Finally!! i gotta watch World Cup le.. without cable TV... wahahaa... Thanx to LCM wo.. wahaha.. i gotta watch Brazil le!!! hee...

Anyway, very tired lor... not enough sleep.. partly due to world cup.. hee... however i started to wonder... shld i cont'd my classes mah.. very tiring.. n class is not cooperating... n not improving.. quite demoralising lor... sianz... i started to wonder.. if i cant teach well or they juz dun get it.. haiz... but if i no teach.. sure not enough $$ de lor... how???

i suddenly wish tt there is someone beside me.. for me to lean on.. for me to rest.. for me to whine... however.. suan le.. depend on myself better... wahaha..

actually.. tt CC very gd to me... he is caring and nice... even every night sms me.. chase me to go sleep... dun mind listening me whining... (but then again.. the pdtn workers here.. like fei min oso listen to me whine de leh... wahaha) for one moment.. i really almost fall into the trap lor... but NO WAY sia... wahahaa... say i nationalism.. wahaha got this word?? i oso dunno... wahaha... anyway, i juz cant accept lor.. nor my family will.. nor my frens will... hahaa.. different culture.. different beliefs.. different thinking... wahahaa...

Yx saw feimin tt day... n she say he dun have the 'china' look.. wahaha.. n indeed looks like Toro.. n she was so excited abt it lor... OMG!! hahaha... she say born in early Oct de.. all so cute de... like her... *faint*

Nw really sian.. so not working... haha typing blog.. coz boss haven come in... hee... well.. but time to start work le.. or else i cant finish then jia lat le... so many projects waiting for me.. (-_-!)

Last night, went to SP auditorium for Simon's acapella concert.. once a yr event.. wahaha.. i will never wanna miss de concert... wahaha...

We are from Simon fan club de.. wahaha.. n my sis say she is the president.. wahaha... we bought a bouquet of flowers... (ok.. sunflower to be exact) for him.. wahaha... cool rite?? i love tt bouquet lor... for one moment i dun wish to give it to him sia.. wahaha... i told yp i shall keep it as my own.. wahaha....

saw a cool guy in his grp... he looks like those bad bad guy... as i say.. i'm attracted to bad guy de mah.. wahaha.. he is cool lor... :p

anyway, simon last time sing jeff chang's songs very nice de... though his chinese not gd.. always get the lyrics worng.. wahaha.. but still... anyway, i ask him muz arrange jeff's song... 过火 ... his style... wahaha...

i shall wait!!! hee...

This is my fav song now.. lyrics are meaningful... to me... enjoy ba...

感情线 - 183俱乐部
爱情魔法师电视原声带

我想我已开始有点疑惑 好像被他说中些什么
难道已经没有别的选择 只能乖乖的束手就策
难过的是我们做了选择 是对是错谁也没把握
如果要我放手才能获得 为何在我心中有舍不得

看着你要走还装著笑容 掩饰的脆弱要撑多久
如果现在开口如何挽留 感情这条线注定只能这么远

不敢相信已经来到终点 想你爱他必定多一些
我们之间不可能再回到从前 我还傻傻画着幸福线

看着你走远还继续装笑脸 掩饰折磨我能撑多久
如果现在开口怎么挽留 感情这条线注定无法延长一点

你已不在而我何时才清醒 相信一切都是命
不曾放弃你我不会说什么 默默的承受像个男子汉

看着你要走[看着看着你要走] 还装着笑容[多么多么笑容]
掩饰的脆弱要撑多久[还要撑多久] 如果现在开口[现在开口]
如何挽留[如何挽留] 感情这条线注定只能这么远
看着你要走[woo～]还装着笑容[we will carry on]
掩饰的脆弱要撑多久[knowing there were words i've never said baby]
如果现在开口[现在开口] 如何挽留[如何挽留]
感情这条线注定只能这么远[let the words remain unsaid]

Back from Genting.. 3 days get away.. quite relax lor... rest abit... haha... sleep alot... suddenly.. really old le lah.. cant tahan too late.. bu ren lao oso cannot ar.. hahaa... too tired... i was sleeping alone in the room everynight.. coz mommy n daddy in casino till 2 - 3 am..

didnt went into casino.. only one time when i went in look for my aunt... dun like it there.. coz very smoky.. i dun like smoke mah.. somemore not interested in gambling lor.. though can watch live soccer frm there.. but i rather go back hotel room watch lor... but still managed to watch only one match.. coz alone at hotel watch soccer... no fun lor... end up i slept.. wahahaa....

went outdoor theme park.. went crazy whole day with yw, yx, alicia, wq, hj and james... i was the oldest.. whahaha.. expected mah.. anyway, we sat in all the exciting rides.. and screamed like nobody's business... wahahaha.... though the 3 guys were really PS when we screamed.. wahahaa...

Wanna played Go Kart!.. guess wat! I WASNT ALLOWED TO PLAY... coz i didnt reach the hight limit!!! kaoz.. their limit is 1.53m.. and I'M 1.53m and my sis is 1.53m!!! and she was allowed to play.. i wasnt allow!!! kaoz.. my bro go tell the person.. 'she can drive real car cant drive fake car ar' still no use.. haiz... SO SAD!!!! KAOZ!!!!

