无奈

1.动词 无可奈何：出于无奈

2.连词 用在转折句的头上，表示由于某种原因，不能实现上文所说的意图，有“可惜”的意思，

3.名次 对于事物没有办法所表现出来的态度

很多时候，我都处在这无奈状态中。对于自己的生活，都是充满无奈了，更何况是别人的幸福。

即使我说了上千遍，软硬兼施，你还是决定往前走。我还能说什么？ 这是你的未来、你的幸福、你的生活，我能管什么？

也许，未来不是我想象的如此糟糕；那么我当然我真心诚意地祝福你；也许未来正如我所料的伤人，我会心痛，也会伤心，但，这条路是你自己选的。后果自负。 我只能在旁边支持你，却可能减轻不了你的痛。

我虽然已对爱情没有了信任、也没有了希望， 我却还能感受的到爱。只要你们是真心相爱，我仍感受的到。所以，请不要以为我只会把我的想法套在你们的身上。 只是我希望我周围的人能先看清楚才决定， 不要让自己去面对那无谓的伤害。

一个人的幸福，不是一个旁观者能断定、能决定、能肯定的。但是如果我知道你为了某个人，到现在还在痛。坚持要忘记他的你，还会要知道他的消息吗？说还是不说？说了，你会开心吗？ 还是更烦恼？不说，你会怨我吗？我会是毁了你可能拥有的幸福吗？？？

It is 2011!!! i noe today is the 5th day... hahaha nw then decided to post this entry. Well... we r entering the new decade of the 21st century. So wat has happened for the past 10 yrs?

2001:

My 2nd yr in JC. till then i realised that i wasnt cut out to be a JC person.. but since it was already 2nd, juz die die oso study. I'm glad i did. coz this is the yr when i got to know my best best buddy... HJM! nw then i realised we knew each other for 10 yrs! we muz celebrate this yr sia... :p

2002:

The slackest yr. After getting A lvls results, as expected, i cant get into the course i wanted. and when i decided to go back to poly, i missed the dateline for the yr de intake. I taught tuition FULL TIME! and got my driving license coz i was juz too free.

2003:

Finally enrolled into poly, Dip in Chemical Process Techology. Due to the 1 yr lag, i wasnt allow to go straight to 2nd yr. I didnt regret, as i got to noe my now BFFs...Ly, XH, WY, Daniel.... and of coz... gotta noe him.... didnt noe at tt time that he was able to create such a big impact in my life

2004:

2nd yr of poly, went into food tech (my dream course). I was 21 !!!! had a great bdae celebration at West Coast. my different grps of frens came up with different tricks to trick me. He chose a different option, HE became part of my life, his calls, his encouragement, his laughter. at the same time, YP joined in the BFFs team. i went for my 1st overseas attachment - BKK ABAC. wooo... i knew my thai frens for 6yrs plus liao.. woo hoo...

2005:

He left, vanished.... and i got myself a bf, whom i waited for 6yrs before HE appeared. but end uo the r/s didnt last more than 2 mths. well, at least we tried. worked in my 2nd attachment - Danisco.

2006:

i graduated le!!!! I got my 1st job in Gold Kili! didnt noe at tt time that this job will be with me for soooo long. A place i loved most. it was juz like a 2nd home to me. Coz everyone WAS so nice and sincere. learnt a lot frm the ppl in there. Frm EQ, PR skills, sales, QA/QC, manufacturing, anything and everything under the sun. then i saw the 'TORO' looked alike OFM!

2007:

got closer to my office BFFs now(Kelvis and Yan). Cheryl joined the company too. that was the PEAK period in GK. we went thru thick and thin. The BEST rapport was during tt period where we all were so happy. Though the work was stressful and wasnt very established, yet we enjoyed the most during tt period.

