Hey ppl, here's the announcement...

IT IS OVER! EVERYTHING IS OVER! have been torturing myself for the past few days! damn moody... it doesnt help with the big event on sat and some kind soul who actually acted angry for 3 whole days!!!!

I've made up my mind! time for me to face the reality... it still hurts.. but i will survive! who is he anyway?! rite? there isnt any ending in the 1st place... wat's there to be 可惜？He said he dun wanna hurt me.... he told me he wanna me be his gd fren 4eva, he told me i'm his only Female good fren! Can i juz say they are all BULLS***! haha...

he expect me to give him my blessing.... juz coz he treat me as his gd fren!!! have he ever consider hw i feel? i'm a HUMAN BEING! i got feelings... i have the right to be angry, sad or happy... so wat if i dun like tt girl?! i've to smile and say 'ok.. good...'... IT IS SOOOOO FAKE LAH!

However, i dun wish to see tt we cant even be frens... coz he is a great guy (as a fren) so.... well... i'll get my directions right... hehee... wait n see lor... hahaa.. (erm... i hear groans?? relax....hehee)

Oh yea... and one more thing! dun say i like PRC k?? juz happen tt he is prc doesnt mean tt i like prc... and of coz... juz coz i got prc frens... doesnt mean i will be crazy over prc guys lor.... it is juz pure coincidence tt he is one!..

ok... if u see me in one of the moods... it is a passing phase... i will get over de... I WILL SURVIVE!

erm... Erin, shwuyann... thanks a lot... thanks a million, thanks a zillion... really... dun worry.... u will get ur tyl back in no time.... :)

My 1st day of work...
Not as bad... preparing premixes for ice cream and is a LAB enviorment lor... i mean a REAL lab... wahaha... i like it... mayb i will get bored soon... but at this moment... i'm excited!!! with pasturesation (damn it! i 4got the spelling le), homogensation, ageing... then tml got freezing the ice cream.. wahaha... then got HUGE dishwasher and a HUGE drying cabinate.. once was my dream for GK.. nw is Erin's dream.. wahaha... ok... my work wise... is nth much interesting... juz tt when the whole world is recalling back ice cream... we r doing a lot of ice cream.. hehee...

yesterday (21st Sep), went bugis with YT.. when we walked past the Photo Stickers shop, i commented tt i was sad.. coz left only bugis have.. then she say... let go in n take... i stunned!! wah.... but still soooo happy!! wahahaa... but it is funny... 2 LADIES... went in n take photos like little girls... but then again... WE R STILL YOUNG!!!!



btw, i found something interesting when i was browsing thru my past photos.....
I think some ppl will juz kill be by posting this photo up.. but then i cant help it... coz is damn funny lor... i muz say... this is call the forever BEST frens pose... wahahaa... ALL FRENS WHO WANNA NOE EACH 4eva... MUZ pose this way!! hee...



Disclaimer: If u find familiar faces.. they are ur imagination... coz the 2 on the LHS will NEVER admit tt it is them... so.... they ARE NOT yanxin and kelly... as for the 2 on the RHS... well.... we r 4eva 21 (oops... i helping ppl to do advertising.. haha... )

Ok... LAME enough le... have to sleep liao.. if nt.. i cant wake up tml le...

This is to update my latest empolyment status.

TYL will be starting work on 22nd Sep at Danisco (Temp Lab Technician) for 3 mths @ $1900 per mth. It is my dreamwork! coz no paper work... juz lab work... ALL hands-on... and also is in the ice cream and UHT milk plant... wahaha...

The venue will be at Science Park and 0800-1700... ok.. i noe a lot of ppl say i cant wake up in time de... hee... but then again... it is my fav work leh... wahahaa... I WILL try my best to wake up.. or shld i say.. I MUST wake up in time.

There is a shuttle bus at JE MRT stat to pick us up.. as for wat time.. i nt very sure... but definitely nt late de lah... wahaha...

In any event if i got a perm job, i can quit anytime giving 24 hrs notice. So before anyone offer me a perm job, y i rot my life away? might as well work in Danisco, get some exp and oso some $$$, so i can go my BKK AGAIN in Dec and hopefully to Taiwan next yr!!!

Currently working as a promoter to promote MY BABY at Shop n SAVE West Mall!!! From 17 Sep - 19 Sep is me, TYL. Then 20 Sep - 21 Sep, darren aka Yonghui will be there. COME SUPPORT!!! Support my baby, or Support me. or support darren.. at the same time can see hw handsome he has become!!! wahahaaha

I cannot let Jimmy down!!! so PLEASE!!! come down find me/darren and buy from me/darren!!!!! then let the sales go up!! so jimmy wun be always grumbling n he will be happy.... Everyday see him so nt happy... then irene oso sad... will make me sad too de leh... hee.....

Ok... i realised tt i lonnnnng time never tokabt my LOVE.. 5566... to tell u the truth.. i LOVE their songs in the previous albums... but nt the recent de...

n of coz.. my playlist nw are changed to my fav songs of 5566.... dun ask me y suddenly 'huai jiu'... juz say tt recently i'm emoing... so... aiyah dunno lor... so many things seems like happening... n so many things tt i finally see light in.... n so many things made me realised more things!!! EEEEEK!!!! tooopid!!!

too free liao... so start to emo le... think gotta start work next week.. haiz....

