Well, it is done.. ok.. there is really not much change except tt it had become abit pinky? hahaha... btw, let me intro the song in my blog... a song by Buckcherry - Sorry.
I fall in love with this song once my sis intro to me... wahaha...

Let's take a look at the pics......it's a wonderful sunset....









Guess where is it taken?? yes, it is non other than MY HOUSE!!! wahaha.. yt was rotting at my hse... n took lotsa photos of the sunset... well.. i really proud of the scenery my hse has.. wahahahaa... btw i love rotting!! with my fave 'rotter' yt either at her hse or my hse... a lazy sunday.. wahahaha...

My blog is half way thru the re construction.... half way done and now currently damn tired to continue... so shall leave it till later date... wahahaha....

i was toking to a loooooong time fren. we were once such gd frens... due to sth happened.. we didnt tok for abt 1-2yrs? then nw... he is back... well.. my dear frens... dun start worrying all over again... i admit... when we 're-contact' again... it feels wonderful... i mean.. i did miss him.. but is only frens type of missing...

he didnt change... i mean the way he tok to me.. he is still like a kid.. NS didnt make him more mature... *quite disappointed*.... anyway, i appreciate tt he is still a fren.. nt a stranger...

wah.. half asleep typing this.. more abt this when i'm awake... nw i shall go n zzzZZZzzzzzZZZz

I've found a hotel in BKK. It is call the Hip Hotel. This is a newly open hotel (opening in May 2008). And it is soooo cool looking, it dun have a swimming pool though. Anyway, it isnt very ex. it is a 3 star hotel costing abt $80 per night (or less). Anyway Cheryl and i was wondering should we stay in this hotel.... hahahaa..... it is quite near the mrt station.....


The next hotel is a newly renovated hotel, it is a small hotel. (nt a building on its own de). But seems like very cosy.. oso a 3 star hotel, costing about $54 per night. Near mrt station... It is Grand Inn Hotel



Where should we stay!??!!

Well, things were ABIT better recently.. ABIT nia... my Dr. Tay still dun wanna reply me on the status of the course. Headache... haiz...

nw i'm in the process of getting out... planning to resign end of jul, regardless of going to study anot.. this is my plan... ivan, dun sit down there and say,"ya... we'll wait n see if there's any change in ur mind'... i've made up my mind le.. no change no change... hahaha sick n tired of my job le lah...

nw in office.. dun feel like starting work.. haiz... MONDAY BLUES!!!! hee.... i shall dream more b4 i start work... bfast time!!!! anyone wanna join me!?

烦死了！最近的心情简直就是到了谷底！！好想做什么事都不顺心，应该去拜拜了。
唉！天啊！我到底怎么了？！

公司里，做什么都不对。做什么他们都不满意！这样还叫我做干吗！？老板这里叫，老板那里喊。同事有事没事就当我的名是口头禅。我就好像个疯女人跑来跑去。老板这一分钟叫我做这、下一分钟问我是否能帮他做哪，另一个老板就爱给我难题让我想一整天都回答不出。同事更可爱，什么问题都我解决、烂摊子我收。真把我当万能的？把我弄得喘不过气，压力无比大！

加上公司每年的ISO Audit又是我一个人管，今年会是个大考，压力超大，谁懂？谁明白？人们只看到我吃饱没事做走来走去，有谁看到我面对的这份压力？谁会知道，我的脑袋里在想什么？做了那么多，却还被指责，说没做好我该做的东西。请问我这一个脑袋能装多少东西？？？ 新产品要我想、要我调，一个嫌太少，至少要十个让他们选。品质要我管，出问题就是我没管好，好像我是24小时盯着生产部。东西坏了，我的事，去找装修、去买配件。电脑出问题，还是我的事，弄不好就是你没本事！但我的本分跟电脑无关！工人有问题，因为我对他们太好，所以才不怕我！供应商不交货，我的错，因为我不会骂人。但是，我不是采购部门的！！！！客人来了，我招待。有老鼠，我没叫人抓。最好笑的是，厕所阻塞也找我！！！！！！！！做不好就是我没做好本分，我真想问，以上的那么多东西，到底几样才是我真正的本分？！

我开始怀疑我的能力，也许这世上真的有这么样的一个人，再多的事给他都能做得井井有条。我真的好累！我虽然嘻皮笑脸，并不代表我是真的开心。也许，我真的应该离开了。I cant reach their expectations!!!!!

