'm enjoying every moment!!! hehehee more details when i'm to type a looooong entry! :p

I SERIOUSLY DO NOT WANT TO UPDATE THIS! my massey classmates booked me!!!!!!!! This is the scariest news i ever received!!!!

OK, this is the mth of celebration. Starting with my super duper crazy wonderful bunch of ex colleagues (current frens) Yan, Suping and Lihua. (our dear kelvis is juz toooo bz to join us). the 1st time ever, i go to Holland V n i didnt drink! hahahaha.. well.. 1. Too broke, 2. have to get up early later...

Went to eat at 'Everything with fries', not bad.. the meat r abit dry though. and had coffee @ coffeebean...

i love my bdae, but dun wish to be reminded hw old m i... hahahaa... yes, i'm 4ever 21! wahahaha..

i dunno y, but i was being scolded by someone who claim tt i'm childish, i'm wasting my money. i'm NOT truly happy. i'm pretending and acting as if i'm super happy....

COME ON, i'm enjoying my life! so wat if i'm a 28 yr old behaving like a 12 yr old? POLICE will catch mah?! BTW, a 12 yr old cant drink! I dun deny i'm childish. yes, i'm. n i guess the ppl who noe me noe it well. SO? being happy, cheerful, jovial IS NOT CHILDISH! if being a 28 yr old muz be serious, muz depress, muz see things at the dark side... not smiling everyday... then, sorry... i rather being labelled as crazy, as childish.

I love my life. Stress over sch work and empty pockets, crazy with outings, happy with my bunch of frens and family, having fun drinking and singing with no commitments. I'm living my life to the fullest! n I M TRULY HAPPY! u r not me, dun tell me DEEP inside me, i'm not happy. I'm pretending to be happy... WTH?! well... it doesnt matter wat u think... coz is no longer impt. and me being happy or nt, no need me to spell it out de.

meeting xian and JM later!!! hahhahahhaa 2nd session coming up!!! :p