TMD!!! I WAS TYPING FOR ALMOST MORE THAN HALF A PAGE!!!!! n i dunno wat i pressed... n the whole thing was gone!!!!!!!!!! kaoz...

haiz... as i say.. bad things come in bulk... this weekend was a damn damn pissed, warm n dunno wat heck day....

On Sat (24/3), i have to go back to work... which i dun mind... but i was in charge of mentoring session on tt day!!! n dun wanna disappoint the students... i tot can ask tyx to help me take over.. she agreed... but guess wat.. she overslept and didnt turn up!!! (1st aeroplane take off!)... lucky mentoring not only her sia... i was damn pissed le.. plus the weather... damn hot.. make me double pissed!!!

when i reached office... surprise tt ah seng was there oso.. then went ard surprising ppl tt i was in factory... then went tok cock with cc and cp... then went up disturb fm and st... Asmine bought me bfast.. then whole day i was running up and down lor... playing mostly.. wahaha..

then me n cc n cp actually agreed to meet after work to go orchard de.. so i went up ask fm wanna go mah.. he say he going to help st move hse so cannot... i keep nagging st dun move hse tt night... juz to go orchard..

anyway, i was too tired.. so went home early... to sleep and ask cc n cp to sms when work finish.. who noes... at 630 both of them sms me... tell me tt cp got sth on and cc wanna acc him go,.. n cant acc me go orchard.. (2nd aeroplane take off!!)... i was so angry... i refused to reply their sms.. TYL can tolerate everything... but dun evert try to put aeroplane lor... CP called and apologised.. i heck care him... then i sms fm tell him everything... he still can say he support me... muz be angry with them.. he really tiao bo li jian lor... but hor... Intentionally or not... tt day fm replied me in a way tt kept making me burst into laughter..reminds me of HIM.. HE always noe how to make me laugh when i was not happy...
anyway, i realised that except for CC, the other 2 are experts in coaxing girls lor... wahaha...

anyway, the heat was unbearable.. i went to lib.. and drag jx there oso.... after tt on my way home, i sms jm to tell him wat time to meet the next day (sun)... who noes he say he was abt to sms me and tell me tt he cant make it tml as it was his dad bdae... i stunned!!! (3rd aeroplane!!!!).... i was sooo soo..angry till i went to make konneyaku and agar agar... my mommy damn cute lor.. she go tell tyx to make me angry frequently so she everyday got agar agar eat... (-__-!!!)

On sun, i wasnt in one of my best moods... then again.. the weather was sooo hot... i went out to meet qq and ph.. coz qq say wanna treat us dinner.. then on my way out... HE called!! he called to ask if i free for movie.. well i didnt.. i nt free mah.. too bad sia.. noe it is juz mere coincidence... but he really made my day le lor... juz like last time... HE appears when i needed someone.... LAST TIME... memories..

Things have been so havco recently... so many shipments.. then the shipping person resigned.. a new girl took over.. n i need to help her.. coz she nt familar with the products... and oso cant speak chinese meaning tt i need to help her communicate with the production... so end up.. i`m involve with shipping oso...
then nw purchasing oso leaving.. n it`s me again to help (if there is a new person, if nt.. i really die!!!)... haiz... very stress lor... different countries with different reqiurements.. one wrong move.. whole container will be back to ur side with u bearing all costs.. then boss will start blaming everyone..

then audit coming.. next, they chasing me with the new pdt.. and and.. wat else?? haiz... seems like i involve in everything except the accounts part sia... sometimes i wonder... wat exactly is my post sia.. i enjoy working here... love the ppl... so is still ok... but sometime juz nt very balance lor.. y everything muz be tyl? very stress de.. esp when u having a big responsibility... when everyone tot u can do it de.. a slight mistake oso cannot be tolerated de lor... n sometime really emotionally drained till i dun feel like doing anything during weekends... but i still got mentoring to worry abt...

i wanna slowly let go of mentoring.. but then again... i cant... coz it seems like nobody helping out... n i really bu fang xin sia.. but.. if i everything wanna worry hor.. i sure die at young age sia... wahaha.. sianz...

