It has been a busy week sia... fun filled and excitement and tiring... wahaha.. now i'm juz like a zombie... n need to sleep.... but when can i really fully recover all my sleep?? wahahaa...

here's my whole week...

22nd Dec
i decided to bake a bdae cake for HJM, so went to buy ingredients after work. at 1st tot no one acc me... so get JX come out acc me... who noes end up my colleague oso wanna join coz she oso wanna bake cake. Go out with JX very gd de.. auto will help u take things de... so i think guys with elder sis are really gd de lor.. they noe wat they shld do... wahaha... but then again... jason and weekeong oso dun have sis lor.. but they really noe how to take care of girls lor... mommy say.. 'gentleman' comes naturally in a guy.. be it he is a young boy or a man... so i cant juz help someone to give an excuse for his ungentlemanly act as coz he is still young... mommy say, 'look at jason, wee keong and JX, 3 of them younger than him leh.. (ok... she has someone in her mind tt she feels tt he is a lousy guy)... so can u still tell me coz he is young?' then i gt nth to say le.. wahaha...

Anyway, i reached home.. rot and wait for cheryl and yh to come.. by the tme both reached my hse.. n we start to bake cake... both come coz wanna see how to bake cake... then we tok, baked.. till 4am... n create a mess in my kitchen...

yh went back home after helping me clear up.... cheryl slept on my sofa...


the left over.. after decorating the main cake...

23rd Dec

slept till quite late... rot whole day at home with xian... then went ktv at night with HJM.. tt HJM... happily sleep till 4get my appointment with him... call him never picked up... i dunno to be angry or to be worried sia.. xian said if he is a gd fren... then be angry... if he is ur bf... then be worried... wahaha... anyway, coz the cake quite ugly.. so i made him come my hse n eat cake.. i refuse to bring it out... wahaha... then he has to come lor..
this is how the cake looks...

he waited for my parents to come home to bring him sth to eat.. then eat his cake.. then acc me, no shld say wait for me to finish watching saiyuki relaod 1st... b4 driving him back.. n tt was already 2am... come back home already 3am... i was online chatting till 5 am...

24th Dec

Slept till 11, then rot... then went shopping last min in junction 8 to get the necessary xmas gift and huijing's present.. get a thomas the train white board for bing bing... i already bought a game CD-rom for dylson le... then went big aunt hse... give the gift... rot till yx willing to come out... then go changi for huijing's chalet... abt 10 sth.. my bro 'gay frens' all come le.. we bbq.. suan each other.. then at 0000.. we cut cake... her bdae falls on 25th Dec... we got her a big powerpuff girls cake... n think she love it... did she? wahaha.. dunno... nice?

anyway mommy was scolding me.. say 21st yr old i go buy cartoon cake... but the thing is tt... u like tt cartoon.. no matter how old u still glad to see sth de mah... wahaha then we sit there play black jack till 5am.. slept at 6.. i think...

25th Dec
Merry Xmas... woke up at 8... coz tyx need to go for tuition... we made our way back.. tyx go tuition.. i go home sleep.. but dunno y.. i only slept for an hr or so.. then wake up liao.. juz lie in bed.. nth to do...
evening... went airport fetch yt.. my darling is back for gd le!!! wahaha... excited lor... my dad oso excited sia.. call me and ask me 'kidnapped' her down to his stall.. wahaha... then again... drag.. rot..chat... by the time i sleep was already 2am.. and i got work next day!!!

then rest of the week.. i slept at ard 2 am lor.. so whole week really like zombie... then realise one whole week no see yp.. finally... last night met her for dinner.. whahaa... one whole week no meet.. coz she change job.. no see her online..

my this weekend is filled with programmes again.. n hopefully i get enough sleep.. wahaha...

Juz came back from camp... 15 Dec - 17 Dec 2006 is our yearly mentoring camp.. got new mentors join in and of coz old mentors went crazy.. we had our fun times, exciting times, heart warming times, angry times, and of coz.. scary times... lotsa things lor... typed one whole day oso cannot finish.. on the whole... quite enjoy the camp... coz love to cook for whole lot of ppl.. then oso like to take care of ppl... wahaha... esp when i have to take care of my 'big kids' such as jason, wee keong, jian xing and yanxin... wahaha... overall.. camp was... smooth sailing.. wahaha..

Tues, went to Tampanies safra for dinner... then go TM shop. Saw my doraemon cup again.. really wanna buy.. but.... when i was still there thinking of buy or nt to buy... my nice bro bought it for me le... so good hor...he say he wanted me to buy sth tt is over 70 bucks de... dun mind buying me tt doraemon... tt cup cost only $7.90 lor.. so kind of bro... wahaha


Went watch movie juz nw with JX... I FOUND A HORROR MOVIE KAKI le!!! finally!! wahaha... cool lor... got ppl acc me watch horror movie le.. no need jm drag himself go liao lor.. wahaha... we watched 'Cinderella' the korean horror movie on plastic surgery de.. nt bad lah... hee

change my blog song to 183 de song.. their new album de song... though their album out for quite sometime... recently then i really go listen lor.. then fall in love with this song '为你征服全世界' .. is very nice... the melody like olden english song... nice nnice... wahaha