今天，我真的透不过气，想找好朋友安慰。结果，那好朋友却离我三尺。我不要求什么，只想他拍下我的背、摸这我的头，虽然没说什么，但让我知道他在身边其实就够了。就象以前一样。但今天他没这么做。

他就坐在离我三尺的地方，也不管我是否难过，这让我更难过。我明白他也有自己的烦恼，不能怪他。更知道自己是在发小姐脾气，自私的要人的安慰，也不管别人的感受。

只是当时的心情，真的让我无法冷静的想。所以就乱发脾气了。还好哥在，看见我哥，眼泪差点就喷出来。我就静静的靠着哥的肩，才冷静下来。

头， 到现在还是痛。明天又要面对我那些怪癖的老板们。真想不上班！

FINALLY!! i got my long awaited CJ7 toy... 7 zai!!! At 1st, after watching tt movie, i fall in love with Qi Zai, n told him tt if the toy come out into the mkt, i sure will buy it. then he told me he will buy for me, if he go back.

but b4 he go back, Qi Zai reached SG 1st. n he told me he gonna buy for me... i waited till my neck long long, finally he got time to go and buy for me!! of coz, b4 tt, cheryl dear already bought one for me.. to tell him tt HE IS SLOW!!! wahaha...

This is the Qi Zai he bought with a small hp chain


This is my whole collection of Qi Zai. The cute head is frm Cheryl dear, the other 2 are from him....


These are the members on my bed. My doraemon bloster which i think i'll kick it down in the middle of the night, the nice comfy tigger which always stay at his side on the bed and of coz, latest member, Qi Zai!!! hee

Well, as i was saying, the details of degree course are out, fees are $7220 per annum. Not ex, but then again.. was hoping that there is loans available... or else i really cant study anymore. haiz... I NEED MONEY!!

Anyway, back to reality. I'm quite sick of my company le. TIRED! Erm did i hear someone say 'FINALLY'? wahaha.. well, coz have been doing so many things, yet is still not up to their expectations, the feeling is juz so terrible. well, blame it on my inexperience lor. I decided to get out of this company once and for all when i go study. tt's y when ppl ask me y nt ask for full/partial sponsor frm them, i told them i dun wanna owe them anything. I like the ppl here.. juz tt wat they expect of me, i cant make it. What they need is a superwoman, i'm not. I'm juz a normal immature kid who is still learning..

OFM decided not to continue his work here, however, company asked him to stay. giving him a raise. wahaha.. he is now totally headache.. one hand he is tired.. wanna go back.. on the other hand... is the money he can earn here... n mr ah seng is sooo disappointed and sad..

I noe i'm slow... their album is for almost half a yr? or more? then i realised the songs are nice... ok... nw then i really LISTEN. Meaningful lyrics, nice music.. ppl may condemn them... but, give them a chance.. their 1st album only mah... I love the lyrics... coz somehw or rather toking abt hw m i feeling nw?? wahahaa.... anyway....

PROUDLY PRESENTS.... SG SUPERBAND CHAMP! MILO PENG (迷路兵)!!!!!

迷路兵-适应 (shi ying)

没想过爱情会下落不明
mei xiang guo ai qing hui xia luo bu ming
寂寞都不忍心
ji mo dou bu ren xin

故事的结局走不出背影
gu shi de jie ju zou bu chu bei ying
我只能静静的
wo zhi neng jing jing de

风吹醒那些曾经
feng chui xing na xie ceng jing
转过身我用眼泪淋尽
zhuan guo shen wo yong yan lei lin jin

心 该怎么学会去适应
xin gai zen yang xue hui qu shi ying
那些没你的安静
na xie mei ni de an jing
我 也曾伤心的收起所有回忆
wo ye ceng shang xin de shou qi suo you hui yi
却总是忍不住不断的放弃
que zong shi ren bu zhu bu duan fang qi

没想过爱情会下落不明
mei xiang guo ai qing hui xia luo bu ming
寂寞都不忍心
ji mo dou bu ren xin

故事的结局走不出背影
gu shi de jie ju zou bu chu bei ying
我只能静静的
wo zhi neng jing jing de

风吹醒那些曾经
feng chui xing na xie ceng jing
转过身我用眼泪淋尽
zhuan guo shen wo yong yan lei lin jin

心 该怎么学会去适应
xin gai zen yang xue hui qu shi ying
那些没你的安静
na xie mei ni de an jing
我 也曾伤心的收起所有回忆
wo ye ceng shang xin de shou qi suo you hui yi
你却一直住在心里 是谁都无法代替
ni que yi zhi zhu zai xin li shi shui dou wu fa dai ti

