today went sing again. this time with yp, wy, ly... hahhaa... when i say i wanna go out. my mom ask me.. 'with ur china guys again ar?? i told u how many times dun be so close with them y u dun listen?' haiz.. this is my mom...

anyway, yp facing such a big prob.. n of coz with her character. i dun think she able to tahan... haiz... poor thing rite?? cry everytime tok abt work... softer than me sia... as i say le... i nt flooder le... i learnt to be stronger... NO TEARS... whahaaha...

as for my work here.. suddenly very bz.. got alot of things to do lor... work for almost 9 mths le... very fast.. n started to hate boss.. hate the sight of my boss... wahaha... but wat to do.. he gimme salary de... so have to tolerate all his suaning... and insults... well.. i realise tt work in here... really muz be strong sia.. or else... boss say one thing jiu break down.. i think i've briken down dunno how many times le... i'm lucky to have lady boss behind me and of coz my china guys.. wahaha...

ppl are worried abt me.. coz i too close with my china guys... particularly OFM!! whahaa... yx even come ask me he got chance mah.. well.... i learnt NEVER say NEVER.. so... nobody noes wat will happen..if he got chacne... muz depends on how much he willing to sacrifice lor.. wahaha.. say as if real... he hates SG.. i dun like CN.. so quite hard lah... wahaha...

i only fa hua chi nia.. coz he is cool, funny.. he is cute and strong... he noe how to tok... and most imptly... he is someone to lean on.. when i really tired emtionally or physically.. though he dun understand wat i vexing over... ahaa.. but dun worry.. once bitten twice shy... i wun be like wat happened two yrs ago.. i will try my best nt to let history repeat itself...

Came back from a whole day of fun with my china guys!!! haha... well, quite enjoy day!! ly, yp and wy came to my cwp today.. then asked me wanna join them mah... of coz i cant.. i meeting the guys mah... who noes... thye say i zhong se qing you... wah... my pretty ladies...my theory is 1st come 1st serve lah.. wahaha.. next time advance booking... wahahaa... :p

1st, went to Tampanies Mall eat international buffet with FeiMin, Chen Ping and Chun Chen. The Pariss in TM had changed to FamilyInternational buffet and the price is cut half lor. Today os $22++ for lunch. The spread is not bad.... though still like sakura.. wahahaa.. coz the cake selection too little.. wahaha.. ok.. i'm crazy.. spend so much go eat cakes... Chen ping siao de... go eat so many oyster.. i wondering if he stomach can take it anot... wahaha... then feimin say he wanna try.... then after the 3rd one... he gave up.. he hates the taste... n YUCKS!!! wahahaa...

Then after tt we came back to wdl.. then FM say wanna go sing song.. he treat.. then we went sang for 4 hrs lor.. chun chen left to chinatown to send money back to china. me, chen ping and feimin went back wdl, met up with shen tong and wei dian(a xiao shuai ge) to go sing song. in there we went abit crazy.. n me listening to their china singers and songs... wahahaha... omg!!!! but still quite interesting lor...

tt FM... kept on disturbing me.. when i singing... he wld take a cracker and wanna feed me.. make me always no sing properly.. then say he treat me so gd... then i still heck him....*bish*
one thing is tt they smoke in the room lah... feimin and chen ping.... tt time went ktv with them.. i set a rule for them cannot smoke... this time they treat.. i no say.. haiz.. then fei min still can smile.. and say.. wei qu ni zhe ji ge xiao shi ba.. *faint*...

sometime m wondering... r we consider frens? or wat? we may seems close... but how much things he say is thr truth? and r we juz using each other?? well.. can i juz dun think so much... and enjoy the attention he showering me... and oso the care.. the fun.. the... everything he giving me? hahaah. dunno dun care...juz hope tt i will not fall too deep inside.. wahahaha....

DAMN!! Idiot!! DAMN DL!! stupid!

Today had a meeting, coz nw is peak season of my company...good lor.. solve all prob once and for all... then guess wat?! my boss is juz a TYPICAL MAN!!! TMD!! blame everyone else except himself!

1st, packaging - due to canda prob.. coz ANG MOs kia si, so dun wanna us put NON-Dairy creamer coz in there might have milk or milk pdts... is a big allergen... i agree.. so end up, our pdt are being recalled.. n need to change the packaging coz non dairy creamer is not exceptable.. ok.. good.. i changed.. when the artwork design is almost ready.. can burn to CD and let printer print.. he wanna change sth else.. so the printing has to wait again.... then when already things are almost done... he wanna add in sth else... GREAT!!! he juz cant make up his mind!!! then nw the pdtn need packaging.. but we dun even has the artwork fixed!! he blame me n my purchaser for nt chasing the suppliers!!! kaoz.. 1st our suppliers nt only helping us do design nia leh.. 2nd.. who are the ones kana curse by suppliers!!!??? n he blame us nt chasing them to be faster?! wat the !!! kaoz!!!!

nvm... then raw materials come in, they will have a pdt specs... n certificate of analysis... meaning the microbial content and the moisture content of tt particular batch... all along - even b4 i joined the company, there is NO SUCH THING as taking the raw material to test n see if the supplier gave the correct figures mah... he ask me how coem i didnt test the moisture of the raw material... i told him got COA.. he juz asked, 'u thrust ur suppliers ar? these things i need to tell u mah?? 你读书读到哪里去？' TMD!! the company DID NOT HAVE such practice.. n NO ONE TELL me is required!! and even if my sch got teach me CANNOT thrust suppliers, how i noe if the company got this practice anot!? WHEN NO ONE EVER TELL ME!!!!! BLAME ME! kaoz!!
if i make my own decision, he will say.. bu ya zi yi wei shi!! TMD then wat he want!?

Juz fed up.. juz nw really wanna shoot back him de... but my 'rice bowl' at stake... haiz.. suan liao... ren!!!! wait... till juz one fine day...

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