Love my nephews.. so cute.. haha.. i changed my mind in going genting was coz of them mah.. wahahaa..

anyway, this time round.. though did not feel lonely.. as with tyx they all never a dull moment.. however... miss my kakis lor.. go anywhere, or everywhere, i will imagine.. if my kakis here.. wat will we do.. how will we react.. where we will go.. well.. mayb next time my dreams will come thru.. right KAKIS!? hahaa... haha

did alot of thinking thruout the trip... coz got myself into quite a mess ba... didnt really noe wat was i thinking anyway... got too close with CC le. i think... i was all along treating him as a fren.. normal lor... like how i treat my other frens... but think signal went out wrongly.. *pray hard tt i'm wrong*... hope i wun landed in trouble..

Coz we passed our audit, so boss decided to treat the whole factory KFC.. we ordered le hor.. abt $180+ lor.. wahaha.. fei min they all say eat chicken nt full.. n say wanna burger.. so i purposely ordered 6 more burgers... 饱死他们!! wahahaa...

then asmine say she wanna treat the night shift de ppl. but dunno how. coz tt night she got sth on... so she cant stay back and wait for the delivery. so she wanna the night shift ppl go buy then claim frm her. but then till 1815 she still haven call them. then she was in a rush.... she say go ask chun chen buy lor... but when she called, he didnt pick up. so i suggest i'll help her find them lor. (hey, i did it out of helpfulness ok... no other meaning)

so she gave me his no. then went off.. i called him, he juz woke up.. so when i gave him instruction.. he damn blur lor.. i was on my way back home oso lor.. so ask him meet me under his blk.. i follow him go... (hey... dun think i did on purpose).. anyway, he asked me to call him when i finish work.. i told him i can go home le lor.. he stunned... wahaha... so when i reached my bus stop, i called him to come down...

when he came down.. i saw him smoking.. i very disappointed.. coz he is the only one i tot no smoke de!! haiz... anyway, he pulled me cross the road to the coffee shop.. n say treat me dinner.. i say dun want.. but he inisisted.. i say dun want.. i wanna go buy kfc then go back.. he still pulled me over and say muz be full 1st...

he inisisted tt if i really no wanna eat.. he oso dun wanna eat... then i of coz acc him lor.. coz he need to work overnight leh.. no eat how can.. so end up he treat me a cup of lemon tea and he ate his dinner... then we walked to central to buy kfc.. on the way.. we fight, bicker and chat.. haha...

then when reach central.. i saw a dog.. i stunned.. i pushed him to walked in front of me.. and pulled him in a way he was standing between me and the dog... who noes.. that dog.. walked towards me!!!! i nearly cry lor.. tmd.. cannot so 丢脸... haha.. i pulled him and walk damn fast.. he asked i scared of dogs ar.. i juz nod my head lor.. he told me he got a big big dog back at home in china.. haha..

anyway, thru' out the whole duration he did not smoke at all lor.. so i dun understand y start when he is nt a heavy smoker.. hee.. aiyah... nv understand guys lah... wahaha

yt say i did eveything on purpose lor.. 趁机. i swear... no no no.. wahaha... i innocent.. hee..

Finally!! Audit over le... scary sia.. tt day went to office extremely early juz to make sure everything in place lor.. thanx to all my pdtn workers.. they clear the whole place to so neat n tidy till asmine and i tot we went to the wrong place... it was so neat n tidy.. wahahaa....

at 1st tot got guy auditor.. then asmine wanna me go sha jiao sha jiao abit.. who noes 3 auditors all female!!! n somemore is those female in their late 20s early 30s de... jia lat liao... hahaa... coz sha jiao dun work on female esp at this age range.. wahaha...

they really inspect every corner of the factory... and DAMN FLY!! dunno when flew in de.. when they inspecting our pdtn.. they saw fly!!! kaoz... wahaha

but in the end... we only for 4 minor problems... mostly on documentation (except for tt fly lor).. haha.. well... can relax abit.. coz we can have our 3 certifications renewed and with a A grade.. wahahaa...

Asmine gonna treat the whole company ppl with KFC tml.. hahaa....

I'm stress, stress and more stress... sad sad and sadder.. haiz... audit changed to 6th jun.. coz pdtn cant be in place in time... then paper work alot.. then everyday work till 7 plus lor... tue n fri muz rush to tution... wao lao...
suddenly i felt like got someone smile n tell me ' Welcome to the adult working world' haiz..

to make matter worse... i 4got to bring my hp out.. i damn sian lor.. coz hp is half my life leh... 4got to bring... haiz... the worst of all... he long time no contact me... then suddenly today come tell me he like this girl.. ask me how... haiz

though i knew abt this thing quite long ago.. still dunno y.. when come straight frm him... i felt.. wierd wierd? terrible? dunno how to describe... funny thing is.. i still have to give him advice.. tell him wat to do.. still have to laugh... haha

funny rite... i tot i 4got le.. 4got his presence.. but when he come find me... i was happy.. bt when he tell me abt this.. i'm glad.. coz when he got prob.. he come find me... sad coz... nvm nvm... i juz sian... wanna whine nia.. i ok de... yp.. dun need worry.. tyl nt so easy bei da dao de.. wahaha

i still got china man.. haha