My whole family went thru a big roller coaster this yr, and made us changed our lifestyle, our attitude and our mindset.. but it is all over now!! :)

2008:

Decided to resigned for my fave job juz to get into Massey Uni SG 1st batch. WY left for Aust oso came back for this course. Who noes, i was rejected. went on working on contract basis in Danisco, learning of the ingredient level of food manufacturing. HE decided to reappear again. but this time round, tot i was neutral, i tot my feelings for him had faded.....

2009:

OFM, CP went back home. missing the times we had. worked in HPB for a few mths b4 Gold Kili called me back. experienced in building up a factory, designing and planning of the plant.. COOL!!!!

I allowed myself to go out of control with HIM. i tot i wasnt serious, BUT.... things didnt go as i predicted. i wasnt strong myself, and got myself into tt deepest pit.. When he decided to start a new r/s with another girl. I decided to give up and juz walk away. no pt staying there....it hurt badly... it still hurts...

decided tt marriage is not the most impt thing i want, and starts not to believe in love....

2010:

once again decided to resign and go back to sch. and YES, this time round i made sure i cfm a place b4 i resigned! then BOOM! TYL in Massey Uni SG, going back the rushing reports, studying for exam, no income student life! got noe to a batch of cute little boys and girls...

survived one sem... 1.5 more sems to go!!!! :)

wooo 10yrs of my life passed juz like tt... more 10yrs to come. but the most impt thing for me nw is to survive thru these 2 yrs!!

Ok, time checked 2 am!!! i got work later!!! nite...

PS: Ivan, i think u will find a lot of typo and wrong phrasing or any errors ba.... coz i did this entry in 1 hr time and i'm half alsp nw!!! :p

I wanted to post sth abt the new year, as it is 2011!! but i think this is more interesting. Thanks to WY, she showed me this webby toking our Moon sign and Moon astrology. Moon sign is the position of the moon when u r born.

From this webby, http://www.findyourfate.com/astrology/moon-astrology/moonsigns.html, u can learn more about wat is moon sign.

Moon sign vs Sun sign (Sun sign is the normal horoscope we noe, for me is cancer.)

The Moon is said to rule your personality, while the Sun rules your individuality.The Sun influences our total self or our personality. The Sun therefore represents the way we are seen by others around us. The Moon represents the more of our inner world of feelings and emotions, and how we feel about ourselves. The Sun rules the day, but moon has an altogether mysterious side, with deeper more hidden aspects.

Well, my moon sign is Leo:

The Moon in Leo makes you strong, proud and courageous. You enjoy responsibility, and often take on too much of it. You have a natural attraction authority, and enjoy appearing in the public eye. You would rather lead than follow any day.Your inherent pride makes you very susceptible to love affairs.

Your actions at work attract the attention, and respect of your superiors. This can only mean good things for you as far as your career is concerned. As far as money is concerned you are very generous.

The Moon in Leo makes for a strong intellect and a strong love of the arts. Don't be surprised if your occupation involves the theatre, music, painting or literature. You also have a love for luxuries. You like to drink the finest wine life has to offer. You are lively in spirit, have a high intelligence and have good prioritizing skills.

Females with Leo Moon: Fair complexion, attractive, wide and generous features, big round eyes. They are generous, independent, leaders among women, jolly but easily offended or hurt and apt to be vindictive and jealous. Of fiery temper, fond of food and are religious. Joyous, sexy and craving for physical contacts, like to be away from madding crowds and prefer a solitary place. Sincere, frank, good married life on the whole. Wealthy, affectionate and passionate and as long as they love their partner, they do it intensely, otherwise will severe connections.

Leo Moon- Positive Traits	Leo Moon - Negative Traits
Loving Witty Radiant Artistic Dignified	Extravagant Arrogant Show-off Self-centered Domineering

WY told me is very me.. she feel tt it is quite true... personally i feel... ya... true to a certain extend ba... but nt on the attractive part ba.. wahahahahaha TYX gonna laugh till her head drop on this attractive part... :p