Today is the day!!! The day when truth come to light... wahaha.. What happen??? Well let's start frm a week ago.... no... shld be a mth ago.... Yp approached me.. asking me how shld we celebrate the bdaes... 21st birthday of our 2 dearest frens... Liyun and Wenying... We cracked our brains... think of a special and unforgettable bdae for them... and... after much discussion and we decided on a bdae 'surprise' for them... i mean a 骗局

Date: a week ago... coz in order to make the whole thing look very real... we already start to sow seeds a week b4 the actual day (today 11th March 2007)...

i met wy... and chat with her.. telling her the recent gossips and my life... n of coz purposely say something very very ji bao... such as... i got a bf le... n he is no other than Fei min... and we are in an underground relationship... and of coz much more...

and as expected she go tell yp (who already noe the whole ting le)... Yp very very pei he... say tyl this time jia lat le.... wan guo huo le... then for the whole week.. my so call relationship was in the chat topic on n off....

Fast fwd to today (11/03/07)... i sms yp last min.. tell her i nt joining them le.. coz i going out with FM... expected wy n ly to be angry.. coz we already set today aside for them le.. how can got bf then fly them kite... wy didnt believe it.. coz she say i will nt like tt fly them kite de... but ly believed.. coz she already stunned how come i suddenly got a bf... then i added in by saying bf angry... so have to acc him... wahaha...

then while eating... they kept bombarding me with qns (mostly ly... coz she didnt noe the whole thing).... at this pt of time.. muz say Pai sei ar... xiao hua n daniel.. no time to explain to u all.. so u all oso kana pian... wahaha... anyway, the story... (50% turth)was amazing real lor... (i really proud of myself.. shld go n be script writer sia.. wahaa)... coz all taken in... YP gave them the present... each got 2 pcs of underwear... wahaha... can u image.. 8 ppl sharing tt 2 panties... wahaha... n they believe tt we only give them tt.. wahaha....

then while we eating ice cream... i suddenly become very quiet... tt's juz to pei yang qing xu for the show later on... wahahaa... btw my cute yp.. wanted to sms me.. end up sms ly.. scare us big time sia... wahaha..

anyway, while we were shopping around.. i came up with an excuse of need to meet FM.. seems like sth no good is happening.... coz he insisted tt i go meet him... so... i went off... in actual fact... i went to buy cake and go find a place to wait for them... then.. when all is done.. i call yp... here.. i muz say it a pity tt mediacorp didnt get us as actress sia... wahaha.. daniel say i'm best actress and yp is the best supporting actress.. wahaha.. wat do we do?? nth... juz a simple tele conversation...

TYL call YP
TYL: i'm done le.. walk to somewhere near them.. make sure they can hear ur conversation..
(YP walked towards wy...)
YP: you sonuded weird.. you ok?? i tot u suppose to be in orchard meeting Fm?
(TYL at this pt of time is laughing like mad... still give instruction to yp..)
TYL: i still in marina... he came and find me... and he told me CC....
YP: YL, dun cry.. wat happen? tell me wat happen... slowly...
(WY walked towards Ly and tell her wat happen.. all crowd ard to hear wat happen)
YP: Dun cry, wat did he say? wat did CC do?
TYL: Say tt CC created more trouble... making FM really feels bad... (Really dramatic sia)
YP: FM wanna a break up?? YL, u dun cry... where r u? i come find u...

all of them come out n find me... on the way ly still worry later wat shld she say.. coz i crying till like tt,, (sorry lah ly... make u worry for nth.. hee... ).... then when they see me smiling with a cake there.. they stunned... and of coz... shouted pian ju!! then i smile... and tell them there is more to come... wahaha.. then i took out the REAL present for them.. - Chomel choker, earrings and hairpin set for Ly and Sovil Titus watch for Wy... they were surprise...

