This is a nice song from Z-chan new album... He had rest for abt 3 yrs b4 coming up with this new album. I like this song 暗恋 which happen to be the same name as his new album... lyrics are meaningful... nice nice...

《暗恋》 张智成

四目交接的时候不要停留太久
适可而止的问候关心不能太过
好奇也别去探索妒嫉只能深锁
如果忍不住寂寞也不能对你说

啊好朋友啊我的好朋友
不小心的沉默不想让你太难过
我们就站在落地窗的两边
就算触碰也有了界限
如果跨越过彼此那道边界
是靠近还是更遥远

相信我们走到另一个境界
搭肩高唱友谊万万岁
要是我爱你变成了语言
甚麽会多一些甚麽会少一些

就让别人去猜测我们清白的很
就让自己去承受那种清白的闷
就算我只是朋友能不能有要求
如果会发生甚麽也是我想太多

啊好朋友就只是好朋友
不小心说出口微笑中藏著难过
我们就站在落地窗的两边
就算触碰也有了界限
如果跨越过彼此那道边界
是靠近还是更遥远
你会不会也曾闪过这感觉
一念之间就要差一点
要是我爱你变成了利剑
甚麽会被消灭甚麽才会复原

那是我的底线继续将你暗恋

Mystery solved! hahaha.. found out le....
it is daniel!! really is daniel....hahahahaa....
He bought this b4 he went Aust, then we had no time to meet up... so i guess he left it in SG and ask someone to send it to me when my bdae is nearing... hahahaa

hw did i find out? coz i saw his nick abt nearly lost his life on the road in Aust, i went to ask him wat happen... he saw my DP...then he said 'oh.. so u've recieved the bookmark'....hahaha... everything solved... he say it meant to be a bdae surprise for me.. but came abit late.. but still.. i was suprise.. wahahaha.. THANKS DANIEL!! u r SSOOOOO SWEET!! hehehe

Went with my 5g1u + yt - lyn to Keppel country club/ keppel club for DIM SUM!!! hehee... My grp noe me best!!! hehehe

yum yum... hehehee.. thanks guys! hehhee

Then after tt went cine watch The Haunting in Connecticut with Ivan... Finally, someone is willing to watch horror shows with me!!! 旧爱还是最美！！ I dunno y nobody wanna watch with me lor.. I SWEAR i didnt scream!! hahahaa...
ok.. like the story... got meaning de... apart frm the scary part.. hehe

After toking to my jiu ai.. made me realised... y shld i be sad?! i mean.. i can laugh n tok abt the memories we had.... haha.. jiu ai say, both of us dunno wat we want... so is dragging.. then he oso say.. since i cant see future with him... then let go... coz no pt holding on.. (ok..i think ppl tell me this for more than a thousand times... ok.. it is me.. hahahaa)
jiu ai didnt force, didnt comment, didnt reprimand me.. juz listen n advice... (ok... mayb coz he is oso somehow similar to him?? when come to handling these types of stuff?? )... well... he always has his own way in seeing things... hahaa.. no matter wat.. THANKS JIU AI!!! i love u the most lah.. hahahaa

ok.. nw it time for u ppl to help me solve the mystery...
i recieved a present from the mailbox... n this person did not write down his/her name (dunnO is blur or purposely de)... my mom threw away the envelope liao.. so cant show u all the handwritting.. left only the present...


I've tried to narrow down the search... who noe i love tortoise and is being called TYL

Those who noe my full address
Yan Ting (but i dun think she will be tt 'free' to do this type of things)
Cheryl (handwritting looks like hers.. but she say she didnt send)
Yipei (she is damn bz with sch work.. so i dun think she got the time.. plus handwritting nt hers)
Wenying (she is tooo stress with her sch too... no time to even chat on phone.. moreover, she is nt clever enough to get ppl to write the address de...nt possible)
Simin (erm.. she doesnt look like someone who will send mysterious gift.. haha)
(still got who.. i dunno le leh)

Those who i think will do this type of surpries..
Ivan (but he swear tt it is nt him this time)
i really cant think of anyone else...

aiyo.. this mail is SG de... so cant be xiaohua.. or daniel... (wait.. daniel told me he wanna gimme sth.. but got no time to meet me... but then he left for Aust on the 4th liao leh... )
i dun think is any of the guys.. so ppl... help me think1?!? hehee

My bdae is over, but celebration cont'd!!