我的心该怎么学会去适应
wo de xin gai zen me xue hui qu shi ying
那些没你的安静
na xie mei ni de an jing

我也曾伤心的
wo ye ceng shang xin de
收起所有回忆
shou qi suo you hui yi
却总是忍不住不断的放弃
que zong shi ren bu zhu bu duan de fang qi

该开始了该怎么去安静
gai kai shi le gai zen me qu an jing

I noe i'm lazy.. too lazy to blog... wahaha.. it is the start of a new mth.. time flies sia.. anyway, Mar 2008 was a mth of A LOT of events. It was a mth of bdaes.. hate to say tt i missed out LY's Bdae this yr... girl.. i'm sorry...this yr cant celebrate with u.. hope u were happy... *i think u enjoyed rite?* wahaha... n WY.. u were in Aust... hope u enjoyed too...

well... let's start frm the 1st bdae celebration which was on 14th March 2008 for LCM bdae celebration. (his actual bdae is 17th March 2008) anyway, we went The Jewel Box @ Mt faber for dinner. Cheryl and i love it there, so was thinking maybe we can have our dinner there.. end up it was a wrong choice. 1. Food was damn ex, 2. Food was nth impressive, 3. Service damn slow. Cheryl n i de conclusion was.. tt place can only go chilled out.. n rot.. nt for dinner...

Look at the photo carefully, u will see tt there were 2 different cakes... tyx went to buy the cake, so none of us noe hw does the cake looks like, so when the cake was served, none of us find anything amiss (INCLUDES TT BLUR TYX)... we lighted a candle, n tyx could still joked tt how come they didnt put all the candles on the cake (she requested 2 big and 5 small, end up the cake only has a big). We sang song, took phots, make bdae wish.. finally decided to cut the cake, tyx shouted.. 'hey, it is not MY cake! my cake is square de... ' Then we realised... OMG!! it took them ages to change to our cake with all the candles...and of coz.. we again made bdae wish and take photo...

Finally decided to eat.. but my this grp of frens, with barbaric TYX.. we decided nt to cut the cake, juz use our forks and eat the whole thing!!!!!

22nd March 2008
I decided to have a BBQ to celebrate ChunCheng bdae. Well, we decided to BBQ @ Blk 2.. but tt day was raining heavily (i was wondering y everytime i wanna have bbq, always rain de)... end up we decided to have it under my blk.. coz when it rained.. it wasnt tt jia lat...

We drank, eat, chat... and my dear Mr Ou was abit tipsy tt night.. he drank too much... yet can chat till 3am... CC was oso abit over le... well, at least they still can walk back on their own.. wahahaa...

My dad gotta noe everyone of them... n of coz,... my ba gua gang asked my dad who i mentioned most in front of him.. was it Mr Ou? my loyal dad.. of coz say i mentioned everyone.. wahaha... btw i fall in love with 'Four Leaf' Cakes le...

With Cheryl and WeiDian's Gf being the latest members of our gang... was happy and felt so xing fu... hehee....gonna spend everyday to the fullest b4 he really leave me..

29th March 2008
Due to our army boys, WK and Jason, who are going to Taiwan on the 5th April, we decided to celebrate WK (25th April) and Harris(9th April) Bdaes early..@ Essential O Brew in Holland V... this is a nice and superb place!!!! Food is special, service is nt bad,,, n nice ambience...

We rot there frm 7pm till 11pm.. chatting, playing, eating... with purple and pink balloons (YP say coz it was suppose to be a Gay party wahahaa).. i love this place.. and shall be my next hang out place... u can book the whole place, with decorations and ur choice of color balloons.. cool lor... YP was crazy over the balloons, she even went 'stole' from the ppl outside our VIP room...



Guess wat... tt day, they gave us the wrong cake (i was wondering how many wrong cakes i gonna have for bdaes this yr). YP ordered a cookies and cream ice-cream cake, end up they gave us a small chocolate ice-cream (cake?). i was wondering wat was tt...nth like cake.. n better still, when the leader of the crew came in n see... she told us tt it was serve the wrong way too... we all stunned... nth to say liao... we juz digged in lor... w

end of the day... coz ly n yp wanna bring back the balloons... so both WK n Roland gotta each take a bunch of balloons and take the MRT.. wahahaa.. i wanted to take too... but 1st i noe none of my NS boys will help me bring up to the mrt.. next if i bring it home, maybe my sis or mom will scream?? so decided nt to lor.... anyway, both WK and roland looked quite funny on the packed train.. but wat to do.. their gfs want.. wahahaa....