Ok... This song was out for a long time.. n was once a top hit.... this is a song by Fan Fan 范玮琪
It is in her 2006 album 《我们的纪念日》。

It is a nice song.. The lyrics are meaningful, n i wish to tell all my frens ard me... I have my flaws, not as perfect... but still I am at least 70% of the fren that is written in this song.

Sometimes when i'm pissed... i'm pissed for at most a day (normally a few hrs ok le), then i will 4got wat made me pissed le.. so dun brood over too much if 1 day u found me being pissed!

i'm a human being.. i have 喜怒哀乐, so of coz at the moment of any incident... i will show my different feelings... BUT that doesnt mean tt i dun understand or anything like tt... haiz... i really quite lazy to explain myself de leh... but i guess sometime ppl juz dunno wat m i thinking.... so.. well...

Btw, i really wanna u all to be happy... i may complain.. i may feel lonely... but tt doesnt mean tt i gonna hate u all 4eva... i dun need u all to spend all the time u got with me.. ultimately.. if u all are happy, i will be happy too.. nt necessary to meet every day/ every week juz to prove tt this frenship exist..

aiyah.. i think the more i say, the more mistakes i gonna make, n i dunno this time round who m i gonna hurt again... toopid rite.. i dun wanna hurt my frens... yet sometime the things i did to prevent them getting hurt hurt them...haha hw ironic...

enjoy the lyrics below ba...


《一个像夏天一个像秋天》

第一次见面 看你不太顺眼
谁知道后来关系那么密切
我们一个像夏天一个像秋天
却总能把冬天变成了春天

你拖我离开一场爱的风雪
我背你逃出一次梦的断裂
遇见一个人然后生命全改变
原来不是恋爱才有的情节

如果不是你我不会相信
朋友比情人还死心塌地
就算我忙恋爱把你冷冻结冰
你也不会恨我只是骂我几句

如果不是你我不会确定
朋友比情人更懂得倾听
我的弦外之音我的有口无心
我离不开darling更离不开你

你拖我离开一场爱的风雪
我背你逃出一次梦的断裂
遇见一个人然后生命全改变
原来不是恋爱才有的情节

如果不是你我不会相信
朋友比情人还死心塌地
就算我忙恋爱把你冷冻结冰
你也不会恨我只是骂我几句

如果不是你我不会确定
朋友比情人更懂得倾听
我的弦外之音我的有口无心
我离不开darling更离不开你

你了解我所有得意的东西
才常泼我冷水怕我忘形
你知道我所有丢脸的事情
却为我的美好形像保密

如果不是你我不会相信
朋友比情人还死心塌地
就算我忙恋爱把你冷冻结冰
你也不会恨我只是骂我几句

如果不是你我不会确定
朋友比情人更懂得倾听
我的弦外之音我的有口无心
我离不开darling更离不开你

Recently... CP came up with this phrase.... "只能开花，不能结果".... he told Erin this... n Erin is so excited tt he kept repeating this phrase... wahaha... i think this phrase will be in both my head and yan yan's head for quite some time sia... wahahaa..

ok.. so nw is like 2am liao.. i'm still online blogging... coz nth better to do... wahaha... juz went ktv... i siao liao... no work.. still can go KTV sia.. wahahaa.. i told jx tt now my resource is limited, so muz plan properly.... everything can be sacrificed, be it food, clubbing, alcohol, movie... the only thing tt cannOt be sacrifice is KTV!! wahahaa...

Went Ktv with Erin and Shwu Yann... well.. i found anOther grp of KTV kakis le lor.. wahaha... quite fun lah.. tt Erin... didnt noe he can sing and rap all Jay de song lah.. muz let him n yx 切磋切磋... hehe... yan yan need to destress... coz in office she bz till siao lah... so many things... and ppl play tai ji... so she faint lor... Jia you yan yan!!!

Almost 2 weeks into my jobless life... erm.. to tell u the truth... i'm still enjoying it!! wahaha... ok.. b4 anyone who will start scolding me... i've been faithfully sending my resume out... and waiting for ppl to call me lor....

Just today i recieved a call frm my fren, she told me danisco is looking for ppl to work on the sudden increased in proj for 3 - 6 mths... maybe i will take up this job... idea rite?? coz waiting for firmenich or givaduan call me, i think my neck will grow longer... (good thing rite? hahaa)...

Ok.. so hw did i pass my two weeks of jobless life?? hehee... sleep till 1000 - 1200 (depending on wat time i sleep the day b4.. ranging frm 0000-0400)... then eat, watch tv, play comp... sometime meet my ex colleagues for lunch or dinner.. hahaa....

on 220808... celebrated jiu ai de 1/4 century old bdae... of coz.. in ktv.. hw can tyl nt be crazy?!?!?! wahahaha... anyway, here are some photos for tt night... more crazy photos.. pls go on facebook see lor... hehee...



on 240808 went Batam and spent like a millionnare... the currency is BIG lah... we tok in terms of thousands and millions... OMG!!! and i had a VERY hard time calculating... went polo house bought A Million worth of polo tees... haha... i mean a million rupiah lah... hehee...
Anyway, i love the SEA!!! hahhaa... n imagine.. actually my humble digital cam oso can take some nice photos de leh...



OFM went off on 30 Aug and is coming back 21 days later... the night b4 we met for dinner and of coz.. had a crazy night... ofm the big chef of the day cooked the noodles tt i like best... n was the most popular dish... see... n everyone agreed tt he really can cook... haha... nw... to think of tt.. i miss him already.. HOW!!!?? wahahaaa