Meeting my 5G1U plus YT on the 19th Jul
then China guys (only left 2. haiz) on the 18th...
then the poly frens (nw they are slogging.. hahaa.. studying for exams) + little boys gang on the 25th...

Oh well, so it wasnt tt bad after all... i mean.. i noe all my frens love me... though they always 'act' heck care me.. wat more can i ask for, rite? so wat if there r some idiot dun even put me in the any part in their heart? i'm still well loved!! hahahaa.. (ok... 我在自我安慰, but still...THANKS TO ALL MY DARLINGS!!! :P)

Went to the zoo with Aeddan and Darren and Cheryl on wed... hehee.. Thanks ivan for his help to get the card for us.. if nt, the entrance fee is damn ex lor... whahaha... *muackz*... look out on FB for the pics.. darren will put it up (soon, i hope?) wahahaa...

sianz... tt day got a fren asked me 'so hw long u gonna celebrate this yr?' i stunned... n think n tell him 'seems dun have leh'...

Till nw, i'm booked by my coy+frens on the 10th (cheryl's farewell), and my jiu ai is trying his very best to organise one meeting for the 5g1u+yt grp... (thanks jiu ai... coz i think u r bz with ur classes still wanna think of this... )
i dun even need to cancel my tuitions... i juz continue... seems so bz yet it is not bz with my bdae... my poly gangz all bz with sch... so no time, then others are bz with work... i'm oso bz with hhx wedding...
even wanna have a meal with my family oso need to postpone...
y m i complaining?! it is not as if everyone is bz purposely... but juz.. i oso dunnO... wanna whine...

with tt old woman gimme tt face!!! i'm juz wondering.... i didnt go pray a long time liao izzit?! offend ppl till i dunno... btw, i'm easily agitated recently.. *pms*?? i oso dunnO... but if u happen to hear one of my irritated voice... and wat... please dun take it at heart...

it is the 1st of jul!!!! had my experience in shanghai, hangzhou. things are ex, ppl nt very friendly, air is polluted, fashion - erm... nt very nice (i wonder y, they shld have nice nice clothes). n most imptly, it is sooooo warm!!! wat the diff with SG??? haiz...

then stayed in 5 stars hotel in Hangzhou, DAMN COOL LAH!!! nice nice, so comfy.. i can really stay in hotel whole day lor... then in back to Shanghai, stayed in a 5 star service apartment, heard tt it is opened by a s'porean. it is highly sercure lor... u need to have a key card to go onto the lift. n it only allows u to go to the level u living in. there are a lot of foreginers who r working in Shanghai living in this place... this serivce apartment got a mini kitchen too...

i'm soooo sick n tired of chinese food lor... the KFC (chicken is NICE!! but other than tt.. all CMI), n i craving for all my western and jap and thai food... but then again.. go china eat jap??? go china eat thai!?? hahaha...

too lazy to post photos up.. wait till i free k?? i dunno wat m i bz with.. but i seems to be very bz lor... wahahhaa...

PPL, i'm almost fully booked le leh... book me in advance hor if u all wanna meet me... wahahhaa.. i shall list out the schedule for ur ref. ahhahaha (follow my jiu ai style)

1/7 - tuition till 2200
2/7 - tuition till 2200
3/7 - tuition till 2100
4/7 - BBQ with expo promoters
5/7 - preparing for Huixian's wedding (Evening is free)
6 to 9/7 - tuition till 2200/2100
(if wanna book me muz tell me in advance, so i can make arrangements with my students)
10/7 - booked by my cheryl darling
11/7 - booked by my family
12/7 - HHX Wedding

:)