183club -为你征服全世界

忘了他 我说
真的不值得你难过
越忘记 从前的你快乐而且自信
就像是夜晚 你红着腮
连笑起来都是那么自然
迷人的双唇和眼神 如今却不在

就算有天他不在你身边 请你记得曾经的少年
因为那是独一无二的美 可以为你征服全世界

睡了吗 沉睡的你如此beautiful
忘了他 彻彻底底不再为他痴狂
我是这么乖 像个小孩
静静做着功课等着你的回来
你会带个糖果给我 谢谢你的爱

当你的心一点点地打开 让我还有资格去比赛
难免受伤难免有些遗憾 至少有天爱你会明白
我希望你会记在心里 你永远都是那么地美
不管对爱多失望 没忘记你是谁

don't you don't you lost my words no baby
你的背影胜过全世界 情给情的包是你的笑颜 可以为你征服全世界
把你的心一点点地打开相信 有天你一定会明白

睡了吗 沉睡的
你如此beautiful

Yesterday, went Junction 8 shopping. Mr Ben lah... ppl now is car salesman, then must wear nice nice.. can go out see ppl de.. and say need cuff links... n guess who paid? ME!!! we spent $95+ for his belt and cuff links... to think tt i only wanna pay for his cuff links... he lah... haiz.. my BROTHER!!! good rite??

Belt and Cuff Links ($95)


Cuff Links ($63+)


Belt ($31+)

Then went shopping... leather slippers got buy 2 get 1 free... so.. me, yanxin and huijing each bought a pair lor..

guess which is mine, which is tyx? hee...

Then saw a big doraemon cup... tall tall de.. with cover and spoon.. cost $9.90... but still thinking to buy anot.. haha...

Next 2 weeks will be a very bz week sia... 1st going for mentoring camp frm 15th - 17th... really looking forward.. then 22nd baking cake, 23rd meet jm, 24th go huijing chalet celebrate her bdae till 25th.. wahaha...

I'm free! free from tuition le.. wahaha.. quitted tuition center de job le.. coz very sianz.. dun wanna teach le... nw only got 2 pte tuitions.. enough le.. wahaha..

a week passed.. all the guys POP le..my life.. still the same lor.. work, sleep, work, sleep.. boss go china today.. next whole week wun be back.. then bryan (boss kid) came office these few days... then always come 'bully' me.. see!!! a 3 yr old oso bully me.. sad rite.. wahaha..

i got a surprise.. pleasant or not.. i dunno... he is back. he come find me.. as expected coz wanted sth... haiz... how shld i feel? how shld i response? haiz.. suan liao suan liao.. dun think dun care..

btw, my bro - ben starts selling cars.. 2nd hand or parallel import. Interested can contact him at 92778681 . Let him give u best service.. wahaha...

It's a long time since i last update wo. coz no mood... or shld i say lazy.. sianz lor.. coz every night come back so late le.. then watch tv, bathe.. then can prepare go sleep le. suddenly feel tt old liao.. coz by 0000 will feel damn tired.. then wanna sleep... cannot tahan till 1 or 2 le.. wahaha.. partly oso coz every night read book.. then lazy to come online.

I've quitted my tuition centre job.. so now only teaching pte tuition.. 2 nights nia.. not tt taxing le... ermm.. i mean more time to go out le.. wahaha.... nw sat n sun.. can see me at home everyday.. haha.. coz nth to do.. no one acc me out mah.. so might as well.. stay at home.. save money.. wahaha...

Have been reading chinese novels again.. then came across sth very meaningful... 《思念不只三天两夜》by 深雾
this is not novel.. is short stories... each story is a touching, sweet, yet sad de love story..and make ppl think it is closely related to reality.

“只要我还是想着你，不论是春夏秋冬，也都是四年的季节”
“当你自以为已经成功摆脱四年的时候，它已经偷偷从生活的细节中入手，慢慢，慢慢的进占你的每一天。”
“因为寂寞，所以想你。但是，我发觉，我越想你，就越寂寞。”
I love this: “到了今天，我已经不知道，我是因为寂寞而想念你，还是因为想念你而感到寂寞。”
dunno y.. when i saw tt phrase... i fall in love with it... mayb coz is closely related to me? haha.. dunno...

Was at JE tt day... a place i didnt go for a looooong time.. ever since i graduated? in fact, i didnt go the west side (including west mall, JP, JE) ever since i left SP... or mayb earlier... y... juz dun feel like going lor... mayb subconciously.. i dun wanna go there ba.. unless meeting yp they all.. i rarely go there le.. every corner there reminds me of lotsa things.. esp bukit batok and je mrt stat.

If i say i've forgotten everything... 我是在骗人，也在骗我自己吧。毕竟那是一段难忘的回忆。也许我真的忘了他的样子（说真的，他在我脑海里的样子真的很模糊了。），但那感觉仍然存在着，那温暖，让我觉得现在很冷。

好多时候，我以为其实那些是不久前发生的，仔细一想才发现已过了两、三年了。我们算是选择性的失去联络，只能在此说：“好好照顾自己”