Then we tell them all abt the whole thing was juz to pian they all... their expressions was.... PRICELESS sia... wahaha... and poor wy... kana pian for more than a week.. wahaha... and she say we bully her.. dunno is my story so real and acting skills superb... or she is juz toooo... erm... innocent? wahaha...

LY and WY, pei sei lah... but really hope this is an unforgettable bdae for u all.. hee... HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY!!!!

Btw.. during Jul... i'll be going India or Russia to find JM lor... depending on where he go... Coz b4 i went home juz now.. wy and ly say tt they will be back for revenge.. so.... for my safety i better disappear 1st... JM, july i go find u!!!!! wahahaa... :p

Recently, have not been posting.. y?? too bz lor.. bz with wat... watching show lor.... wahaha.. LATEST SHOW: 花样少男少女 by Ella (SHE) and Wu Zun and Jiro (Fahrenheit)... cool show.. NICE!!!

Fri night watch till Sat morning 6am.. then Sat night watch till Sun morning 3am... coz is soooooo cool and shuai and sweet and... anyway, ok.. i noe i'm crazy.. coz now i'm back to panda again lor... but WORTH IT!!! tml shall be the day.. coz i think last episode.... I even change my blog song to the ending song of tt show.. is by Tank - 专属天使 a nice nice song lor...

ok.. so wat i did in the day.. i didnt sleep lor... On Sat, i went NTU with xiaoling, yt to support JM!! His retirement match... actually... really pai sei to say tt.. noe him for soooo long... never see him 'fight' b4 lor... noe tt he is in TKD for a looong loong time... but never see him in action b4.... sso his retirement match.. how can i not be there?? if i nt there... i think i'll have regrets sia..

Anyway, didnt noe tt he can be sooooo shuai!!!! he is in my shuai ge list le... when he is in action.. omg.... damn mi ren lah... n i tell u.. his popularity is not anyhow say de lor... so many supporters... haiz.. i not his only fan club liao.. sadz... but then again.. i'm his special fan club!!! (i say de... my mommy gonna say i thick skin again.. wahaha)
He was soooo cool lah... thrash ppl... 7 nil in semi and finals... 7 is the game pt... he reached 7pts b4 time out... yx say he shi lian ar... so fierce... wahaha... and of coz... in the end he is champ!wahaha... as i say.. he is always my champ!!!!! hee.. anyway, coz yt wanna go off... n i feel weird if i stayed in NTU alone.. so went JP rot with WY... and shun bian wait for him to finish his match... so.. actually.. i missed his finals... jm asked me how come i didnt stay to watch till finals... well.. i told him my tortoise got watch can le... (send him my tortoise pic to support him juz b4 his finals.. haha) :p...

long time no meet wy le lor... so rot.. then chat lor... tok cock.. gossip... wahaha.. i think we r really san ba sia... hee...

today, went to jason hse... gamble whole day.. at 1st lose till very jia lat.... but slowly... keep winning.. but overall still lost... very funny de lor... jason bro.. whole day gamble with us... then alot of action and pattern, reminds me of Jin Xiu Yi in the show... n guess wat... he tot i'm 18/19.... till jason told him tt he muz call me jie jie... shld look at his stunned expression!!! Jing dian sia... wahaha.. really lor... i'm actually 3 yrs older than him... wahaha... coool lor.. stun ppl like tt... heee....

today i shall sleep early... tml work le.. (sianz).... below is the lyrics of the song 专属天使... meaningful n nice wo...

我不会怪你 对我的伪装
天使在人间 是该藏好翅膀
人们愚蠢鲁莽 而你纤细善良
怎能让你为了我被碰伤
小小的手掌 厚厚的温暖
你总能平复 我不安的夜晚
不敢想的梦想 透过你的眼光
我才看见 它原来在前方

没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望

小小的手掌 大大的力量
我一定也会 像你一样飞翔
你想去的地方 就是我的方向
有我保护 笑容尽管灿烂

没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望

要不是你出现 我一定还在沉睡
oh..绝望的以为 生命只有黑夜

没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望